Mr. Gu, please respect yourself

Gu Andong knew that his mother's temper must have said something ugly, otherwise, his father would not be angry, anyway, the final result was that his father sent his mother to the hospital.

After the incident, my dad was still crying a little, and said on the phone: "It's not convenient for me to take care of her. I guess I wake up and see me making a fuss again. Come here, Dongzi."

Gu Andong immediately responded, and hurried over from the work unit without an interview.

After so many years, his mother still refuses to forgive his father, nor does he want to remarry, the other is just a sigh of relief.

Gu Andong is also a bit unable to comment on this marriage of his parents, because in essence, it is a bit deformed.

Dad is a man of 56 years. The biggest change in his life should be the event that caused a sensation in the cultural world. At that time, Dad had just turned ten years old, and Gu Andong's grandfather, as a people's teacher, was accepted by... I can't hold my head up.

Dad saw with his own eyes a young man on the street who was arrested by a group of people because he was gay at home, cursed at him for being sick, humiliated him in public, beat him half to death, and finally threw him into the moat.

Human nature is a particularly complicated thing. Driven by power, a kind and upright person can become a devil-like perpetrator.

Everyone holds the banner of justice high in their hands, and walks towards evil with red faces. ①

When these people wake up, they can't believe what they have done.

This incident passed, but it left an indelible scar in Dad's heart.

Before he got married, he vaguely felt that he was different from other men, but he didn't dare to think deeply about that.

Since everyone's views are relatively conservative, he is not allowed to do anything beyond the moral values ​​of the time, so he, like ordinary people, was arranged by his family to get married.

I met my mother before I got married.

People in that era basically lived like this. Marriage was for the purpose of carrying on the family line. There was no emotional foundation, and they lived together as partners.

But Dad felt more and more that something was wrong, and he couldn't tell what was wrong.

After having Gu Andong, the two have been sleeping in separate beds, kind of respecting each other as guests.

My father planned to live like this for the rest of his life, and he thought that everyone else would live like this anyway, so why should I not.

However, his mother did one thing that completely broke him down.

Dad never told anyone about this matter, it was Gu Andong who saw it in his diary.

Because of this, Gu Andong felt that perhaps it would be good for both of them to divorce and separate.

In deformed times, everyone is a victim.

But when Gu Andong was in high school, he couldn't understand his father, he even got into a fight with someone very rebelliously.

At that time, my father came out of the closet, saying that he didn't like women, and divorced his mother.

There was an uproar, and the neighbors and relatives basically knew about it. Dad was accused by thousands of people, but he didn't say anything, but firmly said: "I want a divorce."

The reason why Gu Andong fights with others is because some of the students around him whispered behind his back.

At that time, Gu Andong passed the corridor with his schoolbag on his back, and turned his head to look at them.The group of people not only did not stop, but also asked him provocatively: "What are you looking at?"

Gu Andong frowned and asked, "What did you just say?"

"What to say is none of your business."

"Tell me the fuck again." Gu Andong put down his schoolbag, rushed up and grabbed the man by the collar.

"What's the matter again, your father is not a man."

Before he finished speaking, Gu Andong's fist had already landed on his face.

In the end, there was a lot of trouble, and the parents of the other party came to the school.

Gu Andong was almost not fired, and later his father took him home, saw the injury on his face, and reached out to touch him, but Gu Andong knocked off his hand severely.

"Don't touch me." Gu Andong's eyes were like a ferocious little beast, "You don't deserve to be my father at all!"

The pain and sadness in Dad's eyes at that time were mixed together, and the eye sockets instantly turned red.

As long as he thinks about this matter, Gu Andong feels guilty. Later, when he saw his father's diary, he regretted it so much that he wanted to slap himself.

Because he had to adjust the relationship between his parents, he missed the interviews of several companies, and he was as busy as a spinning top during that time, and he wished to tear several of them apart.

When returning to school to move things, Qi Fei and the third child were not in the dormitory. Gu Andong wore a hat and a mask to clean up. He spent half a day cleaning the dormitory by himself. When he went downstairs to throw out the garbage, he found a garbage truck. I didn't stop at the door, but I heard from the dormitory aunt that I stopped at the playground.

Then he saw Lin Chi hugging Lu Yuanzhou and crying. Both of them were wearing suits, looking tall and handsome.

