life in a hurry

Fu Nansheng disturbed his mother's business and the interest of his benefactor, so he naturally got a beating.Fu Ying'er has been in a bad mood these days, and this time he was so angry that she looked as if she was going to beat him to death, even the old bustard stopped her without pretending, after all, Fu Nansheng offended Hualou's guests, Should have learned some lessons.

In the end, it was another Huaniang Shuangshuang who tried her best to stop Fu Yinger: "It's almost enough, do you really want to kill him? If you want to kill him, why give birth to him and raise him for so many years? "

"I never thought of giving birth to him and raising him! This bastard's life is hard, and I only regret that I didn't insist on drowning him!" Fu Yinger scolded fiercely, pointing to Fu Nansheng who was curled up on the ground, "You look down on me!" Me? What face do you have to look down on me?! Where would you be without me? You think I’ve lost your face, don’t you? Get out! Tell you to get out and you don’t get out, what face do you want? The ones have already gone!"

"Ying'er!" Shuangshuang yelled, "You beat me too, and you still scold me?!"

"If you don't wake him up, he'll stab the sky!" Fu Ying'er sneered, "There will be troubles every now and then, and when will my mother not be shy to clean up the mess for him? Losing money, eating my mother's food and drinking my mother's work , I sell myself to feed you, and you still think the money I earn is dirty! The whole world looks down on me, and you have no face to look down on me!"

"Why does Nansheng dislike you? He just loves you." Shuangshuang continued to stop her, then turned around and said, "Nansheng, go to my room and let your mother stay alone. Go!"

It took Fu Nansheng a while to get up slowly from the ground, lowered his head, and limped out the door.

Seeing that Fu Nansheng had gone to her room, Shuangshuang let go of Fu Yinger, and sighed: "You don't have to keep talking harshly, if you really didn't care about the relationship between mother and child at all, you wouldn't raise him to such a big age." It's not easy for you, and it's not easy for him, so why bother."

Fu Yinger sneered and did not speak.

Shuangshuang persuaded her a few more times, but she heard Fu Yinger suddenly say: "I'm going to throw him away."

Shuangshuang was startled: "You—"

"Throw it far away this time, so that he won't be able to find it every time." Fu Yinger said angrily.

Fu Nansheng was smart since he was a child. She tried to throw him many times, but he could always find it by himself.

Several times, Fu Nansheng came back earlier than Fu Yinger, and sat at the door with his knees hugged. When he saw her, he looked up and smiled, as if he didn't know that he was thrown away on purpose, and just thought he was separated.

Shuangshuang was silent for a long while, and persuaded without confidence: "I have raised him so much, and the most difficult time has passed, so why throw him away at this time?"

It is not easy for Huaniang to raise a child in the flower building.

Seeing that Fu Yinger was silent, Shuangshuang sighed, and said, "Actually, I know you want him to be good, and you don't let him study because you are afraid that he will feel uncomfortable if he reads too much. It can be seen that he really wants to study so much, and you want him to read too much." Leaving Huajie, I have completely severed ties with you."

It's a pity that Fu Nansheng is so old and sensible. Fu Ying'er can't give him up for adoption, and can't find a suitable one to raise him.The people who interacted with Fu Yinger were all low-level people. If she asked someone to look for her again, most likely the other party would know about Fu Nansheng's background, and Fu Nansheng was good-looking. Who knows what kind of plaything he would be treated as.

After much deliberation, Fu Ying'er decided to throw Fu Nansheng farther away, to a place where no one knew where he came from, and just treat him as the lost son of the family. Maybe it would be better than now, at least look up to him two times. point.

She was not a wise person at all. She was born in a poor family and had no education. When she was ignorant, she was sold into a brothel. From then on, she only lived a vulgar life. Things can't come to mind.It was the best thing she could think of.

Shuangshuang and Fu Yinger were not much different, but worried: "But once he is thrown away, we will not be able to control the future, so we can only resign ourselves to fate."

Fu Yinger felt ruthless in her heart, and said: "It's all his fate, whether it's good or bad, no one can complain."

Who told him not to cast such an eye.

Fu Nansheng recuperated at Shuangshuang's wound for a few days, peeking at his mother's room periodically.

Shuangshuang pushed the door open and came in, said with a smile: "She is not angry with you anymore, go back to sleep today."

Fu Nansheng nodded.

Shuangshuang said again: "Come and try on this dress."

Fu Nansheng watched in surprise as she took out a new dress.

He always wore the old clothes they had remade and seldom wore new clothes, let alone boy clothes bought just for him.

But he didn't ask too much, and went over happily, and obediently changed into this set of clothes.

The material of the clothes is quite good, and they look expensive.

