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Lying on the extremely soft bed, Qin Yichun's mind also went blank in an instant.

Yan Beiqi was still holding her hands at this moment, and his breath was lingering around her neck, and before he knew it, Qin Yichun felt that his body had become as soft as mud.

The heart was beating fast, and Qin Yizheng's throat gradually became dry.

"I... feel uncomfortable..." Qin Yizhen opened his lips slightly, his voice soft and soft.

At this moment, she just felt as if something was about to move in her body.

After hearing this, Yan Beiqi regained consciousness from his trance.

"Sorry." After Yan Beiqi apologized, he immediately let go of Qin Yichun's hand and was about to get up.

The "discomfort" she understood was that she thought she had hurt Qin Yichun.

Afterwards, Yan Beiqi turned over and lay flat on his side.

Qin Yichun's collar was slightly open, she closed the collar with her hands, and turned her head slightly to look at Yan Beiqi.

The small flames in the body finally extinguished slowly, and then became inexplicably empty.

"Just now..." After thinking for a long time, Yan Beiqi said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."

"En." Qin Yichun rubbed his wrists and answered very briefly.

"Does it hurt? Sorry." Yan Beiqi apologized again.

"It's okay." Qin Yichun shook his head, then turned over and lay on his side with his back facing Yan Beiqi.

Yan Beiqi didn't speak any more.

She just stared at the ceiling in a daze.

Perhaps, I really shouldn't let myself go on so pathologically.

Perhaps, it is because the work is not busy enough during this time, so I have such distracting thoughts.

After a while, the sound of breathing from Qin Yichun's sleeping state came from Qin Yichun's side.Shallow, very quiet.

Yan Beiqi put one hand behind his head and turned to look at her.

After an unknown amount of time, she said softly, "Good night."

After that, Yan Beiqi got out of bed, walked out of the room gently, closed the door, and went to the guest room.

Qin Yizhen opened his eyes when he heard the sound of the door closing.

Everything was very quiet at night, so quiet that Qin Yichun felt as if he was a non-existent person, illusory and ethereal.

Inexplicably, Qin Yichun felt a little uncomfortable.

I don't know if it was because Yan Beiqi left the room, or because of something else.Who knows, people are so neurotic at certain times that they can switch between crying and laughing at will.

After Yan Beiqi left his bedroom, he went to the living room to get a glass of water and poured it down his throat.

After that, she stared at the transparent quilt for a little while.

Putting down the water glass and walking to the guest room, Yan Beiqi lay down on the bed.

When lying on his side, a crystal ornament on the bedside table appeared in front of his eyes.

Inside is a photo of her parents when they were young.

They still look very sweet in the group photo, but now, they have become very ironic.

Looking at it, Yan Beiqi suddenly stretched out his hand, turned the crystal ornament around, and then turned off the light in silence.

The next day.

After Qin Yichun got up, he just walked into the living room when he saw Yan Beiqi bringing a plate of food and a glass of milk to the dining table.

On the plate was a sandwich, half a hard-boiled egg and two sausages.

She was still dressed simply, with simple and elegant clothing lines, but she looked a little less soft like this.

For a moment, Qin Yichun even had the illusion that he was facing his boss.

"Are you going to work later?" Qin Yichun leaned on the dining chair and asked.

After hearing this, Yan Beiqi looked at her and nodded.

"Breakfast is already here. Teacher Qin, go wash up, and then have some breakfast before leaving. I'm going to work first." Yan Beiqi said, and while tidying up his cuffs, he turned and walked out.

"Okay, you go." Qin Yichun nodded.

"Then I'll go first, bye." After tidying up, Yan Beiqi walked to the entrance, and looked back at her indifferently.

"Well, be careful." Qin Yichun nodded.

Following the sound of the door opening and closing, Qin Yichun rested his palm on the chair and did not move for a long time.

Nothing seemed wrong, but nothing seemed right.

I don't know if I'm thinking too much, I always feel that Yan Beiqi seems to have returned to the previous polite but alienated feeling.

Although Yan Beiqi's foot injury wasn't completely healed, at least it wasn't particularly painful.

Today is still the same as the usual work process.

After a busy morning, Yan Beiqi and Yan Xia went out for dinner together at noon.

The two had just finished ordering when Yan Beiqi received a call from his father.

It probably meant that he booked a venue for her to celebrate her birthday, and at the same time invited many people, hoping that she would tidy up and attend in a decent way.

Yan Beiqi looked at that WeChat message, and didn't have any desire to reply.

To put it bluntly, don't you just want to show how much you love this family and how much you care about her?

