life in a hurry

Lu Ding broke down and said: "Wake up, brother, you are not a good person!"

Chen Feiqing said: "He said that I am the best person he has ever seen."

Lu Ding broke down even more: "That's lying to you. Do you believe that if I give him 1 taels, he can say that I am the cleanest person he has ever seen?! Can you believe his words? That's a pig that can climb a tree .”

Chen Feiqing said: "I know he might be lying to me, but it's really too miserable."

Lu Ding asked: "Those who were killed by him are not miserable?"

Chen Feiqing calmed down, and sighed: "Xiao Ding, I still want to tell you about this. I know I shouldn't talk too much, because I really don't know the truth. It's still your father. But he vetoed it , the file is there again, and it is true that the closing of the case has nothing to do with him. I may be ashamed of the brotherhood between you and me by saying this, but I really can’t say that he killed him. But I also believe what you said, he really has evil intentions, It's probably because I lived in that kind of place since I was a child, and I was born crooked. Since I can't kill him for no reason, I should try to get him back on the right track. He is a smart person, and I think it may come in handy. "

Lu Ding wanted to refute at first, but suddenly stopped talking.He thought for a while and asked, "Do you want him to—"

Chen Feiqing nodded: "at least for now, I don't see a more suitable candidate than him. We are going to set up an eyeliner in Moguo. If this person knows martial arts, he will not be found out. He must also be smart and understand It wins people's hearts, and it is difficult to distinguish between true and false. Of course, we can continue to search elsewhere, but it is not a bad thing to keep him as a backup for now."

Lu Ding said worriedly: "I'm afraid that he's too clever, and if you raise a dog, you'll be bitten by it."

Chen Feiqing said: "So I haven't revealed any news to him yet. And I don't believe that people are born evil, but all people always have a heart to be good, but the light is blocked by dirt. I want to try Can you wipe that layer of dust off?"

Lu Ding laughed twice: "That's why you put me in the water for half an hour?"

Back then Lu Ding was much more absurd than now. He mixed with prostitutes, wore their clothes, wore their red hairpins, and painted them with makeup. He looked crazy, and was thrown into the pool by Chen Feiqing and beaten.

The beating was so ruthless that Lu Ding still remembers the pain.

Chen Feiqing thought for a long time, then sighed: "You really hold a grudge."

It was less than two hours before they left Beijing. Fortunately, Chen Shu had already prepared his luggage, so Chen Feiqing sent Lu Ding and Fu Nansheng to rest for a while, and he himself lay down on the bed.

Chen Feiqing had something in his heart, and slept lightly. After a long time, he heard a sound on the ground. Fu Nansheng's breath was a little messy, and he seemed to get up and go out.

Chen Feiqing didn't pay attention to it at first, thinking that he had gone out at night, but after a while, no one came back, so she couldn't help feeling vigilant.

Although he felt pity for Fu Nansheng now, he didn't dare to take it lightly. It can't be said that there are secrets everywhere in the Marquis of An Guo's Mansion, but it also depends on what Fu Nansheng wants to do.

What if Fu Nansheng poisoned him again?What's more, there is obviously a chamber pot in the house.

The more Chen Feiqing thought about it, the more something was wrong. He got up and went out lightly, following the slight sound, he went to the study next door.

There was no light in the study, only the slight voice of Fu Nansheng.

Chen Feiqing leaned under the window to look in, and froze there the moment he saw it.

Fu Nansheng was facing the window sideways, his hands were busy, and he was talking nonsense in the market, it was really...

Early in the morning, Chen Feiqing and the others got up and prepared to set off.

It was still dark, so there was no one in the house to see him off.

At the gate of the mansion, Chen Shu suddenly said: "Oh no, I forgot something, young master wait a moment."

He ran back, and soon came back, holding a brush: "It's alright, alright, forget about this, young master, let it be where you are."

Chen Feiqing turned her head and saw the writing brush, and she just reached out her hand to pick it up, but suddenly she shouted, "What are you doing with it?!"

Chen Shudao: "This is bestowed by the emperor, don't you always carry it with you, saying that you will use it to write a good news to the emperor?"

