Mr. Gu, please respect yourself

So Gu Andong forgave Lu Yuanzhou hundreds of times in his heart.

Whoever made him good-looking, face is justice, whoever is good-looking is justified.

Besides, I really shouldn't download any dating software, because there are everyone on it!

Not long ago, that idea was too dangerous, Gu Andong, you should return to the innocent persona, guard your body like a jade for us Zhou'er, and keep your virginity for us Zhou'er!

Gu Andong took out the mobile phone in his pocket, intending to delete the software, but when he opened it, he found an unread message.

He hesitated for a moment, but still clicked curiously, and it was indeed the message from that little Ling named S.

Just six words: "Do you like it? I'm pure zero."

Below is a picture, the face cannot be seen clearly, only a man kneeling and sitting on the floor can be seen clearly.A white shirt was half off, revealing a small waist. There seemed to be a blue birthmark or something on the waist, which looked particularly conspicuous on the snow-white skin.

Extremely small.

These four words appeared in Gu Andong's mind.

But he didn't think much of it, and even felt a little disgusted.

After breaking up with Lu Yuanzhou, it's not that he didn't think about looking for him again, but no matter whether it's a man or a woman, as long as the topic of being with him is mentioned, he will always feel disgusted.The literary point is that once the sea was too difficult to be water, to put it bluntly, only Lu Yuanzhou can make him produce a chemical reaction in this life.

So without even thinking about it, he said directly: "I don't like it."

Then simply delete the software.

Gu Andong actually doesn't quite understand creatures like Chun Ling, they are obviously old men, they don't lack anything, and the top and bottom are not the same.

He was willing to let Lu Yuanzhou go to him because he was used to Lu Yuanzhou, but it didn't mean he was a zero.

When two people are together, it is interesting to explore each other, and it is too boring to have only one possibility.How to feel comfortable, how to come, anyway, two sets of organs are grown.

Recently, the company has a lot of things to do, Gu Andong is often so busy that he forgets to eat, and after processing a pile of documents, he props his chin on the table and takes a nap.

I thought to myself, I'll just sleep for a while, take a few minutes to rest and continue working.

Unexpectedly, he was too sleepy, so he closed his eyes and fell asleep until night.

When I woke up, I had a hand-woven blanket on my body, and the retro pattern felt very textured.

There was a light yellow thermos bucket on the table, with a piece of paper under it: "Mr. Gu, eat while it's hot, don't catch cold."

Gu Andong's heart warmed, and he replied to Shen Shen: "Thank you."

Then I sent him a red envelope of 500 yuan, which was regarded as meal expenses.

Shen Mo is just a work assistant, and his work has not risen to the level where he needs to be meticulous about Gu Andong's private life. Although it is just a little effort, it is quite heart-warming.

Especially at night when no one is around and I feel lonely.

Gu Andong worked late, so he simply made do with the night on the sofa in the office.He was woken up by the heater in the morning, it was too hot.

Gu Andong tugged on his tie, sat up from the sofa, stretched, and then heard someone knocking at the door: "Mr. Gu."

"Come in." Gu Andong took out a toothbrush cup from the cabinet, nodded at Shen Mo and said, "Morning."

"Mr. Gu, you didn't come home yesterday?" Shen Mo tidied up the folders and put them on his desk, he was so surprised, "Isn't it cold here?"

"The heating in the company is very good, I was woken up by the heat." Gu Andong smiled, turned and went to the bathroom.

Last night, he slept drowsily. He was lying sideways on the sofa with his whole face buried in his arms, so his eyelashes were pressed up and down, and he looked messy.

Gu Andong finished brushing his teeth, rubbed his eyes, washed his face, and wiped it carelessly.After a brief haircut, he sat back on the office chair.

Shen Mo turned his back to help him tidy up the messy sofa, picked up the coat and hung it on the hanger.

The clothes hanger was a bit high, and he couldn't reach it in silence, so he stood on tiptoe.

