No.70 days

After checking out and walking out of the supermarket, I couldn't get a taxi, so I had to walk back.Wang Yujun tactfully didn't ask anything, but Shao Wu wanted him to ask a few questions instead, such as "What is the relationship between you two?" In fact, Shao Wu himself couldn't tell what the relationship between him and Yang Shuyi is now, because of this Only then did someone need to force him to question him and force him to think about it.Is it a bad debt?It's fine if it's just a bad debt, but Yang Shuyi wants to get it together, he really doesn't understand what Yang Shuyi is thinking.

I also don't understand what I was thinking.

Yang Shuyi is getting married.

Walk into the inpatient department, go upstairs, and when passing by the nurse station, I see the nurse eating KFC takeaway... Keep going, twenty steps?countless.His heartbeat was much faster than his pace.Shao Wu knew that this was inevitable, as long as he was close to Yang Shuyi, his heartbeat would become fast and heavy. Over the years, he had formed a certain instinctive reaction. He was a handful of loose iron filings, and Yang Shuyi was a piece of iron filings. The magnet, when the magnet and the iron filings were still some distance apart, the iron filings were already rustling and vibrating.

Almost at the door of the ward, Wang Yujun suddenly grabbed Shao Wu.

The door was ajar, and he said in a breathy voice, "Listen."

The two looked at each other, so Shao Wu didn't leave, and leaned against the wall with Wang Yujun, listening.

It was Wu Yan's voice:

"Hey, my family, Shao Wu, is just too introverted. We were nervous about studying in high school, and we adults didn't pay much attention... When he goes to college and is no longer at home, we can't take care of him. Over the years, I always I think he has something on his mind, but he never tells us."

Yang Shuyi said: "Shao Wu is indeed more introverted."

"Look, I didn't even know he had a classmate like you, what a good boy," Wu Yan smiled, her voice was very enthusiastic, "Then you are on annual leave now? There is still more than a month before the Chinese New Year."

"Well, I'm on annual leave," Yang Shuyi said softly, "I have to go back to work for a few days before the year."

Wu Yan sighed softly: "It's so hard for children to go to work nowadays... Fortunately, you are in Chengdu, and now the high-speed rail is connected, which is very convenient."

"Yes," Yang Shuyi paused, "And I will be transferred back to Chongqing after the Chinese New Year."

"Ah, is it?"

"Back to Chongqing, I can do some planning work," Yang Shuyi smiled, "It's also close to home."

Shao Wu listened to their conversation, the more he listened to it, the more confused he became.

Why did Yang Shuyi never mention the matter of marriage?

Is he going to be transferred back to Chongqing?

And he came alone.Shao Wu was already ready to meet his fiancée.

"These two children, why haven't you..." Wu Yan muttered something, but Shao Wu couldn't hear it clearly.

But the next second, Wang Yujun's cell phone rang suddenly.The music of Super Mario Denden Denden resounded in the corridor, Shao Wu was so frightened that he wanted to run, but was stopped by Wang Yujun, he hung up the phone in a hurry, and said in a low voice, "Why are you running!"

Shao Wu: "I was, I was discovered brother——"

"Tsk!" Wang Yujun grabbed Shao Wu's arm, "Go in for me."

Wang Yujun pushed the door open first, and Shao Wu followed behind him, wearing the thick down jacket he just bought, with his neck curled up like a clumsy penguin.Yang Shuyi sat on the bench with a straight back, a carton of milk and a fruit basket stood by his feet, apparently brought by him.Shao Wu and him looked at each other, and quickly looked away.

"What are you two doing?" Wu Yan asked suspiciously.

"Hey, we've come to the door. Shao Wu said that this strawberry is not enough to entertain Xiao Yang, and he wants to go out to buy fruit." Wang Yujun's voice was very loud, almost yin and yang, "I won't let him go, really—he and Xiao Yang How many years have you been friends, do you need to be so polite?"

Shao Wu: "..."

Yang Shuyi: "..."

Wu Yan glanced at Shao Wu: "Xiao Yang is too polite, you two are in Yongchuan after all, you can get together whenever you want, and you even went to the hospital to see me."

