Widowed Bot Lane [eSports]

In fact, it can't be blamed that Xiao Zeyang didn't give Li Xiaoru face, but it is true that the last time Li Xiaoru called Xiao Zeyang, he spoke too seriously.

What's more, it happened to be the time when Xiao Zeyang was the most lonely, and that kind of spiritual trauma almost made him feel overwhelmed.

Although Xiao Zeyang admits that he likes Li Xiaoru very much, his feelings for her are fundamentally different from those of the brainless fans.

Even if Xiao Zeyang likes this person in his heart, but to put it bluntly, his most fundamental purpose now is just to be with her and have a serious relationship with her. The two of them are good, you treat me well and I treat you well, each Work hard, it's that simple.

But later Xiao Zeyang could clearly feel that Li Xiaoru's purpose was not as simple as his.

Therefore, as the saying goes, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, Xiao Zeyang can tell the difference between high and low eyebrows in his heart, Li Xiaoru is really not worthy of him acting too lowly for this, Xiao Zeyang's reason told him so.

And now, since Xiao Zeyang has already talked about this, although he hasn't completely pierced the window paper, anyone who is not a fool on Li Xiaoru's side can almost figure out what Xiao Zeyang means now.

Xiao Zeyang is deliberately avoiding this overly sensitive question.

But based on Li Xiaoru's understanding of Xiao Zeyang for so many years, she still couldn't believe that Xiao Zeyang would be willing to treat her like this.

This is simply not possible.

The Xiao Zeyang in my impression is the kind of person who, despite being stared at by himself, still wants to chase him like a puppy every day, wagging his tail and shaking his head, smiling and asking for warmth, the kind of person who is very shy but still Still willing to muster up the courage to strike up a conversation with the person who pesters me to chat every night.

But now, Xiao Zeyang's sudden change caught Li Xiaoru off guard and felt an indescribable sense of unreality, a feeling that no one else could understand except herself.

She even didn't believe that this would be Xiao Zeyang's feedback to her. She didn't believe that she had put down her body and came to Xiao Zeyang on her own initiative, but Xiao Zeyang was still able to respond with such an attitude.

Do not believe.

"Xiao Zeyang, do you still hate me..."

Li Xiaoru's voice trembled, and Xiao Zeyang couldn't tell whether she was real or just pretending.

The reason why he felt it was pretending was because Xiao Zeyang had never heard Li Xiaoru speak to himself in this tone in six years.

Six years, which is quite a long time.

"I don't remember hating you," Xiao Zeyang's voice was flat, and he couldn't tell whether he was happy or angry, "I told you, I've heard too many things that are more extreme than this, and I'm used to it."

Li Xiaoru was silent for a while.

Sure enough, today Xiao Zeyang is determined to want this attitude.

"Okay," she gritted her teeth, "Then do whatever you want..."

Then hung up the phone without hesitation.

Sure enough, no matter what kind of situation she was in front of him, her temper was still the same.

But the moment he heard the busy tone from the phone on the other side, Xiao Zeyang suddenly felt a lot lighter in his heart.

He didn't know if Li Xiaoru would call again, but it was better not to.

Up to now, he has expressed all the words he wanted to say to Li Xiaoru and the emotions he wanted Li Xiaoru to feel, so there is no regret.

Although Xiao Zeyang was not sure if he would soften his heart if Li Xiaoru stalked him in the future, at least Xiao Zeyang felt better now.

****

After putting away the phone, Xiao Zeyang, taking advantage of the excitement, turned around and raised his legs to leave, when he saw Jing Fan walking from the corridor alone.

As for Xiao Zeyang, the fabled energy disappeared in an instant when he saw Jing Fan.

Jing Fan also happened to see him, and the two looked at each other, needless to say how embarrassing it was.

And Xiao Zeyang, who was obviously still arrogant and high-spirited just now, is completely out of air at the moment, he looks like a deflated balloon that has been put on the ground and stepped on a few times.

