【Xianze】The bright moon never shines

When will this dream be the beginning, and how will it be considered complete? When Fan Xian got up, he thought about it for a while, but he still couldn't make up a story.

All he knew was that Li Chengze's life was really not very good, his thin bones were about to be crushed, so he had to use his whole body of flesh and blood to support him, as long as Li Chengze could live well, everything would be fine.

To put it hypocritically, Fan Xian didn't know how to express the love in his heart, he just felt that it was enough to be affectionate enough, to be affectionate enough to give life to love.

He walked around the hall yesterday, and now he is probably well-known. Fan Xian's road to remarriage is steadily advancing, and he can't believe that there will be girls jumping into the fire pit with this slutty appearance.

After a simple tidying up and breakfast, Fan Xian stretched himself facing the rising sun, and sat down in front of the desk in an orderly manner.

It's not that Fan Xian doesn't want to go to Li Chengze now, but he's telling the truth, avoiding suspicion is the right thing to do, since he complained behind closed doors that he doesn't want to see others, Fan Xian included himself in it, so he couldn't make trouble for him at this time.

After all, no one knows what superfluous things the prince can sniff out.

If there is anything that can make a book reader who is in a feast of feasting fill in the hole with a pen, the lover's reminder must be the first to take the lead.

After carefully writing two chapters, Fan Xian secretly apologized to Fan Sizhe.

I'm sorry my silly brother, this book is the exclusive edition of the second prince, unless he authorizes it, otherwise your bookstore may be ruined.

And Aunt Liu came to Fan Xian's door with the pastry and took a look, almost crying on the spot with mixed feelings.

Look at this young man, he was named the number one gifted scholar in Kyoto after only one poem in the poetry club. He slept very comfortably, and even laughed aloud, talking in his sleep: Pai Gow Pai Gow, hahaha give me money, dad, you have to give me too.

Aunt Liu really wanted to bury this silly son in the soil and water it to see what kind of wonderful flower it would grow.

Looking at Fan Xian lovingly with gentle eyes overflowing with water, he put the pastry on the table for someone, and after telling him to pay more attention to rest in a soft voice, Aunt Liu held up her skirt and went to find a stick to be beaten to death. Fan Sizhe, who pushed Pai Gow with Zhou Gong in the dream.

Fan Xian looked at the delicate desserts and wondered why there were not a few grape-flavored desserts here.

Why don't he make something for Li Chengze, make him all kinds of grape hard candy, soft candy, fruit juice and wine, let him choose, if he likes it, he will mass-produce it by hand, but it will only be supplied to him alone.

But the alcohol content of the wine is not too high, and I don't know how much he can drink. Can he drink two sips to get drunk so that he can touch more...

Cough, hold your head.

After silently saying "I am a human, I am not a beast" three times, Fan Xian immediately took action, hastily collecting all the grapes in Fan Mansion, even the bunch that Fan Jian was holding in his hand.

When Fan Ruoruo stepped into Fan Xian's room, there was a smell of grapes coming from the storefront, and the hot young master Fan was guarding two baskets of grapes.

"Brother... what are you doing?"

"I'm doing Fengyue, you have to do something in your life."

Take a glass cup, put the grapes that have been peeled and pitted, grind them twice and add a few more movements to make a bowl of juice, and then filter it out. This is the same mechanical repetition all the time, and Fan Xian didn't feel it at all. any trouble.

"Ruoruo, go and clean up the people in the kitchen later, I want to boil sugar."

Fan Ruoruo looked at her brother's serious face, nodded for no reason, and obediently went to do behind-the-scenes work for him.

It was also the first time for him to make this kind of thing. After cooling the sugar, he broke it into small pieces. Fan Xian tasted it for Li Chengze.

Humming a song, he wrapped the finished Dream of the Red Chamber and put the sugar in a small porcelain jar. Fan Xian went out happily.

And Li Chengze over there had already squatted like a cat and yawned, waiting with his head up for a while.

