Widowed Bot Lane [eSports]

After Xiao Zeyang hung up his mother's phone with embarrassment, he sat on the bench alone and patted his forehead with his hand in depression.

Especially Xiao Zeyang is not depressed that his mother misunderstood what he said just now, he is just a little depressed why he suddenly asked his mother such a strange question.

Especially my tentative and cautious tone at that time...

At this moment, in his heart, he was even a little thankful that his mother misunderstood. If there was no misunderstanding, then Xiao Zeyang's cell phone might have exploded on the spot right now.

Xiao Zeyang knew himself well, if he hadn't really had a crazy idea in his heart, then he would never have asked half a word in front of his mother.

Jing Fan...

Tell me what crimes you have committed.

Xiao Zeyang frowned, clenched his fists, and couldn't help but punched the chair hard twice.

To be honest, it is not easy for a person who has been a straight man for 20 years to bravely face the fact that he is gay, not to mention that if he really takes this step, All kinds of things that Xiao Zeyang will face next.

Let’s not talk about it, just say that after the relationship is confirmed, I will find an opportunity to tell other people, at least let my family know.

For Xiao Zeyang, this matter alone is simply as difficult as reaching the sky.

Can't do it, never can do it...

Xiao Zeyang shook his head with himself.

After calming down for a while, Xiao Zeyang just wanted to stand up and go back, but the words that Jin Qianchi said to him before suddenly echoed in his ears again...

He said: "Cherish it, take advantage of Jing Fan, he still likes you... Don't forget that his style is very popular now, there are all kinds of men and women, I can't wait to throw myself in my arms one day He was really obsessed with the hug."

obsessed...

Jing Fan... Could it be someone who is so easily obsessed with ghosts?

If one day Jingfan really doesn't like himself, and he transfers this feeling to others... What kind of mentality will he have at that time?

Will Jing Fan treat himself like Jin Qianchi?

Xiao Zeyang was completely unaware of these issues.

The mood became more and more chaotic, and the more logical the more chaotic, and finally simply shook his head and stopped thinking about it.

There must be a way to the front of the mountain.

The night was getting deeper and the temperature was getting colder and colder, Xiao Zeyang shrank his neck, got up and went back...

****

After returning to the room, Xiao Zeyang took a quick shower, dried his hair randomly, and lay down on the bed.

Unsurprisingly, Jing Fan's shadow was all in his mind.

Even Xiao Zeyang himself didn't know where the last line he set up for Jing Fan was, but no matter where it was, it felt like it was about to be breached.

Every move of Jing Fan, even if it's just a casual expression on his face, Xiao Zeyang is almost unforgettable.

Jing Fan...

When this name appeared in his mind again, Xiao Zeyang turned over and lay down on the bed in a distraught state. The dry heat in the air made him feel particularly restless.

I turned back and forth a few times, but couldn't find a comfortable position...

Want to smoke, want to go out for a couple of laps, want to...

Imagine Jingfan...

Xiao Zeyang closed his eyes, and finally couldn't help but slowly put his hand under his body.

The loose pajama pants naturally provided great convenience for Xiao Zeyang's movements. Xiao Zeyang lay on the bed, curled up his legs slightly, closed his eyes and took a deep breath...

Just, let's just pretend it's because of too much pressure recently.

Nothing to do with Jing Fan, nothing to do with Jing Fan...

It has nothing to do with Jing Fan...

****

The next day, Xiao Zeyang slept until noon before waking up.

It's rare that Shen Zheng didn't rush upstairs aggressively to give a wave of intimate wake-up calls today. Xiao Zeyang originally took advantage of this precious opportunity to try to lie down for another 5 minutes, but then he thought that today is the last day of training before the opening match , the whole person can't lie down in an instant...

He jumped up from the bed in a panic, changed his clothes, washed up and went out.

He walked quickly to the yard, turned his head and happened to see Shen Zhengzheng squatting under the wall to tease the cat with a tree branch.

I don't know if it's Xiao Zeyang's illusion, he always feels that Shen Zheng seems to be in a particularly good mood recently, especially when teasing cats, Shen Zheng, who has always been sensitive to various senses, can forget himself to the point of ignoring Xiao Zeyang's existence , the old father-like smile on his face even made Xiao Zeyang feel warm and weird.

Moreover, these little wild cats seem to be very reliable this time, and they usually stay out of the base for about a week before disappearing, but this time it feels like they stayed for half a month.

Oh yes, cat.

Thinking about this, Xiao Zeyang suddenly remembered that Li Xiaoru had told him before that he would return Brutal to him.

But now look at the cats stationed here in the yard, and sometimes some unruly cats can go around and wander around the house without seeing them at a glance... If you really meet Brutal face to face, then Brutal Don't ask me to turn it into a meal in minutes?

And even putting aside these things, the most important thing is that Shen Zheng would never agree to Xiao Zeyang raising squirrels in his room. Shen Zheng is very afraid of mice.

……

How to do it.

Although Xiao Zeyang is still not sure whether Li Xiaoru is really determined to return Bruto to him this time, but if it is true, after Xiao Zeyang takes it back, it seems that there is really nothing to arrange .

unless……

Put Jing Fana first?