Chen Feiqing scolded: "You are the only one who is smart! Don't bring it!"

Chen Shu looked at him suspiciously, and said aggrievedly: "If you don't take it, don't take it, then I will put it back. That's okay, Miss Biao also likes to use this pen, and she will be unhappy if she can't find it when she comes here."

Chen Feiqing hurriedly said: "Wait, don't put it back, take it with you, and leave quickly."

Chen Shu said: "Then you take it, I can't let it go here."

Chen Feiqing didn't want to take the pen, he said to Fu Nansheng in embarrassment: "You take it."

Fu Nansheng nodded, and reached out to pick up the pen, but was stopped again.

Chen Feiqing said: "No, don't hold it. Chen Shu, hold it, I don't believe you can't put down a pen?"

Chen Shu tried his best to stuff the pen into the bag, and felt even more aggrieved. This early in the morning, why did he feel like he had eaten gunpowder all of a sudden, and all of them hated him, didn't they just accidentally forget things?

Chen Feiqing was extremely unnatural along the way, but fortunately she forced herself to cover it up, only appearing to be a little distant to others.

Fu Nansheng continued to do what he should do, without any discomfort, even more submissive than before.

In Chen Feiqing's eyes, this kind of obedience made his hair stand on end.

Lu Ding observed the two of them calmly, with some doubts, so while Fu Nansheng and Chen Shu were resting in the wilderness, they went to the forest to pick up sticks to make a fire, and asked Chen Feiqing in a low voice: "What's wrong with him?"

Chen Feiqing opened his mouth a few times, but he couldn't say anything, he could only say: "Maybe I did something wrong, you are right, I am asking for trouble."

Lu Ding asked, "What happened to him?"

Chen Feiqing looked at him for a while, then shook his head: "It's okay. You should have arrived in An County, right?"

Lu Ding nodded, and said: "Rest here tonight, and you can go to An County at noon tomorrow. Buy some dry food there, fill up with water, rest for a night, and go north from An County in the morning after leaving Yulong. It's not far off."

Chen Feiqing said: "I remember that General Xiao Lin was stationed in An County."

Lu Ding nodded: "That's right. His uncle is at Yulong Pass. He was there too, but he didn't deal with his uncle, so he was driven to An County by his uncle. An County is very close to Yulong Pass, and Yulong Pass is ours again. It is close to Mo State, so although An County is a county, the imperial court has sent troops to guard it over the years, in case Mo State breaks Yulong Pass and falls under Huanglong."

Chen Feiqing said: "Let's go to An County and meet with General Xiao Lin. I have something to ask him to do."

Lu Ding originally wanted to ask what was the matter, but when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them back.Chen Feiqing has always said everything to him, if he didn't say it, then he couldn't say it.

When Fu Nansheng and Chen Shu picked up enough wooden branches and came back, Lu Ding had disappeared, and only Chen Feiqing was sitting there.

Chen Shu explained to Fu Nansheng: "Uncle Lu went to kill a rabbit."

Chen Feiqing glanced at Chen Shu, and thought to himself that you are very eager to catch up.

Chen Shu didn't know why, so he felt that his young master was targeting him these two days.

Fu Nansheng ignored the two masters and servants, laid the wooden branches in silence, lit a fire with flint, and said to Chen Feiqing: "Master, just now Chen Shu and I discovered that there is a mountain stream over there, which is quite clean. Go wash up, I'll do the laundry."

Chen Feiqing was very uneasy, and was a little worried that Fu Nansheng would do something weird with his clothes, so he said, "No need, we will go to a county town tomorrow, and then we will take a shower and do laundry."

Fu Nansheng said, "Alright."

There was nothing to say for a while, only the rustling sound of the surrounding wind blowing through the leaves and grass.

After sitting for a while, Fu Nansheng said: "If there is no other order for the time being, I want to go over there and wash up."

Chen Feiqing said: "It's already night, don't go, if there are coyotes or bandits here, I'm afraid it will be dangerous."

Fu Nansheng said, "Okay."

No more words.

