see you in seven years

Chu An finally got off work and came to Xiaoqiu's ward.Seeing his tired appearance, Xiaoqiu couldn't bear it, but thinking that she was still ignoring him, it was really bad.

"Xiaoqiu." Chu An sat down, gently held Xiaoqiu's hand, and blew on the back of Xiaoqiu's blue hand, "Xiaoqiu, tell me something, you didn't talk to me all day today. It's over, did you enjoy chatting with Sun Xiao this afternoon? I know you're thinking about Zhang Yuzhe, don't worry, I'll explain it to them, when Zhang Yuzhe was inconvenient before, you ran to his house quite often, Now that you are sick, he can go, and he has to come and see you, right?"

Xiaoqiu said: "I don't want him to come to see me, I just want to eliminate his prejudice against me."

Sure enough, Sun Xiao told Chu An.

"Okay, okay, I understand, don't worry, just leave it to me, take care of your illness, start tomorrow, listen to the doctor and nurse, okay?"

Qiu Xiaoqiu nodded obediently.

Chu An said with a smile, "Xiaoqiu, I want to use this life to make up for those seven years we missed."

Qiu Xiaoqiu didn't nod this time, but only smiled as a response, because he didn't know how long his life was.

Chu An thought that Xiaoqiu would get better soon after unraveling his heart knot, but he didn't expect Xiaoqiu to stay sick for another week.

......

"Yu Zhe, go and see Xiaoqiu. He is sick and hospitalized and really wants to see you. I beg you, go and see him." Chu An had no choice but to beg Zhang Yuzhe in a low voice. Be happy, because Xiaoqiu's mood is getting lower and lower, and she talks less and less.

"Is he dying soon?" Zhang Yuzhe raised his eyelids and asked.

Chu An said angrily, "The matter of Xiaoqiu and Xiang Ye is over, young and ridiculous, who can not make mistakes? Now the two of them have nothing to do with each other. Even if you don't believe in Xiaoqiu, you should believe in your boyfriend Xiang wild."

"Could it be that Qiu Xiaoqiu lied to me, and I still have to pretend that nothing happened?"

"Xiaoqiu doesn't want to hurt you. I think you can understand this point. Although you are a few years younger than us, you are not a child anymore. As for this, since you don't want to see Xiaoqiu, I won't ask for it." you go."

Zhang Yuzhe didn't expect to kill Chu An halfway, so why didn't he know that it was all in the past, and he could always forgive them, why didn't he give himself more time?

"Goodbye." After Chu An said the last two words, he got up and left, leaving behind Zhang Yuzhe who was still in a daze.

......

After suffering from a cold and fever for nearly half a month, Qiu Xiaoqiu was finally discharged from the hospital.

"Xiaoqiu, I'm finally leaving the hospital. Be happy. I'll cook you some of your favorite dishes when I get home later, okay?" Chu An hugged Xiaoqiu and coaxed her in a low voice.

"Ah."

Zhou Xuean still served as the driver, Xiaoqiu finally recovered from his illness, and he was able to liberate himself.

Chu An was still thinking about the reason why Xiaoqiu was so depressed, was it because of Zhang Yuzhe?Is it because of this hospitalization?No, neither.Chu An couldn't figure out why Xiaoqiu sometimes showed an almost desperate expression, but pretended to be fine when he was discovered?Perhaps, is the psychological reason?Chu An was frightened by his own thoughts, but did not rule out the possibility, so he decided to take Xiaoqiu to see a psychiatrist if he had a chance.

Back home, Chu An asked Xiaoqiu to go to the bedroom to rest, and then plunged into the kitchen again.Xiaoqiu got up from the bed and went to look for medicine. He used to take medicine intermittently, depending on his own mood, but now it is different. He has Chu An, and he must become a normal person. He must take medicine on time in the future.Xiaoqiu usually cleans the bedroom by himself, so naturally Chu An will not discover the secrets in a certain corner of the room.Xiaoqiu skillfully moved the small table beside the bed, reached down to get the medicine bottle, but found it was empty.

