awkward

The man has been a little insomnia lately.

I am already tired after returning home from work every day, but I am not very sleepy. I always feel a little sleepy after tossing and turning for a long time.

Today seems to be an insomnia day.

Before 4:[-] in the morning, he had just fallen asleep and woke up again.

The winter sun was just rising, and the sky was half dark and half bright. He stared blankly at the ceiling for a while, then slowly got up from the bed.

Putting on a black sweatshirt and running shoes, Yan Chen went out the door silently by himself.

On the quiet path, wearing earphones and listening to music is very suitable for morning jogging.

This is his long-standing habit, no matter how tired he is, he will stick to it every morning.

In the beginning, he always dragged Gu Huai up and ran together.But after a long time, I found that the other party hated getting up early, so I stopped reluctantly.

In fact, it’s just a jog, and you don’t necessarily need two people.

Shuttle in the deserted streets, dimly lit, occasionally, he would think of Ye Mu.

That person actually likes to sleep late more than anyone else, but he can always get up on time every morning to run with him.

ask why.

The man said that running would be boring without others.

I remember that I just laughed it off and didn't agree with it.

But now for some reason, at this moment, he hopes that there is such a person who can run by his side and run with him.

Even if the winter is cold, no matter how far the road is, there is nothing to be afraid of.

I don't know since when, among so many morning jogs, he always chooses the one that passes by the intersection of Ye Mu's house.

Once twice, three times four times, five times six times.

He never met that person, but never tired of it.

The more time passed, the more he couldn't understand himself.

In my mind, light and shadow intertwine, and in those years, there was the shadow of that person.

Smiling, crying, vividly.

Like it?

the answer is negative.

If there was a little more sympathy or pity at the beginning, then there would be nothing but a sense of familiarity afterward.

There has never been anything about love between him and Ye Mu.

Now these are just nostalgia.

Arriving at that familiar intersection again, Yan Chen slowed down and stopped silently.

A little thin sweat gradually appeared on his fair and handsome face, but he didn't notice it.

"Buzz"

There was a vibrating sound of the phone in his pocket, it was a call from Gu Huai.

Yan Chen stopped, lowered his eyes and connected.

"Where are you?" There was a urgent voice.

Yan Chen said calmly, "Is there something wrong?"

Gu Huai frowned, "I received an email last night about Ye Mu's case. It contains a lot of evidence of your crime at that time. You should go home now."

Yan Chen was silent for a moment, and his voice was low and magnetic, "Who is the sender?"

Gu Huai glanced at the screen and said, "Chen Mo."

Yan Chen's thin lips moved slightly, "The purpose."

He knew this person well, and if it wasn't necessary, he would definitely be caught off guard with these materials.

Gu Huai flipped through the email to the end, and there was a moment of silence without replying.

Yan Chen was not in a hurry, he just held up his phone and waited for a reply.

After a while, a cold voice came from the other end of the phone, "He used these evidences as a threat to let us withdraw the complaint against Ye Mu."

Yan Chen stared straight ahead, and there was no emotion in the dark Danfeng eyes, "I don't care, it's up to you."

Gu Huai became angry, "What do you mean?"

Yan Chen remained expressionless, "Take a step back, or let me go to jail with him, it's up to you to choose."

Gu Huai held his breath, "In the final analysis, you just can't bear to part with that bitch!"

Yan Chen was a little tired, "Gu Huai, I don't want to quarrel with you."

Gu Huai sneered, and said meanly: "Then you admit it, are you pretending to be funny every time?"

Yan Chen's expression was dull, "What am I pretending to be?"

There was sarcasm in Gu Huai's eyes, "Actually, you have fallen in love with that bitch a long time ago, but you just couldn't save yourself and refused to admit it."

Yan Chen was silent for a while, leaning against the wall, with an indifferent expression on his face, "Gu Huai, if you are always making trouble for no reason, I don't think I can continue living with you."

Gu Huai's eyes turned red instantly, "Answer me honestly, me and him, who do you really like?"

Yan Chen lit a cigarette and said without hesitation, "You."

Gu Huai bit his lip, "Don't lie, you went to meet him secretly a few days ago, didn't you?"

Yan Chen frowned, feeling a little helpless, "It's just to destroy the data, the private detective you found installed a bug on me, didn't he tell you later?"

Gu Huai lowered his head, "Then why do you always call him by his name in your dreams?"

Yan Chen put the cigarette on his upper lip and took a deep breath, the curling white mist blurred his handsome outline, "I've answered this question before, but it's just a habit. If you are like me, and someone has been with you for eight years, suddenly If you leave, you won't get used to it."

Gu Huai closed his eyes, as if he had made a huge decision. When he opened his eyes again, his expression was filled with forbearance and helplessness, "After withdrawing the lawsuit this time, is your previous promise still worth it?"

Yan Chen took a puff of cigarette, hummed lightly, his voice didn't fluctuate, "I promise you, I won't take the initiative to look for him in the future."

Gu Huai hooked his lips dismally, and spoke slowly, "What if you lie to me?"

Yan Chen stubbed out the cigarette butt, moved his lips, and said in a calm tone: "Then you will be the same as before, just leave me and go abroad."

Gu Huai smiled wryly, "Does this affect you?"

Yan Chen slightly lowered his eyelids, "You won't understand, since the day you left, I've been sending messages to your account every day, waiting for you to go online every day, and missing the days of playing games and chatting with you every day , carefree, ambiguous but also emotional, Gu Huai, if possible, I really hope we can go back to the past."

There was a deathly stillness in the air.

The person on the other end of the phone didn't speak for a long time.

Yan Chen frowned, just about to look at the phone screen but suddenly spoke.

"I hope too." Gu Huai bit his lip fiercely, because the bite was so hard that some blood oozes out.

——Be mean, just this once, let him be mean no matter what.

Yan Chen saw that his tone was relaxed, and his voice was low and magnetic, "Since this is the case, is it still noisy?"

Gu Huai pursed his lower lip slightly, and said dryly, "No."

Yan Chen raised his eyebrows lightly, "Why?"

Gu Huai looked away, and after a moment of silence, he said in a low voice: "Arguing hurts feelings."

Yan Chen pursed his thin lips lightly, his angular face looked handsome and gentle under the light.

If possible, he wanted to be with this person forever.

He loves Gu Huai.

It was before, it is now, and there will be no change in the future.