My aesthetic is out of tune with the world

The two of them didn't bother to take their schoolbags, so Chen Yu stopped a taxi at the gate of KTV, reported his home address and left by car.

Liu Kangyan's whole body was tense, and he kept shaking after getting into the car. Chen Yuzhi could only hug him to comfort him, and followed his back all at once,

"It's okay, it's okay..."

Liu Kangyan was thin, and buried in Chen Yuzhi's arms, he couldn't see his face clearly. The driver thought it was a couple quarreling, so he didn't care when he glanced in the rearview mirror, just listening to the boy whispering something comforting.

Later, when he arrived at the destination, Chen Yu paid the money directly, picked him up, and strode into the house with his legs wide open. At that time, Chen's father and mother were still abroad, and the nanny should have rested. A street lamp at the door.

Chen Yu has been traveling in the dark without any danger, Liu Kangyan can only rely on him physically and mentally, hugging his neck tightly.

Footsteps sounded softly, passed the living room, passed the spiral staircase, and finally arrived at the room. Chen Yu pushed the doorknob open with his knees. After entering, he gently put the person on the bed and turned on the light. The appearance of insanity.

Chen Yuzhi's heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, and he stopped breathing in pain. He stepped forward, leaned over slowly, held the hand that was hanging limply by the bed, and said in a low voice,

"It's not going to end well for them."

It's like unintentional words, but also like a promise.

Liu Kangyan finally had some reaction, his eyelids trembled, and after a long time, he opened his mouth in a daze,

"Should I not have come to this world?..."

He seems to be asking Chen Yuzhi, but also seems to be asking himself.

He never wanted to harm anyone, he just wanted to be alone, but God couldn't even satisfy such a trivial request.

Chen Yu closed his mouth straight, unable to say anything, he could only clenched that hand tightly, and said hoarsely after a while,

"There is no one who should not have come to this world..."

"Eat more bitterness now, and the rest of my life will only be sweet...I am very happy that I can come to this world, otherwise how would I know you?"

He said again,

"Everything will be fine when you are admitted to university."

Liu Kangyan turned his head to look at him, his eyes were dark and beautiful, there was a little spark in the depths, so weak that it would go out when the wind blows,

"Would it please you to know me...?"

"It's not happy, it's worth it."

Let's do it again, don't want to see all the prosperity, but only hope that you will go through thousands of sails and feel that the world is worth it.

Chen Yu stroked his fair forehead, moved it up little by little, and pushed away the broken hair, revealing his delicate eyebrows,

"I want you to feel that being alive is a very, very good thing."

Even if you fall into the abyss in the future, you must remember that not everyone gave up on him.

Liu Kangyan's eyes were red, he closed his eyes to suppress his tears, raised his hand to grab Chen Yuzhi's wrist, tightened it slowly, and said word by word,

"I will Survive……"

I will live better than anyone else...

He didn't tell Chen Yuzhi what happened, and Chen Yuzhi also tacitly didn't ask. Liu Kangyan stayed here tonight, but he didn't sleep all night.

Yesterday Chen Yuzhi inexplicably kicked Li Zhuang to the ground, which seemed to be a big deal. This morning, everyone in the school gave vague glances, but he pretended not to notice it. Anyway, there were many fights in the past.

During self-study in the morning, Chen Yuzhi bought two bowls of hot and sour noodles to eat with Liu Kangyan. When he was eating, his eyes glanced at the seats of Ji Long and Li Zhuang from time to time. .

Halfway through eating, the window above his head suddenly rang. Chen Yu looked up and saw that it was Lu Si.

"I left your schoolbag here, Chen Yuzhi, come with me to get it."

She stood outside the window, hesitating to say something, obviously she had something to say, Chen Yuzhi's expression was very bad, and he didn't want to go, but after thinking about some things, he had to make it clear, so he got up and went out, and patted Liu Kangyan on the shoulder before leaving ,

"You eat first, I'll be back soon."

