The day when I was bent by a bamboo horse

The car was driving in the dark night, and there was a suffocating silence in the car. Su Baige finally understood the reason why he had been huddled on the edge of nodding and refused to take a step forward. Department has long been afraid of this outcome.Although Su Yun is not his mother, she is more important than his mother. At this moment, looking at the lights outside the car that cannot penetrate the darkness, Su Baige's heart was finally revealed by him: he found that he could not give up Su Yun for the sake of love. In his muddle-headed life with no ideals or wishes, Su Yun and Jing Xing together are his complete life, neither of them is indispensable.

Before Jing Xing said that he didn't think about it, but in fact he just didn't dare to face it.

"Brother, can I give you the answer now?"

"I can wait." Jing Xing said and turned on the car music.

It's still the familiar "whatarewords", with a slightly hoarse male voice accompanied by a sad melody...

It was as if the song was played for him. In this quiet and dark night, he understood every sentence.Thinking back to the first time, he only thought it was good. It turns out that every good song has a story behind it.

Su Baige didn't say anything more, he decided to trust Jing Xing, maybe Jing Xing really thought it up, after all, even he didn't know how many years Jing Xing had been thinking about it.

After an unknown amount of time, Jing Xing suddenly asked, "Do you smoke?"

Su Baige: "Brother."

Jing Xing turned his head and looked at him: "Well, do you want to chat?"

"what do you think?"

Jing Xing: "I dare not tell you."

Su Baige: "..."

He thought about this sentence for a long time, but he didn't understand it, so he couldn't help asking: "Say it, I'm a little annoyed."

Jing Xing said: "Either I want you, or I want your aunt."

Su Baige's heart skipped a beat: "Are you serious?"

"I remember I told you before." Jing Xing's face was hidden in the darkness, and he whispered, "When we went to the farmhouse together."

Su Baige remembered that Jing Xing said that if his aunt found out about his sexual orientation, she might hack him, Su Baige felt a pang of sorrow in his heart: "I didn't take it seriously."

Until now he didn't dare to take it seriously, he wanted Jing Xing, but he also wanted his aunt, but Jing Xing told him clearly that he was destined to have a choice when he got to this day.

But how should he choose?No matter which side you approach, it's like cutting off one of his arms...

Just when Su Baige thought this darkness would never end, they finally arrived home.

Both Li Suhua and Li Ruoyu were there, Su Zheng sat on the sofa smoking silently, the atmosphere in the room was inexplicably oppressive.

Su Baige weakly rang the doorbell, and stood outside the door a little reluctant to go in.

Jing Xing asked doubtfully, "You don't have the key to your house?"

Su Baige: "I'm used to it."

It was Li Ruoyu who came to open the door, and when he saw Su Baige and Jing Xing, he said in a low voice, "Auntie called Uncle Su."

Su Baige wanted to turn around and leave instantly.

Jing Xing pushed him, and the two walked towards the living room together. Li Suhua stood up and smiled at the two of them: "Are you back? I'll make tea." He smiled at Su Zheng, "Speak well, you're all grown up .”

When you grow up, you can commit crimes!Su Zheng got angry again in an instant: "What kind of tea are you making, do you still have the face to come back?!" As he said, he lifted the ashtray and threw it at Su Baige.

Li Ruoyu screamed in fright.

Seeing the ashtray flying towards Su Baige's forehead, Jing Xing caught his breath and quickly stretched out his hand to block it.

With a muffled sound, the ashtray flew past Jing Xing's fingertips, and flew towards Su Baige at an oblique angle.

Su Baige snorted and covered his forehead with his hand.

With a crisp "pop", the ashtray shattered to the ground, and blood flowed down Su Baige's fingers...

The room was eerily quiet.

Li Suhua stood blankly in the middle of the room, his gaze fell on Jing Xing's seemingly uninjured hand, his mind went blank.

Blood flowed from the corner of his eyes, and Su Baige's eyes turned blood-red little by little. He didn't know what he was thinking, but felt that the beating this time was a bit inexplicable, because in his perception, only Su Yun had the right to beat him.

Su Baige glanced at Su Zheng, covered his eyes and said, "To be honest, what right do you have to hit me." After speaking, he went into his bedroom.

Jing Xing didn't say a word, and followed Su Baige into the house.

Li Suhua came back to his senses and walked towards Su Baige's bedroom. Su Zheng said angrily: "Leave him alone! I'm not qualified to control him, let him get out of my house!"