Although Chen Shu didn't know why he was so embarrassed, but since he was embarrassed, he had to smooth things over, cleared his throat, and said, "Master, are you hungry? There's still some dry food, let's stuff our stomach first."

Chen Feiqing said: "I'm not hungry. If you two are hungry, eat first."

Chen Shu asked Fu Nansheng again: "What about you?"

Fu Nansheng shook his head: "Eat when you are hungry, I am not hungry."

Chen Shu put the dry food back silently, and asked again: "Master, are you thirsty?"

Chen Feiqing looked at him: "Chen Shu, go and help Lu Ding."

Chen Shu knew that this was to dismiss him, but he didn't know why he had to dismiss him, but he could only get up and look for Lu Ding.

After Chen Shu left, Chen Feiqing looked at Fu Nansheng: "How did you study in the past?"

Fu Nansheng replied: "When I was young, I would hide outside the private school and eavesdrop on my husband's lectures. Later, when I was discovered, my husband said that I was the child of a prostitute, and other children's parents would be afraid of teaching them badly, so I was not allowed to eavesdrop again."

Chen Feiqing let out a "huh" and was not in a hurry to speak.

After a while, Fu Nansheng smiled and said: "Actually, I saved some words. At first, my husband was very happy when he saw that I was eager to learn. He gave me his child's clothes, gave me pens and inks, and taught me how to write. It's just me Lied to him, I said I was just a child of a woodcutter's family in the suburbs. The first day he took me to class, I was recognized by others."

Chen Feiqing said "uh" again, and asked, "What happened next?"

Fu Nansheng said: "Later, although my husband didn't accept me, he still gave me some pens, ink, paper and old books, and asked me to take them back and read them by myself. After I took them back, my mother set fire to them. My mother said, I shouldn't Knowing too much, knowing too much makes it easy to think more, and thinking too much makes it easy to see far. This is a good thing for others, but it is a bad thing for me. The farther I look, the more painful my eyes will be, because I I can’t go that far at all. I’m destined to be a person who can’t walk on the right path. Those who know too much about etiquette, righteousness and shame can still live, and those books are scolding us.”

Chen Feiqing asked: "So you don't understand etiquette, righteousness and shame?"

Fu Nansheng smiled: "Young Lord, what you said is too harsh, so I don't want to say it. Of course I understand etiquette, justice and shame, but I don't follow it. Ritual and music are things that you rich and powerful need to enjoy. You don't want me to go to university. Isn't it too much to ask me to abide by these elegant things?"

Chen Feiqing said: "You're the one who is making too much sense. Courtesy, justice, honesty and shame are something that everyone should have, no matter if they are powerful or common people, if there is no such thing, the world will inevitably be in chaos."

Fu Nansheng laughed out loud: "It's good that the world is in chaos, I just think that the world is in chaos, heroes will emerge in troubled times, and peace in a prosperous age will only run away dogs."

Chen Feiqing said: "Yingjie should understand etiquette, righteousness and shame."

Fu Nansheng said: "I heard that Liu Bang threw his sons out of the car when he was running for his life. Do you think such a person understands etiquette, justice and shame?"

Chen Feiqing said: "I didn't think he was Yingjie."

Fu Nansheng said: "He has become the emperor and he is not considered a hero, then you can just think that what I just said is wrong, I can be a hero without being a hero, let's be a hero."

Chen Feiqing actually smiled: "You just want to make a name for yourself."

Fu Nansheng shook his head, and said seriously: "No, I just want to make a living. You talked to me so much today, do you want to abandon me again?"

Chen Feiqing said: "I do have such an idea. I have two thoughts. First, there is a friend of mine in An County who is good at dealing with people like you. Maybe I should give you to him for use. He will use it Better than me, you have a better chance of becoming famous with him."

Fu Nansheng asked, "What about the second one?"

Chen Feiqing said: "Second, when you arrive in An County, you can go by yourself, I dare not use you."

Fu Nansheng asked: "Am I so annoying?"

