life in a hurry

Fu Nansheng caught his breath a little, then hurriedly chased out of the house, hid at the corner and peeked at Gouer under the moon.

A lot of steam evaporated from Goer's body. I don't know whether it was cold or hot, but his face was pale, his lips were black and his body was trembling slightly.

If you take the opportunity to kill him now——

No.

Fu Nansheng thought of what Ling'er said, if you are not fully sure, don't take risks.

But he likes to take risks, because the bigger the bet, the bigger the chance of winning.

Gouer managed to suppress the surging blood in his body, he didn't want to talk to Fu Nansheng for a moment, went back to the room, blew out the candle, lay on the bed with a quilt covering his head, his body was still shaking.

His heart was burning like a raging fire, but his body was very cold, making him feel very uncomfortable.

Not long after, he heard someone push the door and come in, reaching out to lift the quilt.He lifted it twice, but before he opened it, the hand reached in and covered his forehead.

Fu Nansheng asked with concern: "Are you okay?"

Gouer cursed in a hoarse voice, "Get lost!"

Fu Nansheng didn't roll away, instead he tried his best to pull down his quilt, revealing most of his face, and touched and touched: "Are you cold?"

Goer looked away in disgust, ignoring him.

Only then did Fu Nansheng let him go, turned around and went out.

However, not long after, Fu Nansheng went back into the room, stuffed the small heater under the quilt, and said, "Would this be better?"

Gour pushed him away with his backhand: "I'll let you go!"

Fu Nansheng staggered and almost fell to the ground.He stood firm in time and said in a friendly voice, "I don't know what's wrong with you."

Gou Er suddenly sneered: "You don't know? What is your plan? I just wanted to kill you, but you were not afraid at all. Who are you?"

Fu Nansheng hesitated for a moment, and said: "But I don't think you will kill me. Although I don't know why you did that, maybe I said something wrong, or maybe I talked too much, but you are a good person, I I want to get close to you, I don't think you are as scary as the prince said."

Gou Er sneered and said, "You are sweet-talking, tell the truth."

Fu Nansheng said: "The truth is that I like you."

Gouer squinted his eyes at him, saw his frank appearance, thought for a while, and asked, "Are you afraid that I will kill you?"

Fu Nansheng said: "Actually, I'm a little scared, but if you want to kill me, I'm afraid it's useless. Anyway, I don't have any relatives in this world, and I don't know what I can do by myself. What's the difference between living and dying?" If you really kill me, it's my life. But if you don't kill me, I will live well."

When he said this, he had an innocent look on his face, like a happy boy who didn't know the world.

Gouer looked at him coldly for a while, and said: "You are still useful to the eldest prince, I will not kill you, you don't have to try to please me, get out now."

Fu Nansheng immediately showed a bright smile after hearing this, but instead of getting out, he took two steps forward, took off his shoes and crawled on the bed.

Surprised, Goer reached out to push him off the bed, but he hugged him swiftly.

Go'er scolded: "Let go! Get out!"

Fu Nansheng said: "If I was cold when I was a child, my elder brother would hug me to sleep, saying that the two of us would be warmer."

Goer: "I'm not your elder brother, get out!"

Fu Nansheng hugged him and refused to let go. Instead, he coaxed a child and said, "Good boy, go to sleep. Maybe it won't be so uncomfortable after you sleep."

Gouer was about to be blown away by his anger, he couldn't sleep, kicked him down, and said: "If you touch me again, I will kill you immediately."

Fu Nansheng muttered: "You don't count what you say, and you just said you won't kill me."

Gouer scolded: "Because you kicked your nose and smacked your face!"

Fu Nansheng touched his neck embarrassingly, and said, "Then I won't touch you, you have a good rest."

But Fu Nansheng didn't go out either. He sat down at the Eight Immortals table next to the bed, put his face on his face with one hand, and stared intently at Go'er.

Gour: "..."

Goer endured it for a while, but couldn't fall asleep under his gaze, so he asked, "What are you looking at?"

Fu Nansheng said: "I'm afraid you won't feel well after a while, so I'll watch over you."

Gour: "No need! You go."

Fu Nansheng said: "Don't go, I want to stay with you."

Gour: "..."

Fu Nansheng said again: "You sleep on your bed, and I won't bother you, but if you feel uncomfortable, I can take care of you right away."

Goer said, "No need."

Fu Nansheng said: "But I want to take care of you. When I saw you, I thought you might be more pitiful than me—"

Gouer scolded: "Shut up, I'm not pitiful."