Li Suhua whispered to Li Ruoyu: "Go and get the medicine box for your brother, hurry up, it's in the cabinet in our house."

Li Ruoyu hurried to the master bedroom.

After closing the door, Li Ruoyu stood at the door silently for a while, and sent a message to Su Yun: "Auntie, Uncle Su beat Brother Baige just now, his head was bleeding, I don't know if he hurt his eyes."

Su Baige sat on the sofa clutching his forehead, his forehead was buzzing with pain, he said speechlessly: "Knowing this, I might as well let my aunt beat me, at least I can forgive myself in my heart, this is not for nothing!"

Jing walked up to him and took away his hand, lowered his head to look at the wound carefully: "Why is it still bleeding? The ashtray still has thorns?"

Su Baige: "I fell once before and lost a corner."

Jing Xing carefully patted his head: "I regret seeing you like this, I'm sorry Xiao Ge."

"Forget it, you can just treat it as an accident. I only care about what my aunt thinks. I can't bear it if she doesn't beat me."

The bedroom door was knocked from the outside, and Li Ruoyu's voice sounded weakly: "Brother, it's me."

Jing Xing looked at Su Baige, and Su Baige nodded.

Li Ruoyu entered the room, stood in front of Su Baige at a loss, and said cautiously, "Shall I help you bandage it?"

Jing Xing took the medicine box from her, and said, "I'll do it." After he finished speaking, he turned and took away Su Baige's hand covering his forehead, carefully brushed the hair from his wound, lowered his head and opened the medicine box...

Li Ruoyu stared blankly at Jing Xing's movements, turned around and left after a while.

Seeing Li Ruoyu coming out, Li Suhua asked in a low voice, "How is it?"

Li Ruoyu shook her head, she didn't see clearly, ever since she heard the truth from Su Zheng's fragmentary conversation with her mother, her brain has been blank, at a loss, and at a loss.

Li Suhua understood that something was wrong, seeing that her daughter was not in good condition, she didn't ask any more questions, and told her to go back to the room.

Su Zheng sighed for a long time, and said to Li Suhua: "You also go into the room, and let me be quiet for a while."

When Li Ruoyu returned to his room, his mind was filled with images of Jing Xing carefully treating Su Baige's wound. For the first time in his life, he felt such pain that he couldn't cry even if he wanted to.

She always thought that she could do it, no matter who Su Baige fell in love with, she would bless him in her heart, but when the truth came before her eyes, she realized that love also needs to be reciprocated. The person you like also likes yourself.

Li Ruoyu likes Su Baige's cynicism, his clear love and hate, and his daring to love and hate.

The person Su Baige loves turned out to be Jing Xing, Li Ruoyu yearned for his boldness, but she only dared to think about it in her heart, so she was destined not to get the person she liked.

Li Ruoyu felt that her insistence on Su Baige's unconventional love was like a joke, but she was doomed to lose love. If this was considered a love, then she might never forget it in her life.

Li Ruoyu was silent for a long time, she felt that she should be as bold as the person she likes.She took out her exquisite diary and turned to the last page.

——It turns out that you can’t use a notebook to write a love diary, because when it runs out, love will end at that moment.

Brother Baige, I decided to be brave and accept my mother's arrangement to leave your world and give myself a new chance.

I also hope that you and I are safe all the way.

Li Ruoyu came to the next door with her diary, handed it to Su Baige carefully, and said in a low voice, "Brother Baige, my mother asked me to study abroad after the Chinese New Year. I want to give you a gift." He glanced at Jing Xing, " Hope you are all well too.”

Su Baige found that Li Ruoyu's state was a bit strange, after thinking about it, he still caught the small box she handed over.

Opening the diary, beautiful handwriting appeared in front of him page by page. After reading it bit by bit, Su Baige finally understood the reason why Li Suhua hated him so much.

Putting the small book back into the box, Su Baige realized that Li Ruoyu was still standing in front of him. He held the box in embarrassment, thought for a while, and said, "Thank you, you are outside alone, take care of yourself."

Li Ruoyu's eyes were a little wet, and he quickly lowered his eyelids: "Well, take care too, brother." After speaking, he turned and left.

Thinking of Li Ruoyu, Li Suhua, looking at Jing Xing in front of him, Su Baige was... bored to death!

Li Suhua made a pot of tea for Su Zheng, and stood there without moving. After a long silence, the doorbell rang again.

Li Suhua opened the door, Su Yun entered the room with a kitchen knife in her hand, Li Suhua screamed in fright.