Yang Shuyi said: "You are welcome, I should."

"Yes," Wang Yujun replied crisply, "Xiao Yang and our Shaowu are old friends for many years."

Shao Wu felt that Wang Yujun wanted to vent his anger on him, but at the same time, he also felt that Wang Yujun wanted to play him to death.

"Shu Yi," Shao Wu said bravely, "Thank you."

Yang Shuyi looked at him quietly: "You're welcome."

Wang Yujun: "Hehe!"

"Why don't you go out and chat, find a teahouse and sit down," Wu Yan said considerately, "Junjun, give your brother the key to the house."

"Well," Wang Yujun took out the key from his pocket and stuffed it into Shao Wu's hand, "Now our mother lives in the house in Jinxiu Garden, do you know the address?"

"I know……"

"Then you guys have a good get-together." He didn't know whether it was intentional or not, he bit the word "you" very hard, "I'm here with mom, don't worry."

Shao Wu and Yang Shuyi were sitting in the garden downstairs of the inpatient department. It was nearly nine o'clock in the evening, and there was no one else in the garden, except for stray cats strutting past occasionally.They sat side by side on a bench, which was suggested by Yang Shuyi, who first said: "Shao Wu, I'm sorry."

Shao Wu asked: "What do you have to apologize for?" It was only after he said that that he realized that his tone was very aggressive. In fact, he really wanted to ask Yang Shuyi, why did he apologize?I don't know why it's like arguing.

"I don't want you to go to the wedding," Yang Shuyi said, "I was on the phone just now... I'm sorry, can we sit down and talk?" Only then did Shao Wu hear that his voice was hoarse, as if he had a cold.

So they sat down like this, but fortunately the bench was long enough, and they sat one at one end and the other at the other end, with half an arm's distance between them.

There was a street lamp in the distance, the light was dim white, and it fell on them vaguely.Taking advantage of the darkness, Shao Wu secretly looked at Yang Shuyi. He hadn't seen him for a year and a half. He only knew that Yang Shuyi had been to Beijing once to send Longlong back to school; he had been to Xichang once and ate at two restaurants there.Yang Shuyi's appearance has not changed, but——Shao ​​Wu doesn't know how to describe it—is it the legendary anxiety before marriage?The whole person exudes a tired breath.

"You saw it too," Shao Wu tried his best to calm down his tone, "My mother is going to have an operation, so I really can't go to your wedding..."

"Aren't you asking who I'm marrying?"

"Is there a difference?" Shao Wu even joked with him, "I can't be a man anyway."

However, Yang Shuyi didn't answer his words, and said to himself: "I'm married to Zou Xin."

"Oh," Shao Wu thought for a while, and said sincerely, "You guys are getting back together again, it's not easy, this can be regarded as a successful cultivation—"

"When she came back to look for me, I also thought that we had achieved the right result." Yang Shuyi smiled, "Then I found out that she married me just to facilitate the affair."

"..." Shao Wu turned his head and looked at Yang Shuyi, "What do you mean?"

"Literally. When I was with her, she chased me. At that time, I didn't know why she fell in love with me, but she was very kind to me... After we were together, she was failed by the teacher in a final exam. I Go and intercede for her."

He went to intercede for her.He failed the course.

Shao Wu remembered this incident. At that time, he heard Zhu Jingjing casually mentioned that Yang Shuyi helped his girlfriend to plead with the teacher...

"The teacher's surname is Zhang. He is 17 years older than Zou Xin. He has two children. It's strange that Mr. Zhang is a very kind person. In the past, he didn't hang up students at all, so many people choose his class every time... In Zou Xin’s class, there were more than 50 people, and 20 failed, do you know why?” He sighed very lightly, but the next words fell heavily on Shao Wu’s ears like a hydrogen bomb, “Because They quarreled over a trivial matter. Teacher Zhang only wanted to hang up with Zou Xin, and the other 19 people were used to cover her up."

"Shuyi—"

"I'm also a cover," Yang Shuyi said again, "I'm a long-term cover."

