please shoot me down

One sound.He shouted again, while holding up the torch in his hand.

He yelled a third time and swung the knife down.After cutting the machete into the log, two other people who were about to get into the cage came up behind.

Silly Seven raised his voice and asked the boss, what is this, is this also a life and death certificate?

The boss said, what is it like?What to sign?

Silly Seven shouted again, life and death, where to bet, how should I bet on players.

The boss was stunned for a while, then laughed, he said no, this is not the kind of wrestling you have over there, it is voluntary, you want to go in, you want to try it too.

Silly Qi quickly waved his hands, saying no, no, I'm all fat, and I can't beat him.

So he doesn't go, the boss goes.

The boss danced among the crowd, panting and screaming with the crowd, then ran up from the side of the ring, grabbed the wine in the woman's hand, and took a sip.

He took off his shirt, revealing the scarred flesh.He jumped into the cage, he stepped on the coals under his feet.

(72)

Silly Seven was drunk that day.

The wine here has a disorienting and sinking effect.

He was burned by alcohol, and something in his body boiled up. It was a kind of mania that had been suppressed for a long time like a trapped beast. It made him bowl after bowl, and then he also took the torch, and he followed suit. Howling, he also climbed onto the ring, and he also jumped into the cage.

At that moment, the nature of animals was put into infinity. The coldness of the wolf country and the humidity and heat of the extreme south produced wonderful chemical changes in his blood vessels.The soles of his feet were burning, and as he pumped his fists, he let the blood seep from his knuckles, staining the sweat of his opponent.

He released anger, nostalgia, and the hatred and pain that were sealed under the ice and snow. Those things evaporated with the sweat glands, and then burned clean with alcohol.

He put his hand over the flames, and it pointedly reminded him what it was like to be alive.He lay down on top of the coals, and the people around him cheered even louder.

He seemed to have returned to the wolf country, returned to the boxing ring, returned to the scene of the fight he went to for no reason that year, and returned to the high wall.He raised a bench and smashed another man's head. He took a knife and fork and tried to plunge the man's throat.

He still couldn't remember what the other party said or did, until he was pulled away by the prison guards, until the baton fell hard on his back and ribs.

Facing the cold stone wall, he looked at the criminals who were trembling until they wet their pants.Immediately afterwards, the gunshots penetrated the eardrums, dyed the bloody wall red, and then penetrated into the soil along the cracks in the stones.

He said, I am not, my mother never told me.I don't know, I don't remember Abba, is my Abba a soldier?I don't know, please don't fight, I don't know.

He said, is my mother dead?It's good to die, it's good to die.She misjudged the person, she misjudged the person to be with Abba.

He said, I don't know the house, I don't know her friends, what kind of aunt, I don't know, please forgive me, I don't know anything.

I don't want to die, I don't want to die.

I have nothing to do with them, I have nothing to do with them.

He had been hit hard on the head with a club, and blood flowed from the side of his temple.All the scenes were shattered, and what he saw when he woke up was as pale and gray as his past.

He cried presumptuously in the ward. The nurse asked him why he was crying, and he said I was in pain.

So the nurse gave him an injection, and he woke up and continued to cry.

The doctor said what's the matter with you, don't do this again, those prison guards heard it, and you have to drag it back again.You can’t bear to be tortured again, calm down, calm down, say what they want you to say, do you want me to give you another injection, if you want, just speak up.

He grabbed the hands of the doctors and nurses, and wiped the blood from his face onto his white coat.He wailed on their shoulders, then took a deep breath and lay back on the hospital bed.

Then the doctors and nurses wore masks and hid all expressions in white coats.They stopped in front of the guards, compassion turned into a white barrier.

They said that he was an idiot, and a stick beat him into an idiot.He's out of his mind and doesn't remember much about the past.You can see that he can't speak clearly, you can see that he can't think clearly.Don't embarrass him anymore, he is already stupid.

Sha Qi closed his eyes tightly, and the tube inserted into his nose made him uncomfortable.Then there were more things that made his mind become chaotic, until the world was spinning and everything was white.

When he opened his eyes again, he returned to the prison guard's office.

They said, your mother passed away, if you want to deal with the funeral, I will write an application for you.

Silly Seven said, what is the funeral, I have no money.

They also said, put the urn for your ashes at home.

Sha Qi said, close the doors and windows, for fear of blowing rust.

They replied, ceramic jar, stainless.

After hearing this, Sha Qi nodded silently, really looking like a fool.Then he got up, turned, and touched the doorknob.

As if thinking of something, he turned his head to look at the person behind the desk, and said, why did you burn it without notifying me?