As soon as night fell, he put down his book and ran a few steps around the house with his hands in his pockets, picked up all the papers thrown on the floor and tidied them up, and asked Xie Bi'an to prepare a hot pot with a bright smile .

It is said that hot pot is the best food for the whole family, Li Chengze naturally does not believe this kind of nonsense, but it is a coincidence that Fan Xian said this before.

I still remember that cold night, when he was heating a hot pot in the mansion, Fan Xian came, but he couldn't come to ask some questions on business, so he also went to the Prince's mansion, and it was the best way to avoid suspicion by walking both places without favoring one.

Asked about state affairs, Li Chengze forgot, and now thinking about it, it doesn't matter.

But before Fan Xian left, he glanced at the hot pot and said some gossip.

"The hot pot of the Second Highness is delicious, and it's fun to eat by yourself, but it's the most warm to eat with your family."

Li Chengze's tongue was scalded by the meat, he trembled and raised his head to see him standing upright in the light, this man was arrogant and youthful, he dared to fight and never believed in the rich and powerful, and he never believed in fate. less than.

"Master Xiao Fan, come to eat together?"

He really sincerely invited, and Fan Xian simply refused.

"No, I won't take away His Highness's love. Someone in the minister's family left dinner."

After saying this, he saluted and left, and Li Chengze also put down his chopsticks and couldn't eat any more. He watched Fan Xian's back merge into the night without turning his head once, so naturally he couldn't see how much his eyes mixed with himself. Unfathomable emotions.

But two moments later, there was snow in the sky, and he looked carefully against the dim light in the yard.

Li Chengze thought, how could he have any family members to eat hot pot with him.

But even if it was a word Fan Xian said casually, he believed it. He always had an instinctive approach and trust in Fan Xian. If there is a fire blocking the way, his first reaction is to be afraid, which is entirely a fear of the unknown, and he tries to put out the fire and move on.

But he found that it couldn't be extinguished, and he even felt unprecedented warmth when he was close. After that, he couldn't help but get closer to get warm. Even if he knew that he would be burned and burnt to ashes, he still couldn't bear to extinguish this only thing. accessible temperature.

After adding more water, the room was filled with hazy heat. Li Chengze just scalded a jug of wine, and Fan Xian rolled over from the window with a small package on his back.

"I left the door for you, let's go next time."

Fan Xian was so happy that he was a little embarrassed, there will be a next time if he stays, what does this mean?This is a blatant invitation to him for a spring night.

Of course, this thought flashed by, he didn't dare to offend his sweetheart so abruptly, he could only happily say yes, applauded, and then glanced at Li Chengze again.

It's a good job, but this habit can't be changed. Even in the coldest weather, he will go barefoot. Fan Xian thinks that he must be taken care of in the future, otherwise, for such a silly thing as a happy barefoot stepping on the snow, Fan Xian is inexplicable. I think Li Chengze can do it.

Still familiar with the process, he went to grab something to wrap his legs and feet, and Fan Xian sat down close to him.

Li Chengze looked at his warm and firm legs, and couldn't help laughing, but he was quickly restrained.

In the past, he didn't wear shoes just because he wanted to, and he was willing to do it. This life and death are not in control, and the left and right bodies are still his own, so he can do whatever he wants. This is a little bit of freedom, reminding him that he can follow his own temper.

But now there is one more thing added, this is the care he won from Fan Xian, it was hard-won, he didn't even dare to think about it before, every time it warms up for a while, he is so happy.

"This hot pot is the most warm to eat with family."

When Fan Xian said these words, Li Chengze happened to be blanching meat, and he couldn't help being stunned when he said these words. Once the memories of the two worlds overlapped, it seemed that the present was unreal, like a dream.

He moved his lips a few times but couldn't speak. He wanted to ask Mr. Fan to eat together, but he couldn't open his mouth.Mingming knew in his heart that Fan Xian would not refuse him now, but he still didn't dare to ask.

"Second Highness, share with me? I'll eat with you."

As soon as these words were said, Li Chengze breathed a sigh of relief, relieved all the illusory tension, and his whole heart sank straight to the ground, unprecedentedly secure.