The medicine is gone?Qiu Xiaoqiu tried his best to keep calm, but he still found nothing when he searched for other places.Have you been found?He calmed down and walked out of the bedroom.

"Xue'an, when I was hospitalized, did anyone clean the bedroom?" Xiaoqiu was sure that it wasn't Chu An who picked up the medicine, because if it was Chu An, he would definitely ask himself.

"Ah, by the way, I forgot to tell you, you and your elder brother have been in the hospital, and I was too lazy to clean up the house, so I found an hourly worker and asked them to help clean up and down the house." Zhou Xuean understood the husband and wife The cleanliness of the two, in order to welcome Xiaoqiu to be discharged from the hospital, specially asked someone to clean it.

"Did you pick up anything when you were cleaning the bedroom?" Qiu Xiaoqiu asked tentatively.

"Things? Oh, I'm afraid that Auntie will find some adult products. I specially supervised the work at the time. Hahaha, second brother, you don't have to be embarrassed."

"Did you see a bottle of medicine?"

"Medicine?" Zhou Xue'an thought about it carefully, "It seems that there is a medicine bottle, but I don't even see a label, and it was dropped in a corner, it may be expired, let the cleaners help throw it away Now, what kind of medicine is that?"

"It's nothing, I forgot to throw it away, thank you, Xue'an." Xiaoqiu said with a smile.

"Second brother, you don't have to be polite with me."

"Okay, I'm a little tired, I'll go back to the house to rest first."

"Go, go, you have a good rest."

Xiaoqiu smiled again and went back to the bedroom.He closed the door, but couldn't support his body anymore, slid on the ground, breathing heavily, what should we do?The medicine is gone, no, don’t be afraid, it’s okay without the medicine, Chu An is here, he’s still by my side, it’s okay without the medicine.

Since it is called medicine, it must be bitter, and Qiu Xiaoqiu pretended nothing happened.

But didn't this also give up the chance of regaining his health brought by the medicine?

......

After the joy, the two always like to hug each other and talk, but in fact, most of the time, Chu An is always talking and Xiaoqiu is listening.But this time, Xiaoqiu started the conversation.

"Chu An, do you know that a long time ago, I raised a dog at home. It grew up with me. I was still young, but it was too old to chew on the bones. Every time I came back from school, I would play with it for a while. I just went to do my homework, but one day, it suddenly disappeared, and I couldn’t find it everywhere. My mother told me that it didn’t want people to see its dying appearance, so I found a place it liked forever I closed my eyes, and I accepted this statement, and believed that it was happy before it died, so I was relieved."

"Well, it must be living happily on its dog planet, but you can never forget it, can you?"

"Yes, I will always remember it."

"Xiaoqiu, there is one thing I've been thinking about for a long time."

"what's up?"

"Can I go to the hospital again?"

"What do you mean?"

"You have lived in the hospital for too long. I am afraid that you will be depressed. I want to ask a professional to help you..." Chu An was considering his words.

"You think I'm sick?" Xiaoqiu asked calmly.

"No, psychological counseling after trauma is a healthy way of life. Not only you, but I also need it. I have been under too much work pressure during this period, and I have obstacles in my psychological cognition. I also just want to hire a professional Someone please guide me..."

Xiaoqiu laughed out loud, what should I do if my boyfriend is too smart?Did you see through my disguise?In order to persuade me to see a doctor, I even started to say that I have problems in my heart.

"Xiaoqiu, is that okay? I'll be with you." Chu An asked patiently.

"I'm sorry." Qiu Xiaoqiu felt that he was really cruel. Chu An showed everything in front of him without reservation, and his secrets one after another, made Chu An exhausted to dig out.

"Xiaoqiu, listen to me this time, and let me feel at ease. I think sometimes your mood is too low. I think you are happy every day. Don't have any psychological troubles..."

"...Okay, then listen to Dr. Chu." Xiaoqiu realized that she was not allowed to say "no" this time.

"Good boy." Chu An hugged Xiao Qiu even tighter.