Fu Nansheng still pouted, and said calmly: "Okay, you are not pitiful, but I just want to take care of you. You have so many wives and concubines, but no one takes care of you. It seems that you have no other relatives or friends. And I am the same. When I am sad, I hope that someone can accompany me like this, but no one does, and I feel even more uncomfortable when I think that way. So I thought, maybe you will feel as uncomfortable as me, and refuse as much as me speak out."

Hearing his nonsense, Go Er felt very complicated in his heart, so he simply stopped talking, closed his eyes and concentrated on falling asleep.

Gouer had a rare good sleep, and when he woke up the next morning, he felt a little better for no reason.

He got out of bed and saw that Fu Nansheng, who was supposed to be lying on the table of the Eight Immortals, had disappeared, he couldn't help frowning, and felt a little inexplicably upset. After thinking about it, it would be better to vent his anger on Fu Nansheng.

He didn't have the energy to think about other things last night, but Fu Nansheng was the younger brother of the culprit. Since the dumb is dead, he should find her younger brother to pay for the revenge.

Goer thought so in his heart, got dressed and was about to go out to arrest people, when he saw the door opened by itself.

Fu Nansheng came in with breakfast and said, "It's just right, you're awake, come and eat."

Gour: "..."

Fu Nansheng smiled and said: "I think you have to get up early to practice kung fu today, so I make breakfast first. It's better for you to practice after eating. You can taste it if you like it. If you like it, I will make it for you every day."

Goer ignored him, and walked out the door without looking sideways.

Fu Nansheng hurriedly said: "I didn't poison you, don't be afraid, I dare not poison you."

Goer didn't want to talk to him, but he didn't kill him either.

Goer soon regretted his inexplicable kindness for a while, as if there was a little tail behind him, he followed him everywhere, and he couldn't shake it off.Forget about eating, forget about practicing martial arts, even take a bath and sleep with him.

Gou Er didn't understand, Fu Nansheng looked so naive, how could he be so courageous, he would wake up in the middle of the night and see his face without a mask, but he wouldn't be frightened.

Go'er knew how terrifying that half of his face was, not to mention those women, even his murderous subordinates would look away when they saw it occasionally, and they didn't want to look more. It looked more like a ghost in the middle of the night.

But Fu Nansheng is different. Not only is he not afraid of this half of his face, but he often gently touches the scars on that half of his face when Gouer is asleep.

Of course, Gou Er didn't really fall asleep, so he could hear Fu Nansheng's distressed sigh.

Gouer was very upset, and wanted to kill him countless times, but he was unwilling to let him go so cheaply.After all, Goer had thought about how to slowly torture the mute to death many times when he was in pain, and he must not let her go easily.Now that her younger brother is repaying the debt, it should be the same.

Fu Nansheng sat across from him, put his hands on the table, held his face, and asked curiously, "What are you laughing at? Are you happy?"

Gour: "..."

Gour lowered his head and continued to eat noodles.

I am happy for you, uncle, but I am not happy at all!

Fu Nansheng continued: "Thank you for the book you bought for me."

Goer said without raising his head, "That's not for you."

Fu Nansheng smiled and asked, "Then do you want to watch it with me?"

Gour continues to live by the principle that silence is golden.

He had completely discovered that he and Fu Nansheng couldn't talk. Once they spoke, no matter what they said, the other party could climb up the pole.

Seeing that he ignored him, Fu Nansheng stomped on his feet under the table boredly.

Gou Er endured it first, and when he couldn't bear it anymore, he stepped on Fu Nansheng's foot.

Fu Nansheng wanted to pull his foot back, but Gou Er stepped on him and couldn't move.He became angry, picked up the vinegar bottle on the table and poured it into Goer's noodles.

Gour: "..."

Fu Nansheng poured him a bowl full of vinegar, and then he became happy again, and looked at him again with his face in his hands.

Gouer put down his chopsticks hesitantly, and Fu Nansheng stopped smiling from the corner of his eye.He hesitated again, picked up the chopsticks, took a mouthful of noodles, and ate it under breath.

Fu Nansheng laughed again, and said, "Brother Gou, you are really interesting."

It's downright silly.

Fu Nansheng thought so in his heart.

When Gouer was practicing, Fu Nansheng became restless again. He looked around, ran under a tree, rubbed his hands, and started to climb the tree.

Goer took advantage of the gap to glance at him, then quickly looked away, pretending not to see it.

It took Fu Nansheng a long time to climb up. He sat on the tree trunk and swayed his legs boredly to watch him practice.