The two of them stared at him for a moment, and Sha Qi hurriedly added--the hometown is a burial.

(73)

Once the coffin is opened, it will be dug up to pick up the bones after a few months.Plant a tree next to it, and it will grow luxuriantly in the coming year.

Sha Qi wiped the ashes from his face and stood up from the coals.The opponent stood on the cage and reached out to him. He grabbed the opponent and lifted himself up with all his might.The shouting sound resounded through the mountains, and Sha Qi squeezed into the women.

He was pushed and shoved to wipe off the stains on his face, his eardrums were throbbing, and he felt that the world was chaotic.

Not long after, he saw day lolling out of the shadows behind the hill, and he fell asleep.

In the dream, he was walking on the ridge of the field.In the distance of the field ridge is the colorful rosy clouds, and near there is a pond reflecting the rosy rays.

At the end of the ridge was a hut, the only object he could see.So he walked forward slowly, stepping on the wet ground.Then he saw another man coming out of the house and walking along the ridge.

The ridge is so small that only one person can pass through it.

Silly seven said, hug me, hug me, I will change the direction for you.

The man said, let's fight.

Sha Qi shook his head, if you hold me, we can both live.

The man still refused, saying that if you jump off, I can walk over.

Sha Qi turned his head to look at the pond, but the pond did not see the bottom.He said, why do this, why don't you let me live with you.

The man gave him a push, and Sha Qi staggered, nearly falling off.

At this moment, another group of people also came out of the house.They held weapons in their hands, and the long barrels of the guns just stood up.

Silly Seven said, come on, it's too late, hold me, I'll take you through.

The man remained motionless, did not turn his head, did not retreat, and was unwilling to step aside.He looked straight at Sha Qi and emphasized again - I want you to dance.

Silly Seven still wants to lobby, but the people behind have already pulled the trigger.The man was shot in the head, swayed, and fell into the pond.

Sha Qi chased and jumped down, then woke up from the sofa.

He opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling, still smelling of alcohol and cigarettes from last night.

The boss had already woken up, and handed Sha Qi a bowl of something bitterer than wine.Silly Seven gulped it all down, and 10 minutes later he cheered up and went to take a shower.

While cutting the vegetables, the boss asked the silly seven who came out of the bathroom, what is an octopus, is it eaten or used?

When Sha Qi heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and asked——what do you mean?

The boss said you last night, didn't you keep talking about being tricked by an octopus.What, is it a bad stomach or something? Did you also go to sea, or was it caught by the farm?

Silly Seven let go of his hanging heart, he said that it is a breeding farm, a friend opened it, and he would go there to cook some from time to time, and he likes to roast tentacles.

The boss said that's good, then I'll get some back to eat tonight.I haven't eaten it for a long time. After a few days, you will pass by the seaside, and the food there will be more delicious.

Sha Qi smiled, and went out shirtless to smoke a hookah.

The boss talked to him again in the back, saying how to eat the octopus is better, what ingredients should be used to remove the fishy smell, what ingredients should be used to keep it fresh, how much heat is appropriate, and what season is the most comfortable to eat.

The appearance of the octopus flashed in Sha Qi's mind.

There is no face, only a mask.Shake the tentacles, and then shake off all the memories.

The TV was playing the news behind him, and he forced himself not to watch or listen to it.He sits a little further away so the sun can slant down his crotch.

The weather returned to clear, and the refreshing and beautiful air after the rain filled Silly's soft skin.Everything from last night was discharged from the bladder along with the bowl of stuff that wrinkled his face.

Silly Qi sucked on the hookah violently, and the mineral water bottle let out a series of cheerful laughter.

(74)

Two weeks later, Sha Qi got his wish and came to the beach.

He set off from Nangou, took a seven-hour ride, slept in a sleeper and bumped all the way, and finally arrived at this small town by the sea.He didn't even find a place to live, so he took off his shoes and ran to the beach.

The sand here is very fine and soft, and the sea is very empty and blue.He stripped naked and screamed like an idiot circling the sand, eventually laying down with the water on the soles of his feet.

He had been to the beach in Wolf Country, and that beach was different from this one.It was wider and darker than here, and darker in color.There is a guard standing guard with a gun next to it, and several tall watchtowers stand beside it.

The gloomy sky makes the atmosphere of the ocean more dignified, making people walk here, as if standing in front of a statue of a great man, so that people dare not be contemptuous and relaxed.

But the sea here is different.

It's like a little girl in a bikini or a guy wearing a size smaller swimming trunks. The sun burns out their skin and calls out the more vigorous hormones in the body.

There are several small villas on the edge of the beach, and the price is not expensive when I ask in the past.guess here