"But can you wait until my birthday is over?"

"Okay, is there anything special you want for your birthday?"

"No, you can just stay with me."

"Okay, I will definitely be with you, always with you."

"Ah."

......

A few days before the Mid-Autumn Festival, Qiu's mother called Xiaoqiu and asked him to go home during the holiday.

Think about it too, which one is not reunion during the Mid-Autumn Festival?

"I'm going home for a few days during the holidays." Qiu Xiaoqiu finally spoke to Chu An.

"Well, I expected it, I'll see you off."

"No, I'll just drive myself."

"Are you driving?" Chu An had never seen Xiao Qiu touch the steering wheel.

"Yes, I also have a car, although it's a second-hand one."

That car must have bad memories, Chu An suggested, "Let me give you a ride."

Qiu Xiaoqiu insisted, "No, trust me, I'm an adult now."

"Okay, then you promise to report to me that you are safe at any time."

"it is good."

Qiu Xiaoqiu fetched the car that had been left in the garage for a long time, and the two parted ways in the urban area and went home.

Hearing that Qiu Xiaoqiu returned home smoothly, Chu An felt relieved.

......

Since graduating from high school, Qiu Xiaoqiu only went back once or twice a year in order to avoid violence and cursing. Every time he went home, it was like fighting a war, which made him tired.

Finally seeing her son, Ms. Qiu was very happy. She greeted him with care and prepared his favorite dishes. Dad Qiu just said "hmm" to him, and his sister hadn't come back yet.

Mother Qiu said happily: "Xiaoqiu, hurry up and wash your hands and have lunch. Your sister won't come back until dinner."

During the meal, Qiu's mother asked him about his work, and he answered a few perfunctory words, but most of the time at the dinner table was silent.

After lunch, Mother Qiu was busy cleaning up the house again.

Qiu Xiaoqiu was puzzled, "Mom, are there any guests coming?"

"Ah, um... I'll just pack it up." Mother Qiu replied hesitantly.

In the afternoon, he finally knew who the guest was.

Mother Qiu enthusiastically welcomed the mother and daughter in, "Come in and sit down, Xiaoqiu, this is your Aunt Wu."

Aunt Wu looked at Qiu Xiaoqiu and nodded in satisfaction.

Qiu Xiaoqiu seems to understand...

Mother Qiu continued to introduce, "This is Xiaoyue, one year younger than you."

Xiaoyue greeted the two elders, "Aunt Qiu, Uncle Qiu."

Father Qiu nodded with a smile, very satisfied with Xiaoyue's behavior.

Qiu Xiaoqiu was dumbfounded.

Qiu's mother smoothed things over, "This child just doesn't know how to talk. Xiaoyue, do you want water or a drink? Let Xiaoqiu get it for you."

Xiaoyue glanced at Xiaoqiu and said shyly, "Auntie, I can drink whatever I want."

This is a blind date, Qiu Xiaoqiu smiled self-deprecatingly, his parents knew about his sexual orientation, but they still called the girl to their home to go on a blind date with him?

Soon, only he and Xiaoyue were left in the room, and the parents asked them to get to know each other.

Xiaoyue was shy, and Qiu Xiaoqiu spoke first.

"It's the first time I've seen a girl willing to come to someone's house for a blind date."

"Uncle Qiu and the others said that you are usually busy with work..." Xiaoyue also agreed after seeing Qiu Xiaoqiu's photo in advance, because appearance is indeed a plus.

Qiu Xiaoqiu sighed, "I don't like you. From the first moment I saw you, I knew we were not suitable. I have a lover."

Xiao Yue was very angry, "Aunt Qiu said you are single!"

"I'm not. I'll say it again. I have a lover. I love him very much. I don't want to know you at all, and I don't like you."

Xiaoyue was very angry, called her mother, and left without looking back.

Qiu's father was equally angry and asked Xiaoqiu: "What's going on?"

Qiu Xiaoqiu asked loudly, "I'm gay. Isn't it harmful to go on a blind date with a girl? Even if she doesn't know, you should know!"