He opened his legs, took two steps back involuntarily, and looked up at Jing Fan, neither speaking nor not speaking, the atmosphere fell into a strange silence for a while.

"resemble--"

"I just answered a phone call." Originally, Xiao Zeyang didn't know what he was going to say just a second ago, but after Jing Fan said the first word, his thoughts flowed instantly.

Perhaps it was also because Xiao Zeyang didn't dare to listen to what Jing Fan wanted to say to him, so he might as well just interrupt Jing Fan and pointed in the direction of the training room: "Now I'm going back to training... The coach is coming back tonight."

"Xiao Zeyang."

Jing Fan felt that Xiao Zeyang was deliberately changing the subject, so he couldn't help calling Xiao Zeyang again. Although the voice was not loud, it still made Xiao Zeyang stop subconsciously from running in the direction of the training room.

It seemed that he really wanted to say something to Xiao Zeyang.

It's just that Xiao Zeyang didn't turn his body around, his back was still facing Jing Fan.

"sorry."

Jing Fan's sorry was not surprising to Xiao Zeyang, but it was what Jing Fan owed him, and he kissed him out of nowhere, if it was someone else, he would have been blown up long ago.

Xiao Zeyang collected himself, finally turned around and looked at Jing Fan.

So what to say now?Say it's okay?But this is not all right!

Xiao Zeyang hesitated for a while, bit his lower lip, and finally agreed to speak: "Jing Fan, I... really want to ask what you mean by doing that just now?"

This should be the best reply Xiao Zeyang can think of to Jing Fan so far.

It can not only express that he did not forgive Jing Fan so easily, but also get the answer he wanted by the way, the best of both worlds, why not do it.

Jing Fan hesitated for a moment, as if trying to organize his words, then lowered his eyes.

"I was confused..."

Confused? !

What does confused mean? !

Regarding this answer, Xiao Zeyang found it difficult to accept besides being puzzled.

In his cognition, Jing Fan would definitely not be a person who is easily confused, unless he himself does not want to be sober at all, just like Xiao Zeyang treated Li Xiaoru just now, pretending to be confused.

"I have to go back." Finally, Xiao Zeyang felt that he could not hold on anymore, because he couldn't bear Jing Fan's state, so he turned around directly, and his tone became a little irritable, "The coach is coming back."

"Zeyang!"

Suddenly, Jing Fan stepped forward and grabbed Xiao Zeyang, and his voice raised several decibels, which startled Xiao Zeyang.

Moreover, he was a little afraid that if there was too much movement, it would attract unnecessary onlookers, and it would be troublesome if he wanted to explain it.

So Xiao Zeyang could only obediently stop and wait for Jing Fan to continue.

"I hope you can forgive me..." After Jing Fan finished speaking, he paused, and after a moment of hesitation, he continued.

"Or...accept me."

The first half of the sentence is okay, no matter whether Xiao Zeyang can do it or not, at least it is within the range that Xiao Zeyang can accept and understand, but the second half...

To be honest, Xiao Zeyang didn't quite understand what it meant.

"What do you want me to accept from you?" Xiao Zeyang asked, frowning and took half a step back.

It's like acting in a movie when the two of them do this.

"A lot," Jing Fan said, probably aware of Xiao Zeyang's small movements, so he slowly loosened Xiao Zeyang's wrist, allowing the two of them to distance themselves: "If you want, I can tell you bit by bit... "

"..."

So now what is this?

Tell... Confession?

No, no, no, definitely not!Think too much!

Xiao Zeyang stared at Jing Fan with rounded eyes, unable to say anything.

It was amazing to say that it was originally Xiao Zeyang who had the absolute advantage in this conversation at first, but now, the advantage of turning around turned into a huge disadvantage, leaving Xiao Zeyang at a loss and speechless.

As expected of a professional player, the ability to find comeback points is definitely not covered.

"What are you two doing?"

He Weiming's voice came from not far away, finally interrupting this awkward conversation.

