life in a hurry

Fu Nansheng's fingers moved closer to his lips, almost touching his lips.

Suddenly there was the sound of a cock crowing outside, he was startled, put his finger in his mouth suddenly, looked at himself in the bronze mirror in surprise, then turned his head to look at the already clear sky outside the window, and I don't know when Chen Feiqing was standing there.

Fu Nansheng looked at him, stared blankly for a while, suddenly thought of something, hurriedly spit out the finger in his mouth, clenched his left hand into a fist, hid the injured finger in the palm, and clenched the other hand, Hiding the piece of broken porcelain.

Chen Feiqing also calmed down a little at first, but now she became sullen again, and asked, "You don't feel pain, do you?"

Fu Nansheng almost didn't know what he was talking about. After thinking about it for a while, he figured it out. He hurriedly threw the porcelain piece hidden in his right hand back to the ground, and slapped it guiltily: "You didn't sweep the floor clean."

"..." Chen Feiqing didn't know if his face could still be tense, so he left the window, opened the door and went in, twisted a cold towel to wipe the blood on his hands, and went to the cabinet to find hemostatic medicine to apply on the bag Okay, lower your eyes and bandage the wound while asking, "Why did you say that suddenly?"

Seeing him go and come back, Fu Nansheng also knew how to be afraid, and after a while he said cautiously: "I said I really don't know, do you believe it or not?"

Chen Feiqing said: "I have a friend in the Ministry of Punishment. He once taught me a truth. When people say something for no reason, there is always a purpose to be found. Maybe they really think so, maybe it's just the opposite. I I asked him why he would say something completely contrary to what he thought. He said that in fact, everyone knows what they should do and what they should not do. It’s just that some people take this matter too seriously, and they will force it instead. They will deliberately say the opposite."

Fu Nansheng was silent for a while, and said, "I didn't understand what you said in a mess."

"..." Chen Feiqing said, "He also told me that people tend to be impulsive at night and are most awake in the morning, so I thought I'd talk to you again. If you really regret it, we don't have to do that Ending in a bad way, this kind of thing, in the final analysis, can't be forced."

Fu Nansheng thought about it seriously for a long time, and said slowly: "This time I'm going south, I don't want to go with you, and you don't want to go either."

Chen Feiqing asked in surprise: "Why?"

Fu Nansheng put the cut finger in his mouth and sucked it for a while. He was a little dazed, and murmured: "Because, this may be the most beautiful time in my life. I don't want you to go with me. Others want to gossip again." , I was originally promoted by you, but now I have to serve you while I am out on business, it is ugly."

This is too ugly to say, but it seems false.Chen Feiqing frowned and said: "It must not be for this reason. I suddenly understood one thing, you are deliberately provoking me, you are trying to prevent me from going south. Why? What do you know?"

If Fu Nansheng really knew something, he wouldn't be as restless as he is at this moment. It's because he doesn't know anything, but he is vaguely disturbed, which is why he is inexplicably upset.

The emperor has always been reluctant to let him get involved with Chen Feiqing, and now he is willing to use him in order to use him, but why should Chen Feiqing be involved in the southward incident?When he went south this time, he had already planned to make a big disturbance in the Heavenly Palace. There would definitely be chaos in the south, and the emperor knew this.

Fu Nansheng said: "Don't ask, anyway, don't go."

Chen Feiqing sighed: "If you say that, it's impossible for me not to go, I'm here for business."

Fu Nansheng suddenly held his face with his hands: "You really can't trust the emperor anymore, he will kill you."

"..."

"I know you don't believe it, but you might still be angry with me. I'm really not talking nonsense this time." Fu Nansheng became anxious, thought for a while, and suddenly his eyes lit up, "Is he going to die?"

Chen Feiqing yelled suddenly: "No!" He came back to his senses, slowed down, and relaxed a little, "Don't talk nonsense. I'm talking about your and my private affairs with you, why is it related to business affairs? You have Speak straight, don't mince words."

Fu Nansheng said: "I'm telling you directly, I told you not to go south. The emperor asked me to go south to uproot the Yao family. Do you think he really let me take advantage of it? He asked me to be a Tanhua, let me You and I have been staying together for the past few months. Master Hou and even King Ning and Lu Ding have never come to trouble us at all. Haven’t you ever wondered why? Because Liang Yi sent me to die, before the executioner beheaded It’s a good meal, and it’s the same for me.”

It's not that Chen Feiqing doesn't want to believe him, but she really thinks he's crazy at this moment.He made a fuss all night, and now he will continue to make trouble.

"Nansheng, like this, don't go to the official department today, rest at home." Chen Feiqing said, "Go to sleep first, and we'll talk about it when you wake up. You didn't rest all night, and neither did I."

Fu Nansheng opened his hand: "You asked me to tell you the truth. I told you, but you didn't believe me."

Chen Feiqing sighed: "How do you make me believe it? If it's as you said, why did you go south according to the emperor's arrangement?"

"Because I know he wants me to die, so I will seek advantages and avoid disadvantages instead of facing difficulties. You think so, don't you?" Fu Nansheng suddenly laughed, "You finally said what's in your heart In other words, you say that I am an official because of my ambition, but in fact you don’t believe it yourself. If you let King Ning do it, let Qin Zhengwen do it, or even let you do it yourself, you will do it, but I will do it. It’s doubtful to choose this way, right?”

