My actor is not easy to raise [Entertainment]

The time between shooting in the morning and afternoon was not long, and it was enough for them to sit and rest after lunch. Originally, Chu Li didn't plan to do it at this time, but when he heard Shi Ya's words, he was inexplicably a little nervous. I can't sit still.

Shi Ya got up to go to the bathroom, and five or six seconds later, Chu Li also went in the direction of the bathroom.The private bathroom they were in was occupied by someone, so they could only go to the public toilet outside. Although the staff had communicated with the restaurant in advance that no one else would disturb them for the time being, the public toilet outside was only theirs. Knowing how to use it, but there are still staff members who diligently surrounded Shi Ya and headed towards the bathroom. The corners of Chu Li's mouth twitched. Should he go to the bathroom or guard the queen's enthronement?

The restroom in the restaurant is very beautifully repaired, the marble walls reflect the warm light, Shi Ya subconsciously looked at her own appearance in front of the bright mirror——girls always subconsciously look up when they wash their hands in front of the mirror outside the bathroom See if your appearance is acceptable, if no one is around you will stay longer, check if your hairstyle is messy, and whether your makeup is messy.

On this layer, Shi Ya pinned a few strands of short hair hanging behind her ears, she suddenly felt a little strange, subconsciously looked in the direction of the exit, but of course she couldn't see anything, the exit was on the side, and she couldn't see it At a glance, there is still a solid wall blocking the outside line of sight.

Shi Ya didn't care too much, she turned around, and at that moment, another figure suddenly appeared in the mirror, but unfortunately Shi Ya couldn't see her anymore, her pupils shrank and dilated, and her whole body suddenly became numb, empty and stiff. A wooden man stood there in a daze, nothing was reflected in his dark pupils.

The person who suddenly appeared was Chu Yang.It's amazing that this person who is so eloquent in front of the big girl and the little daughter-in-law can actually break into the women's bathroom.But it's not right to say that this is completely a women's toilet, because Chu Li has already quietly covered it with a layer of enchantment.

He scanned Shi Ya's facial contours with his eyes, closed his eyes and sketched another person in his mind, giving himself an illusion of combining reality and reality, he whispered "offended", and gently held Shi Ya's hand The hand, really let the human body temperature come, not a fantasy, not an absolute illusion - he made his mother stand in front of him again across a thousand years.

"Mother." Chu Yan said: "I...don't hate you, I love you, and dad."

From the ashes, he pulled out some vague and perhaps false memories: he had nightmares when he was a child, and his mother would never let him coax him to bed with him, but after he was driven back to his room, his mother would light it in his room. Turn on the dim light and sit quietly for a while until the child's breathing calms down; once he was scolded too hard by his father, he just lay on the bed and didn't take care of his posture, so tired that his eyelids closed, and in a daze, a tall figure seemed to be groping. He sneaked into his room and put down two boxes of ointment... General Chu is the only one who fits this figure in the General's Mansion.

Chu Li originally thought that the lingering blockage would spare no effort to squeeze his heart, but it was not that difficult to blurt out this sentence, what disappeared in an instant, and there was not even the more intense psychological struggle he imagined, just like watching it well. □It exploded, but a soap bubble burst. The strong drop made Chu Li tremble, and let go of his hand.

The expression on his face was only blank for a moment, there was no sense of relief, no joy of unraveling the knot in his heart, Chu Yang gradually frowned——

Sure enough, something was wrong.

He had suspected an unthinkable thing a long time ago.

If there are traces to follow when a certain emotion arises in a person, no one will doubt himself. For example, if you are very timid, you may be afraid when you hear a ghost story even if it is not scary, even if others keep saying "" It’s too weird to be afraid of this,” and you’ll also feel like you’re right to be afraid, and that’s okay.The same is true for Chu Yang's emotions. Even if he had doubts before, because he was really afraid and well-founded, he deceived himself consciously.

He has also verified it, such as creating illusions for himself, without any reason. At one time, he thought that the illusions were too fake and not warm enough, but just now he really used Shi Ya to let his mother be kind in front of him. The matter of his mother and father is also his. Chronic illness, although family affection and love are different, they are equally important. Two identical mountains, why can one be overturned but the other cannot be overturned?

He asked himself, although he was sensitive and sentimental, but his nerves were not too fragile, why whenever he thought of his love for Louis, he would always be filled with fear and inferiority, and the pain would almost overwhelm him, like a Pandora's box. He didn't dare to touch it, but there was still a light of hope at the bottom of Pandora's box, but he only felt despair, without a trace of soft warmth.

Is love really so painful?Both Louis and him are fine. Today, Chu Li was finally sure that he could even overcome the regret that the general's mansion had passed away. The natural barrier between him and Louis was too unreasonable.The well-founded timidity and low self-esteem of being a burden made him think that his fear of love was justified. The seeds of suspicion were planted in his heart, and he finally had the opportunity to prove it.

