spring tide with rain

Jiang Qiuze was dragged by them to sing songs all afternoon again, and it was past eight o'clock in the evening when it ended. He originally wanted to have dinner with Yao Shu at night, but he might not be bothered to make do if he wasn't there.But a group of people had a good time, insisted on letting him go, and even got him half drunk.

Although it was relatively close to the school, only two or three stops away, he hesitated and took a taxi to Yao Shuna.

In the taxi, Jiang Qiuze saw the WeChat message that Yao Shu had sent him, mixed among a lot of messages, saying that he forgot to take his wallet.He didn't say anything, but Jiang Qiuze really didn't notice it. After all, cash is rarely used now, and the most important cards in the wallet are those few cards.

On the way, he asked the driver to stop on the side of the road and bought the egg yolk cake that Yao Shu liked.

Jiang Qiuze took the key and opened the door. Unexpectedly, the light in the room was dark, and Yao Shu wasn't there?

After he put all the things in his hands on the table and turned on the light, he saw Yao Shu sitting on the ground with his back against the edge of the bed, his legs curled up, his head deeply buried in it, only his fluffy hair was exposed.

Jiang Qiuze closed the door and saw that he didn't even change his clothes, he was still wearing a short shirt and trousers, and when he heard that he didn't respond when he came back, he immediately had a bad feeling.

He didn't know where this feeling came from, but he knew that Yao Shu shouldn't be like this. Usually, when he heard the door opening, he wouldn't even have time to put on his shoes, so he would slip into his arms and help him hold his pajamas, like a virtuous woman. The wife looked at herself like that and said, you are back.

But Yao Shu looks sad now.

Even sadder than last time.

But this time was different, he didn't change the skirt that could protect him, and he didn't say anything to himself.

Didn't even make a phone call.

Jiang Qiuze couldn't help but went to hug him. He drank wine, although the smell dissipated a lot, but there was still a faint smell of alcohol on his body, and he gently rubbed his hair, "What's wrong?"

Yao Shu seemed to be asleep, breathing lightly and motionless, but his trembling shoulders betrayed him.

The room was very stuffy, and Jiang Qiuze realized that Yao Shu had closed the windows tightly, drawn the curtains, and turned off the fan. In the humid and sweltering summer, no air could come in, like a steamer.

He was sweating all over within a minute or two of coming in, not to mention Yao Shu was still wearing heavy trousers.

Jiang Qiuze opened the window to ventilate the air, opened the cabinet to get him pajamas, and took the set of champagne suspenders. The fabric was very slippery and cool against the body. Yao Shu told him that he liked this one very much.

He didn't know that the person who made Yao Shu so sad was none other than himself, and he slammed into the knife and took the clothes to change for him, "It's too hot and you will suffer from heat stroke. Let's change the clothes first. Don't you like this one the most?" A nightdress?"

I don't know which words of his stimulated Yao Shu, and he finally cried out of control shaking his shoulders.

I don't like it anymore.

Don't like those clothes anymore.

He doesn't like clothes that make him think of a woman anymore.

But when he cries, he will be treated as a woman. He obviously told himself that he can't cry. There is no boy who loves to cry like him, but tears always don't listen to him.It's like trembling, I obviously don't want to, but I can't stop like passing through a sieve.

He thought, it's good to cry more now, maybe there will be no tears for him when Jiang Qiuze leaves him.

Then he won't see himself as a girl.

As soon as he cried, Jiang Qiuze became at a loss, like a father who is holding a child for the first time. He panicked and didn't know what to do, and he didn't know where to put his clothes. Wear it, don't cry..."

Yao Shu's mind is too heavy, and he always hides his thoughts so deeply that no one can see them.Jiang Qiuze felt that he had finally walked in, and now he felt that he was wrong.

He still likes to lock himself up, and no one can walk in.

He swore that he had used all his patience in this life on Yao Shu, not only in this life, but also in the previous life, the next life, and the next eighteen lives.You can go and find out how he treats his ex, don't talk softly to coax him, if you cry, then cry here yourself, and go to him after crying.

He didn't know how to feel sorry for others before, and he didn't know what it was like to feel distressed, but Yao Shu really softened his heart, melted it, and got drunk.

"What's the matter? You should tell me." Jiang Qiuze had no idea. If he returned to the dormitory first today, he might understand what was going on.But he didn't, he wanted to see Yao Shu too much.

Yao Shu let out a violent cough, almost coughing up his internal organs, and because of the severe coughing, it caused another burst of retching.He covered his mouth and his face was livid, but he didn't vomit anything. It was obvious that he hadn't eaten at night.

It made people feel so distressed, Jiang Qiuze knelt down and patted his back to comfort him, and wiped his mouth with a tissue.