"By the way, I haven't asked all this time. How is your negotiation with Queenie?" Yan Xia looked at Yan Beiqi.

"Let's put it aside for now. She's preparing for a new book right now, and she's quite busy." Yan Beiqi stirred the soup pot in front of her, but didn't reveal the fact that Queenie doesn't write much right now.

"Does this mean that you have contacted and communicated?" Yanxia asked again.

Yan Beiqi nodded upon hearing this.

"By the way, Bei Qi, do you still have no one you like?" Yan Xia asked.

Yan Beiqi shook his head: "I don't want to think about that."

"I don't know if it's because we elders didn't set a good example for you, so we let you..."

"It's none of your business. It's just that human nature is like this. It will be annoying and boring, so after two people are together, they will be unable to bear each other because of such and such things, and it is difficult to be together for a long time." Yan Bei Qi stared at the bowl in front of her.

And, in fact, it can happen to any emotion.

Even friendship is sometimes like this.

She once had a very good friend, whom she met in junior high school, named Chen Danlin.

She and Chen Danlin spent a very good time together.They belong to the kind of good friends who go to the bathroom together, go to the canteen together, and skip class together.

But later, I don't know when it started, all kinds of small conflicts emerged in the lives of the two of them. In fact, they are not big things, but after a long time, they will be magnified, trivial and complicated. .

Then, the two started a cold war inexplicably, ignoring each other.

Maybe people sometimes have this kind of virtue. When the relationship is normal, they are extremely friendly, but when the relationship is good, they start to cooperate with each other, constantly magnifying each other's shortcomings, and the eyes are like lard, making it difficult to see each other's strengths.

Then, both of them have a new circle, and when they look back at each other, they seem to feel that they are no longer as important as before, and they can be replaced.

Even if the two settled down at the graduation party, they could no longer get along like before.

"Keep in touch after graduation." This is what Chen Danlin said to Yan Beiqi with a smile at the graduation meeting.

But that is to say, after that, the two basically lost contact.

After that, Yan Beiqi didn't have much friendship with others.Most of the time, it's just a click away. She has many friends, but there may only be one good friend, Qiu Yu.

Moreover, even though Qiu Yu talked to her about everything, she seldom talked about her own affairs.

And love, something that is closer than friendship, will probably die faster.

"Bei Qi. I respect your opinion. But I still want to say something, don't think I'm long-winded." Yanxia paused when he said this.

"I don't want to urge you, but I just think that if you decide to live alone because you haven't met someone destined, then I don't have any thoughts, and I think it's normal. But ah, I don't want you to deliberately contradict those things, I don't want you to deliberately lock yourself up for some reason and push the fate away. If one day you meet a boy you like more, you can try to get along with him, understand what I mean?" Yanxia put down Chopsticks, arms on the table, looking at Yan Beiqi.

Yan Beiqi didn't want to continue this topic, so he said, "Let's talk about it later, I'm full, how about you?"

Yan Xia's eyes flickered, then he sighed and nodded: "We're full, then let's go."

Seeing that Yan Beiqi's birthday is approaching, Qin Yizhen began to think about what kind of gift he should prepare for her.

Gifts are such a headache at times.

I don't want to be nothing new, but this world is a world with nothing new.

Thinking about this question while scrolling through Moments, and then Qin Yichun saw Gu Jia post a photo full of cute cookies.

"I'm bored on weekends, so I made some creative biscuits by myself, don't they look good?"

By the way, I can make some of these things for her myself, right?

Thinking of this, Qin Yichun didn't say a word, searched several tutorials on dessert making, and then copied all the tools and materials needed in it, saved them in the memo, and went to the supermarket.

When she went to the supermarket to buy these things before, she was numb and felt nothing.

But now, Qin Yichun was very excited.

Even when she was waiting in line for the checkout, she stared at the things she bought, and felt that she had seen very beautiful and perfect finished products.

After returning home, Qin Yichun began to make desserts according to the online tutorial.

But after doing it, Qin Yichun realized how difficult it was.

It's not easy to make it, some are too soft, and some are burnt.In short, it is not satisfactory.

Over and over again, I don't know how many times it was scrapped and how many ingredients were wasted.

Qin Yizhen almost doubted his life.

Finally, Qin Yizhen clearly realized that if she only relied on the tutorial, she might not be able to learn it in her whole life.

So, Qin Yichun called Gu Jia.

"Have you done this before?" Gu Jia asked.

"I haven't done it yet. After I bought the oven, I used it to bake two sweet potatoes. I'm really too lazy." Qin Yichun couldn't help laughing at himself.

