Long-awaited

How could he bear to tell him the truth, and said: "Of course we were together all the time, but you fell ill and lost your memory, so we went abroad to find a doctor for treatment."

Cheng Lin was disappointed and said: "Ah? That's it? But I don't remember it, and I don't even know what I went to. It's a pity. Brother, tell me, what did I go to?"

Cheng Yihe seemed to be slow in reacting, and after a pause for a few seconds, he suddenly asked, "What did you say?"

Cheng Lin said, "I'm asking you what school I studied."

Cheng Yihe said: "Oh."

Cheng Lin said anxiously, "Oh, what, I'm asking you!"

Cheng Yihe responded with a smile, and Cheng Lin snorted dissatisfiedly, "Why did you become lifeless, and you didn't snort for a long time after talking? Is it because I am sick or you are sick!"

Cheng Yihe was silent for a few seconds, and said: "You are sick, of course I feel more uncomfortable than you."

Cheng Lin just complained casually as if joking, but Cheng Yihe's face was sad, and his tone was so solemn, Cheng Lin couldn't help being stunned, and said: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't play childish temper with you."

Cheng Yihe paused, turned to face Cheng Lin, and said, "I like it when you play with me."

Cheng Lin's nervous heart suddenly jumped up because of this sentence, he felt happy, but also felt that he was too unreasonable just now, so he asked carefully: "Brother, I don't remember things now, am I like a child?" "

Cheng Yihe looked at Cheng Lin tenderly, and said, "Yes, kid." He deliberately paused for a few seconds, and then said, "But I like it."

Cheng Lin felt that Cheng Yihe's love words poured out as if he didn't want money, which made him a little bit unbelievable, "You sound nice."

Cheng Yihe said: "It's not that you say it nicely, but that I like everything about you."

Cheng Lin blinked his eyes a few times, and stammered: "Really, really? You never... never said such things to me before, I thought..."

Cheng Yihe raised his eyebrows and asked, "What do you think?"

Cheng Lin's voice gradually weakened, and said: "I thought you were forced by me."

Cheng Yihe couldn't laugh or cry: "Are you really stupid? Who can force me?"

But immediately afterwards, Cheng Yihe's heart was full of unspeakable sadness. Although he liked Cheng Lin to the point of being hopeless, but looking back on the past, he had never expressed this feeling. At the same time, it was Cheng Lin who confessed first, and he "passively" agreed. Now that I think about it, I am afraid that Cheng Lin has been living in anxiety and panic in this relationship.

Cheng Yihe couldn't help regretting that he had always wanted to give Cheng Lin a stable and comfortable life, but in the end Cheng Lin had his own share of the source of anxiety and panic.

Cheng Yihe held Cheng Lin's shoulders, and said very solemnly: "Lin Lin, listen carefully, I am with you because I like you, love you, and not for any other reason, understand? Those messy thoughts should be solved as soon as possible. keep it."

Cheng Lin didn't seem to expect Cheng Yihe to say such words suddenly, he was stunned, and said in a daze: "Yes."

Cheng Yihe gathered Cheng Lin's scarf, "Then go home, you are cold."

However, Cheng Yihe's confession seemed too sudden to Cheng Lin. Cheng Lin was not mentally prepared at all, and was dazed by the huge "sugar-coated cannonball" until Cheng Yihe finished dinner and dragged him to the Sitting down at the dining table, Cheng Lin asked blankly, "Eat?"

Cheng Yihe said: "Yes, let's taste it to see if it suits your appetite."

The next second, Cheng Lin suddenly jumped up from the chair, "I, I, I, I will cook!"

Cheng Yihe laughed and said, "I'm done, what else are you doing?"

Cheng Lin's face turned red immediately, Cheng Yihe pressed Cheng Lin on the chair, and said, "What's the matter, I've been acting stupid today."

Cheng Lin was embarrassed to say that it was because the happiness came so suddenly, he could at least vaguely feel that if he really said it, Cheng Yihe might not be happy.Then he scratched his cheek and said: "Let's eat, I'm so hungry." After a long pause, he said again: "It's just that I'm not used to what you said suddenly today."