For a moment, Shao Wu even suspected that Yang Shuyi was lying.

How could Zou Xin, who is so beautiful, so generous and so pampered, have an affair with a married man who is 17 years older than her—he couldn't bear to say that word?In an instant, many images flooded into my mind, Yang Shuyi helping Zou Xin deliver the meal tray and Zou Xin followed him, Zou Xin took the initiative to hold Yang Shuyi's hand, their group photo in Chashan Bamboo Sea...how, how could this happen.

"When I graduated later, it was Mr. Zhang who recommended me to the leader of the Survey Bureau. That person was his classmate. At that time, I was very grateful to Mr. Zhang. At the graduation ceremony, I bought a bouquet of flowers for him with my roommate. touched my shoulders, encouraged me to work hard, and finally said, treat Zou Xin well."

Shao Wu grabbed Yang Shuyi's wrist, only to realize that his hands resting on his knees were trembling all the time.

"How could this happen?" Shao Wu asked in fear, "How do you know..."

"I went to Chengdu with Zou Xin, and last year, Mr. Zhang was also transferred to Chengdu to teach in a secondary school. Zou Xin and I invited him to dinner. At the dinner table, I asked him why he thought of going to a secondary school. What about teaching in this school? He said that because he likes Chengdu, you know, it’s actually——to facilitate their affair. Zou Xin told me all this.”

Yang Shuyi finally raised his head and looked directly into Shao Wu's eyes.He didn't cry, or even have any sad expression, he just looked at Shao Wu, and said slowly: "Zou Xin wants to advance the wedding, because of the Spring Festival holiday, she wants to go to Maldives with Teacher Zhang."

Shao Wu grabbed his hand hard, for no reason, he was clearly in front of him, but Shao Wu still had the illusion that he would blow away like a gust of wind.

"Yang Shuyi," Shao Wu asked confusedly, "then you, you two still want to get married? Why?"

"Because she performed an abortion for me, she said it was my child, and then she aborted the child. She told her mother-in-law that she performed an abortion for me, and," Yang Shuyi smiled bitterly, "how should I tell my mother-in-law Explain? The hotel for the wedding has been booked, and the jewelry for her was chosen by her mother-in-law, how can I explain to her? My mother-in-law can't understand how such things can happen in the world, she can't understand. "

Shao Wu stared blankly at Yang Shuyi, and after a while, let go of his hand.

Yang Shuyi was right, my mother-in-law couldn't understand.The mother-in-law is nearly 80 years old. Unlike Wu Yan who tried to understand homosexuality after her son left home, she is just an old man who lost her son in the Wenchuan earthquake. She is dying and hopes to watch her only grandson get married before she dies.

"So you're still going to get married?"

"……Correct."

"..."

A gust of cold wind blows over, and Shao Wu wakes up instantly.He realized that whether Yang Shuyi and Zou Xin really loved each other or not, it wouldn't change the fact that Yang Shuyi would be with women.At least as long as his mother-in-law is alive, he will be with women.Is it love or acting?It doesn't matter.

Shao Wu asked, "Why did you tell me?"

Yang Shuyi said, "I don't know."

He added: "Zou Xin said she was sorry for me, and she also said she was willing to give birth to me... But she only loves Teacher Zhang. During this time, I have been thinking about a question, that is, the relationship between people Support will never be equal, what you give and what you get will never be equal. When I am with her, I am sincere, but you see, it is useless."

Shao Wu thought, isn't this normal?

How much sincerity did he give to Yang Shuyi?But Yang Shuyi still likes women, and will still marry women.Not all efforts can be rewarded, he has long admitted.

"Do you still love her?" Shao Wu asked.

"No way," Yang Shuyi gently closed his eyes in the night, "I'm just a little sad, imagine that scene, everyone is blessing us, everyone is happy for us, only I know, it's all fake , but I cannot say."

He leaned on the chair with his eyes closed, his shoulders were a little slumped, like a young man who was at a loss and gave up on himself, and he still couldn't understand why fate refused to give him every ounce of preferential treatment.

Shao Wu was silent for a long time, and he said, "I will go to your wedding."