He put the blanched meat on the small plate in front of Fan Xian, winked his eyes at him and shrugged his shoulders in a very cute way, Fan Xian could feel his unconcealable overtures through the steam.

It's true that Li Chengze doesn't look good, he always only cares about himself in such trivial matters, but his mouth is stuffed like this, holding a small plate and squatting forward, saying It doesn't fit the prince's posture, but in Fan Xian's eyes, everything is beautiful.

While serving food on Li Chengze's face, while watching the person being burned, he frowned, curled his lips and stuck out his tongue, and carefully blew a few more times before continuing to eat.

Fan Xian hastily poured him a glass of water and handed it to him. Li Chengze took it naturally and drank it down. Then his brows furrowed even deeper. Holding the bowl in his other hand, he turned his head and swallowed the water in his mouth forcefully. Looking up at Fan Xian with his neck up.

"Ok?"

Fan Xian sniffed it belatedly, and found that what he had just handed over was wine. will be dizzy.

Li Chengze really doesn't know how to drink, he can only pour two or three glasses of alcohol, he hot wine is just a decoration, for Fan Xian to drink, in his previous life, the little Fan Shixian's hundred articles on wine fighting is good wine, as long as it is what Fan Xian likes, he can drink it. Everything is ready to go.

But now there was no change on the surface, Fan Xian thought for a while and thought that the sound of um was funny, so he poured another glass and handed it to him, Li Chengze still drank it clean without thinking.

Oh yes, he also has the habit of doing whatever others ask him to do when he is drunk, and he even liberates his nature for a time, but instead of becoming crazy, he becomes obedient.

After two or three cups, Li Chengze was really a little dazed. He happened to have almost eaten, so he threw his chopsticks back and raised his hands. His eyes were half dazzled, and he smirked at Fan Xian.

Fan Xian couldn't take it anymore and covered his chest, feeling that he had been shocked, the corners of his eyes were red, even his smirk was so pretty.

He remembered that he had brought grape hard candy to relieve his boredom, so he quickly went to find the small package and took it out, put it on the table and pushed it to Li Chengze's side.

"I made candy, but the shape is not very good-looking. I will make it better next time."

Li Chengze glanced at the exquisite porcelain jar, and then at Fan Xian, feeling in a daze that it wasn't real.

"I don't have a free hand."

He obviously had his hands behind him, and said he didn't have time, and made it clear that he was just begging for a feed, so Fan Xian reached out and took one to his lips without hesitation, Li Chengze raised his eyebrows obediently He sucked it down with his fingers.

When the soft lips touched the fingertips, Fan Xian was stunned for a moment, and instinctively tapped his rosy lower lip, while Li Chengze happily ate the candy and acquiesced to all the actions, nodding in satisfaction.

"Grape-flavored, sweet."

Fan Xian's heart almost melted when he saw the cat's delicate and glamorous expression, his eyes half-closed as if he was being well pleased.

So he moved forward under the dim yellow light, knelt between his slender legs on one knee, leaned over and supported Li Chengze's waist with one hand, although there was still a little distance, but the light dimly hit his body and cast a shadow on the wall From the outside, Li Chengze seemed to be wrapped in his arms, revealing consensual feelings in the ambiguity.

"Second Highness, share with me."

Fan Xian lowered his voice and moved closer to his ear, his warm breath hit his face, Li Chengze shrank his neck a little bit ticklish, thought for a while, chewed the candy and swallowed it.

"It's gone."

Fan Xian was almost amused, the slender waist that had been swaying in front of his eyes for a long time was finally at his hand, without even thinking about it, he stretched out his hand to grab it, it felt as good as he imagined, thin and soft, his whole body was full of bones here It turned out to be soft, and I couldn't put it down if I stroked it up and down.

"I still taste like grapes in my mouth, you..."