Cheng Yihe kissed Cheng Lin's hair top, then sat down, and said, "I will tell you every day from now on, so you will get used to it."

Before falling asleep at night, Cheng Yihe took a shower as usual, and habitually leaned against the bedside to read a book for a while.After Cheng Lin came out of the bathroom, he went directly to bed, lifted Cheng Yihe's quilt and got in.After the reunion, although the two seemed to be sleeping in the same room, Cheng Yihe had been sleeping in two quilts on the bed, but Cheng Lin didn't know, and Cheng Yihe didn't say much.

When Cheng Lin came up, he hugged Cheng Yihe's waist, tilted his head on Cheng Yihe's chest, and said, "Brother, I want to hear you talk about the past few years."

Cheng Yihe flipped a page of the book lightly, and said lightly: "What is there to talk about, there are so many things."

"Of course it's our business!" Seeing Cheng Yihe's indifference, Cheng Lin leaned forward and kissed Cheng Yihe's chin, as if he wanted to soften Cheng Yihe's heart by being coquettish.

However, this was the last thing Cheng Yihe wanted to mention. He pretended to yawn, put down the book, turned off the light with his hand, and said, "I'm so sleepy, let's go to sleep."

Cheng Lin couldn't force it either, and said sullenly, "That's fine."

Cheng Yihe felt a little insomnia, staring at the ceiling in the darkness with his eyes open.

At this moment, Cheng Lin was leaning tightly into his arms, breathing lightly on the side of his neck, and Cheng Lin also liked to put his legs on his legs when he slept, Cheng Lin probably didn't feel sleepy either, his slender and slippery calves were lightly Gently rubbing against him, this made Cheng Yihe always have some lingering thoughts in his mind.

Suddenly, Cheng Lin's hand touched the wrong place, Cheng Yihe grabbed his hand and moved away, "What are you doing?"

Cheng Lin said: "You are bulging here."

Cheng Yihe said: "It's okay, I'll be fine in a while, go to sleep."

Normally, Cheng Lin was timid and shy, but this time he was persistent enough to touch her, and whispered in Cheng Yihe's ear, "But you will feel uncomfortable."

Cheng Lin's hands were delicate and smooth, and his fingertips were slightly cool. The moment he touched it, Cheng Yihe's scalp exploded, and he almost confessed like this.

Cheng Yihe was short of breath and couldn't help it anymore.But he always felt that Cheng Lin was sick, and he couldn't take advantage of others' danger. No matter what happened back then, it was his own business that he was willing to take care of Cheng Lin now. If one day Cheng Lin returned to normal, what kind of path Cheng Lin would choose was still up to Cheng Lin. Make up your own mind.

But in front of Cheng Lin, Cheng Yihe seemed to have all the things like self-control reduced to a negative value, Cheng Yihe cursed in his heart, fuck it!

Then he turned over and held down Cheng Lin.

In the early morning of the next day, the room was already in a mess, and Cheng Lin was still sleeping exhausted, leaving little bruises on his exposed and graceful back.Cheng Yihe's strong forearm was still pressed under Cheng Lin's waist, and his palm was still wrapped around Cheng Lin's round buttocks.

The air was still a little cold in the morning, half of Cheng Lin's body was exposed outside, and he shivered after a while. Cheng Yihe noticed his subtle movements, and immediately opened his eyes to check Cheng Lin's situation, and hurriedly hugged him into his arms Wrap tightly in a blanket.

Just about to go back to sleep for a while in a decadent mood, the phone rang without knowing the current affairs.

Cheng Yihe picked it up and saw that it was Ge Lan's, so he got up, got dressed, and picked it up in the living room. "What's up?"

"Cheng Lin woke up. I asked you to tell me about his situation. Why didn't you respond?"

Cheng Yihe was silent for a few seconds, and said, "I forgot."

Grant said helplessly, "Then is he in better condition?"

"kindness."

Grant said, "Can you say a few more words?"

Cheng Yihe said, "It's okay."