"It's okay, then, if it's convenient for you, I'll come over now, what do you think?" Gu Jia's voice sounded like that of a host, and her pronunciation was very clear.

"Okay, thank you so much." Qin Yizhen hurriedly expressed his thanks.

"It's okay, just treat me to a big meal. Then I'll come over and see you later."

"Okay, I'll wait for you." Qin Yichun said while nodding.

After hanging up the phone, Qin Yizhen turned his head to look at the pile of molds and materials on the water table, the corners of his lips slightly raised: "Wait and see, someone will teach me the correct way to clean you later."

After exiting the kitchen, Qin Yichun walked to the sofa to rest.

After picking up the phone and unlocking it, the first thing Qin Yizhen did was to inexplicably open Yan Beiqi's WeChat chat box.

She didn't even know that this was the first time she checked the conversations between the two.It was obviously just nonsense, but when she was watching, she couldn't help but keep laughing.

It's just that the two haven't talked much in the past few days.

The frequency of Yan Beiqi's sending messages became lower, and occasionally sending messages came to talk about some issues about the novel.

However, Qin Yichun didn't want to just talk about that with her.

She wanted to talk about other things in her life, about life.

But since that night, Yan Beiqi can now forcibly switch to writing whatever he says.

Suddenly, Qin Yichun remembered what Bai Shuya said.

Yan Beiqi is just a stubborn rock.For a moment, Qin Yichun was also a little confused.

For her now, probably, as long as Yan Beiqi gives a little response, she will be ecstatic.

Before I knew it, it was snowing outside.This is very common in the north.But for southerners, it is a rare and special landscape.

Looking out of the window, Qin Yichun felt that the whole world seemed to be wrapped in fine and soft catkins.Below, there are two little girls carrying schoolbags holding an umbrella in one hand, and poking out with the other, as if they want to hold the snow.

When Gu Jia arrived, there were a few snowflakes in her hair.

She was still dressed in business attire, with light makeup and her hair tied up. The combination of tough clothing lines and her soft face gave her a special charm.

"I'm sorry, I trouble you to make a trip in this weather." Qin Yichun poured her a cup of hot water.

"It's okay, you will treat me to a big meal, right? That's enough." Gu Jia smiled generously, looking very kind.

"Okay, I'll treat you to whatever you want." Qin Yichun nodded.

"By the way, why do you want to make this all of a sudden?" Walking to the kitchen, Gu Jia looked at the materials and turned to ask Qin Yichun.

"There's an idiot... She's about to die. I don't know what to give her, so I just thought, let's do something myself." Qin Yichun took out things like molds.

"The person you like?" Gu Jia turned around and asked after hearing this.

Qin Yizhen paused, then nodded.

"It's great, I have someone I like so soon." Gu Jia was a little surprised, and then nodded with a smile.

Qin Yichun looked at her and thought for a moment: "Gu Jia, tell me, what does she think about me? Sometimes I feel that she may also have feelings for me, but sometimes I feel that she doesn't seem to care about me at all. She just treats me as an ordinary friend, but I'm too narcissistic to think she likes me."

Gu Jia tore open the butter and turned to look at Qin Yichun quietly.

After a while, she said: "With all due respect, this situation will happen. Generally speaking, there are two possibilities."

"Which two kinds?" Qin Yizhen asked.

"The first one is that she doesn't like you, so what you feel is just your illusion." After adding egg liquid to the butter, Gu Jia stirred it with chopsticks, "The second one is that she treats you badly." You are interesting, but it may be just interesting, and you have not reached the point where you like you, let alone love. Because, if her feelings for you are really deep enough, she will ignore everything, I just want to be with you. Love is something that turns adults back into children."

After Qin Yichun listened, he dried the flour and starch without saying a word.

"So, if it's the second type, no matter how hard I try, I might still have a chance, right?" Qin Yizhen asked after a while.

"Yeah." Gu Jia nodded, "However, if it's the first type, it will be very painful."

She thought of the woman she liked back then.That woman treated her so well that people around her even had the illusion that she would always joke, "I think you two might as well be together, so you don't have to worry about it."

She even had the illusion that the other party liked her.

As a result, the other party didn't like her.

"I'm sorry, I just regard you as my best friend." This was the reply Gu Jia got after confessing on the spur of the moment.

"If that's all it is, then why are you being so nice to me?" Gu Jia asked at the time.

Then, the other party replied: "Because I regard you as my best friend."

Thinking of these things, Gu Jia lowered her head and pursed her lips.She didn't know why this happened, but this incident really made her unable to get out until now.

Even, she has changed from an active person to a passive person.

