All the little white rabbits adore me

Neil lifted Xie Jiu's chin with his hand, and looked at the young man's neck that was forced to be exposed because of his movements.The thick bandage wrapped underneath is your own mark.And the reaction when being kissed also proves the jerkyness of youth.

——Xie Jiu's love-things are as pure as white paper.

This realization made Neil couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth. Yesterday he was just skeptical, but Xie Jiu's reaction today completely confirmed his guess.

What does this mean?

—Guide him, teach him, own him.

All experiences are new to him, so each reaction is unique.The paper is white as new, so any color you put on it will give it definition.

The first person to pick the rose, the rose is destined to bloom for him.

He changed his mind.

Xie Jiu felt uncomfortable when his fingers touched his mouth. His mouth was swollen from kisses and now he was rubbed back and forth. He still didn't dare to slap Neil away.The man rubbed his lips, looking very happy.

Now Neil is more like the restrained look when we first met.Deserving of all the refined and intellectual vocabulary, the ice-quenched light golden hair makes him look extremely elegant.

But after going through all this, Xie Jiu felt that this appearance was more like a poisonous snake that would attack fiercely at any time while resting.

"To take a bath."

It's still an irrefutable tone.Xie Jiu, who didn't have time to say anything, was picked up by the man and walked to the bathroom. When his back touched the hot water, his clothes hadn't been taken off. Xie Jiu sat in the water in a daze, and his head was splashed by the spray.

"Is the water temperature right?" Neil took off his jacket very politely and put it on the chair next to him, and began to adjust the temperature.

The clothes on his body swelled up after absorbing the water.Xie Jiu didn't look at his clothes, he stood up straight, and the water flowed down from his sticky heels.

He looked at the man, his mouth closed, and water dripped from his wet hair.

Snapped--

Drops of water fall to the surface.

"You have an injury here, it's inconvenient."

Neil looked at him.Look at his eyes stained with star-point anger, look at his bandaged neck, look at the scene where his clothes are wet, look at his straight white legs at the hem of the clothes.

"It wasn't hurt on the arm." Xie Jiu felt that Neil was extremely hypocritical from the very beginning, and he wanted to say a few more words, but the water splashed on his face involuntarily.

His face was splashed again, Xie Jiu was caught off guard, his feet slipped and he fell into the water again.He touched his aching tailbone, gritted his teeth...

In the end, Xie Jiu could only sit obediently in the bathtub, the strength at the back of his head was just right.After applying shampoo, she seemed to be floating in the clouds. She felt that the professional shampoo girls in the dirty streets were not good enough for this job. Xie Jiu was so comfortable that she just wanted to hum.

He simply enjoyed it.I didn't bother to think about what Neil was thinking.The atmosphere is so good now, the temperature in the bathroom is just right, and the mist rises, Xie Jiu raised his neck like a boat in still water.Thinking about nothing, doing nothing, just floating in the water.Just a can of cold beer in hand.

Xu Shi was too tired after falling into a dream, Xu Shi was too relaxed after being massaged, and what he thought in his heart just flowed out baldly.

"Neil, you were really..."

"Ok?"

The hand that was washing the ends of the hair paused for a second.

"By what?"

Xie Jiu came to his senses suddenly, he swallowed his saliva, and returned the words calmly.

"Awarded a medal, I heard that you were awarded the Silver Lily of the Valley Medal at the age of 17."

The man behind scoffed.The power of the shower was just enough to wash the hair roots, avoiding Xie Jiu's bandaged neck.

"it's already over."

Fortunately, Xie Jiu had a quick brain and used the information obtained from Dawson to prevaricate.But Neil doesn't seem to want to delve into this topic either.

Xie Jiu kept his mouth shut, to prevent himself from revealing something that should not be said.

But he actually understood Neil a little bit now.Being kept alive in a cage, even animals can distort their minds.Not to mention sensitive and fragile children.

Just fulfilled that sentence, only a pale childhood can have a ruthless adulthood.I don't know how much hard work it took for the man to achieve what he is today, but the trauma he suffered when he was young is undoubtedly permanent, and no amount of power and status can make up for the distortion in his heart.

The subconscious wanders in the nightmare over and over again, isn't this the demon of the heart?

It's not that Xie Jiu has no compassion.But he does not have such a high ideological pursuit, nor is he a saint.I don't want to play any drama of saving the tragic and twisted youth from the fire and water.And now, Neil has no possibility of being saved.

In some ways, a man is very similar to himself who has been alone since childhood.Xie Jiu is ruthless to himself, through the various human conditions in the society, he has hardened himself to be transparent and smooth, but still retains quite a bit of vigor.

And Neil is not only ruthless to himself, but also ruthless to others.He tempered himself into a sword.The instinctive posture of the sword is to kill, and the sword enjoys blood and death.Childhood experiences have given it the venom that can see blood and seal the throat.

Since it is a sword that quenches poison itself, how can it be saved?