Grant said: "I know, you want him to remember everything, but you can also see that even if it is subconscious, it is difficult for him to bear, so what we have to do is to deal with Cheng Lin the most. Favorable way, instead of forcing him to suffer those pains, do you understand?"

Cheng Yihe was caught in his mind. He was vacillating at first, so he could only obey the doctor's orders and said, "I know. He is indeed in a much better condition now, but he keeps asking me about things he forgot, how should I answer?"

Grant smiled rascally: "That's up to you. If you still want him to maintain his current state, you can bring him here this afternoon. The effect of the hint must be repeated several times to last longer."

Cheng Yihe said: "I see."

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Yihe sat silently on the sofa for a while, but Cheng Lin opened the door and came out, "Brother, what are you doing?"

Cheng Yihe put away those disorganized thoughts and said, "Just make a phone call, it's nothing."

Cheng Lin came over and sat beside Cheng Yihe, saw that he was holding something he had never seen before, so he took it curiously, and said, "Brother, what is this?"

Cheng Lin's memory is still seven years ago. At that time, the mobile phone was just an old-fashioned button mobile phone. The screen was small, and the text and images were very monotonous. It was completely different from today's smart phones.

No wonder Cheng Lin was very curious.

Cheng Yihe helped Cheng Lin turn on the phone screen and said, "Mobile phone, this kind of smart phone is used now." He handed the phone to Cheng Lin, and then clicked on a few apps for him to demonstrate.

Cheng Lin became more interested immediately, "Wow, that's amazing."

Then he happily played with his mobile phone, Cheng Yihe looked at Cheng Lin with a smile on the side, and only gave some pointers when he didn't understand.

Compared with the first time we met, Cheng Lin has now been raised by Cheng Yihe with a few taels of flesh on his body, and his face is also much ruddy. In addition, he is already small, and now he seems to be radiant after taking off those heavy burdens. With a dazzling brilliance, it is almost the same as that 17-year-old child back then.

Seeing him like this, Cheng Yihe's heart swelled like vinegar.

"If you like it, I will buy one for you when I go out in the afternoon. You can also play a lot of games, and you won't be bored."

Cheng Lin kept his eyes on the screen and nodded, "Okay, okay."

After a long pause, Cheng Yihe said again: "By the way, let's go to the doctor again. Your illness still needs continuous treatment."

At this moment, Cheng Lin's attention was all on his mobile phone, and he just nodded casually to Cheng Yihe's words.

In the afternoon, Cheng Yihe took Cheng Lin to Ge Lan's place. In order to restore his memory, Cheng Lin cooperated quite well. With his improvement, the hypnosis was changed from once a day to once a week, and the season has also reached the depths of winter. , the weather in northern Europe is colder than that in the capital. Although he wanted to restore his memory as soon as possible, Cheng Lin was really not used to the weather here. When he didn't have to go to Ge Lan's side, the two would stay at home, read books and play games together. , lived comfortably.

The only thing that caused Cheng Yihe a headache was that Cheng Lin was obsessed with a competitive mobile game. It was a trivial matter to charge money to buy equipment from time to time, but it was always playing all night, which caused too much harm to the body. This time, Cheng Lin restrained a lot. Who would have imagined that he would sneak up to play while Cheng Yihe was sleeping. Cheng Lin is now a child, and Cheng Yihe can't bear to criticize him too much, it is really helpless.

The night before Christmas, the two made an appointment to go to the Christmas activities here together the next day, and went to bed early.

However, when Cheng Yihe woke up the next day, as expected, he saw Cheng Lin playing the game and falling asleep lying on the pillow.

Cheng Yihe helped his forehead helplessly, it's not good to wake him up now, took the phone, exited the game for Cheng Lin, closed the quilt, and then went to make breakfast.

While frying eggs in the kitchen, Cheng Yihe couldn't help but think, Cheng Lin is well-behaved and sensible, and he has never been so "rebellious". Could this be called "a loving mother who loses her life"?Is it because he has learned less?But Cheng Yihe can also clearly feel that being far away from those people in the family and only living together with them makes Cheng Lin seem to have a more sense of security, and the cautiousness buried deep in his bones in the past has gradually dissipated, and the laziness in his nature And the rebelliousness broke through the surface of being well-behaved and revealed.

