wake up and say you love me

"Get up and do your homework!" Xu Chaoqin leaned on the desk, looking at Xu Mu who was lying on his bed.

"Well, I don't want to get up." Xu Mu turned over and acted like a baby, pursing his mouth.

Xu Chaoqin shook his head, smiled dotingly, then opened Xu Mu's homework, sat down at the desk, and looked at his test paper. Their materials were similar, and it was easy to do. For Xu Chaoqin, who is very sensitive to numbers, It was effortless for humans, Xu Mu looked at Xu Chaoqin with his head propped up, his feet were kicking behind him, the room was very quiet, Xu Mu recalled this scene many years later, and felt that the person in front of him was the biggest in his life lucky.

Xu Mu got up and took the extracurricular book he had given to Xu Chaoqin on the desk, and flipped through a few pages. On it, a very detailed analysis was marked on it with a marker pen, including paragraph impressions, word analysis, and description techniques. He hugged Xu Chaoqin from behind, on his shoulders.

"What's the matter?" Xu Chaoqin tilted his head and kissed him.

Xu Mu shook his head, "I feel that there is a big gap between me and you, not only in material but also in grades."

"This," Xu Chaoqin put down the pen in his hand, "The material is given by my parents. I can't help it, but the grades depend on human effort. We can work hard together, can't we?"

Xu Mu nodded. He didn't know what to say. Although Xu Chaoqin said this, he still felt very uncomfortable in his heart. He felt that he was not good enough for him, and he was still playing tricks to ask others to help him with his homework. Thinking of this, he sat opposite Xu Chaoqin Picking up another homework and starting to do it, Xu Chaoqin smiled when he saw Xu Mu like this.

Yes, I have to work hard to be able to stand shoulder to shoulder with Xu Chaoqin. He may not be able to catch up in material things now, but his grades must keep up. There is still a third year of high school, and he must be admitted to a university.

When I was young, my love seemed to be desperate, even if I had nothing, I had to rush forward desperately.

After doing homework all afternoon, they didn't come out of Xu Chaoqin's bedroom until Xu's mother asked them to eat. The dishes made by Xu's mother were delicious, and Xu Mu ate a lot. Xu Chaoqin is alone, and now he finally has a companion.

Xu Mu nodded. He didn't know when he could come again. When he left, he took all his homework away. Xu Chaoqin originally said to leave some for him, but Xu Mu shook his head. He should do it by himself.

Xu Chaoqin sent Xu Mu home. This time it was the driver at home who took them home. The two of them had their own concerns along the way. The sunset was beautiful and golden. Xu Mu will always remember that day. When he got home, the sky suddenly changed. It turned pink and looked beautiful. Under the sky, there was silence, and it seemed that the way home was a little lost.

When Xu Mu got home, he saw his parents sitting on the sofa with a boring film and television drama playing on the TV. They didn't turn their heads to look at him.

"I'm back, Mom and Dad." Xu Mu was taking off his shoes at the entrance.

"Come here, sit down." Father Xu glanced at him.

Xu Mu put down his schoolbag, walked over and sat down, "What's the matter, Mom and Dad?"

"Are you in a relationship?" his mother asked.

"No...no." Xu Mu's heart tightened.

Dad Xu slapped the note in his hand on the coffee table, "See for yourself what this is."

Seeing the note, Xu Mu turned pale. It was a love letter from Xu Chaoqin.

"What... what is this?" He pretended not to know.

"Slap" Xu's mother slapped Xu Mu's face, "What is it? You don't know? 'To my favorite little Mumu classmate', dare you say you don't know?"

Xu Mu was dizzy from his mother's slap, he lowered his head and did not speak.

"You're not just dating, you're a boy, right?" Dad Xu said in a calm tone.

"Yeah." Xu Mu bit his lip and nodded.

Father Xu kicked Xu Mu down, "What about me, how did I give birth to you, a bastard?"