His black sweater was not long in the first place, so when he raised his hand, half of his waist was exposed.

Gu Andong wanted to remind him, but when he took a closer look, he found something extraordinary.

The cyan birthmark on Shen Mo's waist is a bit like Xiao Ling on the dating app yesterday.

The location of the birthmark is indeed similar, and the body is more similar, with thin arms, thin legs, and thin waist.

Not bad.

Especially when compared with the black sweater, it is so white that it is boring.

Gu Andong just glanced at it, and then didn't look again.

Does Silence look like such a coquettish person?Not like it.

The man opened his mouth and kept calling his husband, and his personality was quite different from Shen Mo's. No matter how they looked, they didn't look like the same person.

After all, it's not easy to ask about this matter, if not, it will be embarrassing in the future.

Gu Andong watched him hang up his coat, then closed the door and left quietly, turned on his phone with some doubts, and downloaded a dating app again.He was just curious if this person was silent, and what exactly was Silence trying to do.

Because you have to add as friends before you can check each other's dynamics.

So he had no choice but to add S as his friend first, but after a while, no one agreed, Gu Andong put down his phone and continued working.

I didn't see Lu Yuanzhou that day, nor did I watch Lu Yuanzhou's video, Gu Andong felt empty in his heart, as if something was missing, a little flustered.

Alas, at first he could bear it.

Originally, he had endured it for so long, but when he saw Lu Yuanzhou standing in front of him again, he was like the Yellow River bursting its embankment. His emotions instantly overwhelmed his reason, and he was washed into a path where he could not even think. No silly dog.

The kind that chases people for ten miles, screaming all the way.

But he can't bark yet, he has to endure, otherwise Lu Yuanzhou will be annoyed.

So when the sweater with the hole was delivered to the company, Gu Andong held the sweater and touched it for a long time, and almost tore the hole without being excited.

Of course, Gu Andong would not wear this ripped sweater grandiosely, he is quite shameless in front of others.

But because time was short and there was no place to put it, Gu Andong took the packing bag and put the clothes in the car casually.

He would go home every Friday to pick up his sister and visit his mother.

Since my mother divorced my father, she has been teaching in kindergarten, dealing with children every day, and her personality seems to be much more cheerful.

As soon as Gu Andong brought Gu Tian home, his mother walked around in circles and walked to the door to show off her new dress to the siblings.

"It's the fairy herself, that's right." Gu Andong laughed dryly, looking at the dazzling pink color, he felt that what he said was a bit against his will.

My mother thought it was beautiful, and walked to the sofa with light ballet steps and said, "This fairy will cook for you."

"Ugh." Gu Tian is young and prefers to tell the truth, "The hot eyes choke the nose and clear the stomach."

Gu Andong raised his hand and patted her on the head lightly: "Tsk. How are you talking?"

"Brother, please be respectful. I am in the rebellious period of youth, so you are not afraid of me running away from home." Gu Tian raised his head and said, "We young girls are very fragile, and we can't be beaten."

After she finished speaking, Gu Andong raised his hand and hit her again: "Which time did you run away from home until dinner time? When you were hungry, you ran back."

"Hmph. The young girl's self-esteem has been hurt." Gu Tian covered her chest and sat on the sofa in the living room, "The young girl doesn't plan to talk to her brother anymore."

Gu Andong threw his suit jacket on the sofa, and played with his phone with Erlang's legs in between.

The two ladies in his family seem to have a biased understanding of themselves.

"Hey Dongzi, your dad seems to be sick." Wearing an apron, my mother suddenly turned her head and shouted at him, "Go and see him in a couple of days."

"What's wrong?" Gu Andong raised his head, but he didn't hear his father say that he was not feeling well.

"It's just an old problem, I don't know too well." Mom's tone was a little impatient.

After the divorce, the couple lived their lives separately, and my mother didn't even want to mention his affairs.

Because Gu Andong's father got divorced because he came out of the closet.