After looking at it for a while, Fu Nansheng tore off a small unknown fruit on the tree, took two bites, frowned, and casually threw the fruit towards Goer under the tree.

Gou Er turned his hand and split the small fruit, and looked up at Fu Nansheng coldly, intending to warn him.

Fu Nansheng smiled at him, then piled a pile of fruit into his bosom, and threw it at him all at once, laughing as he succeeded as a prank.

Goer hurriedly dodged the fruit, but was still splashed on his face by the splashed juice.Seeing Fu Nansheng laughing more triumphantly, he couldn't help feeling annoyed, picked up a fruit and threw it at Fu Nansheng.

Gouer's throwing fruit is different from Fu Nansheng's. The fruit in his hand was like a hidden weapon, and it flew past Fu Nansheng's ear, and the earlobe was scratched. Fu Nansheng groaned in pain, and hurriedly covered his ears , but forgot that he was still sitting on the tree, and fell down unsteadily.

Gou Er was startled, and hurriedly flew over to catch him, but forgot to let go, just staring at Fu Nansheng.

The fruit was bright red and juicy, and when it was stained on Fu Nansheng's lips, it looked particularly bright, as if it had been painted with lip balm.

Fu Nansheng raised his hand and wiped the juice on Goer's face with his thumb, then retracted his hand and licked it, and said in a low voice, "It's strange, the one I ate just now was bitter, but now it's sweet."

Goer looked at him steadfastly, as if he was the fruit.

After a while, Fu Nansheng said: "Your knife handle is sticking to me."

Gou Er was startled, and almost lost his mind when he realized it, but he held on after all, let go of his hand, and watched Fu Nansheng fall to the ground.

Fu Nansheng let out a cry of pain, sat on the ground and rubbed his waist: "Just let go and say, it hurts!"

Goer glanced at him again, then turned and left in a hurry.

Fu Nansheng stood up while supporting the tree, looked at Gouer's leaving figure, and smiled silently, but the smile couldn't reach his eyes.

He thought, as mother said, many men's brains don't grow in their brains.

After dinner, Fu Nansheng followed Gou Er as usual a few days ago, but saw Gou Er go straight to Ling'er's room.

Fu Nansheng called out "Brother Gou" in surprise, and Gou Er stopped in front of the door, glanced sideways at him, then quickly retracted his gaze, and stretched out his hand to push the door open.

Fu Nansheng exclaimed angrily, "Gou Er!"

Goer ignored him, pushed open the door, and strode into the room.

In the room, Ling'er and the three women were bored and playing horseshoes. When they saw Gouer come in with a dark face, they were all shocked. Ling'er was holding the card and didn't know whether to say the word "Hu".

Fu Nansheng and Gou Er have been inseparable for the past few days. Although the women couldn't figure it out, they were somewhat relieved. Day looked awkward.

Goer said coldly, "Go out."

Ling'er hurriedly pushed a few people out: "Let's go, let's go out."

Goer looked at her: "You stay."

Ling'er paused, met the sympathetic gazes of the sisters, sighed silently, closed the door, turned around and smiled: "What's wrong with Mr. Fu?"

Gouer stared at her lips again and again, then suddenly stretched out his hand and dragged her to the dressing table, touched the bright red lipstick and wiped it on her lips indiscriminately.

Ling'er didn't understand what he meant, but she didn't dare to resist, so she had to let him do it.

Gou Er stared at her for a long time, and heard Fu Nansheng knocking on the door, and the knocking turned into kicking the door.

Go'er sat in Ling'er's room all night.

Ling'er didn't dare to go to bed by herself at first, but then she was really sleepy, seeing that Goer didn't pay attention to her, she sneaked into the bed, covered the quilt, tried to pretend that she didn't exist, and fell asleep while pretending.

Fu Nansheng stood at the door for a while. He wanted to act and sit under the steps with his legs crossed until dawn, but the wind was too cold tonight. Fu Nansheng looked up at the sky, worried that it would rain, and didn't want to get his newly bought clothes wet. , and went back to his own room, thinking that he could finally sleep well tonight without having to face that ugly monster.

In the early morning of the next day, Gou Er left Ling'er's room, went to wash up first, went to practice martial arts, and then went to the kitchen to cook for himself.

It's rare to be so clean, no one is chattering in the ear, no one deliberately makes trouble, no one runs over affectionately to hand this and that.

He spent a very clean morning, like the mornings of many years ago a month ago. He spent every day like this for many years. No one wanted to talk to him, and no one cared about him, let alone He will intentionally try to make him laugh, no one is willing to look at him more, and if he looks at him more, he will have a nightmare.