Li Chengze was interrupted before he finished speaking. Fan Xian understood what he meant from the first half of the sentence, so he directly took practical actions, first stepped forward to bite his lower lip and grind it carefully, and with a clever He pried it open forcefully, and teased him with his lips and teeth touching, gentle and irresistible. There was indeed a faint grape smell, but Fan Xian felt that it was the wine that Li Chengze brought himself, and it had nothing to do with the sugar he ate. Sugar is much better.

Li Chengze was held down by his waist and couldn't move, and was kissed solidly. In the end, his hands became weak and he couldn't hold on. The posture of kissing him, just holding him like that, regardless of any struggle or not, clasping his head with one hand and lingering along the waistline with the other, Fan Xian really kissed him heartily. The ambiguous sound of rubbing was enough to make people blush, and when they separated, their breathing was disturbed, and even the root of their tongue was a little numb, pulling out the silver thread of reluctance, and was interrupted in the rapid breathing, along the blood-filled and ruddy Lip sticks down.

Fan Xian felt that his appearance was all over his eyes. This man's collar was a little messy, and his blushing face had even spread to his collarbone, but Li Chengze's eyes were still bright, as if he could forget him at a glance. She couldn't help wrapping her arms around him, forcibly suppressing all physical and psychological impulses, angrily reprimanded herself several times for not being able to take advantage of others' dangers, buried her head between her white and slender necks and breathed steadily before opening her mouth.

"We've seen it before, haven't we?"

These words made Li Chengze sober for a moment, he opened his eyes and looked at the roof, nodded instinctively and then shook his head immediately.

"I do not know."

There was a rare sense of vulnerability and envy in these words. Before Fan Xian could say anything, he heard Li Chengze continue to speak.

"It's not a good thing to forget, it's best not to remember."

Fan Xian kissed his red and hot side face, with a hoarse voice as if he wanted to pry into Li Chengze's deepest secret.

"Is there anything you don't want to remember?"

Lowering his eyelashes, Li Chengze suppressed all the emotions in his eyes. He tried his best to express his voice as normal and calm, but Fan Xian felt the slight trembling of his whole body.

"There are many, the most unwilling ones. Some people say that they feel disgusting if they look at me more than once."

Fan Xian was so frightened that he hurriedly stood up to look at him, only to find that there were tears running down the corners of his eyes, hidden by his temples, but they existed so clearly.

Even if he was drunk, Li Chengze felt that this was wrong. He hurriedly stood up to cover up and wanted to retreat, but Fan Xian grabbed him into his arms again.

He didn't know how to comfort him. Fan Xian felt that he had participated in his hidden pain, but he couldn't find a suitable entry point to coax him. He held back for a long time and could only say one sentence.

"I didn't see anything, go to sleep."

In fact, as long as Fan Xian said anything, it would be considered comforting to Li Chengze. With this permission, he suddenly relaxed all his stiffness, and closed his eyes heavily.

After Fan Xian hugged him for a moment, he felt his breathing became long and soothing, and knew he was fast asleep, so he got up and hugged him horizontally. This was the first time Fan Xian hugged him like this, and weighed him up casually. I feel that this hard-boned body is really light, thin enough to be just right, just comfortable in my arms, fascinating.

Although his mind was full of distracting thoughts, Fan Xian still resisted to take off his coat and put his hair into a high ponytail so that he could sleep comfortably.

After this set, Fan Xian felt that he was really more eunuch than eunuch.

He stroked the frown that was also frowned in the dream again, and gently put the newly written "Red Mansion" beside his pillow. Fan Xian's whole movements were gentle and gentle, as if showing the most caring long-term affection.

He returned to the mansion on the morning sun that had not yet appeared, and the moment he lay on the bed, he knew clearly that he was going to dream of another reality.

This kind of dream only appeared when I talked to Li Chengze or had contact with him, and it happened to be the same this time.

Fan Xian looked at the familiar Second Prince's Mansion, and walked in with his body kicking the door. Xie Bian tried to stop him with a sword, but was stopped by Li Chengze. came back?

But in the dream, he seemed to be full of anger, and he went straight up and choked the man and fell to the ground. Before he struggled to get up, he raised his foot and stepped on his shoulder, and asked him angrily, how much shame did he do? thing.