Xu Mu spread out on the ground, he already felt his stomach churning, but when he thought of Xu Chaoqin's face, he was happy, and he went all out.

"Yeah, I'm just a bastard, I can't learn anything well, and I still like men, so you're satisfied!" Xu Mu stood up from the ground.

Father Xu picked up the fruit plate on the coffee table and threw it, hitting Xu Mu directly on the head, and immediately became popular.

"You can do it. When you grow up, your wings will become stiff." Xu Ma slapped Xu Mu's face again. Sometimes even Xu Mu doubted whether he was born to them.

"You guys hit it! I still like men after hitting me." Xu Mu wiped the blood from his face with his hand.

Xu's mother burst into tears and sat on the sofa, weeping uncontrollably. Xu Mu held back her tears and kept her mouth tightly shut.

He only thinks about Xu Chaoqin in his heart, and he will not look for anyone in this life, as long as Xu Chaoqin doesn't give up on him.

Father Xu took out the hanger and smacked Xu Mu's body. He didn't wear much clothes in the summer, and Xu Mu had nothing to cover him, and red marks instantly appeared on his body, "Do you want to change it?"

"to not fix!"

Another beating, "I ask you to change it?" Father Xu threw away the hanger in his hand angrily.

"I said if I don't change it, I won't change it."

Father Xu was tired from beating, and sat down on the sofa. The sofa made a cracking sound, as if he was laughing at Xu Mu.

"It's fine if you don't change it, then we'll transfer to another school and let you part ways with your so-called boyfriend. If you don't pass the university entrance exam, you'll have to go back to school."

Xu Mu held back his tears, but when he heard that he was asked to leave Xu Chaoqin, the tears couldn't stop. When he thought about Xu Chaoqin's future life, he felt bad. When he thought about leaving him, when he thought about the future I never saw him again, never heard his voice again, and was so out of breath that I passed out.

After waiting for a few days, Xu Mu woke up from the hospital. He slept for three days and fell into a coma for three days. When he woke up, he saw Xu Chaoqin beside him. He couldn't believe it. He stared at Xu Chaoqin for a while before he recovered. .

"Chao... Chaoqin?" His throat was a little dry.

"Well, you're awake." Xu Chaoqin reached out and touched Xu Mu, his head was still wrapped in gauze, looking silly.

It was the first time Xu Mu saw tears in Xu Chaoqin's eyes, which were very beautiful. He reached out to touch it, but he was afraid it was fake.

"Why are you so stupid." Xu Chaoqin looked at Xu Mu distressedly.

During the few days in the hospital, Xu Mu didn't see his parents. Every day, Xu Chaoqin came to accompany him, chat with him, and feed him. He didn't think about his parents anymore. Maybe it will be fine in a few days.

When he was discharged from the hospital and went home, Xu Chaoqin didn't come, his parents took him home, everything was as usual, there was no quarrel or fight.

Everything seems to be peaceful, but often there are undercurrents surging beneath the calm.

Xu Mu didn't see Xu Chaoqin again when the school started. He went to his dormitory to see that his things had been moved away. He heard that Xu Chaoqin had transferred to another school, so he left without saying hello to himself, without any precautions.

Xu Mu's life was the same as before, except that Xu Chaoqin was missing, and a lot of fun was lost. In Xu Mu's heart, they did not break up, but separated temporarily.

When he came home on the weekend, he asked Dad Xu, "Give me back Chaoqin." Dad Xu took out the envelope from his briefcase.

Seals well.

It was written by Xu Chaoqin.

Xu Mu took the envelope and rushed back to the bedroom, eagerly opening it.

To my beloved Xu Mu:

Xiao Mumu, I have to tell you that I have transferred to another school, and I will tell you quietly that I want to take the entrance examination for Y University. If possible, let's take the examination together. I will wait for you, and you will wait for me too, okay?