Chen Feiqing said: "To tell you the truth, I have seen many schools of thought, and to offend them, many people, like you, regard morality as nothing, and are as sinister as your mind. But I am not as tired as I am with you, because They know more about people than you, and they know that they should put their fangs back properly when they know that they should not be vicious. I am happy to use such people many times. But you are too flamboyant, you shake your little wit too much, For me, it's easy to get me into trouble."

Fu Nansheng lowered his head and thought for a while.

Chen Feiqing said again: "But because of this, I have been hesitating. I think you are like a child who doesn't understand the world, and that is not your fault. So I once told Lu Ding that I want to teach you well. After what you and I said just now, I am not sure that I can teach you well, and I also feel that perhaps I should not force myself to do this, because you don’t need me to teach you.”

Fu Nansheng still lowered his head and meditated there for a long time. He said, "It's hard for you. You have to think about so many reasons to drive me away. But I don't want to go."

Chen Feiqing poked the fire with a wooden stick, and said: "I also promised that I will find another way out for you, and it will only be better. I didn't lie to you. You still have to follow me because you think I'm so foolish ?”

Fu Nansheng got up suddenly, walked in front of him, knelt down, and said, "Because you saved me."

Chen Feiqing said: "You have asked Chen Shu to tell me this."

He hinted that he already knew that Fu Nansheng deliberately approached Chen Shu in Zheng's mansion that day.

Fu Nansheng said: "I approach Chen Shu because I want him to help me stay by your side. I didn't lie to you, and I will never do you any harm. Chen Feiqing, I like you."

Chen Feiqing thought disapprovingly, it's so easy to be fooled by me.When Lu Ding borrowed money from me, he said that he loved me to death. When Young Master Zheng begged me to take the blame for him, he said he would love me in his next life too. You all don’t take this kind of thing seriously. Be careful that Yue Lao will punish you Bachelor for life.

Fu Nansheng looked up at him, and begged: "You teach me, I will learn from you, you give me another chance, if I do it again, I don't need you to say, I will go by myself."

Chen Feiqing said: "Then tell me the real reason."

Fu Nansheng hesitated for a moment, and said, "Because you treat me well."

Chen Feiqing said: "I don't believe it."

Fu Nansheng: "It's true, this time it's true."

Chen Feiqing: "You told too many lies, so I can't believe it's true."

Fu Nansheng lowered his head and thought for a while, gritted his teeth, and said, "Don't you want to know about that dead old man?"

Chen Feiqing didn't realize who he was talking about for a moment, but after a while he realized that it was Lu Ding's father.

Fu Nansheng said: "He is also very kind to me and my mother. He is my mother's benefactor. Everyone thinks that he will redeem my mother and even marry my mother. My mother and I also think so. He was really nice to me, bought me beautiful clothes, sugar figurines, and took me to the Lantern Festival." After a pause, he continued, "He still looks at me and thinks of his daughter."

Chen Feiqing was startled.

Fu Nansheng smiled: "He said he had a daughter who was about my age, but unfortunately the daughter didn't get close to him and followed her mother. He loved his daughter very much and bought a lot of beautiful clothes for her, but no one wore them. , He thinks I look a bit like his daughter, and hopes that I can pretend to be his daughter to accompany him."

Chen Feiqing asked: "Have you worn it?"

Fu Nansheng said: "I've worn it. It's no big deal. I've been used to it since I was a child. Most of the people in Wanhualou are women. Where did my mother get so much money to buy me clothes? They are all clothes that prostitutes don't want. Dress me, it's nothing to me."

Chen Feiqing almost didn't want to ask any more questions, but she still asked, "What happened next?"

Fu Nansheng said: "He died later. He was killed by the ranger. My mother was encouraged by the dead old man to take Shenxian powder, and she also lent him money to gamble, and owed him a lot of money. One day he said again that he missed his daughter, but I happened to I was driven home by Mr. Private School, I was in a bad mood, and I didn't bother to talk to him, but guess what, he was also in a bad mood, drank some wine, couldn't help but hit me.