Gouer felt that he should have gotten used to it, but now he suddenly found that what he was used to was someone chattering around him.

No one knows that he likes to be around, and he likes it since he was a child.

He has been a wandering orphan since he was a child. He has no home, no relatives, and only some companions who can't be said to be friends. Gathering and scattering have become the norm in life.

Goer even wondered why he was alive for a while. If people are like duckweeds, if there is no more than one in the world, and no one cares about the lack of one, then why did he endure so much pain to survive.

The only answer is that he doesn't want to die, but what can he do if he doesn't die.

He has killed many people, and everyone who dies at his hands begs for mercy.He once asked those people why they were afraid of death, and they all said that there are parents and wives and children.

Goor killed them without hesitation, because he had no parents, no wife and children, and nothing.

The women who were robbed are very knowledgeable about current affairs, dare not resist or rebel, and usually live well in groups.Their life is easy and comfortable, the only bad thing is the few days when Goer came back.Goer beat them, and they endured it, but there was no other reaction.

Once, Goer overheard their night conversation about this matter, and he was very appreciative, saying that the guards in the palace had to risk their lives, and they treated them as work-related injuries.

He and them are just such a relationship, one is providing and taking, and the other is doing work.

They took good care of the courtyard and planted melons, fruits and flowers everywhere. Sometimes Goer felt that in their eyes, those melons, fruits and flowers were more human than him.

He didn't know why he tolerated them, maybe they were tolerating him, but in short, it seemed that to each other, each other was just a decoration in this room, the only difference was that to Gour, they were useful decorations, while for To them, Gour is a superfluous decoration.

Gou Er went into the kitchen, just in time to meet Fu Nansheng who was cooking noodles.

The two looked at each other, and Fu Nansheng immediately looked away, and walked out holding his face and bowing his head.

Gouer couldn't help but said coldly: "This is still in my house, your life is still in my hands."

Fu Nansheng stopped in his tracks, stood for a moment, then suddenly threw the noodle bowl on the ground, and said expressionlessly, "Then you kill me."

Gouer didn't expect him to say this, and said angrily, "You think I dare not?"

Fu Nansheng sneered: "How dare I? You only dare to kill people. What else do you dare to do?"

Goer was at a loss for words for a while, so he bent down to pick up the bowl in silence.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he picked up the bowl, Fu Nansheng hit him on the back with a broom.

Gour: "..."

He looked back at Fu Nansheng in shock.

Fu Nansheng nervously clutched the broom to protect his chest, and said, "I hit people when I get angry."

Gour: "..."

Fu Nansheng said even more nervously: "I won't beg for mercy if you want to fight. I will never beg for mercy from you again. I will fight. Even if I can't beat you, at least I won't make it easier for you."

Gour: "..."

Go'er was depressed for a long time, and asked: "Have you ever won?"

Fu Nansheng hesitated to speak, as if he had been poked in a sore spot.

Gou Er suddenly felt like laughing again, he suddenly felt very comfortable in his heart, stood up slowly, put the bowl on the stove on one side, reached out and grabbed the other side of the broom, and said to Fu Nansheng: "I will teach you how to beat the broom." beat others."

Fu Nansheng was startled.

Gou Er said: "I will teach you martial arts, please forgive me."

Fu Nansheng didn't agree immediately, he lowered his head and thought for a while, and said, "I don't want to learn anymore, just let me go."

Goer's face immediately became tense, and he said with a dark face, "Impossible."

Fu Nansheng said: "You live here with too many people. I don't like places with too many people. Even if you are angry, even if you want to kill me, I don't want to stay here anymore."

Gouer thought for a while and asked, "Is it possible without so many people?"

Fu Nansheng blinked and said, "There aren't so many people, so I'll consider whether I should forgive you, and whether I should give you a chance to teach me martial arts."

Gou Er looked at him, stunned for a while, and after a while, he couldn't help laughing, he didn't expect him to talk about the conditions like this, as if letting him learn martial arts from him would be cheaper for him, and he really climbed up the pole immediately as always.

Fu Nansheng suddenly stared at him intently, as if he suddenly discovered a shocking secret, and said, "You can laugh like that."

Gouer was startled, and immediately pursed the corners of his lips.

Fu Nansheng touched his face, and said softly, "Smile more, you look beautiful when you smile."

It's so ugly, so ugly, like a ghost crying.

Fu Nansheng thought viciously in his heart.