Just as Jing Xing treated Su Baige's wound well, both of them were startled when they heard the movement outside. Jing Xing closed the medicine box and opened the door, and saw Su Yun rushing towards the living room aggressively, and shouted: "Su Zheng, you Get out, old lady, and see if I don't cut you!"

Su Baige and Jing Xing rushed out of the house together, Jing Xing stepped forward and hugged Su Yun: "Mom!"

Su Zheng stood up from the sofa, and saw Su Yun holding a kitchen knife and hid in a corner in fright.

Su Yun said angrily: "I told you to take clothes for Su Baige so as not to freeze him, what the hell did you do?! My old lady is so reluctant to beat him, but you beat me to bleed, what are you hiding from!"

Su Zheng turned pale and said: "Sister, calm down, I won't beat him, I won't beat him!"

Jing Xing: "Calm down. Mom, don't throw it, don't throw it, don't throw it, don't throw it!"

Su Yun's mind was buzzing, and she felt that Jing Xing was saying "throw, throw, throw, you throw", so she exerted force on her wrist, and the kitchen knife flew out with a buzzing sound...

With a sound of "dong", the kitchen knife landed on the table next to Su Zheng, penetrating three points into the wood!

Li Suhua's face turned pale with fright, "Ah" screamed again.

Su Zheng stared blankly at the knife, feeling like his heart was about to jump out. At this moment, he really wanted to pay respects to Su Tong, and begged her to protect him from being cleaned up by her sisters one day. Su Baige is really the nemesis in his life. .

Su Yun: "I am the only one who can fight Su Baige, you can try again!" After speaking, she turned her head and glanced at Li Suhua uncertainly.

……

One night passed, and when the sun slowly rose, Su Baige finally made the most important decision in his life.

Jing Xing didn't close his eyes all night, and sat beside Su Baige the whole time, waiting for his sentencing.

Su Baige straightened up and moved his neck, feeling that he was going to be stiff, Jing Xing looked at him: "Is it better?"

"En." Su Baige picked up Jing Xing's injured hand and asked, "Do you want to take a film?"

Jing Xing smiled: "No." Let's keep it as a souvenir, he knew that Su Baige was soft-hearted, so he had a bad feeling, especially with Su Yun's knife, Jing Xing felt that his love would be cut off in two.

Both of them were silent, and no one wanted to bring up that topic.

But Su Zheng told him to get out. Although Su Baige had just become the owner of the house, he didn't have the right to possess it: "Let's go, my dad told me to get out."

Jing Xing: "Where are you going?"

"My aunt also told us to get out, it seems that we can only go homeless." Su Baige's eyes fell on Jing Xing's face, "Brother, my aunt dares to fight people desperately for me, tell me, I have to choose one of the two, right? Too heartless?"

Jing Xing sighed secretly, nodded, got up and opened the door, and smiled at him: "Remember to change the medicine on your forehead."

Seeing Jing Xing walking out, Su Baige also went out, the living room was very quiet, as if there was no one at home.

When Jing Xing drove out, Su Baige sat on the passenger seat, and silently closed his eyes: "Let's go."

Jing Xing looked at him suspiciously: "Where are you going?"

Su Baige: "You can go wherever you want."

Jing Xing thought that he had just lost hope, but seeing Su Baige refusing to leave, he was a bit puzzled: "You want to come with me?"

Su Baige was taken aback, then opened his eyes: "What do you mean?"

Jing Xing: "..."

Su Baige: "You don't want me anymore?"

The two of you looked at me and I looked at you, and both felt that something was wrong.

Su Baige suddenly became angry: "Jing Xing, what the hell do you mean! I lost even my home, and you want me to get out?!"

Jing Xing: "..."

Su Baige: "Why the hell was I scolded and beaten last night? Don't kiss me and don't provoke me! What do you mean!"

Jing Xing: "..."

Su Baige pointed to his forehead: "Look here! Did you see it! For that inexplicable first love, I got a stool here, and now for you, it was just pasted! What else do you want to do?!"

Jing Xing: "..."

Su Baige: "Speak up! Do you want me to get a kitchen knife too!"

Jing Xing leaned over dumbfounded, touched his forehead carefully, and said with a smile: "My fault, I'll take you to the doctor first, and re-apply the medicine to bandage it."

Su Baige looked at him angrily, and said unhappily: "It's unreasonable, you crazy."

Jing Xing was scolded inexplicably, and felt that his life had regained its glory.

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