But Cheng Yihe was also very pleased with these changes. What he had always hoped for was that Cheng Lin could live a relaxed life.

Sighing silently, Cheng Yihe decided that after Cheng Lin woke up, he should pretend not to know that he was secretly playing games.

Because of this distraction, two eggs were almost fried, Cheng Yihe hurriedly took out a plate, and almost at the same time, the phone in his trouser pocket buzzed.

Cheng Yihe was still holding the plate in one hand, so he took out his mobile phone and picked it up, "Hello?"

"Xiao Yi, it's been so long, why don't you know how to call home?"

Cheng Yihe didn't look at the caller ID, and was surprised that it was Zhao Ying who called, because Zhao Ying never cared about him since he took Cheng Lin abroad.What made him even more horrified was that Zhao Ying's voice turned out to be amiable, and when something went wrong, Cheng Yihe roughly guessed in his heart that Zhao Ying might be looking for him because of something.

Cheng Yihe said: "Mom, it's busy here, so I don't have much time. Are you and Ruirui okay?"

"Okay, okay, Ruirui went to primary school here, and his grades are good, the teacher keeps praising him."

"That's good, just tell me if you need anything."

Only Zhao Yingchang sighed a few times, and said: "Rui Rui, it's okay. It's your brother..."

Cheng Yihe thought it was true, Zhao Ying hesitated to speak, and was waiting for Cheng Yihe to ask, and didn't bother to go around in circles with her, saying: "What kind of demon is he again?"

"Why do you say that about your younger brother?" Zhao Ying blamed, and then realized that she shouldn't have said Cheng Yihe at this time, and then softened her tone, saying: "Xiaoxin is still young, as a brother, you have to be more tolerant , Brothers should support each other."

Cheng Yihe silently rolled his eyes, thinking, a 27-year-old kid?That's old enough too.

Zhao Ying babbled for a while about the need for harmony between the brothers, and finally got to the point, "He just called me this morning and said he didn't have the money to buy a plane ticket back home. If you have it, give it to him first." Make a call later, and you can’t make it impossible for you to go home.”

Cheng Yixin is not as competitive as Cheng Yihe, and did not get admitted to the public-funded overseas students, but fortunately, Cheng Yihe "competitive", Cheng Yixin's money for studying abroad is all paid by him, and living expenses are almost all covered, so now Cheng Yixin is short of money, so I give it to Zhao Ying After calling, Zhao Ying will pass it on to Cheng Yihe, and the money Cheng Yixin wants will be credited to the account immediately.

But Cheng Yihe clearly remembered that Cheng Yixin had already graduated, and said that he had found a job here, and he didn't plan to return to China to develop in the future.

Cheng Yihe said: "He can earn money by himself, why does he still want it from you?"

Zhao Yingdao: "It's not easy to live outside, let alone abroad, you must spend money wherever you go."

If it was in the past, Cheng Yihe must have been impatient with Zhao Ying's nagging, so he would have interrupted her and hastened to remit the money.However, for some reason, Cheng Yihe's heart suddenly moved, thinking that Cheng Jin is a lump of elm, and he was still young seven years ago. It's normal not to know what happened at home, but what about Cheng Yixin?He is the weirdest among several children, and it is impossible for him to know everything.

Why didn't he think of asking Cheng Yixin before?

Thinking carefully about the past few years, Cheng Yihe went abroad to study, and Cheng Yixin was studying at university. At that time, Cheng Yihe was disheartened, and he didn't think about asking about Cheng Yixin and Cheng Lin. After returning to China, he devoted himself to work and was very busy. Cheng Yixin went abroad to study again, and the two were still separated by oceans, and there were almost no phone calls between the two of them. It was Zhao Ying who passed the message between them, and occasionally saw each other during the Chinese New Year. Before they could say a few words, Cheng Yixin ran out to himself Go surfing.

There is very little serious communication between them.

I didn't think much of it before, but now I feel weird everywhere, as if Cheng Yixin is hiding from him on purpose.Does he really know anything?