Taking the initiative to pursue other people's things, unless she really loves to the bottom of her heart, otherwise, she may never pursue anyone for the rest of her life, after all, she has exhausted her energy.

And this energy, to her, seems like a non-renewable resource.

"Ha, man, you always have to look forward, right?" After a while, Qin Yizhen suddenly laughed at himself.

No matter how depressed she is, she will always find various reasons to force herself to be optimistic.

The sky paid off, and finally, on December 12th, Qin Yichun made a box of small biscuits that looked pretty good.

Pick up a piece, put it in your mouth and bite it down, it tastes crispy and full of milk flavor, not bad.

And, she does it beautifully.

Little bears, mushrooms, five-pointed stars, rabbit heads... Qin Yichun put them one by one into a small transparent biscuit bag, and then put them into a small box lined with colorful scraps of paper, which looked like they came from a dream Same as in the castle.

At this time, Yan Beiqi was sitting at the birthday party prepared by her father.

Just as he sat down, Yan Beiqi's phone vibrated, and a message from Qin Yichun was pushed over.

"Are you off work? Where are you?"

So Yan Beiqi replied: "I'm having dinner with my parents."

"Oh, so, what time do you go back? I have something I want to talk to you about writing."

"Maybe after ten o'clock." Yan Beiqi replied.

"Okay, then, I'll meet you at your place when the time comes. See you soon." Qin Yichun sent an emoji of an old man drinking tea.

"Well, we'll see you soon." Yan Beiqi replied.

In fact, everything is in chaos in her mind now.Especially for Qin Yichun, once this name came to mind, her thinking became even more disordered.

The birthday party was prepared at Yancheng's house, and there were a lot of familiar faces. Although he didn't have any idea about birthdays, Yan Beiqi still held a glass of wine, talked and laughed with everyone, and made a big circle of respect.

When returning to his seat, Yan Beiqi looked at the strange man sitting next to him, thought for a while, and raised his glass to respect him.

The man's name is Xu Ming, he is 30 years old and has a successful career.

It was halfway through the meal that Yan Beiqi realized that her father actually wanted to use this meal to let Xu Ming get to know her and have a date.

Other relatives around were praising Xu Ming, saying how good he was, implying that they hoped that Yan Beiqi would think about it.

"Exactly, both of you are single, otherwise, you think about each other?" There are relatives who are doing their best to match.

Xu Ming turned his head to look at Yan Beiqi, and then smiled shyly: "No hurry, no hurry."

"I have no intention of getting married, everyone here should be clear, isn't it?" Yan Beiqi put down his chopsticks and looked at everyone.

After saying this, Xu Ming smiled a little embarrassedly, and the others stopped talking.

Yancheng glanced at her, although he was still smiling, his eyes were a little cold.

After the meal, after the relatives had left, Yan Beiqi was also planning to find a substitute driver and drive back, but just as she was about to go out, her father stopped her.

"Let's have a good chat." Yancheng stood beside her.

"I don't think we have anything to talk about." Yan Beiqi looked at the ground.

"You can't go on like this. Do you know how embarrassing it was when you said that just now? You are already a big girl, even if you don't think about yourself, you should think about us..."

"For your consideration?" After hearing that sentence, Yan Beiqi suddenly turned his head to look at him, as if looking at a monster.

Putting his hands in the pockets of his coat, Yan Beiqi walked unconsciously with his head down, then suddenly laughed and raised his head: "Dad, my life is also for you? What do you think?" So what? Is it ridiculous? You guys are like crazy, just do it yourself, don’t take me with you?!”

Probably because of drinking a lot of wine, Yan Beiqi's smile showed some weirdness and madness.

After Yancheng saw it, he couldn't help frowning more and more.

At this time, the phone vibrated again, and Qin Yichun's message came in again: "Are you ready to go back now?"

"Well, let's go back now." Yan Beiqi finished replying unsteadily, and wanted to say something, but was suddenly slapped and slapped the phone to the ground, breaking it instantly.

"Did you speak to your relatives just now?! What do you look like now?! I was talking to you, but you still play with your mobile phone?!" Yan Cheng was furious.

Yan Beiqi clenched his fists by his side and turned to look at Yancheng, as if looking at a heinous villain.

"Speak!" Yan Cheng stared closely at Yan Beiqi.

"What did you say?" Because of the alcohol, Yan Beiqi's head began to ache.The voice was extremely cold, as if it contained no emotion.

"Apologize to me!" Yancheng pointed at her nose, "For what you just said."

