If love ever comes back

"You said I didn't understand anything. If it wasn't because I didn't understand anything, how could I have given you a chance to hurt me?" Sitting in Wang Xiaotian's car, Dai Jiarui thought of Feng Yiran's words just now, thinking a bit self-deprecatingly.

In fact, it's not that I don't understand Feng Yiran's thoughts. This road is too difficult. The love in my youth came too hastily.It doesn't matter if the time is short, but after a long time, people around you will ask about marriage and children, and the pressure you face is much greater than you thought before.Not everyone can persevere, so there are many similar people around me, but very few are happy.Or keep tossing and turning in a short-lived love that cannot be recognized, or simply give up your instincts and live an incomplete life in a way that people can accept.

Dai Jiarui understands Feng Yiran's thinking, and can accept his decision, even if his way is a bit heartless, Dai Jiarui doesn't want to say more.If you have loved, you have loved, and you will not deny the past just because you don't love later.This is Dai Jiarui's attitude.It's just that, from now on, I don't want to have any relationship with the past.This is a relationship that was cut off unilaterally, and he now complies with Feng Yiran's choice.Feng Yiran is probably a little scared, after all, he has something that he doesn't want to let go of now.But in fact, Feng Yiran knew Dai Jiarui very well, and Dai Jiarui had always been gentle and harmless.Facing the girl who almost ruined his life back then, Dai Jiarui chose to leave by himself.This time, Feng Yiran was [-]% sure that Dai Jiarui would still leave by himself.

If he really wanted to find Feng Yiran, Dai Jiarui would not really find Feng Yiran; if he wanted revenge on Feng Yiran, he would do it when they reunited.Feng Yiran said that Dai Jiarui is very smart, and he has ten thousand ways to calmly make Feng Yiran doomed.But what Feng Yiran never said was that Dai Jiarui was too kind, so there were ten thousand possibilities for him to end up being injured on his own hands.

Dai Jiarui was taken to his hotel by Wang Xiaotian, and he obediently followed without saying a word.Wang Xiaotian sighed, knowing that he was still influenced by Feng Yiran's words and immersed in his own world.I was a little jealous of that man, and easily captured his attention and mind.But Wang Xiaotian can empathize with it better than anyone else. After 12 years of love, even if he once said that he no longer loves, it is not so easy to let go. Didn't he let go?

"Don't think about anything, take a hot bath, and get a good night's sleep. What's the matter, let's talk about it tomorrow." Wang Xiaotian pushed him into the bathroom directly, watched him wash and dry his hair, and then coaxed him to bed until falling asleep.Seeing this person's sleeping face, Wang Xiaotian sighed, as if he laughed or sighed much more than before when he met this person again.Just like Feng Yiran can easily shake Dai Jiarui's mind, Dai Jiarui can also easily affect Wang Xiaotian's mood.Everyone just went around like this, and no one has the right to criticize anyone.

A night without dreams.

After waking up the next day, Dai Jiarui was full of energy, and it was the first time he slept so peacefully after moving away from Wang Xiaotian.I don't know what kind of evil fate it is, it seems that for more than a year, only when I meet Wang Xiaotian can I sleep well.Shaking his head, he shook those things behind his head.After brushing my teeth, I took a shower and just dried my hair when I heard a knock on the door.

"Your clothes." Wang Xiaotian entered the room, closed the door, and handed the pocket to Dai Jiarui.

The suit shirt has been dry cleaned and ironed, and the underwear was bought in the mall next to the hotel in the morning.Living together for a few months, Wang Xiaotian still knows such simple things as the size of Dai Jiarui's favorite brand.Dai Jiarui was not polite, he changed his clothes directly, tidied himself up, then dragged Ying's charged phone and went to the restaurant with Wang Xiaotian.

The breakfast is self-service, and there are quite a lot of things. Dai Jiarui, who didn't eat anything last night, ate hard without saying a word, and Wang Xiaotian who was watching was stunned.Never knew Dai Jiarui, who was always elegant and shy, would have such a bold side, so he felt that he had earned it again.

After breakfast, Dai Jiarui calmly called his colleagues in the company. Everyone is free to move around today. The plane returns to S City in the evening. Everyone made an appointment to meet at the airport.After hanging up the phone, Dai Jiarui looked at Wang Xiaotian, "When are you going back?"

"I still have to do something here, so you go back first." After Wang Xiaotian finished speaking, he added, "I'll call you when I get back."

Dai Jiarui did not answer, but nodded, and Wang Xiaotian, who had been holding his heart up all the time, breathed a sigh of relief.I went back yesterday and thought about it all night, but I still felt that I was unwilling to let go, and I still wanted to try again.No, I don't want to try, but I must say that this person is in my arms.

"If I still can't let go of this person after 12 years, I probably won't be able to let him go in my life." Wang Xiaotian explained later.

Fortunately, now, this person did not reject him.Wang Xiaotian understood that Dai Jiarui might also be willing to give it a try.For Wang Xiaotian, this is definitely the biggest gain from attending this reception.Suddenly, he especially thanked the secretary who forced him to attend the reception, and he almost missed Dai Jiarui.If they didn't come this time, maybe they would slowly separate like this, and they might just meet and nod friends who only had one or two phone calls a year.Dai Jiarui's gentleness may not make him really ignore Wang Xiaotian completely, but he has never been a proactive person, especially in the current state.After that, time will eventually exhaust Dai Jiarui's tenderness and his persistence, and then they will be scattered in the end of the world.

Actually, Wang Xiaotian didn't know what the future would be like, but at this moment, now, thinking of Dai Jiarui not being in his future life, he found himself so sad that he couldn't help himself.If you never get it, you may be able to hold on to yourself, but if you have it but lose it, you will lose control.Wang Xiaotian knew that he had no way to let Dai Jiarui go quietly.