Widowed Bot Lane [eSports]

MAG finally narrowly defeated the FDL team with a score of 2:1.

In the second game, FDL Ueno seized the opportunity due to early operational mistakes. In addition, after absorbing the experience of the first game, FDL had a certain degree of defense against the early game strategy, so MAG was rolled. snowball.

Fortunately, there was Gao Yuqi, a more experienced player, in the third game. If Xiao Zeyang couldn't handle the problem well, Gao Yuqi would come and play with dual cards and dual standby.

"Let's congratulate MAG for winning this game with a score of 2:1!"

Following the sonorous roar of the commentator, Xiao Zeyang finally let out a long sigh of relief. After confirming that the enemy's main crystal was dropped one by one, he took the earphones off his head and shook his hair.

"Indeed, from the very beginning of this season, all of us were still worried about whether MAG would have a certain lack of understanding or instability in coordination and decision-making due to personnel changes, but now the young player Midia is indeed He used his strength to prove to all of us that as a pure rookie, he still has the ability to integrate into this strong and experienced team!"

Xiao Zeyang on the side blushed from the embarrassment of the commentator, shook hands and greeted the audience and hurried off the stage.

But at the moment when he was about to step off the stage, he suddenly heard someone shouting his name, and there was more than one, the voice was so loud that even the music in the venue could not cover it at all.

Xiao Zeyang couldn't help but stopped, and turned around to look down the platform. When he saw several light boards with his name and team name written on them shaking and shaking towards him, Xiao Zeyang's heart suddenly warmed up. Then he blushed and smiled and bowed to the audience.

In an instant, the screaming became louder.

"Tsk tsk, the little sheep already knows that he wants to start pampering fans." Seeing Xiao Zeyang bowed to the fans again, Gao Yuqi couldn't help joking beside him: "What a kid."

Xiao Zeyang, who was already shy, blushed even more when Gao Yuqi said this, and walked towards Jing Fan involuntarily, put his forehead on Jing Fan's shoulder, and secretly held his hand.

Although Xiao Zeyang has gradually begun to look like a mature player when he is on the court, but when he is off the stage, he will still blush shyly when facing enthusiastic fans and unavoidable compliments .

Maybe it's because Xiao Zeyang hasn't been really praised much since he was a child...

Feeling Xiao Zeyang's sweaty palms clutching himself, Jing Fan couldn't help but smile, turned his head and rubbed Xiao Zeyang's hair with the other hand, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Where is the aggressiveness of me just now?" Is it? Huh?"

"I'm sorry..." Xiao Zeyang still put his head on Jing Fan's shoulder and didn't raise his face, but he could hear the embarrassment beyond words: "You will be fierce to me at night."

"You..." Seeing that Xiao Zeyang didn't look up, Jing Fan raised his chin with his hand and forced him to look at him, his deep eyes were full of doting: "How do you want me to hurt you?"

Perhaps Jing Fan's words seemed normal to ordinary people, but Xiao Zeyang couldn't find some different emotions from them.

Xiao Zeyang turned his face slightly to avoid Jing Fan's finger hooking his chin.

After that, he stretched out his hand to pat Jing Fan, then lowered his head again, blushing and said softly: "You are bad."

****

"Today, the guest we invited for the post-match interview is MAG's young player Midia. Midia is here to say hello to the fans at the scene first!"

Counting it, this should be the second time that Xiao Zeyang accepted the so-called post-match interview in the summer split, but the host has changed to another one.

This is good news for Xiao Zeyang, because Xiao Zeyang felt uncomfortable all over just by standing on the stage.

I will unconsciously think of her series of black history... and this mode of thinking is still uncontrollable.

"Hi everyone, I'm MAG's assistant Midia..."

Xiao Zeyang's young and shy voice came from the TV. Li Xiaoru put her feet on the coffee table and hugged a pillow to hide the lower half of her face.

I don’t know if it’s because every player puts on makeup first before the post-match interview session. Anyway, from the screen, Xiao Zeyang doesn’t seem to have any damage to his skin because of the black and white routine of being a professional player. It’s smooth. It's so fair that it's just like those in those skin care advertisements... it's enviable.

But this is not the focus of Li Xiaoru's observation.

She just watched this person who was obedient to herself stand on the stage, enjoying all kinds of cheers and applause from the audience, and the feeling in her heart, if she had to use a sentence To describe it in words, it would probably be - the intestines are full of regret.

Of course, Li Xiaoru also knew that the words spoken were like water poured out, if she wanted to take it back, she would never take it back again, and she couldn't even find any way to dispel it except regretting it.

The interaction between Xiao Zeyang and Jing Fan that day is still vivid in my memory, this is naturally a big blow to Li Xiaoru, even after nearly a month has passed, she still can't really let go of it.

Perhaps it was because of Xiao Zeyang's previous behaviors towards her that it was really hard for Li Xiaoru to believe that he is actually a homosexual, would like men, and would even do to the man he liked what he had done to himself...and this so-called " The man he likes" is none other than Jing Fan who Li Xiaoru worshiped for four years and never changed.

but……

Li Xiaoru lowered her eyes and picked up the mobile phone that was on the table.

The wechat chat history with Xiao Zeyang's mother is still on the top, and she has never been willing to delete it.

-Auntie, I had promised Xiao Zeyang that I would not tell you, but I think you, as a parent, still have the right to know some things, and you shouldn't be kept in the dark...

- Your son Xiao Zeyang is in a relationship with Jing Fan of their team...Jing Fan is a boy.

