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The two were kissing passionately in the alley, and someone suddenly groaned.

Chen Mo didn't care, and continued to kiss the soft lips of the other party.

Knowing that he was hungry, Ye Mu pushed his shoulder away and said slowly, "Let's go to the vegetable market first, it's time to make dinner."

Chen Mo was reluctant to let him go, bowed his head and kissed him a few more times, "Are you cooking?"

Ye Mu helped him tidy up the folds of the collar, "Yes, what do you want to eat?"

Chen Mo didn't have any preference, looked at him and said, "Don't choose, just burn what you are good at. Last time, the pickled fish and glutinous rice cake were good."

Ye Mu frowned almost invisibly, hesitated for a while, but still agreed, "Yes, but there are some seasonings missing, the taste may not be good."

Chen Mo didn't mind. Looking at the gleaming ring on his finger, he was in a good mood. It was rare for him to say something nice, "As long as it's what you do."

Ye Mu gave him a sideways look, "Let's go, first go to the south to see if there is any fish seller."

After saying that, he turned sideways out of the alley and made a left turn.

Chen Mo followed him side by side, looked straight ahead and walked for a while, holding his hand silently in the silence.

The movements are more youthful, clumsy, and a little more exciting than before, but they come from the heart, without any barriers or concerns.

The touch between the fingertips is very warm and inexplicably reassuring.

Ye Mu did not speak indifferently, but his thin lips inadvertently pulled slightly, revealing a slight arc.

The neon lights at night flickered on and off, shining on his fair and clear face, which seemed to have a special sense of tenderness.

Chen Mo turned his head to look at him, his black eyes were as bright as stars, and he spoke in a low and slow voice.

Ye Mu didn't hear clearly, and said calmly, "What."

The corners of Chen Mo's lips twitched slightly, his profile was deep and handsome, "It's fine if you don't hear it."

I say I love you.

Ye Mu Rushui glanced at him lightly, seeing his hypocritical face, couldn't help complaining, "Are you sick?"

Chen Mo squinted his eyes halfway, and tilted his head slightly, "Can you correct your poisonous tongue?" Just after a while of romance, the atmosphere was completely wiped out.

Ye Mu closed his eyes, "I can't change it with someone like you."

Chen Mo was put in a bad mood by his critical attitude, "What kind?"

Ye Mu's expression remained unchanged, "Are you humiliating yourself now?" Do you have to let him list all his shortcomings?

Chen Mo squeezed his little finger hard, "Do you know what it means to accept it when you see it?"

Ye Mu said with a cold face, "Let go, or I'll take off that ring and throw it into the river immediately."

The muscles on Chen Mo's face were obviously stiff, and he relaxed a little after hesitating, "I'm just joking with you, don't take it seriously."

Ye Mu sneered, "Yeah, it doesn't look like it. After all, don't you think you're narrow-minded?"

Chen Mo looked worried, "I don't think so, many people said that I have a heart as broad as the sea."

Ye Mu couldn't help but smile, and said mockingly: "Then they must be lying to you, you are the most careful man I have ever met."

Chen Mo said in a low voice, "Believe it or not, I will sue you for defamation?"

Ye Mu was confident, "Go ahead, before we register and get the certificate."

Chen Mo's eyes deepened, "Are you blackmailing me?"

Ye Mu's attitude was very casual, "Forget it."

Chen Mo didn't back down and continued to confront him there for a while.

The two walked while talking, their backs gradually disappeared into the horizon of the street, blending into the thick night.

The stumbling on the road took a lot of time. After buying vegetables and cooking at home, it was almost 07:30 in the evening when I actually sat down at the dinner table.

Fragrant rice and colorful dishes are delicious.

Chen Mo was still serious about the previous incident, and didn't move his chopsticks in a bad temper.

Ye Mu glanced at him lightly, raised his foot and kicked him, "Aren't you hungry?"

Chen Mo's face was paralyzed, and his tone was a little casual, "I'm hungry, but who made me narrow-minded, I can't eat the food made by some people."

The corners of Ye Mu's mouth twitched slightly, "Can you still recover?"

Chen Mo's attitude was arrogant, and he said in a very unbeatable tone: "Tsk, it really can't be cured, leaving psychological trauma, what do you think?"

Ye Mu stared at him for two seconds in silence, and said in a rare compromise: "Okay, I take back what I said earlier, eat quickly, the food is getting cold."

Chen Mo was not satisfied with his answer, and continued to nitpick, "That's all?"

Ye Mu took him for granted, and said patiently, "Can I apologize?"

Chen Mo is used to being aggressive, "I can do it, but I always feel a little uncomfortable in my heart. If someone gives me a job later, it may not be possible."

Seeing his cheap face, Ye Mu wanted to hit him, and said coldly, "Fuck off, there's no way."