So he didn't believe that Neil could be saved at all.Not to mention the guarded heart that has never let go.

……

After rinsing, Neil was brushing his hair.The bath towel has just been heated, and it is still hot when it falls on the shoulder and neck.Xie Jiu sat in the middle of the bathtub with his legs bent, and was bored with using his two fingers to play with the water like a slingshot.

The little water splashed forward with a puff, and Xie Jiu happily played wave after wave.If he flicked it far, he raised his lips silently, but if he didn't flick it, he frowned and the corners of his mouth curled down.

He didn't know that the eyes of the people behind him were getting darker and darker.

The white clothes on his body, which were completely soaked in water, were wet and clinging to his skin.Every time he flicks the water vigorously, the water droplets exposed on the skin will flow down the whip-like waist, slide into the straight buttocks, and then go down...

After being held by the wrist, Xie Jiu raised his head subconsciously.

Before he could see clearly, he was suddenly pushed into the bottom of the tank. Xie Jiu instinctively opened his mouth to breathe, but the water poured in frantically.Nose, throat... He opened his eyes wide, and Neil's blurred face could be vaguely seen through the sparkling water.

Looking down, his hands are choking his neck, nailing himself to the bottom of the water like a wedge.And such a sudden murder did not have any warning at all... This pervert!

Not when he was thinking about these things, most of the little oxygen in his lungs was spit out when he opened his mouth just now.The nasal cavity was sore and sour, and the pipe from the throat leading to the stomach was full of water... Xie Jiu felt like a stone was stuck in his lungs, and there was a noise like a noisy electric wave in his ears, and Neil's face above him began to gradually blur.

Aware of the suffocation of the body, the will to survive was quickly conveyed by the brain to all parts of the body.The stress-induced adrenaline soared, the heart contraction strengthened, and the blood pressure rose rapidly... Xie Jiu at the bottom of the water suddenly opened his eyes, and he regained the consciousness that was about to disappear. For a moment, his soul seemed to return to his original position, and his whole body trembled.

He stretched his arms out of the water and tried to support the rim of the tank to get up, but the rim was covered with water stains when he was pushed down, his fingertips rubbed against the slippery rim in vain, and fell heavily into the water again.At the second time, the fingers finally found the point of strength. Xie Jiu was overjoyed, and his fingertips pressed hard on the outer porcelain wall to exert force——

There was something cold covering the back of the hand, and the fingers were separated from the rim of the vat with irresistible force.

One, another...

Xie Jiu's eyes were about to burst.If he could speak this way, he would definitely scold you for not wearing such... The meridians on the heels of his legs were so hard that they bulged, he tensed his instep and kicked Neil hard, his legs that jumped out of the water splashed a lot of water, this thunder A blow was dodged by the man sideways.

He even used his knee to jam Xie Jiu's calf out of the tank with ease.

The moist water vapor sticks to the calf, forming a strong tactile contrast with other parts of the chaos in the water.Xie Jiu clenched his teeth tightly, the broken skin of his tongue was mixed with the wound on his neck, and bits and pieces of blood floated in the water.

This small episode did not affect Neil's movements. Xie Jiu's hand bones creaked as they were broken, but he was still making the last effort...one...two...nails made unpleasant noises.

The last little finger just hung on the side of the cylinder unconsciously.Xie Jiu's eyelids could no longer support her.The side effects of the burst of adrenaline gradually became apparent.The consciousness was awakened at several times the speed just now, and now it is losing several times the speed... Every beat of the heart becomes sluggish and heavy, and the oxygen is no longer enough to support the activities of the organs. The near-death experience enveloped this body.

Falling... in front of her eyes were swollen black spots one by one, and Xie Jiu fell down along with those black spots unconsciously.Consciousness faded, and the convulsed calf outside the tank hovered like a needle.

Xie Jiu seemed to have fallen into an abyss.The silent and eternal no-man's land.

All feelings are gone.Like a train going underground, the noise above has nothing to do with me.No struggle, no pain...

He looked around unconsciously.Feeling like you're looking for something, but don't know what that thing is.Suddenly, something flashed in his sight, and he looked back curiously.

——At the very bottom of the abyss, there was a man sitting.

What are you doing there?

Xie Jiu waved his arms, paddling through the bottom layer like swimming... his mind was completely empty, he just went over to find out by instinct.

As the distance shortens, the sight in front of you becomes clearer.The man sat on a chair with his back to this side.The aura around him made Xie Jiu feel extremely familiar.The ground around the man was full of discarded flesh-colored lumps, and something was flowing like a stream. Xie Jiu blinked and stepped lightly on it.

"What are you doing?" Xie Jiu didn't know that he was in an extremely unstable state at the moment, as if everything he knew, learned, and heard had been deprived.In this strange world, he was as pale as a newborn baby.

Xie Jiu just thought it was strange that this person was here in such a dark place.

Hearing his voice, the man seemed to chuckle.

"Wait for you."