Liu Kangyan nodded, glanced at Lu Si, and said nothing.

No matter how delicate and powerful Lu Si is, she can always carry her schoolbag. She led Chen Yu straight up to the rooftop, and said when she saw that there was no one around.

"Let's say it first, Ji Long's matter has nothing to do with me. He came to me that day and made a bet with me to see if I could invite you to my birthday party, that's all."

Chen Yu has always been in a state of not getting close to strangers, and attracting boys is the best proof of femininity, Lu Si has always been fun, so naturally there is no reason not to agree.

Ji Long made a good plan and asked Li Zhuang to take advantage of the party to get Chen Yu drunk and give Liu Kangyan some wine, but he didn't expect that Liu Kangyan didn't drink at all, so when he followed Liu Kangyan into the bathroom, he was directly caught. Anti-killed.

"However, I am half responsible for this matter. I apologize to you here. If you need any help, just say, I will definitely find someone to clean up Ji Long's grandson."

After speaking, Lu Si handed him two schoolbags, patted his pants and left.

This afternoon, a superior leader inspected the class. The teacher told the cleaning committee to do a good job of hygiene, so the students on duty today are very busy. Liu Kangyan was sitting in his seat eating, and the cleaning committee member Shen Jie called him out.

"Hey, Liu Kangyan, Ji Long and Li Zhuang didn't come today, there is a shortage of people, please help mop the floor."

There are so many people who don't shout, but look for him, but it's just picking the soft persimmons.

Liu Kangyan's drooping eyes darkened for a moment, then he got up again, with a polite smile on his face,

"I'm going right now."

He went to the pool with the mop, and just bumped into Chen Yuzhi who came down from the rooftop.

"What are you doing with the mop? Aren't you on duty the day before yesterday?"

Faced with Chen Yuzhi's suspicious face, Liu Kangyan smiled as if nothing had happened,

"Not enough manpower, let me help."

"I just asked you to help me alone? Or did I ask several people?"

Liu Kangyan didn't speak, Chen Yuzhi had already guessed it, he walked into the classroom and put the schoolbag on the place, and said with a half-smile,

"Twenty or so people are not enough to do the cleaning?! Not enough manpower, don't you know how to transfer the ones that haven't been done later? Why are the cleaning committees appointed? The number of people is not well arranged."

He had a loud voice, and he made it clear that he was speaking to Shen Jie. When a boy said that, Shen Jie's eyes turned red, and she almost burst into tears. She didn't care whether she would offend Chen Yuzhi when she got angry.

"Ji Long and Li Zhuang didn't come, so Liu Kangyan can't help if there are not enough people?!"

Chen Yu looked at her coldly from sideways eyes, and sneered,

"If you don't have enough people, go on your own. Why do you ask Liu Kangyan? He's usually ordered by you to do sanitation eight times, if not ten times? I don't see you waiving him for the rest of the day."

Shen Jie poked her neck and said,

"He is the squad leader, can't he make a contribution for everyone?"

"You are still a cleaning committee member. I only watch you order others when doing cleaning, and I don't see a broom. Why don't you donate yourself? Don't you just cover the lack of mopping the floor by doing the cleaning yourself?"

Shen Jie couldn't agree with Chen Yuzhi, stomped her feet angrily, and wiped away her tears,

"I told the teacher to go!"

After speaking, he turned and ran away, and a bunch of people gathered around to watch the fun.

Chen Yuzhi was about to say something, but someone pulled his arm, and when he turned his head, it was Liu Kangyan,

"Forget it, it will be over in 10 minutes."

"What do you count, it doesn't count!"

Chen Yuzhi knew very well that if he backed down once, others would press him every step of the way. He looked at the cleaning watch and said unquestionably,

"Today, on Tuesday, the students on duty on Wednesday came to replace the mopping floor, and tomorrow's shift will start directly from the students on duty on Thursday."