This incident was so sensational that even the classmates around Gu Andong knew about it.

At that time, my mother was so stimulated that she had a heart attack.It's ugly on both sides.

When his father came out, Gu Andong was already in high school, and he was in his adolescence with the strongest self-esteem.So, I was forced to transfer to another high school.

In fact, at that time, Gu Andong, like his mother, couldn’t understand the matter of his father coming out of the closet. You said that he was already in his forties, and half his life had passed. It’s not embarrassing for such a thing to happen. .

It wasn't until later, when he understood the truth of the matter, that he met Lu Yuanzhou, that he understood.

Some people really cannot be replaced by anyone.

Since Dad wants to pursue his own happiness, let him go.

He was old enough to take care of his family anyway.

However, Gu Andong has never dared to tell his mother that he also likes men.

My mother finally regained her energy, and pinned all her hopes in life on a pair of children.

If he gives people another blow of understanding, he will probably have to go back to before liberation.Fucking broke.

Gu Andong is filial, so he is very embarrassed.

When he broke up with Lu Yuanzhou, he didn't mention his family.

One reason is that the two of them are not financially independent yet, and they are talking about the future.He didn't want to delay people, and he didn't want to promise anything.

The second is that Gu Andong had a very low self-esteem at that time.Although he looks as sunny as a sunflower, he smiles brightly all day long.

But in front of the person he likes, he is also humbled to the dust.

Lu Yuanzhou's family is very rich, and he belongs to the kind of carefree and smooth-sounding son-in-law.

Of course, Gu Andong only discovered this after being with Lu Yuanzhou.After finding out, he has always felt a little awkward.

The love that Gu Andong wants is evenly matched, no matter whether it is spiritual or material, he cannot be dwarfed.

So he has been working very hard since then, just to become a better person, so that one day he can be worthy of Lu Yuanzhou.

But now it seems that he is still not worthy.

For some reason, he just felt like he wasn't good enough.

Ah, Lu Yuanzhou is so good, so good, so good, not only good-looking but also smart, so good that he almost shines.

Gu Andong looked down at the photos in the phone's album, covered his heart and sighed, ouch, why do I care so much about him.

Gu Andong's father is fine, he just has a stomach problem.

Maybe it was because he was old and his children were not around, so he found an excuse to have a good chat with Gu Andong.

Gu Andong's father was very handsome when he was young, and his athleticism and height were all inherited from his handsome father.

The handsome father was afraid of Gu Andong's embarrassment, so he deliberately dismissed his gentleman, leaving room for chatting with his son.

Gu Andong has talked to his father since he was a child. When he was sitting on the sofa, the first sentence he uttered was: "Dad, what are you making up? Don't curse yourself to be sick. If you want to see me, just say it. coming."

"I did have a stomach problem." Dad said, "There's nothing wrong with that. Aren't I afraid of delaying your work? You're just starting out, so you're pretty busy."

"I've already taken a lot of steps, and I'll be able to fly directly into the sky in no time, shoulder to shoulder with the sun." Gu Andong smiled with the corners of his lips curled up, "Don't worry, Dad, you and Uncle Qin are happy every day Just live your little days happily."

"See if you can do it." Dad clicked his tongue several times, "Your Uncle Qin and I are planning to go to Europe in a few days, so we signed up for a tour online."

"Okay, let's go out and relax." Gu Andong nodded, "Is Uncle Qin alright?"

"With me serving him, how can he be fine?" Dad said cheerfully, "What about you?"

Gu Andong smiled: "That's it."

He likes men, and he had already made it clear to his father when he was in college.The two of them stood on the united front and kept my mother a secret.

"Is there no one to look at?" Dad asked.

"Yes." Gu Andong thought to himself, it's a pity that people don't like me.no way.

"Then hurry up." Dad said in the tone of someone who has come here, "Life is short, and it is hard to meet someone you like, and seize the opportunity. If you miss it, it will be gone."