Of course my mother protected me and quarreled with him, but she was also beaten to death by him.After beating my mother unconscious, he came to beat me again. While beating, he said that he would go to the government to sue my mother for not paying back the money. After suing my mother, she would spend her whole life in prison until she died.At this time, a knight, as tall and handsome as you, dressed in white, with a sword in his hand, fell from the sky and killed him.After killing him, Ranger told me not to be afraid, no one will bully me anymore. "

Chen Feiqing looked at him silently, and after a while said: "It is written in the file that he died in the bathtub, and you were fainted at that time, how did you see Ranger?"

Fu Nansheng thought for a while, as if he was trying to remember, and then said: "You Xia didn't want to be discovered by the government, and he was afraid that my mother and I would be hurt if he left, so he did something to help me and my mother get rid of the relationship. Knocked me out."

Chen Feiqing frowned.

Fu Nansheng said: "What I said is true. You Xia also gave me a stone whistle, saying that if someone still bullies me in the future, as soon as I blow it, he will come out to help me."

As he said that, Fu Nansheng really stretched out his hand, revealing a small stone in the palm of his hand.

The corner of Chen Feiqing's mouth twitched, and said: "You just picked this up from the ground, I saw it."

Fu Nansheng was not at all embarrassed, and said with a smile: "You can see it even when it's so dark. This is indeed what I just picked up, and I lost the original one."

He put the pebbles to his mouth and blew hard, but there was no sound.

He smiled and said, "Look, this one can't blow."

His voice stopped abruptly, because Chen Feiqing put his hand on his shoulder, patted it, and said, "Stop bragging, I'm here, no one bullies you, and you don't need to come out again."

Fu Nansheng lowered his head slowly and didn't speak for a long time.

Chen Feiqing thought for a while, and then asked: "I also heard that you once competed with a widow's family for property when you were 13?"

Fu Nansheng frowned and thought for a while, then suddenly realized: "You mean sister Yulian?"

Chen Feiqing didn't know the widow's name, so she nodded hesitantly.

Fu Nansheng was a little disappointed: "Sister Yulian is very pitiful. She was cheated when she got married. Her husband was a sick man. She married her for joy. Although the husband was good to her, he passed away very early. She has no children. Daughter, guarding the real estate at home, but her husband’s relatives tried to drive her away and always made things difficult for her. I helped her by accident once, and she was very kind to me and recognized me as a younger brother, although she could not read , but bought a book to study with me, that was the happiest period of my childhood.

Later, she also got sick, and no matter whether it was the relatives of her husband's family or her mother's family, they all hoped for her death.They never visited her when she was well, but when she was seriously ill, they used the name of visiting her every day to make a fuss, and they even fought over her for the adoptive child, which made her sicker and worse.She finally got angry and said that she would give everything to me. If I didn't want it, she would throw it all in the river and not give it to those people. "

Fu Nansheng lowered his head and was silent for a while, then looked up at Chen Feiqing: "I don't know what you heard, and I don't want to explain anything, but it's true that I did not fight for the family property for myself, and the money did belong to me. It was given by sister Yulian in the spirit of heaven."

Chen Feiqing had nothing to say.

Fu Nansheng sighed: "Forget it, it's normal if you don't believe it. My mother doesn't believe that people like me have family affection and conscience."

Chen Feiqing frowned, and asked him: "Don't talk about that, you are also at fault if you want me to say, no matter what the truth of those things is, your own temperament is weird, it will inevitably be misunderstood. But I just want to ask you a word now , are you willing to change? Get rid of your weird temperament, are you willing to become a person like a ranger? I think he should be a person who doesn't like to lie or think wildly."

Fu Nansheng lowered his head, slowly rolled up his palms, wrapped around the small stone, and said softly: "But I can't make it, I'm the son of a whore."

Chen Feiqing said: "People only despise themselves. If you have to think so, no one else can help you. But if you don't think so, I will help you."

Fu Nansheng was silent for a longer time, which was enough for Lu Ding and Chen Shu to catch two rabbits and come back.The two looked at this scene, looked at each other, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Fu Nansheng seemed to wake up now. He stood up, knelt down to Chen Feiqing again, bowed down, and said, "I am willing to change."