Although it was just an ambiguous guess, it might be possible to hear about the past from Cheng Yixin's mouth, which still made Cheng Yihe's excited fingertips tremble slightly. He tried his best to suppress the urge to ask Cheng Yixin immediately, and said: "He is so old Come on, don't spoil him all the time, let him hang out for a few days, and then I'll transfer the money to him."

Seeing that Cheng Yihe didn't refuse, Zhao Ying hung up the phone in satisfaction.

Cheng Yihe slipped his phone into his trouser pocket, and was still thinking about how to pry Cheng Yixin's mouth open, when he heard a few muffled sounds from the bedroom, and then, Cheng Lin rushed to the kitchen door like a gust of wind, "Brother, I, I've slept !"

Cheng Yihe's thoughts were interrupted in an instant, and he focused all his attention on Cheng Lin. The floor heating was burning in the room, and Cheng Lin was only wearing Cheng Yihe's white shirt. Her collarbone and half of her snow-white shoulders.

Further down, the two slender legs were bare, and the shirt could barely cover the heels of the legs, and the bruises left on the inner thighs from last night could still be vaguely seen.

Cheng Yihe's eyes darkened instantly, and his Adam's apple slipped up and down. He originally wanted to ignore Cheng Lin's secretly playing with his mobile phone last night, but he started teasing him again, and said, "Baby, you are really dedicated. After strenuous exercise, I still have the energy to wake up and play with my mobile phone all night.”

Knowing that he had been discovered, Cheng Lin lowered his head in shame. Cheng Yihe walked up to him slowly, wrapped his arms around Cheng Lin's waist and whispered in an ambiguous voice: "Tell me, since you have excess energy every day, otherwise you won't be able to exercise every night Dawn, how is it?"

Cheng Lin's ears turned red in an instant, "I, I, I, don't blame me, the phone rang by itself, and I was awakened."

"Oh? Why didn't I hear it?"

"It's you who are too tired."

Cheng Yihe narrowed his eyes dangerously. It took several seconds for Cheng Lin to realize that he had said something wrong. Before he could make up for it, Cheng Yihe picked up Cheng Lin and put him on his shoulders. Regardless of Cheng Lin's struggle, everyone Stepping towards the bedroom, "Then let's compare now, who has better physical strength."

It was originally agreed to go out to participate in Christmas activities, but the two ended up hanging out for another day.

Cheng Yihe originally thought that after four or five days, Cheng Yixin would definitely lose his composure and would take the initiative to come to him.Unexpectedly, that night, the phone received a text message from Cheng Yixin, "Brother, when will you transfer some money to me?"

Cheng Yihe glanced at it, pretending not to see it, and threw the phone aside.

The next day, Cheng Yixin sent two text messages, Cheng Yihe ignored them, but he was a brother after all, Cheng Yixin probably knew about Cheng Yihe's habit of using mobile phones before going to bed, and at 10:30, he frantically sent more than a dozen text messages .

Cheng Yihe replied in a nonchalant manner, "Will you die if you make a phone call?"

Cheng Yixin came back quickly, "My phone bill is almost gone, and you will lose contact with me completely if you call, (ㄒoㄒ)"

There was even a crying expression on the back, Cheng Yihe said disgustedly: "Then lose contact, you are not like you."

Cheng Yixin said: "Brother, I really have no money, so you can treat it as a life-saving, okay?"

Cheng Yihe didn't expect him to get to this point, so it should be easier to handle, and said: "Then let's talk face to face. I'm also in England."

"Okay, then you have to come to me, I have no money to go elsewhere."

The two made a text message appointment, and Cheng Yixin asked the time. Cheng Yihe thought about it, and he happened to take Cheng Lin to Ge Lan's place the day after tomorrow. He could put Cheng Lin there temporarily, and he could just walk back and forth in a day. hold up.The time was set at noon the day after tomorrow.

On that morning, when Cheng Yihe and Cheng Lin were on their way to Ge Lan's house, he mentioned to him about leaving for a day.

Cheng Lin said, "Then where are you going?"