Chen Mo snorted coldly, "Why, I've done it to you so many times, why can't you repay me once?"

Ye Mu pursed his lips, frowned and said, "Can you stop mentioning such things?"

Chen Mo was a little depressed, suddenly he lost his taste, and looked at him without saying a word.

The two of them were in a stalemate, competing for patience and determination.

After about five or six minutes, Ye Mu raised his hand and pinched the center of his brows before losing the battle, "Got it, but I don't have any skills, so don't make nonsense later."

Chen Mo's temper came and went quickly, and he couldn't help but curl his thin lips slightly, "Definitely not, I can ejaculate just thinking about how it feels in your mouth."

Ye Mu shook his head helplessly, and pushed the dish in front of him, "You're a fucking hooligan."

Chen Mo lowered his head to cover his unforgiving mouth, and kissed domineeringly.

Ye Mu wanted to run away a little bit, and shrank his neck back a little.

Chen Mo held the back of his head, put his tongue into his mouth and licked it all over, drawing out a passionate kiss.

Ye Mu breathed heavily, and said in a hoarse voice, "Eat first."

Chen Mo pushed him aggressively, leaned over and whispered a few explicit words in his ear.

Ye Mu couldn't help being a little bit annoyed, and scolded directly, "Fuck, Chen Mo, don't go too far."

Chen Mo smiled while biting his ear, and teased him restlessly with his fingers, "Try it, I'm sure you'll be able to fly with pleasure."

Ye Mu swallowed, feeling a little uncontrollable, and was thinking of some excuse to walk away when the doorbell rang.

"I'll open the door."

After saying this, he walked past.

Chen Mo was a little unrestrained, and pinched his ass, with unrestrained desire and hope in his eyes.

Ye Mu ignored him and walked to the door with a hot face.

Since there were no door mirrors installed, he asked someone directly.

After waiting for a few seconds, a solemn and indifferent voice came from outside the apartment, as cold as a tall and steep iceberg on the dark sea, "It's me."

Ye Mu was slightly stunned, holding the doorknob a little stiffly, and opened the door after hesitating for a while.

The night was heavy, Yan Chen was carrying a paper bag, and he just stood quietly in the dark and looked at him, those narrow and long red phoenix eyes were cold and deep, like an endless abyss, revealing a silent sense of oppression

Ye Muding met his eyes for a while, but didn't speak.

Yan Chen lowered his eyes, his gaze paused for a while on the ambiguous water stain left on Ye Mu's lips, his long brows were frowned.

Ye Mu realized that he raised his hand and wiped it. Under the weak light, the silver ring on the middle finger was particularly conspicuous.

Yan Chen fell silent, his heart felt as if being stabbed by a needle, and his eyes were dead silent.

Ye Mu stood there for a long time, and finally said, "What's the matter."

Yan Chen was stupefied, staring at him indifferently, his voice was calm but ordered in an undeniable tone, "Would you like me to come in and sit down?"

There was a cold chill all over him, which was terrifying, but Ye Mu did not give in, and said calmly, "Let's talk here if you have anything to say."

Yan Chen smiled, although his lips were pulled, but there was no smile in his eyes, "How can we say that we have been together for eight years, do we have to be so unfeeling?"

Ye Mu was expressionless, "You didn't read anything old when I was kicked out of that villa."

Against the cold night, Yan Chen's back was a bit cloudy, "You're still blaming me, aren't you?"

Ye Mu lowered his head and drooped his bangs, speaking with a sense of alienation, "I have no right to blame you, I have to blame for everything."

Yan Chen lowered his eyelids and looked at him, "Do you regret it?"

Ye Mu closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, there was only calmness, "Regret." He was so regretful that he wasted so much time and feelings for nothing, and did so many things that violated morality and personality, and harmed the Ye family. He hurt himself, and even indirectly caused a break in his relationship with Chen Mo.

Yan Chen looked at him, his long and narrow Danfeng eyes were as deep as the night sky, "I also regret it, if I had known that I would care about you so much in the future, I would have treated you well on the first day we met, and there would be no harm. There will be no hesitation."

Ye Mu looked at him distantly, with repulsion in his eyes, "It will only make me sick if you say such things now."

Yan Chen's eyes were gloomy, and he was silent for a moment when he heard the familiar sound of dishes coming from the back room, "Are you still cooking pickled cabbage fish and glutinous rice cakes?"

Ye Mu was not emotional, "He said he wanted to eat it, so I did it."

Even though many things have been wiped away by the years, some things can never be erased.

For example, these two dishes, because Yan Chen loves to eat them, he spent half a year researching to find out the most delicious and unique recipes, but it is a pity that seven or eight times out of ten times they were thrown into the trash by the other party inner.

Yan Chen's eyes were pitch black, he slipped his Adam's apple, and said with difficulty: "In the past, you would only make it for me to eat alone."