Gu Andong's heart was particularly sour, and he sent a text message to Lu Yuanzhou, "Where are you?"

Lu Yuanzhou returned to him after a while: "I'm in the dormitory."

"Who are you with?"

"No one."

"Are you with your ex-boyfriend?"

"No."

No shit!I fucking saw it all.

Gu Andong felt that his heart was like a paper window being poked to pieces, and the wind was leaking in, making him feel cold all over his body.

Lu Yuanzhou murmured a little, where did he get his ex from?Next to him is Lin Chi, his elementary school classmate, and the two families can be regarded as family friends, and they have known each other since childhood.

This guy was drinking too much, and it happened that Lu Yuanzhou was there in that round, so he was sent home by the way.This guy didn't know why he was so drunk, he was crying and laughing and pestered him not to let go.

Lu Yuanzhou didn't think too much, he arranged the people and went back to the dormitory by himself.

As soon as he turned on the phone, he received a message from Gu Andong: "Let's have dinner together tomorrow."

This finally reminds me of me, I haven't seen anyone for almost a week.

Hearing that the members of the student union talked about Gu Andong, saying that he was going to study in the United States, Lu Yuanzhou didn't believe it at all, and thought that he would just ask him for dinner tomorrow.

In the end, he didn't expect that this meal turned out to be a breakup meal.

After eating a meal, Gu Andong's complexion became worse and worse.

Finally, he said at the beginning: "Lu Yuanzhou, let's break up."

At that time, Lu Yuanzhou felt that the hot and sour soup he drank was a bit choking, and he frowned before he recovered.

People dare to feel that this is about to go abroad, so they have to distance themselves from themselves.

It turned out that what others said was true.

Lu Yuanzhou picked up the chopsticks and pinched it twice, but failed to get the piece of meat out of the bowl. He closed his eyes and said calmly: "You go."

At that time, they were two tall and straight pines and cypresses, towering into the sky, and they didn't know how to give in to each other.He was even so proud that he refused to ask any more questions, leaving no possibility for the other party.

Both have regrets in their hearts, but they are unwilling to speak to each other first.

Gu Andong thought that this was a game, whoever backed down first would lose.

In fact, love is only true when you lose.

"So you found out your father's secret, can you tell me?" Lu Yuanzhou was very curious.

Gu Andong: "Can it be inconvenient?"

It was inconvenient for him, Lu Yuanzhou wanted to hear it even more, he shook his head and said, "No."

"Well, it's really nothing. It's my sister. My dad didn't plan to have it, because he used to sleep in separate beds with my mom. Then one time, my mom gave him medicine, and then ..." Gu Andong couldn't continue the narration, so he skipped the process and skipped to the result, "Later, when I found out that my mother used this method to keep me, my father resolutely wanted to divorce her. Because my grandfather is still alive I never got divorced, and then my sister grew up and my grandfather passed away. Then, my father divorced my mother."

Lu Yuanzhou didn't speak for a long while, this is really incredible, and he can be on "Friends".

"But dad loves my sister very much." Gu Andong smiled and said, "She used to like to cry, and every time she cried, dad would listen to her. Once I bullied Gu Tian to cry , was beaten by the father like a grandson."

"Then does your sister know about this?"

"I don't know, how can I let her know." Gu Andong drank his red tea and said, "A girl in the blooming season has a sensitive mind, and if she knows it, she must hit someone hard."

Okay, it's far away.Sister-in-law, father-in-law and mother-in-law, none of them can make people worry.Everyone in the family has stories.

Lu Yuanzhou: "Then is it too late for me to regret it now?"

After all, he has already stepped into Gu Andong's house with most of his legs.

Gu Andong pinched his palm and said: "It's too late, you have time to regret it anytime. Don't like me too much. As soon as you lose your hand, I will turn around and find someone else. That kind of bloody little wolf dog, less than [-] centimeters None of us."

Lu Yuanzhou didn't speak, and dragged him out.

Gu Andong was stunned, whether this posture is going to throw me off the plane or something.

"What are you doing here?"

"Aren't you looking for a little wolf dog? Here is one. Eighteen centimeters." Lu Yuanzhou said with a flat face.

He always has the ability to make sassy talk serious, which is extra provocative.

"Damn." Gu Andong couldn't hold back his joy, why did he like this hooliganism so much.

The author has something to say: ①From "Dictionary of Philosophy".

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