Cheng Yihe said: "Just go to Bliss, not far from here, and come back in the afternoon."

Cheng Lin said: "But I don't want to be separated from you, let's go together, okay?"

Cheng Yihe said: "Hey, of course I want to take you with me wherever I go, but this time I really can't, you are obedient."

Seeing Cheng Yihe's resolute attitude, Cheng Lin snorted unhappily. At that time, the two had reached the fork in Ge Lan's house, and Cheng Lin quickly walked in front of Cheng Yihe in anger.

Cheng Yihe also made an agreement with Ge Lan in advance, and did not chase after him to coax others. He watched Cheng Lin enter Ge Lan's house and left in a hurry.

Cheng Yihe took a car to Bliss, and when he arrived at the appointed coffee shop, he realized that he was an hour early. Taking advantage of the time before Cheng Yixin arrived, he calmed down his anxious mood.

So after Cheng Yixin entered the door, the first thing he saw was Cheng Yihe sitting in the booth leisurely and comfortably. He beat his heart, swallowed hard, and then walked towards Cheng Yihe.

Cheng Yihe also caught sight of the visitor from the corner of his eye, rolled his eyelids leisurely, and said, "Here you are? Sit down."

Cheng Yixin sat down, and in front of him was the coffee ordered by Cheng Yihe, which was still steaming.

Cheng Yixin lowered his head like a primary school student who made a mistake, Cheng Yihe said: "You are such an adult, why do you still act like you don't dare to see people?"

Cheng Yixin said in his heart, he just didn't dare to see you, he picked up the coffee and took a sip, hoping to relieve his tense heartbeat.

Melodious and soothing violin music was playing in the cafe, and Cheng Yihe casually stirred the coffee in front of him.But Cheng Yixin in front of him seemed to be sitting on a nail under his buttocks, constantly moving around.

After being silent for several minutes, Cheng Yihe finally said mercifully, "What's going on?"

Cheng Yixin took a peek at Cheng Yihe's face, and said like a child who made a mistake: "The company's account is missing a decimal point, and it has lost 10,000+."

"..." Cheng Yihe was speechless immediately, "You were born without a brain? How did you live so long?"

Cheng Yixin hurriedly argued, "I really didn't do it on purpose."

Cheng Yihe said coldly: "If you did it on purpose, you would not sit in front of me and talk, but sit in the police station."

Cheng Yixin shrunk his neck again, and said, "Almost all the money I earned before was used to pay back the money, but now I'm almost penniless."

Cheng Yihe sighed silently, and said, "Is it over?"

"It's still twenty thousand...pounds." Cheng Yixin's head was so low that it almost retracted into his chest at this moment.

Cheng Yihe took another deep breath, resisting the urge to kill him at this moment, and said: "Is it okay to pay for you, I have something to ask you."

Seeing that Cheng Yihe was willing to help, Cheng Yixin immediately raised his head, looked at Cheng Yihe with bright eyes and said, "What are you talking about? I must know everything without saying anything."

Cheng Yihe paused, and said, "What happened to Cheng Lin at home back then?"

Cheng Yihe stared closely at Cheng Yixin, clearly seeing that at that moment, Cheng Yixin's pupils suddenly constricted, and then he said, "I don't know! Don't ask me."

Cheng Yihe's eyes darkened, "Then you can pay the debt yourself, or you will be sent to the police station if you fail to pay."

After speaking, Cheng Yihe got up immediately, Cheng Yixin hurriedly grabbed Cheng Yihe's arm, and said, "Brother, I really don't know, you can't just leave me alone!"

Cheng Yihe looked back and sneered, "If you refuse to tell the truth, why should I help you?"

Cheng Yixin couldn't stand Cheng Yihe's sharp gaze like a knife, as if he could see through his thoughts at any time, he murmured for a moment, and said, "If I tell you, you will kill me too."

Cheng Yihe said coolly: "Do you want to be beaten to death by me, or do you want to enter the police station?"

Cheng Yixin thought so too, he was desperate, he gritted his teeth, and said, "Okay, let me tell you!"

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