Ye Mu narrowed his eyes and looked at him, "You also said that in the past, eight years have wiped out too many things, and there is nothing left between us. If there was, it has been selectively forgotten by me. "

Yan Chen pulled the corners of his lips forcefully, reached out and took out a bottle of wine from the paper bag he was carrying, and said in a deep and slow voice, "What about this bottle of wine, do you remember it?"

This can be said to be the warmest memory between the two of them. He loves to drink and he makes wine for him. The sweet and greasy smell in the purple liquid gives this relationship the initial and purest throbbing.

There was no warmth in Ye Mu's eyes, "I remember, this is one of the stupid things I used to do."

There was a lingering gloom in Yan Chen's eyes, "You don't need to deny yourself like that."

Ye Mu glanced at the bottle of wine from the corner of his eye, feeling impatient, reached out to take it without even thinking about it, and threw it on the ground, "Enough Yan Chen, I don't know what you are expecting, I have given up on you a long time ago .”

There was a loud bang, and glass shards shattered all over the floor along with the smell of alcohol. There was no other emotion on his face except disgust, as if he felt that the things he had done in the past were all polluting his life.

Yan Chen's face was lonely, he stood there without saying anything, just watched Ye Mu's eye sockets gradually covered with red blood, "Do I make you feel so unbearable?"

Ye Mu glanced at him, with deep repulsion in his eyes, he clenched his fingers and remained silent for a long time, his thin lips slightly parted, and slowly said: "It has nothing to do with you."

Yan Chen's dark eyelashes drooped slightly, covering them with a shadow, "Who does that have to do with?"

Ye Mufa bit his lip hard, and there was an inexplicable hatred in his eyes, "I just feel bad for myself."

Yan Chen was silent, watching him without making a sound.

Ye Mu lowered his eyelids slightly, his voice was hoarse and even a little trembling, he struggled there for nearly a quarter of an hour before he could say something, "You know Yan Chen, after almost nine years, we were a mistake from the beginning .”

The cold night was bleak, he stood motionless, and spoke long and slowly, "Wrong?"

Ye Mu looked at him bitterly and desperately, "Do you know why I clung to you back then?"

Yan Chen moved his lips, and said in a low voice, "You said you loved me."

Ye Mu smiled, full of sarcasm, "No, in those years I followed you like a demon, no matter how much you spurned and insulted me, I never gave up, it was only because of the momentary heartbeat in the bar that night."

Yan Chen narrowed his eyes, as if lost in memory, "When did you see me in the bar?"

Ye Mu endured the bitterness in his heart, "Yeah, when did you go to the bar? For so many years, I secretly thought that I had it, I thought I had it, but in the end I found that I made the same mistake as you .”

Yan Chen said sadly, "What do you mean?"

The corners of Ye Mu's lips were sharp, "Do you still remember the time you slandered me and went to jail? After you took away those materials, I was helpless. I could only check your previous materials. Maybe God was playing tricks on me. I didn't find anything. It is useful, but I accidentally discovered that nine years ago, you went abroad on a business trip for your father."

Yan Chen endured an inexplicable sense of fear, his eyes were a little loose, "So what."

Ye Mu smiled, his body covered in scars, "It's not very good, but it proved that the person I met at the bar that night was not you at all."

Yan Chen's Adam's apple rolled, and he said with difficulty: "That doesn't mean anything."

Ye Mu's lips were pale, "No, that means everything. I was stupidly paranoid, thinking that I got it, I had it, but I didn't realize until the end that everything was in vain."

Ye Mu stared at him with narrowed eyes, with bitterness in his tone, not serious but full of affirmation, "I never really fell in love with you, Yan Chen."

Yan Chen was slightly startled, and the moment he met his eyes, something seemed to be broken in his body. After a long time, he asked in a hoarse voice, "What are you talking about?"

Ye Mu's eyes were filled with deep tiredness and embarrassment, and he lowered his head in the shadows silently, "You still don't understand, I just had a misunderstanding with you."

Everything is just a misunderstanding, I have nothing to you, only deep regret and entanglement are left in my body.If I could choose to start over, I would rather never know you.

Yan Chen suddenly felt his eyes a little sore, so he just laughed, "Ye Mu."

At this moment, he could barely speak other than calling his name, his throat was suffocated like a fire, and he couldn't speak anymore.

The truth was like a sharp dagger, after dispersing all the fog, it gave him the most piercing and cruel knife.Turns out it was all just a shameful joke, and it turns out they never started, let alone anything else.

The man's back was reflected in the cold and silent night, and he looked a little thin, and he looked extremely desperate in the darkness.

"You go."

There was exhaustion in Ye Mu's black eyes, he didn't say any more after saying that sentence, he just closed his eyes and closed the door gently.

The night became silent again.

Who is crying, who is shedding such salty tears, but it has become unimportant.