"Oh, don't say a few words, you have to be serious about the nonsense that children say when they are drunk?!" At this time, Yan Beiqi's mother rushed over and grabbed Yan Cheng.

"Nonsense? I think she spoke the truth after drinking! If she didn't think so in her heart, would she say such things?!" After Yan Cheng shook off his wife's hand, he continued to stare at Yan Beiqi.

"Ah... yes, it's the truth." Yan Beiqi folded his arms and nodded, approaching Yancheng, "Why, you don't like to hear it? Crazy, crazy, yes, it's you. Just kill each other, don't Want to pull me in."

"You! You!" Yancheng looked at her, so angry that he couldn't speak, "Don't go, I want to see how capable you are!"

At this time, Qin Yizhen had already arrived at the downstairs where Yan Beiqi lived.

However, she found that she could no longer get through to Yan Beiqi's phone number.Holding an umbrella and carrying biscuits, Qin Yichun stood downstairs, took the phone from his ear and put it in front of him, staring at the door of the building in front of him in a daze.

what happened?out of battery?is she back

Qin Yichun checked the time, it was ten minutes past ten.

Speaking of which, Yan Beiqi hasn't replied to her messages since the very beginning, why?Is something wrong?

Thinking of this, Qin Yichun's body trembled.

She said that she would come back after ten o'clock, so ten o'clock is past ten o'clock, 10:30 is also past ten o'clock, and ten forty-five is also past ten o'clock.

Well, wait a little longer.

However, it was really cold outside, and Qin Yichun felt that he was about to freeze.She forgot to wear gloves, so that her fingers were frozen and red, and she could barely hold the handle of the umbrella.

After a while, Qin Yichun gasped at his hand, then checked the time, and found that it was already ten o'clock before he knew it.

She actually waited for several 10 minutes.Although wearing fleece and thick leggings, Qin Yichun still felt that his legs had turned into icicles.

Yan Beiqi's number still couldn't get through.

Qin Yichun frowned gradually.

She didn't want to see herself on purpose, did she?Thinking of this, Qin Yichun shook his head again.

But... waiting like this is not an option.

At this time, the door suddenly opened, and a stranger wearing a black hat trotted out from the inside. Qin Yichun was a little dazed when he saw the stranger stepping out of the door.

Maybe people just don't want to see themselves.Otherwise, even if the phone is out of battery, it can still be charged. If I remember well, Yan Beiqi will carry a charger with him.

Thinking of this, Qin Yichun became more and more irritable, so he turned around and walked away.

On the other side, after Yan Beiqi failed to communicate with Yan Cheng in the end, after a big fight, he used his mother's mobile phone to find a new substitute driver, and rushed out.

On the way back, Yan Beiqi kept holding his arms, feeling that his mind was too messed up to take care of himself.

Yancheng's words were like knives, very cruel.

The surrogate driver was a young girl, and she turned to look at her from time to time, as if she was a little worried.Because Yan Beiqi's situation looks very bad.

After arriving at the residence, Yan Beiqi took out the key, opened the lock and walked in in a daze.But after entering, she suddenly remembered that Qin Yichun had said she was coming, so she turned her head and went out again, wandering around for a while, as if she was looking for her or something else.

nobody……

So Yan Beiqi went in again.

After walking into the elevator, Yan Beiqi felt his head was going to explode.Her situation had already stabilized, but now, it seemed to be getting worse again.

The elevator stopped halfway and someone came in. At that moment, Yan Beiqi trembled all over.

The person who came in glanced at Yan Beiqi who was leaning against the corner of the elevator trembling, then tilted his head, and pressed the elevator button.

When he reached his own floor, Yan Beiqi ran out in a hurry, ran all the way to the house number of his room, then let go of his arms, and fumbled for the key in his pocket with a confused mind.

"You're back?"

At this moment, a voice suddenly appeared next to her, and the key in Yan Beiqi's hand fell to the ground in an instant. Then, she turned around and looked at the source of the sound, only to realize that Qin Yichun was squatting on the ground next to her.

"Why is it so late, I've been waiting for you for a long time. It's so cold...but we agreed to see you soon." While speaking, Qin Yichun leaned on the wall and slowly stood up straight.

Yan Beiqi stared at her and forgot to speak for a moment.

"It's still been a minute..." Qin Yichun looked at the time with his things in his hands, looking a little sad, and then sneezed again, "Happy birthday!"

"Are you a fool? What if I don't come back because of an accident, or if you get sick from the cold while squatting here, what should you do?!" Yan Beiqi suddenly grabbed her and put his hand on her forehead.

"Ah... seems to have been murdered..." Qin Yizhen muttered to himself in a daze.