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Chase?

Yao Shu rested his chin and stared at the phone for a while, wondering if the word had a meaning beyond his understanding, so he almost took out the Xinhua dictionary to look it up.Unfortunately, after thinking about it for a long time, he didn't think of a meaning other than "pursuit".

Yao Shu couldn't capture his intentions very accurately. Although the other party had made it very clear, poor Yao Baobao had never been confessed to since he was a child. He even had very few friends.

But he wasn't stupid enough to agree.

[For... why? ]

The person on the other side of the phone screen couldn't hold back a sigh, thinking that this guy's EQ is too low.He sent flowers, but the other party didn't see what he was going to do, let it go, and returned the money to him.He said it straight, and asked him why.

How can there be so many reasons, but it is, [I like you. ]

This time Yao Shu finally understood that this kind of liking is of course not the same kind of liking as those girls shouted every day, "I love you so much", Yao Shu can still tell the difference.He just can't believe it, like him?

Does anyone really like him?

that kind of like.

[No... no way. ] Yao Shu subconsciously refused, because he thought of Miao Miao's words, this kind of person is either an uncle who has been single for a long time, or a married person who is already married and cheats, no matter which one is malicious, Yao Shu thought I got goosebumps all over my body, [You and I are not suitable. ]

The other party didn't reply for a long time, which was actually beyond his expectation. His frowning eyebrows were almost knit together. Yao Shu felt that he must be angry because he refused without hesitation. However, after waiting for a long time, the other party finally returned Come back one, [Oh? ]

[Talk about the reason. ]

Yao Shu thought for a while, and decided to confirm Miaomiao's conjecture, [The age is inappropriate. ]

The other party quickly sent him a picture, which turned out to be the birthday on the ID card, and other places were coded, [Am I too old or too young? ]

The other party was only one year older than him, Yao Shu was ashamed, and it was obviously too late to cancel the above information.

[What now? ]

[Or not! ] Although this is the first time someone has confessed to him, the process can be regarded as romantic, and he is very moved, but Yao Shu is very clear about what kind of relationship he wants. is ignorant.

Such hasty feelings would not be what he wanted.

Yao Shu thought about many reasons, and was about to issue a good card, and finally thought, [What I want is a relationship that is pleasing to each other. ]

Sincere and earnest over there, [I really like you. ]

[But I don't like you...]

The other party seemed to be annoyed by this question, [You will like it. ]

is it?

Yao Shu himself didn't know.

When he was young, he liked girls. When he was very young, that girl was the literary and art committee member of his class, and she danced ballet very well. Yao Shu no longer remembers his appearance, but he still remembers her dancing clearly. The movements are so beautiful, just like the ballet costume on her.He didn't like it when he was in junior high school. At that time, he didn't like to wear women's clothing, but he already vaguely understood that he seemed to be a little different from others.When he was in high school, he met the boy he liked for the first time. He was a classmate in his class. He was a very good boy with good English, good-looking and radiant body.It's a pity that Yao Shu was unknown in a class of nearly [-] people at that time, and his grades were not top. He had no friends and didn't like to talk, so he really didn't have the capital to be remembered by the other party.Facts have proved that this is indeed the case. The other party went to the science class when he was in the second class of high school. He boldly wanted to talk to him, but the other party saw him stunned for a long time and asked him, which class are you in?

Since then, Yao Shu has no interest in such things as feelings, and only loves small skirts.His low self-esteem, the low self-esteem engraved in his bones, cannot be concealed even by makeup and women's clothing.For a long time in his life, he didn't dare to raise his head when walking, blushed when he saw strangers, and couldn't speak a word for a long time.He thought about the reason for a long time, but he couldn't come up with a reason.Maybe it was brought to him by his family, or maybe he was born with it.

He got better after entering university. This is a new and unfamiliar environment. No one knows him, and no one knows his past.But he is used to loneliness and quietness, and still can't get along with others.

Only after he started the live broadcast did he realize that there are still people in the world willing to pay attention to him, and he couldn't express the joy in his heart.It doesn't matter whether you really like it, make fun of it, or maliciously slander it.

It's good that someone is watching him.

Maybe the other party is a very good person. If we meet in reality, maybe he will really like it, but on the Internet, such a relationship is too illusory.

Before Yao Shu could refuse, the phone rang again, maybe the other party had waited too long for his answer, so he had to say, [Today is too late, go to rest. ]

With his reminder, Yao Shu realized that a long time had passed, his clothes hadn't been changed, and his makeup was still on, so he had to put this matter aside for now.

He felt better after changing into a nightgown, and the tense state of his whole body relaxed.Probably wearing women's clothing is like this mood, excited and timid, wanting to be seen by others but afraid of being really seen, wanting to be admired but afraid of being cast aside.

It was still the nightgown with the small lace hem, which he liked very much, and he couldn't even put it down. There was still a faint fragrance of laundry detergent on it, the fragrance of flowers.

I lay down on the bed and tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, even the scent of flowers to soothe the nerves didn't work.

Yao Shu wanted to fall in love for the first time.

Jiang Qiuze returned to the dormitory very late today, but the male dormitories generally slept late, and no one had a rest when he returned.

Tan Qiu didn't see him for a long time, and Jiang Qiuze didn't eat dinner with them, so he expressed doubts about his whereabouts, "Brother Jiang, where have you been?"

"Society activities." Jiang Qiuze casually said, he is such an adult, does he have to report to others whenever he wants to go?

Tan Qiu is not stupid, "It's not a festival or a new year, what activities are there?"

He has learned how to be poor with a small mouth since he was a child, and he can tell you a general lie to the end, "Friendship."

Sure enough, Tan Qiu immediately jumped up when he heard it, his eyes lit up, "Brother Jiang, you are not authentic, why don't you take me with you for such a thing? How about it, is the girl pretty?"

Jiang Qiuze didn't know, because he didn't go at all, and he answered casually and perfunctorily, Tan Qiu immediately fell into fantasies about the girl.

The phone ran out of battery, so he turned it off by himself, Jiang Qiuze recharged it, turned it on, and opened a certain live broadcast software.

He was a little nervous when he saw the news, like a child about to experience a big world, and it was expected to be sent by that person.

Also, who else could it be?

He almost vomited blood when he saw the content.

[I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I think...]

[I still have to return the money to you. ]