Xiao Zeyang was so happy in his heart.

"Let's go, training is over, what are you doing?"

Obviously, He Weiming didn't see the connotation of the two of them, and his heart was already fully occupied by the matter of training.

Jing Fan didn't say anything more, and after taking a look at He Weiming, he followed him, and Xiao Zeyang also followed silently.

The atmosphere instantly fell into a mysterious embarrassment...

And the subsequent training games were played tacitly.

****

After the training, Xiao Zeyang didn't take the initiative to talk to Jing Fan about this and that like before, but just sat silently in his seat in a daze, even wishing he could forget to quit the game.

Gao Yuqi left in the middle of the training just now, and now that the training is over, Xiao Zeyang is not in a hurry to contact him.

Xiao Zeyang felt a little hungry, wanted to eat but didn't know what to eat.

He paid special attention to Jing Fan before, and Jing Fan left as soon as the training was over.

If it was before, Jing Fan would have deliberately stayed to wait for Xiao Zeyang for a while, and asked Xiao Zeyang if he wanted to go eat or drink together, but today there is nothing.

From Xiao Zeyang's point of view, this is not a difficult thing to understand, after all, what happened to the two of them just now is really... It's hard to say.

Xiao Zeyang didn't get up to pack his things until everyone in the training room had almost left. There was still half a bag of unfinished Tiramisu Oreos in his backpack, so a little to eat at night should be enough.

Xiao Zeyang was making total calculations, and was about to go to the training room agreed with Gao Yuqi, but the lady at the front desk sent a message saying that there was a takeaway waiting.

takeout?Did you have some takeaway just now?No……

I'm afraid it's not amnesia.

Xiao Zeyang walked to the front desk with a blank face, and saw that there were indeed several lunch boxes on the table, and the lady at the front desk was busy writing something and ignored him.

So Xiao Zeyang took it out by himself and looked through it. Boneless chicken feet, spicy duck intestines, small snails, duck wings, garlic scallops... all of them were the signs of the shop on Shili Street.

"this is mine?"

Xiao Zeyang walked up to the young lady at the front desk, and asked again with an expression of uncertainty.

Although the food here is indeed what Xiao Zeyang likes to eat, Xiao Zeyang really doesn't know where it comes from.

And when he saw the young lady at the front desk nodding her head twice with determination, a name instantly appeared in Xiao Zeyang's mind.

Could it be...Jing Fan?

As soon as the name Jing Fan appeared in his mind, Xiao Zeyang quickly took out his mobile phone and sent him a message: [It was you who ordered supper for me...? ]

Jing Fan: [Yes. ]

Jing Fan returned quickly.

Jing Fan: [You and Gao have something to eat before training at night. ]

……

So should this be considered an apology? ?

So is this sincere or insincere?

Xiao Zeyang raised his eyebrows.

To be honest, a kiss on the cheek is not a difficult thing to let go of, but Jing Fan has never explained his purpose clearly, which inevitably makes people feel a little bit stupefied.

Xiao Zeyang: [Jing Fan...Actually, I really want to say that I came to you today to explain why Gao Yuqi and I are going to have extra training. I feel that you have a grudge against this matter, so I want to explain clearly. ]

Jing Fan: [Then do you still want to say it now? ]

After seeing this question, Xiao Zeyang was stunned for a moment.

In fact, in terms of facts, Jing Fan, as the hero who brought Xiao Zeyang into the team, is of course qualified and more necessary to know these things, which is understandable.There is also no such thing as saying that because of other things that happened between the two of them, all the efforts that Jing Fan made for Xiao Zeyang before did not exist.

Xiao Zeyang's finger swiped across the screen a few times.

[think. ]

[By the way, I also want to hear what you said about today. ]

Jing Fan: [Then come to my room after training, I will wait for you]

The author has something to say: I'm sorry little angels... I was really too busy yesterday. I coded until [-] o'clock in the morning. The replacement chapter has been changed, but I won't change it today. I'm too tired TAT