Watching Zhou Di wash the dishes with a heavy heart, and it was time for Zhou Di to study at night, Guan Ze did not find a chance to tell Zhou Di about the psychiatrist, so he did not mention it for the time being.

So I waited for another two days, during these two days Zhou Di had to go to class again and cook porridge for Guan Ze. Guan Ze ate human food and his mouth softened, and he was always embarrassed to talk about it.On Sunday afternoon, Zhou Di finally had a half-day rest and pestered Guan Ze to explain a few questions to him.

The two put Zhou Di's math paper on the tea table, and sat cross-legged next to each other on the ground to give lectures. Zhou Di would touch Guan Ze's skin from time to time. For the contact, the whole heart was focused on the topic. After the topic was finished, Guan Ze remembered again, and then distanced himself from Zhou Di a little.

When Zhou Di buried his head in serious thinking, Guan Ze remembered Dr. Deng's words again.

After struggling in his mind for a long time, Guan Ze finally made up his mind and said hesitantly, "That...Zhou Di."

Zhou Di raised his eyes when he heard the words, and said a little dissatisfied: "Brother Guan Ze, why have you been so unfamiliar with me after so long, can't you call me more intimately?"

Zhou Di has indeed mentioned it many times, asking Guan Ze to call him by his nickname, but Guan Ze has not been able to say it out. Zhou Di has taken care of him so hard these two days, and he is thinking about what he will say next. Ze really felt a little guilty, awkward for a long time, and called out in a low voice: "Mmm...Xiaodi."

The voice was extremely low. After it got into Zhou Di's ear, before he could react, he continued, "What can I do with you just by calling out? It's really... huh?"

Zhou Di blinked, finally came back to his senses, and said, "Brother Guan Ze, what did you call me just now?"

"It's nothing, I have business to tell you." Guan Ze adjusted his expression to keep himself from blushing.

Zhou Di was so excited, he kept laughing "hehe", and said, "It's really nice, let's call again."

Guan Ze refused no matter what, and said, "Stop making trouble, I really have something to talk about."

Although Guan Ze didn't fulfill his wish again, Zhou Di was still very satisfied. He turned around to face Guan Ze, sat cross-legged with two long legs, and obediently waited for what Guan Ze would say next.

Guan Ze tried his best to make his expression look more casual. He couldn't learn to talk around corners. Although he thought he was being tactful, he still spoke directly: "I know a good psychiatrist. How about we go see him?"

The excited smile just now gradually froze on Zhou Di's face, his cheeks twitched, his eyebrows frowned, and he looked at Guan Ze silently.

Guan Ze hurriedly said, "I'm not... I'm not saying you're crazy."

Guan Ze's long-lost "Described Darker" skill came online again. After he finished speaking, he felt that this redundant sentence made Zhou Di feel bad. He looked even more unhappy, and his face collapsed.

Guan Ze: "..."

It seems that I said the wrong thing again.

Guan Ze was a little annoyed, and when he was thinking about how to make amends, Zhou Di suddenly spoke.

"Brother Guan Ze." His voice sounded slightly lower than usual, and he was obviously depressed. Ever since he met Zhou Di, Guan Ze had never seen him so depressed.

I always feel that he is full of energy, like a burning little sun.

At this moment, Guan Ze's little sun was covered by dark clouds, and he muttered dejectedly, "Brother Guan Ze, do you despise me?"

Guan Ze quickly shook his head and said, "Why?"

But Zhou Di didn't believe it, and buried his head even lower. He whispered frustratedly and stubbornly: "You just despise me. These days... Even if you don't say it, I can feel it. You treat me differently. Because of what happened that day, you despised me."

"Don't think about things that don't exist, I'm just worried about you..."

"I'm not crazy!" Zhou Di said aggrieved and awkwardly, "I know what happened that night scared you, but I really never did that... I couldn't control myself. I was just very angry, I'm not crazy."

Seeing Zhou Di's appearance, Guan Ze was a little shaken, and almost said "Forget it, let's just ignore it".But in the end, rationality prevailed over Guan Ze's petty emotions. Because he was worried about Zhou Di, he had to say: "I'm not saying you're crazy. It's normal to see a psychiatrist. The physical examination is to check the body, and this physical examination is to check the psychology. Isn't it good to pay attention to your physical and mental health?"

It's a pity that Zhou Di couldn't listen to Guan Ze's reasoning now, he suddenly lay back on the floor, and said to himself, "When I was young, Aunt Feng would secretly tell my dad that I have Crazy, let my dad send me to see a doctor and put me in a mental hospital. She called me crazy...but I know I'm not crazy, she is, I annoy her."

Guan Zemeng was overwhelmed, and suddenly thought in his heart, it's over,

Guan Ze and Zhou Di didn't talk much about the past. He didn't know that Zhou Di had these things before. He really cared about Zhou Di, but he accidentally touched Zhou Di's sad things when he was a child. He actually hated Zhou Di. If someone said the same thing, what would Zhou Di think of himself?Will you hate yourself?

This imagining made Guan Ze panic. He hurriedly approached Zhou Di, sat beside him, and looked at him nervously.

Zhou Di pouted slightly, staring blankly at the ceiling.

Guan Ze was afraid that he would ignore him, so he was extremely anxious, but the more anxious he became, the more speechless he became. Guan Ze only knew to look at Zhou Di, but didn't make a sound, and didn't dare to touch him casually. It took him a long time to reach out. With one finger, after hesitating for a long time, he lightly tapped the nail of Zhou Di's left ring finger.

Zhou Di stretched out his hand suddenly, grabbed Guan Ze's finger fiercely, and cast his gaze over with some accusation. He stared at Guan Ze and said dissatisfiedly, "Brother Guan Ze, I won't be angry with you. , but I will still be sad."

After being held by a finger, a steady stream of heat came over, so Guan Ze also recovered his language ability. He covered Zhou Di's hand with his other hand, and then said: " I said this, not to scold you, but to... care about you. "

Zhou Di blinked quickly, and said coyly, "Really? Really... don't you hate me?"

"How can I despise you!" Guan Ze explained a little excitedly, "I was worried about you, and I didn't sleep well for several days. I want to see you...well, happy all the time...if, if If you misunderstand me like that, I will also be... very sad."

After coyly speaking, Guan Ze came back to his senses suddenly. He was so excited that he actually said the truth. Although he didn't say any nasty words, he just felt so ashamed that he felt awkward and didn't dare to look at Zhou Di more.

Guan Ze wanted to hide a little bit, so he twitched his finger, but his ears turned red slowly.

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