Qiu's father slapped him, "Have you not changed yet? If you treat people well in the future, it won't be considered harmful!"

Qiu Xiaoqiu's tears fell straight to the corner of his mouth.

"Xiaoqiu, listen to your father, how can you not live with girls? You will have children in the future." Qiu's mother persuaded from the side.

Qiu Xiaoqiu realized that he couldn't make sense with his parents, so he turned and went back to his room, and called Chu An's phone number. He urgently needed Chu An's strength now.

"Chu An, falling in love with you is really a wonderful thing, I love you."

"What's the matter, just to talk about this?"

"Nothing, I just wanted to tell you."

"How about you come to my house during the Mid-Autumn Festival? My parents want to meet you and celebrate your birthday by the way."

"No, I'm going to stay at home until the Mid-Autumn Festival is over."

"Okay, say Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to your parents and your sister for me. Tomorrow is your birthday. I have prepared a gift for you. When you come back, I..."

"Chu An, stop talking, I'll hang up first."

Chu An felt that Xiaoqiu was a little strange today, maybe something unhappy happened at home, Chu An was a little worried, but he didn't know how to help Xiaoqiu.

Xiaoqiu's mother knocked on the door outside to let him out, and Xiaowen came back.

Xiaowen didn't take her son and husband with her because she expected to quarrel when she got home.

Xiaoqiu came out and called sister.

Xiaowen looked at him, it was obvious that he had just cried, and reprimanded: "A big man, why are you crying all the time, the car outside is yours, right? It's almost affecting people's walking."

"Xiaowen, don't talk about your brother. He just finished arguing with your father. You can persuade your father to go. Tomorrow is the Mid-Autumn Festival. Why does our family always stop?" Qiu's mother has a weak personality, always I hope the eldest daughter can mediate between Xiaoqiu and his father.

"Dad, what's the matter? Didn't you ask Xiaoqiu to come back? Why are you arguing again?" Dad could still listen to Xiaowen's words, but Xiaowen was already tired of this endless war.

"Look at him, what else does he want? He arranged a blind date for him, and he ran away in a few words." Papa Qiu was full of anger.

Qiu Xiaoqiu roared, "That's harmful, do you know that!"

Qiu's father said stubbornly: "After you get married, you are good to others, don't engage in homosexuality, it is not harmful!"

"I have a boyfriend now!"

Papa Qiu raised his foot and kicked him in the stomach, "Bastard! I've raised you for nothing for so many years. If you insist on getting together with a man, you are a psychopath!"

Qiu Xiaoqiu collapsed, knelt on the ground, grabbed Dad's trousers, and begged, "Dad, I beg you, don't force me, okay?"

Father Qiu pointed at him and said, "As long as your surname is Qiu, you must find a woman to marry!"

Qiu Xiaoqiu was completely desperate, stood up, wiped away tears, "I said that I already have a boyfriend, and I will not marry a woman."

"Then your surname should not be Qiu!"

Qiu Xiaoqiu nodded, "You forced me." After speaking, he took his things and drove away.

The Qiu family thought that today was the same as the countless quarrels before. Blood is thicker than water. How can the family have overnight feuds?

But Qiu Xiaoqiu knew that today was different. He turned his phone to silent and drove aimlessly. His headache and stomach pain affected his judgment. As night fell, when he ran a red light, he suddenly realized: Self is "dangerous".

So he drove the car to a place with few people, looking ahead, but his mind was in a mess. He remembered Xiang Ye's unruly style in high school, Chu An's smile in the morning sun, and Sun Xiao The coffee I used to make for myself every morning...

The road became more and more difficult to walk, and it was dark where the headlights couldn't reach, so he drove the car up the mountain.

After passing by a small house, he continued to drive forward. What Dad said was too much, Yu Zhe won't forgive himself, right?Chu An...Chu An, I'm sorry.

Qiu Xiaoqiu stepped on the gas pedal with all his might...

boom!A loud noise broke the tranquility on the eve of Mid-Autumn Festival.

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