Widowed Bot Lane [eSports]

Shen Zheng and He Weiming met for the first time in the spring of 14. At that time, He Weiming had not come to MAG, but was the head coach of another League One team. Although Shen Zheng had come to MAG at that time, he was not the deputy manager of MAG. , but doing some dispensable chores in a dispensable department established by the club at the time.

What kind of concept is dispensable, that is to say, four years later, everyone can't even remember the name of the department at the time.

In fact, this is also normal. After all, e-sports-related companies are still a relatively new field in China, even today, not to mention that four years ago, all investors were concerned about the establishment and management of e-sports clubs. They are still in a rather immature stage, and cannot even form a system, so there is nothing wrong with redundant staff.

Shen Zheng was redundant at the time, but fortunately Feng Dexin, the head of the club, Mrs. Feng knew the truth and saw that Shen Zheng was a young man capable of doing things, so he mercifully left him behind, and this stay also foreshadowed Shen Zheng was destined to have inextricably intertwined with He Weiming.

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At that time, Shen Zheng saw that He Weiming was at a press conference for the establishment of the e-sports guild. Shen Zheng replaced Feng Dexin and attended in Feng Dexin's personal name. He did not represent the club, while He Weiming came as their team representative.

It happened that He Weiming had just entered the e-sports circle not long ago, and he was not very familiar with some non-team members. In addition, he was still a little face blind, so he appeared a little new at the press conference.

However, because his team was discussing a project with MAG at that time, He Weiming had to go to the boss of MAG, Feng Dexin, to forcibly seek friendship. In the end, he mistakenly identified Shen Zheng as Feng Dexin, and got close. Embarrassing oolong.

But fortunately, this matter did not have much impact on the future relationship between the two of them. On the contrary, it was precisely because He Weiming took the initiative to strike up a conversation with Shen Zheng. The two were about the same age and had a lot of common topics, so they sat together and chatted a little more. The sentence left a phone number.

After all, as the saying goes, there is no benevolence and righteousness in business, let alone this business.

But it was precisely because of these things that they left a curse for the development of the relationship between the two of them.

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On the day of Xia Wan and Shen Zheng's wedding, He Weiming went there and gave him a gift of 500 yuan. Considering He Weiming's salary at that time, 500 yuan was already quite a lot. If you calculate it, his monthly expenses are only stable. Around a thousand.

He Weiming himself couldn't figure out why he did this.

All I know is that since the day when Shen Zheng happily informed him that he was going to get married at the end of the year a few months ago, He Weiming has been in a depressed mood.

I feel that since I met Shen Zheng, whenever He Weiming felt stressed or in a bad mood, he would call Shen Zheng and call him out for a drink.In the first year of entering the e-sports circle, He Weiming was actually a person who easily became anxious, because he had to face too many unknown areas, so during that time he approached Shen Zheng very frequently, and because Shen Zheng was The dispensable work made him very leisurely, so basically whenever He Weiming asked him, he would be there.

The two of them definitely can't afford to go to a bar that requires a table fee, so they can just find a lively small barbecue stand on the street, put beer skewers and boiled edamame on the table, and you can enjoy the meal. Effortlessly go from the busiest time to chatting with them alone at the table.

He Weiming is not a person who is good at flirting with others, except for Shen Zheng, he and Shen Zheng can talk about everything, it can be said that they can say whatever comes to mind, except for one thing - he is gay.

He Weiming likes men, right? It’s a secret, or it’s not... The reason is that his parents already knew about it, and they beat him up in a fit of anger. The most important thing is to fight to death, the rolling pin mop and even the fruit knife are picked up.

But fortunately, he didn't have the heart to poke it, so He Weiming took his life.

Several years passed after the beating, and He Weiming's parents gradually began to realize that this thing really seemed irreversible, so they let him do as they please, as if they had never had this son.

But whatever you want is whatever you want, but that beating has always been a hurdle in He Weiming's heart.

Because when He Weiming told his family that he liked boys, he was only in junior high school, and he didn’t have a particularly accurate position in his heart when dealing with these things. At that time, he didn’t even know what kind of reaction his parents would have when he told this. .

But then the beating made him understand that it is wrong for a boy to like a boy, it is heinous, and he will be beaten to death with a stick...

Although with the passage of time, everyone's thinking has gradually become more enlightened, and the acceptance of homosexuality by all walks of life in society has become higher and higher... But He Weiming still feels very uncomfortable whenever he thinks that he is gay.