- i have proof.

To be honest, this conversation has been going on for so long, and now Li Xiaoru is getting more and more confused about why she said such things to Xiao Zeyang's mother.

Sometimes she even wants to slap herself a few times when she thinks about it.

Li Xiaoru didn't know whether Xiao Zeyang's mother had told Xiao Zeyang that she had informed Xiao Zeyang, but what is certain is that Xiao's mother's reaction at that time should be [-]% believed...

If Xiao's mother told Xiao Zeyang, then Xiao Zeyang was able to keep so silent to herself now, could it indirectly show that Xiao Zeyang was completely disappointed in her side, so disappointed that he couldn't add it, and he didn't even want to say a word.

But if he didn't tell... Li Xiaoru really couldn't imagine what Xiao Zeyang would do or say to himself if one day he knew that he hadn't kept this secret for himself and meddled in his own business...

Maybe you really answered that sentence, you can't live without doing your own crimes.

Li Xiaoru felt that she had never wanted to be with Xiao Zeyang as much as she is now, in that hysterical state of being omnipotent, and sometimes in retrospect, she felt like an ignorant and uneducated shrew...

She also hated herself for not discovering Xiao Zeyang's goodness early, but waiting until he was snatched away by another person before regretting it.

Snapped!

I don't know whether it was because of a trip or a power outage, but the originally bright surroundings suddenly fell into a desperate darkness.

And the sudden quietness and desolation forced Li Xiaoru to pull her thoughts away from Xiao Zeyang's body and return to reality. After taking out two paper towels in the dark and roughly wiping the teardrops on her face, Li Xiaoru sealed the dust away. The long dialogue with Xiao Zeyang opened.

-sorry.

-Really sorry……

After sending it, Li Xiaoru didn't even have the courage to check to see if Xiao Zeyang had replied to him, so she turned off her phone and threw it aside.

Leave it alone.

****

After the post-match interview, Xiao Zeyang returned to the lounge and found that things had been sorted out by Jing Fan.

"Going back," He Weiming glanced at the time: "After you go back, each of you can live broadcast for two or three hours."

He Weiming wished he hadn't finished speaking when he heard the heart-piercing voice of rejection coming from behind him.

But He Weiming didn't care about these things, he still took the lead and walked at the forefront of the team, leaving no room for discussion with the team members.

Xiao Zeyang definitely has no right to speak. He wished he didn't even dare to say "no" in front of He Weiming, and followed Jing Fan resentfully, being a competent little follower.

"I'm going home tomorrow, do you want to come with me?" Jing Fan put his arm around Xiao Zeyang's shoulder and asked softly.

When Xiao Zeyang heard this, he shook his head without thinking, and didn't even ask what Jing Fan was doing when he went back.

Jing Fan was a little disappointed, but he didn't force Xiao Zeyang.

After all, it is better to meet the parents if you love me, otherwise, even if you really take it back, you will feel uncomfortable.

Xiao Zeyang smiled flatteringly at Jing Fan, squeezed him deliberately with his shoulder, but just as he was about to say something, his phone rang.

"Hey mom..."

After Xiao Zeyang raised the phone, he returned Jing Fan's waist.

No fat, very strong.

It feels...not bad.

"Son, is the game over?"

"Well, we just came out of the venue."

Xiao Zeyang was in a good mood today, and he became even better as soon as he heard his mother's voice.

"Mom has nothing to do today and watched a scene. Although I don't understand it, I think my son is very good." Xiao's mother couldn't help laughing as she said, "But I think that Jing Fan made a lot of small noises when he appeared on the stage." The girl's eyes are glowing green, why doesn't my son have this charm?"

"What green light, mom? It's not the wolf you said, so scary." Xiao Zeyang wanted to laugh when his mother teased him: "Stop embarrassing your son."

"Yes, Mom doesn't expect those many people to like you, they are so loud and unrestrained," Xiao's mother clicked her tongue: "If there is someone who likes you, and you like it too, Mom will be content."

"..."

As soon as he said this, Xiao Zeyang instantly felt that he didn't know how to continue the conversation, and his expression froze on his face.

Fortunately, Xiao's mother still has something to say.

"Son, to be honest, Mom really doesn't regret letting you enter this circle. Although Mom doesn't understand these things, it's really gratifying to see your hard work... I can find a place that truly belongs to me in this society. Let yourself survive."

"mom……"

"Mom will try my best to respect the decision you make later." Xiao's mother didn't wait for Xiao Zeyang to finish what she just said, but interrupted him directly: "As long as it is what you think is right and you won't regret it Can……"

"..."

"Son, you are already an adult, mom and dad don't want to interfere with you...as long as you can be responsible for what you do."

"understand?"

"I know……"

When answering this question, Xiao Zeyang suddenly had a particularly bad premonition in his heart. He looked at Jing Fan beside him helplessly, and then grabbed Jing Fan's wrist with one hand. .

Jing Fan turned to look at Xiao Zeyang curiously, as if he didn't quite understand what was wrong with him.

Xiao Zeyang's expression was very serious, and this seriousness persisted until he hung up the phone, but there was still no slight relief.

"what happened?"

Jing Fan was a little puzzled.

Xiao Zeyang didn't answer, but made a silent gesture to Jing Fan, then opened WeChat, and opened a dialog box that he didn't want to open...

After a few seconds of silence, Xiao Zeyang suddenly stopped and grabbed Jing Fan.

A pair of big eyes filled with helplessness and panic.

"Jing Fan...I think my mother seems to know about us..."

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