Xie Bi'an was about to rush forward with a sword in his hand, but he was persuaded by a gesture from Li Chengze. He was lying on the ground and was not annoyed. Instead, he stretched out his hand to buckle the boots on his body and wanted to move them away. No, Li Chengze gave up after a few strokes.

"Master Xiao Fan, doesn't he know all of this?"

Laughing angrily, Fan Xian heard endless sarcasm in his own words.

"Li Chengze, you are a good planner. Your acting skills are like an actor's."

To the prince, these words were an obvious humiliation, but Li Chengze was only taken aback for a moment, but continued his words.

"It's different. Actors act for a meal, and I do it for my life."

Fan Xian felt that there was nowhere to vent his anger, so he could only grit his teeth and move it away, watching him struggle to get up from the ground to clean off the dust on his body, still opening his beautiful eyes without any expression.

"Since Teng Zijing was killed in Niulan Street, you know how many nasty things you have done, stop now, I will save your life."

Li Chengze stopped what he was doing, tilted his head and shook his head twice, his back was straight, his eyes were murderous, he couldn't see any pity or decadence, the light hit his face , there was once gentle spring breeze between his brows and eyes, but there was also the unmelting coldness of ice. He was obviously such a beautiful person, how could he be covered in other people's blood.

Fan Xian seemed to know this kind of answer, so he walked out without turning his head. Li Chengze raised his voice behind him, his voice was still deep but smiling.

"Life and death depend on fate and wealth. I have to have this plan in this position. Mr. Fan, we will fight against each other in this life, and we will have other hopes in the next life."

Fan Xian felt that these words seemed to be addressed to him, and it seemed that Li Chengze was comforting himself, but Fan Xian replied a sentence in his dream, and this sentence finally woke him up abruptly.

He heard himself in the dream say clearly.

"There is no other hope, I feel disgusted even if I look at you more than once."

When Fan Xian woke up, he finally understood that he hadn't forgotten anything in this life, but he didn't remember anything from his previous life. The sporadic memories he had of him and Li Chengze were incomplete but painful enough.

But at least there are other gains tonight. Knowing the danger of Niulan Street and Teng Zijing, since he knows the danger, he can definitely avoid it.

You can't ask Li Chengze, these are all Li Chengze's scars, Fan Xian felt that he had to remember it all by himself, because it was all about Li Chengze, that was the person he felt heartbroken at the first sight, good or bad, bitter or sweet You must bear it with him, and you must never allow him to bear it by yourself.

Suddenly there was something silently recited from the bottom of his heart, as if he wanted to say it to Li Chengze, or as if he was making an oath to himself.

I want to know all your struggles, and I want to give you all your sincerity.

If this is really a repeat, it must be just to dispel the endless darkness for you. You just need to eat hot grapes and have fun, and I will always break the dawn for you.

Fan Xian was lost in thought, when Teng Zijing's voice sounded outside the door, Fan Xian got up quickly, hurried out and grabbed his shoulder.

"Old Teng. Listen to me, I had a dream."

Having a dream is not a big deal, Teng Zijing stared at him wonderingly, wanting to see what monster he has.

"Listen to me, I dreamed about me and the second prince, we were in a dream..."

"Stop, I don't want to know what happened to you two in your dream."

Teng Zijing immediately stretched out his hand to make excuses, with the words "No need" written all over his face.

Everyone knows how much you think about the second prince, wishing to have sex with him every day, who knows what happened in your dream that you couldn't see anyone.

You were the one who swore to call my brother to share the blessings, and now you are the one who is desperately trying to fortify me with dog food regardless of my appetite.

Brother, I'm a serious person. I really don't want to know what unspeakable little story happened between you and the second prince in the dream. If you really want to, why not write it down and publish it in a book, so that the whole Daqing can witness your little story. Mr. Fan is a god-sent marriage that can sing or cry.

Let's see if Emperor Qing can get a heart attack from the anger of you two.