That beating has always been imprinted in a very delicate place in his heart, as if something was stuck between his teeth, he couldn’t get it out with his hands or poke it with a toothpick, it was stuck there, when he didn’t think about it Fortunately, just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable.

So this is why He Weiming poured out his heart and soul to Shen Zheng but never talked about his orientation.

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But feeling his conscience, since those days, He Weiming has really felt that he likes Shen Zheng, and it has surpassed the kind of liking of friends, the kind of liking that wants to throw him on the bed on a night of confusion , Eat dry and wipe away the kind of love that will stay together for a lifetime.

He Weiming has never faced his heart so directly. Since he was beaten that time, he has never been sincere to any boy. Although he will like it, he will not be obsessed with it, because every time he feels that there is a throbbing, There will be burning pain all over the body.

Shen is the first...

It was first love.

Although this first love has a bad temper, He Weiming doesn't care.

He wanted to pass this hurdle for himself and let Shen Zheng know his feelings, even if the feelings turned out to be water from a bamboo basket, it would be worth it.

It was not easy for He Weiming at the time to make up his mind, but when he mustered up the courage to go to Shen Zheng to explain everything, it happened that Shen Zheng also had a big news waiting to tell him.

That is: Shen Zheng was about to get married, with a girl named Xia Wan whom he had known since high school.

So that's how the 500 yuan red envelope came about.

To put it bluntly, this can be regarded as He Weiming denying himself with practical actions, denying his feelings for Shen Zheng, and deceiving himself that even if Shen Zheng is married, he can still generously spend 500 yuan to attend the wedding happily, so I feel sorry for Shen Zheng. Shen Zheng, this is not love at all!

After Shen Zheng got married, He Weiming had less contact with him.

He Weiming could feel that Shen Zheng was a very family-friendly person, and he really loved Xia Wan, and he would always keep his mouth shut and his hands afraid of falling in everything.

He Weiming said that he became cheap after he got married, and Shen Zheng even said proudly after hearing it, "It's okay, keep a low profile."

Afterwards, He Weiming also made several boyfriends, some he liked and some he didn't like, and that hurdle that had troubled him for more than ten years seemed to disappear miraculously like his feelings for Shen Zheng...

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It's just that Shen Zheng didn't have the slightest sign of divorce at all. According to others, I saw Shen Zheng cooking ribs for Xia Wan in Moments the day before, and the two divorced the next day...

This news was told to him by a colleague of He Weiming at the time, and that day was not April [-]st, so He Weiming believed the news [-]%. He knew that with Shen Zheng's character, he would never make fun of such things, and his colleague was the same. Won't.

But He Weiming held his breath, he didn't contact Shen Zheng immediately after hearing the news, he was waiting, he wanted to come and contact himself when Shen Zheng couldn't hold on, just like he did before When the work pressure was so high that it was almost unbearable, I took the initiative to contact Shen Zhengnai.

At that time, the two of them will find a roadside stall...beer skewers and boiled edamame.

Everything is so natural.

In the end, what He Weiming didn't expect was that Shen Zheng was more calm than him, as heavy as a weight.

One day, two days, one week...

Finally, He Weiming couldn't sit still anymore, and called Shen Zheng.

A total of five phone calls were made before Shen Zhengcai answered, and the moment he connected, He Weiming felt a strong smell of alcohol coming along the phone signal.

Laobaigan, Erguotou, red wine, beer and brandy... I don't know what they drank, maybe they drank all of them.

Shen Zheng originally had a very poor capacity for alcohol, and at most he could drink a beer, but now that he has drunk the messy wine, it will not be a matter of time before he can't find Bei.

"Where are you……"

He Weiming tried his best to keep himself calm, but the piercing pain still made his voice tremble a little.

No, it was trembling badly.

He could imagine Shen Zheng's state at this moment, and it was precisely because of this that he felt heartache.

"Ming'er... Xia Wan is gone..."

This is Shen Zheng's answer to He Weiming, with a crying voice, a little hoarse, He Weiming may never forget this voice in his life.

"I said where are you!"

He Weiming frowned and raised the volume a little.

But the response I got next was not as good as the first time, this time there was no sound at all.

That kind of anxiety from the heart once again swept He Weiming's brain. At this moment, he only had a spare key that Shen Zheng kept with him, and He Weiming had only this choice now.

Find him at home.

The author has something to say: the next chapter is still about the matter between Shen and He QWQ

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