Chen Feiqing really wanted to accuse Fu Nansheng of making trouble for no reason, but she couldn't say it out, because when she asked herself, she really thought so.He opened his mouth, wanting to deny it, but couldn't make a sound.

He wanted to trust Fu Nansheng very much, and he did so in many things, and he had a clear conscience.However, it was a matter of life and death, and he was indeed shaken.

Chen Feiqing hesitated for a long time, and asked a question that had nothing to do with this moment: "Last time, you were in the sky prison... Do you know that taking the medicine will cause you to feign death?"

Fu Nansheng was startled, looked at him, and suddenly laughed out loud.

After some difficulty, he stopped laughing, and asked softly: "If I didn't know, how could I use that blood letter to lure you after me, how could I turn my back on the eldest prince, how could I make you think that I would not care about life and death for you?" , cut off the way out, how can I make you propose to me?"

"..."

"If not, how would the emperor really value me? How would he be willing to use me for this?"

The more Chen Feiqing listened, the more something was wrong, and his expression became more surprised: "What do you mean?"

Fu Nan let out a long breath: "What I mean is, Young Master, you and everyone else have misunderstood me. I am indeed a person with ambition. I don't just know how to cheat money, or just To win your favor. Everyone thinks that I am the son of a whore, and that all I do in this life is for fame and fortune, but who in the world is not like this?

You Chen Feiqing are frank and upright, isn't it for the sake of gaining a good reputation?Isn't Qin Zhengwen alone to win a real name?Especially Liang Yi, he can kill all the relatives of his mother's family, use all available people, use all available means, and try his best to ignore it, isn't it for the sake of being called a generation of wise monarchs in the history books and lasting forever?You can do this, why can't I?What I have done is to let future generations know that I, Fu Nansheng, also have meritorious deeds, which is brilliant in the annals of history. Remember your names and mine.

From the very beginning, you have played the same role as Wang An to me. I just want to use you to jump the Dragon Gate, and this idea has never changed. "

After Fu Nansheng finished speaking angrily, seeing Chen Feiqing's expression, he couldn't bear it after all, and said in a low voice: "But I really love you. I hesitated for a while because of you, and I really wanted to live a peaceful life with you, but these days This incident made me wake up, if I don’t fight, I will never have a bright future, and even you will fall into the mud with me. In fact, I have no other way to go.”

It was difficult for Chen Feiqing to understand these words for a while. He asked in confusion: "So you mean, you just wanted to be this imperial envoy from the beginning? Since... since you met Wang An?"

Fu Nansheng nodded, then shook his head again: "I don't have that ability, and I can't calculate what will happen after so many years. I only know that I must do a big thing. No matter whether it will kill me or not, I will definitely do it." Do. I was scolded for more than ten years when I was alive, and I don’t mind being scolded for decades after I die, but one day, someone will write me in a book or a play, and someone will say that I am wrong Me. By then, those who scolded me will have turned into dust, and no one will know about them, but I will always be remembered."

His eyes shone because of this, but he didn't know what to think, and the light gradually flickered again: "If it wasn't for this, why would I have to live and suffer."

It was difficult for Chen Feiqing to express his mood at the moment.

Looking at Fu Nansheng who was suddenly extremely arrogant, he somehow felt that this was the right thing to do.

Chen Feiqing vaguely remembered the strategies and theories written by Fu Nansheng that Wang An had discarded many years ago, and the momentum between the lines in them was exactly the same as that of Fu Nansheng at this moment.Because of this, Chen Feiqing was quite curious about Fu Nansheng at the time, so he went to see Fu Nansheng with his own eyes.

It's just that the Fu Nansheng I saw later was in various forms, whether gentle, tricky or withdrawn, and they were all different from the person who wrote those strategies.

Chen Feiqing and Fu Nansheng were sitting in the room, but the room was silent, as if there was no one there.

Until Chen Feiqing regained his composure and said, "I still want to go south."

Fu Nansheng said: "Whether you believe it or not, I will not harm you. The emperor wants you to go south at this moment, maybe it is to use you to contain Lord Hou, or—"

"I believe you won't harm me, but I also believe in the emperor." Chen Feiqing didn't just talk about it, but he couldn't tell Fu Nansheng that the emperor would go south later.

But I also thought about it in my heart - if it was as Fu Nansheng said, then the emperor himself would also go south, what was his intention?

Fu Nansheng became anxious again: "I know you believe everyone, especially the emperor, but this time he really can't believe it. He can ignore his own mother for his so-called country, let alone you? If necessary, He might even take his own life, he is much more terrifying than me."

Chen Feiqing laughed instead, and couldn't even get angry, she just said: "Nan Sheng, you can die for your name in history, why can't I take risks for my official duties?"

"Because I like you." Fu Nansheng looked at him stubbornly.

At this moment, the anger in Fu Nansheng's heart came out again.It's all Chen Feiqing's fault, Chen Feiqing always spoils her own business.Just a little bit before, I really wanted to disregard everything and imprison Chen Feiqing and fly away.Now it's finally back on track with the plan, but they have to worry about him.

"I'm glad you like me so much." Chen Feiqing patted him on the shoulder, "But I must go to Jiangnan, you don't have to try to stop me, because according to what you said, since the emperor wants me to go, then He will definitely let me go. If something goes wrong, it will be nothing more than a loss for both sides. It's better that you and I are united, maybe things are not as difficult as you think, you can still make contributions and then get out of the whole body. You don't always make things happen It's too hard to think about, there is life in this world except death, don't always say 'the big deal is death', there is no such reason."