If love ever comes back

Dai Jiarui has never been a dull person, so he began to avoid Wang Xiaotian intentionally or unintentionally.Dai Jiarui doesn't think he is someone who can't afford to let go, but the incident with Feng Yiran just now made him turn around and fall in love with Wang Xiaotian, he thinks he still can't do it.If at first Dai Jiarui thought he was being self-indulgent, but recently Wang Xiaotian's performance was too obvious, Dai Jiarui felt that it would be unreasonable not to keep a little distance.

So for a long time, under the banner of working overtime, Dai Jiarui went to see the house every day after get off work.It’s been a while since I’ve been working, and my job is more stable after becoming a full-time employee, so I don’t have to worry about my income anymore, and I’ve been living here with Wang Xiaotian...well, if they were just simple friends, maybe Dai Jiarui wouldn’t be in such a hurry to move out After all, he is still in a state of being very short of money right now, not to mention the environment of Wang Xiaotian's family, the location is very good.There is really everything you need for basic necessities, food, housing, transportation, food, drink, and entertainment. From roadside stalls to five-star hotels, fake headphones to antique furniture, there are only things you can't think of, and there is nothing you can't buy nearby.Dai Jiarui is greedy for this place, maybe also for the warmth that this man gives at critical moments, but he clearly knows that this is not the place he should stay.

If moving in was an accident in the first place, it's time to end the accident now.Once Dai Jiarui's rationality is on the line, he is very efficient in doing things, neither procrastinating nor hesitant.There will definitely be reluctance or guilt, there is a kind of ruthlessness of throwing away after use, but if he doesn't have that kind of meaning for Wang Xiaotian, Dai Jiarui still consciously wants to keep a relatively safe distance, a kind that everyone knows well Ming's friend's distance.

The house was found quickly. It was far away, but the house was not bad, and the price was relatively moderate. There is also a subway nearby to the company.Dai Jiarui was very satisfied and immediately signed the contract and paid the deposit, agreeing to move in next weekend.After dealing with everything and getting the key from the landlord, Dai Jiarui breathed a sigh of relief, then sighed again.Then I hurriedly found a small restaurant nearby to eat something, the price was affordable and the taste was pretty good, so Dai Jiarui was more satisfied.When I got back to Wang Xiaotian's house, it was already after ten o'clock.

"Why is it so late today? Have you eaten yet?" Wang Xiaotian looked at Dai Jiarui who came back exhausted and raised his head from his computer and asked.

"I've eaten. Go take a shower first." Dai Jiarui didn't want to lie anymore, so as not to bring up the embarrassment of moving later.

Looking at Dai Jiarui who was dragging his clothes into the bathroom, Wang Xiaotian said to himself, "Are you so busy? I haven't heard of such a hurry recently?" Then he shook his head and continued to read his report. This is tomorrow It will be used in the meeting, and he plans to drive out all night tonight.He is really busy recently, and he doesn't have time to pay attention to Dai Jiarui's affairs. The two of them haven't had dinner together for a long time.Although it's a bit regrettable, work is important, and Wang Xiaotian thinks he can tell the difference.He is no longer the boy he used to be, he always takes his surroundings into consideration when doing things, Wang Xiaotian has always been able to distinguish priorities.

"Except for Dai Jiarui's matter." This was what Wang Manli complained about later, but at that time Wang Xiaotian was powerless to refute in front of countless evidences.

Drying himself seriously, Dai Jiarui, who got dressed and came out, was a little hesitant and didn't know how to speak to Wang Xiaotian.So I went to cut some fruits and served them to Wang Xiaotian, after looking at them, I still didn't know how to speak, and went to make another pot of tea.Seeing Dai Jiarui's hesitation, Wang Xiaotian secretly hooked the corners of his mouth, looking in a good mood.

"Just say what you have to say." Wang Xiaotian looked at Dai Jiarui who was walking around the living room eight times, and stopped him after laughing enough.

Dai Jiarui stopped when he heard the words, and sat down opposite Wang Xiaotian very seriously.

"Xiaotian, I..." Dai Jiarui sighed silently in his heart, and continued, "I found a house, and I will move out next week. Thank you for taking me in during this time, and I will transfer the rent to your account. I I know you don't care about the rent, but this is also my heart, please don't refuse."

Wang Xiaotian looked at the person opposite who kept his head down and was talking to himself, and suddenly realized that his talkativeness just now was really ridiculous.If he doesn't speak up, maybe the person on the other side will struggle for a few days, so he will know the news a few days later.Even though she knew that he was going to move out sooner or later, but during this period of time, she got used to seeing him by her side every day, and she was so used to it that she no longer wanted to live without him.People are really greedy.But he couldn't bear to see Dai Jiarui's troubled appearance, and didn't want to see him in trouble, so knowing that what he said might make him sad, he couldn't help but start by himself, giving him an opportunity and a step up.After so long, he seems to have formed a habit of taking care of his mind.

"Jia Rui." Wang Xiaotian felt the collision of his lips and tongue, and called out the name that had lingered in his heart for many years.

"Jia Rui, I know you haven't lived here for a long time, but I'm still very happy to be able to live with you during this time. To say sorry to my family, the time I've lived with you is probably the happiest I've ever been in my life. Days. Jiarui, I have loved you for 12 years, longer than I thought. Maybe, I will love you for another 12 years, or 12 more years. It may be longer than I thought .I don't quite know what step I can do for you. All this is out of my control. Over the years, loving you has become my habit, even my instinct. I really wanted to get your response at first, But I couldn't get close for so long, I'm used to loving by myself. But, you suddenly appeared in my world again, so close to me, I don't know if I can continue to love you in a world without you. "Wang Xiaotian looked at the man on the opposite side who finally raised his head to look at him. This is the man he has loved since his youth until now.His face was full of shock, a little confused, and more apprehensive.Wang Xiaotian involuntarily stretched out his hand, caressed his face, then stood up, hugging that person across the tea table.

Just this once.

Just this time, let me indulge in this way, and from now on, we will still be peaceful and unrelated in our respective worlds.Same as before, same as ever.