If the ditch between them had not been drawn by them, it could only have been made by someone else.There is timidity and cowardice in his bad nature, but such a long time even a drop of water should wear through a stone, not to mention that he is not a stubborn stone in front of love——

Between him and Louis, it was clearly him who fell in love first.

Too many things happened later, for a long period of time, he really didn't dare to say love, and gave his wrong cognition a chance to be corrected, and complacency became his real emotion that confused his perception.

Under what circumstances would a person hesitate in fear at the thought of love, like running from a scourge?If there is no problem with love itself, and the love tragedies of others are gradually seen, then what is the problem?

Chu Yang once suspected that he had been cursed, and the curse points were tangible and intangible. In the advanced blood curse, the person who was cursed would not be engraved at all. Chu Yang also asked the wizard to check for him, and found no trace of the spell.He thought he was suspicious, but now he is more willing to believe that someone really put a curse on him, not the one that sealed off all his truest and most beautiful feelings, and the curse was only aimed at love.

It sounds ridiculous, Chu Yang himself wanted to laugh, but unfortunately he couldn't.Excluding all possibilities, the most impossible thing left is the truth, no matter how absurd: someone unknowingly cast a very advanced blood curse on him, which even high-ranking wizards can't find out, and the chaos His cognition is integrated with his own senses, and he has been burdened with emotions that should not belong to him for many years but took it for granted.

Not to mention confessing to Louis sincerely, as long as he just thinks about his admiration for him, he will be immediately turned upside down by his own emotions.

Mental spells are very ruthless, how can a person tell if there is a problem with his consciousness?You had a nightmare, you were very happy today, you were suddenly irritable and lonely, would you doubt your emotions?You will think that this is normal. Isn’t it common for people to suddenly feel happy and lonely for no reason? Who would doubt themselves in this kind of thing?A pervert, a lunatic, he will not feel that there is something wrong with his psychology and spirit.

Physical pain will tell you where there is a problem with the body, but it is often difficult for people to realize their own psychological problems. Even a person with long-term emotional depression, if he does not seek proof by himself or the doctor tells him categorically, he will only Feeling emotionally uncomfortable, but not knowingly aware that you have depression.

What's more, Chu Yang's fear of love is justifiable. Not to mention himself, even a bystander like Louis feels that he has a difficult heart. Too many things have happened, which can affect him subtly. The love tragedy of his family... Everyone felt that it was normal for Chu Li to have knots in his heart, including himself.

If it weren't for the vampire's long time, if it wasn't for the fact that he was the first to torment himself when he became ruthless, Chu Li might not be able to pull out the shackles that were tied to him by others among the countless rotten shackles in his heart.Chu Yan couldn't help licking his teeth. The sharp fangs had been hidden long ago, and the teeth felt as smooth and round as human's.He licked lightly, thinking slowly.

The person who cast the curse knows his life experience very well, so he can confuse the public.After the Holy War in the Western Yuan Dynasty, he basically didn't mention those things in his early years to anyone. In the first 300 years, many people knew about him as a human being and the sensational love tragedy between his two dependents.Excluding the dead non-longevity races, there are quite a few people left...but the person who cast the curse may also be dead.

Who, purpose, how to solve.Either one is a big problem.To be honest, such a curse is too strange, it is aimed at his love, and it is not clear when it was cast, but he has lived through it for so many years, and it does not seem to be a curse that can directly curse him to death.That's right, it's easier to look up deadly curses. Louis has a lot of experience in black magic, and even Chu Yang has read a lot, but he has never seen such a weird spell.

The spell aimed at the spirit is not an attack spell, and it can't be more biased. Which master puts his mind on this all day long?Although no substantive evidence was found, Chu Li was already determined to be cursed in his heart. He closed his eyes and recollected his feelings for Louis. This time, his chest rolled over not only fear, inferiority and cowardice, which he had never experienced before. The dull pain hit him hard, making Chu Yang gasp.

Uh, after confirming the firm thoughts of the cursed person, he finally showed his fangs and started the physical torture?Quite up to date.

Chu Yang pressed his heart to sweep away the longing in his mind, and the pain gradually subsided. This time he finally caught the tail, so he said, he is not the kind of person who is so afraid of being held in his heart. Years of bad products, no matter how insecure they are, they should be smothered by Louis.

It's not me who made him wait for so many years... To confess, it seems that the curse should be undone first, otherwise just thinking about it will hurt and be dragged into the shell, and it is impossible to express what I really want to express.

I always feel that the curse on him may not be aimed at him alone.

Chu Yang has a good temper, but if someone brings the spellcaster in front of him at this moment, he really wants to flay that person, and if he dies, he will whip the corpse again. The bad guy has done good things for so many years, and he will be crushed to ashes The heart is light.

It would be fine if that person died, but what would he want if he was still alive?Thinking of the recent sudden ecstasy in Louis' mind, Chu Li was inexplicably uneasy.