This arrangement was very reasonable, and no one objected. Soon the person on duty on Wednesday took the mop from Liu Kangyan's hand and started mopping the floor, and everyone became busy.

Chen Yu spread his hands straight, with some complacency,

"How nice it is."

Liu Kangyan pursed his lips and gave him a slight push.

"Hurry up and eat, your powder is almost dry."

"What do you mean it's almost dry, it's all done, don't eat it."

The hot and sour powder tasted strong, so Chen Yu picked up the bag and went downstairs to throw out the trash.

Shen Jie ran into the teacher's office crying and complained, and she didn't know what to say, anyway, she came out with a calm face, as long as it was not a big deal, the teacher would choose to turn a blind eye to Chen Yuzhi's thorns. It's really nothing like crying a little girl.

In the afternoon, I was doing routine paper practice. Liu Kangyan came in with a lot of test papers. Because it was a complete set of test papers, the AB papers had to be separated manually. The English teacher was sitting on the podium, so Liu Kangyan said,

"Teacher, just now the student council notified the members to go to a meeting. These papers may have to find someone else."

"Is that so..."

The English teacher is new here. Hearing this, he raised his head and scanned the class, looking for someone who could help.

"Who in your class is more careful?"

Liu Kangyan lowered his eyes and reported a few names,

"Shen Jie, Huo Siping."

"Then the two of them."

With the teacher's consent, Liu Kangyan carried more than 40 sets of papers and put them on Shen Jie's desk. Meeting her astonished eyes, Liu Kangyan said lightly,

"The teacher asked you to help separate the AB papers inside. I'm sorry to trouble you. After dividing them, hand them directly to the teacher's office."

There are so many papers, and the number of pages is messy, and I'm afraid it won't be finished within two hours. Xu Jie was so angry that he didn't dare to shout loudly, for fear of ruining the image in the teacher's heart, he said in a low voice,

"The teacher just said that Huo Siping and I will be together! Don't deliberately retaliate!"

"Huo Siping is a member of the troupe, and now she is going to a meeting, and she will help you with her when the meeting is over."

Although Xu Jie has the status of a cadre, her grades are not good, and the members of the judging group fail every year. Liu Kangyan used this to block her, which made her blush with embarrassment.

Liu Kangyan smiled slightly, and left her seat straight away. When leaving through the back door, Chen Yuzhi hurriedly stopped him,

"Hey, come back!"

Chen Yu lay on the table and waved at him like a thief. When Liu Kangyan approached suspiciously, he stuffed fifty cash in the past.

"When I come back, go to the canteen and bring some snacks. I'm hungry."

Now there is no such thing as a break between classes for senior high school students, and there is no time to go to the toilet. Liu Kangyan took the money and nodded helplessly, expressing that he knew it.

The back door was gently closed, Chen Yuzhi glanced around the class, lowered his head and ate a piece of chewing gum, the students in the corner were whispering, word by word reached Chen Yuzhi's ears,

"Hey, hey, do you know that Ji Long was beaten by a hooligan outside the school. I heard that his legs were broken and several ribs were broken. Even if he recovers in the future, he will still be a lame man."

"Who told him to hang out with social people outside the school every day? Li Zhuang deserved it. I heard that he picked up girls on the girlfriend of Shen Hang, the boss of the [-]th high school. Now he dare not come to the school that is blocked by people."

"..."

Chen Yu didn't hear what someone said later. He took a deep breath, and he was in a good mood for a second. He took out his earphones and began to recite English words silently. Just as he was concentrating, the door behind him suddenly made a soft knock.

Chen Yu turned his head straight, but saw Liu Kangyan standing outside the door. He put a bag of snacks in when the teacher was not paying attention, and then said straight to Chen Yu,

"Listen to the class carefully, the members' meeting will take an hour to end."

Chen Yu supported his head with his hands, smiled and said OK,

"Waiting for you after school."