Xiao Zeyang smacked his lips.

After all, he is going to move to the headquarters soon, but if he stays with Jing Fan for a few days, he probably won't be unhappy.

Xiao Zeyang stood there and hesitated for a while, and finally decided to go to Jing Fan to discuss it first.

If you agree, that's the best. If you don't agree, it's not too late to think of other ways.

While thinking, Xiao Zeyang couldn't help but quicken his pace and walked to the headquarters.

He came out very early today, so after arriving at the headquarters, Xiao Zeyang found that there was no one in the training room, not even He Weiming.

Originally, if this situation happened normally, Xiao Zeyang should just sit in the training room and wait obediently, but when he thought about discussing squirrels with Jing Fan, Xiao Zeyang decided to take the initiative to find him in the room. Be sincere.

On the way to Jing Fan's bedroom, Xiao Zeyang even started to think about whether he should pay Jing Fan a little foster care fee, so as to make it appear that he wasn't just looking for petty gains.

But now again, how could that person Jing Fan care about the foster care fee of a few hundred yuan?

How about...give more?

But I can't afford it...

Xiao Zeyang frowned, and struggled all the way to the door of Jing Fan's bedroom, but suddenly found that the door of Jing Fan's room was half-closed.

I reached out and knocked twice, but no one responded.

Hey?

What about people?

Xiao Zeyang couldn't help but push the door open a little curiously, poked his probe inside, and found that the living room was empty and there was no one there, but Jing Fan's bedroom door was open.

"Jing Fan?"

After Xiao Zeyang called out in a low voice, although he didn't hear Jing Fan's answer, he suddenly heard movement in Gao Yuqi's room.

???

Xiao Zeyang was even more puzzled. He went forward and was about to knock on the door of Gao Yuqi's room, but he didn't expect to hear a blood-pumping and mental explosion sound from inside.

"Jing Fan, don't... just take it easy..."

"Hey, you hurt me! Ah..."

It was Gao Yuqi's voice.

"It's already very light, so what should I do?"

"Slow down?"

It was Jing Fan's voice.

If Xiao Zeyang was able to force his boiling emotions to stabilize a bit when he heard this, then the following dialogue would completely blow Xiao Zeyang up.

"You...can't you be a little gentler to me?" Speaking of this, Gao Yuqi had already started to pant heavily.

"Just now I said to get some lubricating oil, but you don't want to get it, so what can I do, or I can only force myself..."

"Beasts!"

"What are you scolding me for? It's not that I want to get in..."

"Get it out quickly!"

! ! ! ! !

Xiao Zeyang's eyeballs almost fell to the ground when he was listening outside.

So Gao Yuqi and Jing Fan are actually...? !

I fucking hide it so fucking deep!

Xiao Zeyang stood outside with his mouth covered. For a moment, he didn't know whether he should push the door and go in, or turn around and run as if nothing had happened...

No, no, I have to calm down...

Xiao Ze took a deep breath and held it in for a few seconds before exhaling it.

Can't fucking calm down at all!

Xiao Zeyang clenched his fists and raised his legs, wanting to kick the door open, but in the end he held back.

I tried my best to hold back.

Because Xiao Zeyang really didn't know how he should react if he really kicked in the door and saw the scene he imagined in his mind at this moment.

In other words, what kind of identity to respond to...

Xiao Zeyang didn't know anything.

All I know is that my heart hurts like it has been gouged out with a sickle, and my eyes are full of green.

Standing at the door with clenched fists for a while, Xiao Zeyang finally couldn't take it anymore, turned around and left directly with despair and anger overflowing in his heart...

****

[Gao Yuqi's room]

Gao Yuqi and Jing Fan were talking in the room, and they didn't realize that Xiao Zeyang had come just now.

It was only when he vaguely heard footsteps outside the door that Jing Fan walked over and opened the door for a look.

As a result, there was no one.

"What should I do, why don't I call 119!" Gao Yuqi jumped anxiously behind him, "I'm going to break my finger in a while!"

"Aren't you unwilling to make too much noise and feel embarrassed?" Jing Fan sat on Gao Yuqi's bed speechless, looking at Gao Yuqi's expression, he couldn't help laughing, "You are also talented if you can stick your fingers in the closet .”

"Spoil his grandma!" Gao Yuqi's face flushed a little, "Yes, or Jing Fan, you'd better go to the convenience store downstairs to buy lubricating oil."

"Oh hey, weren't you stubborn with me just now?"

"It's just that you don't tell people what it's for," Gao Yuqi looked at Jing Fan and said righteously.

"Then what if someone you know sees it and asks?" Jing Fan raised his eyebrows, obviously disapproving of Gao Yuqi's proposal: "It's fine for others, think about it, this is just when Xiao Zeyang is going this way, I bought a bottle of lubricating oil and took it home..."

"That's great, when I use up the rest, I'll give it to you two."

"thank you."

Jing Fan stood up, glanced at Gao Yuqi's hand stuck in the closet, smiled, and opened the door to go out.

"Hey wait a minute! Where are you going!"

"Go to the kitchen," Jing Fan yawned, "sesame oil, soy sauce, olive oil... there is always one that suits you."

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