I'm sorry, it's my fault for leaving without saying goodbye, I think I'm making up for it, I don't know if it's okay, I still haven't finished reading one of your books, don't blame me, I will work hard, take good notes, learn Chinese well, You also have to be obedient, eat well, go to bed early and get up early, do more math problems, (Xu Mu found some dried tears on the paper when he saw this) Y major is not too difficult to take, you will do well in the competition Than, what's more, I may not be able to use a mobile phone this year to contact you.

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The night dragged people into the swamp, and Xu Mu was lying in the middle of the swamp, sinking little by little. Why did this person think he would wait for him?

one year later.

When Xu Mu got the notice, he really wanted to share it with Xu Chaoqin. This year, he had been reporting to Xu Chaoqin about his daily study, but he never got a response. The chat history on the phone was only for Xu Mu, but He wasn't upset either, because he knew that person was waiting for him too.

The university arrived as scheduled. Xu Mu stood at the gate of University Y and looked at the bustling crowd. He didn't see Xu Chaoqin, and felt very disappointed. After the report, he went out to buy daily necessities. There were four people living in their dormitory, all from other provinces. Xu Mu greeted them and left.

Passing by the flower bed, a large osmanthus tree was picked in the middle of the flower bed, it was the season for the fragrance of osmanthus, Xu Mu took a deep breath, the phone in his pocket rang, he took it out immediately, it was his father calling, he was a little disappointed , answer the sound.

"Xiao Mu, are you at school yet?" His father said, they didn't send Xu Mu to school.

"Well, we're here, let's do some shopping." Xu Mu kicked the stones under his feet.

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, "Xu Chaoqin is in the same school as you, majoring in computer science, you can handle it yourself."

"Dad???" Xu Mu heard the words on the phone in disbelief.

"First of all, I apologize for my previous behavior. This year, I can see that you are very happy on the surface, but you have something in your heart, so you don't say it. But, as parents, we see that you are unhappy, and earn money What's the use of a lot of money? As long as you're doing well, we'll be fine."

Xu Mu was very excited. He thanked his father for hanging up the phone, dialed the phone number he knew by heart, and the other end answered it quickly.

"Mu Mu." Xu Chaoqin's voice came from the other end, as if they had never been separated for many, many years.

"Chaoqin." Xu Mu was so excited that he was incoherent.

Xu Chaoqin smiled softly, "Where are you?"

"I... I don't know either. I'm under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree here. It's a big tree, not far from the school gate."

"Okay, you wait for me." Xu Chaoqin ran out the door after saying that. He was wearing the couple outfit he bought earlier today.

"Yeah." It happened that Xu Mu was also wearing the dress, and he was looking forward to the dress that Xu Chaoqin was also wearing.

He was wandering under the osmanthus tree, and the osmanthus was blown by the wind, and the branches were scattered. Xu Mu saw a young man running towards him from the opposite side, who was also wearing the same clothes as himself.

"Little Mumu." The man opened his arms.

"Chaoqin." Xu Mu ran over and hugged Xu Chaoqin.

The two teenagers embraced each other under the tree, with the sweet-scented osmanthus tree behind them. This was their youth, which belonged to them.

"Where are you going now?" Xu Chaoqin asked.

"I'm going to buy groceries."

"Don't buy it!"

"But I didn't even buy a quilt." Xu Mu said aggrievedly.

"Tonight, let's go cough cough... to open || room."

"!!!"

"Don't want to?" Xu Chaoqin looked at Xu Mu with a smile, this person seemed to have grown taller this year.

"willing."

They went to have dinner first, and then got a room in the hotel next to the university. After "exercise", the two lay on the bed, and Xu Mu asked, "How did you convince my parents?"

Xu Chaoqin pulled Xu Mu into his arms, "Did you forget that my mother is a psychiatrist?"

Xu Mu nodded, and wrapped his hands and feet around Xu Chaoqin's body.

"Chaoqin."

"Ok?"

"Wake up tomorrow morning and remember to say you love me."

"it is good."

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A Lanzhou in Chongqing on April 2018, 4

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