Fu Nansheng couldn't put it down, he lowered his head and touched his sleeve: "Why did you buy me such a good dress?"

"Your mother bought it, she beat you, she felt sad, and couldn't bear to tell you, so she bought this as an apology to you, don't you blame her?" Shuangshuang patted his head.

Fu Nansheng was silent for a while, and said, "I never blamed my mother."

He added, "I know it's difficult for her, but..."

Shuangshuang smiled bitterly, squatted on the ground and gently adjusted Fu Nansheng's clothes, and said, "It's just that many things in this world are predestined, and we can't help it at all. Your mother and I, this is how we have been in our lives. You are young, and you don't know how difficult many things are. Are you, your mother and me, and the whole Huajie, willing to do this job? Who doesn't want to be good? But it would be great if things were that easy. If you drive away one guest, there will be another one, so why bother?"

Fu Nansheng was silent for a long time, and said, "I will redeem you when I grow up."

Shuangshuang laughed: "It will be many years before you grow up, let's talk about it then."

Fu Nansheng became more and more sad. He hated himself for not being able to grow up overnight.

"Don't pout, you can hang the oil bottle." Shuangshuang pinched his face, hesitated, and said, "Nansheng, no matter what happens, you can't hate your mother, you know? She has a temper It's weird, sometimes she beats you and scolds you, and she always says bad things, but she doesn't think that way in her heart. It's just that she has lived a lot of life like this, and she is also uncomfortable, because she was forced to come out. You are her only She is afraid that even you will look down on her."

Fu Nansheng hurriedly said, "I didn't—"

"I know you don't," Shuangshuang shook her head, "but your mother's heart is sensitive. You hate clients, and in her eyes, you hate her. She also feels very uncomfortable. Your mother has never read a book and doesn't understand What's the reason, and she is impatient by nature, so she can't reason with you, she can only lose her temper, understand?"

Fu Nansheng nodded silently, and after a while he said eagerly: "But I don't want you to——to do this again."

Shuangshuang smiled and said: "I just said that many things in this world cannot be controlled by others. If we have a way, we won't be here in the first place. Nansheng, it's a good thing that you have ambition, but this is also a good thing. What your mother is worried about is that she doesn't let you study because she is afraid that you will be too ambitious, but you won't be able to earn your status, which will make you feel more uncomfortable. If you just muddle through like us, you won't be so sad. It's only uncomfortable when you want to but can't get what you want."

"But if you don't think about it or try it, how can you be willing? How can you know that you can't do it?" Fu Nansheng was not convinced, but also very puzzled, "You can always try everything."

Shuangshuang asked patiently: "What if you still can't do it after you try it?"

Fu Nansheng thought for a while and said, "Then let's try again."

Shuangshuang laughed again: "What if I try again and find that I still can't do it?"

Fu Nansheng was silent for a while, then whispered: "Then try again."

Shuangshuang lowered her head and laughed for a long time before saying, "That's why your mother didn't want you to try it, Nan Sheng, you don't call it a try, it means you don't look back after hitting the south wall. That's why your mother Worrying that you are too ambitious, you are not a rich young master, the wall you bump into is a living wall, and there are even swords, guns, swords and halberds on the wall, and it will never be covered with silk cushions. If you bump into it, Ordinary people will turn around and go another way after being bumped once or twice at most, but you can’t, so we worry about you. This is how you urinate, crawling on the ground when you can’t speak, Put something in front of you, and you will never go around. At that time, your mother said that you would be a headache in the future. I laughed at her at the time, but later I found out that it really is Zhizi Mo Ruomu."

Fu Nansheng tried to argue: "If you don't hit it, the wall will be in front of you forever. If you hit it, you might be able to break the wall. If you don't hit it, wouldn't you be trapped under the wall for the rest of your life?"

"But we don't have to go through the wall." Shuangshuang said.

Fu Nansheng frowned: "Why?"

Shuangshuang asked back, "Why do you have to go over the wall?"

Fu Nansheng said: "It's better over the wall!"

Shuangshuang asked with a smile: "What's a good way?"

Fu Nansheng couldn't tell what a good way it was, but he thought it would be better than now.

"The people on the other side of the wall eat grain, oil and rice for three meals a day. Could it be that the people on the other side of the wall only eat elixir?" Shuangshuang asked with a smile.

Fu Nansheng said in a low voice, "It's just different."

"Maybe it's different." Shuangshuang said, "But that has nothing to do with us. Nansheng, everyone has their own destiny, and they are born with a predetermined destiny."

Fu Nansheng bit his lip, hesitant to speak.

He hates the God who made the fate, why some people's fate is good and some people's life is not?It's not fair at all.

He is not willing to obey this so-called order.If fate makes him inferior to others, he should not obey this bastard.

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