Yao Shu didn't move, and let him fiddle with it. When Jiang Qiuze finished wiping, his bloodshot eyes were still staring at the floor out of focus.Jiang Qiuze followed his gaze and saw that there was nothing, not even a speck of dust.

Just when he was about to stand up and give Yao Shu an egg yolk cake to coax him, he heard him ask in a hoarse voice, "When are you going to break up with me?"

Jiang Qiuze froze for a moment, didn't understand what he said, and thought he heard it wrong, "What?"

However, Yao Shu buried himself in the arms and thighs formed by his arms and thighs again as if nothing had happened just now, and did not speak again.

In fact, Jiang Qiuze heard clearly. He and Yao Shu were side by side, and his words could be heard clearly in his ears.He just doesn't get it.

He didn't go to get the box of egg yolk cakes anymore, but just wrapped Yao Shu in his arms, begging to give him more security and trust, "No, we won't break up."

He could already feel that Yao Shu's sadness had something to do with him.

As if that sentence really gave Yao Shu a sense of security, he began to show his red and swollen eyes timidly, and looked up at Jiang Qiuze who was holding him.In just a few seconds, there were too many things implied, which made it difficult for Jiang Qiuze to understand for a while, so he could only kiss the tears on his face, and then embraced him in his arms.

Alas, there is really no way to take him.

In the end, Yao Shu didn't change into the nightdress, but took a large T-shirt as pajamas.Jiang Qiuze gave him something to eat, he shook his head, and when Jiang Qiuze lay down, he nestled in his chest and fell asleep with his eyes closed.

Jiang Qiuze has no idea about his emotional fluctuations. In his opinion, no matter how big the matter is, two people can communicate with each other.But he didn't want to force Yao Shu, he wanted Yao Shu to be his, but also free, everyone needs their own space and privacy.

Jiang Qiuze only thought that he had been stimulated by something and was in a bad mood, thinking that the matter had passed like this, but later found out that it was not.

When he woke up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, he was startled. Through the light from the window, he saw Yao Shu staring blankly at the ceiling with his eyes open.

Jiang Qiuze turned on the night light, and Yao Shu immediately closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

He felt distressed, but helpless, there was no other way but to hold him tighter.

It was only after Jiang Qiuze went back to the dormitory the next afternoon to pick up the class books that he vaguely knew something. Yao Shu came to the dormitory to look for him, so something must have happened.

The other two didn't know him, except Tan Qiu.

He was patient with Yao Shu, but not necessarily with other people. He went straight up and grabbed Tan Qiu by the collar, almost fighting, "What the fuck did you say to Yao Shu?!"

The ice cream in Tan Qiu's hand almost frightened him, his mouth was so frightened that he couldn't utter a complete sentence, "Who is Yao Yao Yao Shu?"

Jiang Qiuze really couldn't get angry, so he gave him a fierce look.Tan Qiu thought for a while, who else could he be talking about, "That little pervert?"

He would also hit the muzzle of the gun, Jiang Qiuze came up again as soon as he lost his anger, and punched him directly in the stomach.

Tan Qiu reacted more quickly than a monkey, and he couldn't escape the punch. He was about to be punched out for lunch. He was afraid that Jiang Qiuze would punch him again, so he quickly dodged, "Brother Jiang, if you have something to say, talk it out..."

What else to say, this guy must be mean.

"What the hell did you tell him?"

Tan Qiu is completely confused now, what's going on now?

"I didn't say anything, just tell the truth." He was a little overwhelmed, unable to figure out what Jiang Qiuze meant, "Brother Jiang, aren't you annoying him to death?"

Jiang Qiuze frowned, "When did I bother him?"

Tan Qiu didn't understand, "Didn't you not let him be mentioned? Don't let him be mentioned if it's annoying?"

It was really Jiang Qiuze who said this, but Tan Qiu obviously over-reasoned.He didn't bother arguing with Tan Qiu, if this matter didn't make Yao Shu feel so sad, then he asked him, "What else did you say?"

Tan Qiu felt that he had gotten into trouble, and felt guilty, "Just... I don't think he believes it, so I showed him our chat records."

Jiang Qiuze was so angry that he almost spat out a mouthful of blood.

Is the chat record between him and Tan Qiuna a normal chat record?That has eighteen bans.What's more, he doesn't communicate with Tan Qiu very much online, and usually calls directly or chats in person.Only during that time, when they first met Yao Shu, did they exchange a few words on the Internet.He really didn't like Yao Shu at that time, and what he said was not very pleasant, some were even unsavory.

He finally knew why Yao Shu asked him when he planned to break up with him.