A Midnight Escape Story for Farmers

...can't sleep.

According to common sense, he spent a whole night of tossing around last night, and only got more than two hours of sleep at noon, so he should be quite tired now.But Fang Shiqing found in despair that he couldn't sleep at all.

Xiao Fengdi didn't move to the lounge in the end, but after such a toss just now, the originally good atmosphere became very awkward, and Fang Shiqing felt that it was really difficult to stay in other people's bed.

He took out his own pillow and quilt, and silently moved to the other side of the bed, Xiao Fengdi didn't say anything about it.

He feels absolutely terrible right now.

The boss told him so much just now, but after summing it up, the final conclusion that can be drawn is very simple: people are not satisfied with his character.

——What should I do?

Of course, the bad parts must be corrected.But not to mention that changing one's personality is not something that can be done in a day, just talking about the method, where should he start to modify it?What should I become to make the other party like me more?

This is only the first day of dating.However, he has already begun to fear the future of being bored by the other party.

He stared at the darkness above his head with his eyes open, his thoughts constantly drifting.

"—can't you sleep?"

Xiao Fengdi's voice came from beside him, and at the same time, the other party reached out and grabbed his wrist.

"Did it bother you?" He hurriedly shrank to the other side, "I'm sorry, I..."

"No, you didn't move much, so you can't disturb me. I can see that you haven't slept, just because I'm paying attention to you." The other party's voice sank slightly, and seemed unhappy, "Stop apologizing to me in the future, don't you Need to apologize to me."

"……Um."

The two stalemate for a while, and finally the other party asked, "Do you want me to help?"

He should be referring to using runes to help sleep like he did some time before.

"No, no need, I'll sleep right away. That, boss..." He hesitated to speak.

"what happened?"

He hesitated for a while, then asked in a low voice, "You must be tired too, right?"

"I'm fine, after all I've been in a deep sleep last night. What's the matter?"

"Then," he asked determinedly, "can you talk to me, just for a while."

The other party stopped for a few seconds, and Fang Shiqing's heart suddenly rose to his throat.

"Of course," he agreed quickly, "you can talk to me anytime. What do you want to talk about?"

"Can I ask something about you? Well, what is your criteria for choosing a mate?" Fang Shiqing asked cautiously, "That is to say, what type of partner do you prefer to find?"

"Type?—I haven't thought about it." The other party paused and said, "I've never talked about it before, and I don't think I can associate with people at all."

"However, there are still preferences, right? What kind of personality do you prefer?" During adolescence, everyone has more or less ideal types and dream lovers, and he believes that even big bosses are no exception.

"Why do you ask this suddenly?" Xiao Fengdi said, "I really never thought about it. And since I fell in love with you, now you are my favorite."

"..." Although he said it nicely, it didn't make any sense at all!

"So in front of me, you can be a little more casual," he continued, "It doesn't matter if you complain, make trouble for no reason, or do anything at all, and it won't affect my liking for you."

"No, I think it's better not to...uh."

Wait, Fang Shiqing suddenly realized, that is to say, the boss prefers the type who can have some fun with him?

Thinking about it is also true, when it comes to love, you can’t be too rigid. Isn’t there a saying that you can act coquettishly to the other half in heterosexual love? Homosexual love is also love, so it should be applicable as well.

But it was really difficult for him.Speaking of it, he is really inexperienced, and he can't think of what to do to make people happy.

"However, it would be better if you can take the initiative." After a while, the other party said, "As I said just now, you are too passive. Of course I can take the initiative, but I'm not sure if it will cause you discomfort .”

Take the initiative... ah.This is indeed the case, it seems that the boss has always been very happy when he took the initiative to express himself.

In the darkness, Fang Shiqing looked down at the gap between the two.He began to regret his behavior of hiding under his quilt just now to avoid embarrassment. If the other party felt that it would be better to sleep together, would his goodwill be ruined even more because he avoided it.

It's not too late to recover now, right?

Fang Shiqing made up his mind, threw off the quilt, got into the other party's quilt in one go, and put his arms around his waist.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Fengdi was slightly startled.

"It's nothing, just, since you like to take the initiative, I'll..."

"..."

The air seemed to be stagnant.

Fang Shiqing didn't feel very good. Although he did take the initiative this time, the other party didn't seem very happy.He froze there, not knowing what to do next.

After a long time, finally Xiao Fengdi sighed, grabbed his shoulder, and said softly: "You should love me very much too."

"……Um."

"Well, you just need to express your thoughts normally in the future. Say it if you like me, and say it if you don't like it. Come if you want to get close to me, and leave if you don't want to. As long as you have a good time talking, that's enough. Stop trying to find out what I like and then do it."

...as if I screwed up again.Fang Shiqing felt cold in his heart.

"Sorry, I just, just want you to be happier," he whispered, "...to like me more."

He was very upset and even wanted to cry.Trying to please someone is so much harder than insisting on being alone.

"I already like you very much. So now I just hope you can live a little happier."

"However, if you don't correct what you don't like in time, sooner or later you won't like it anymore—"

"That day will never come," he said decisively, "I will always love you."

"..."

"You don't believe it," he said.

Fang Shiqing acquiesced.

...How should I put it, now even middle school students don't make such empty promises to their partners.Even if it comes from the mouth of the boss, such words still have no credibility.

"What about you," he asked back, "won't you always like me?"

"It's totally different!"

Fang Shiqing shook his head desperately.

The other party is an exorcist with outstanding appearance, outstanding strength, who knows everything, is reliable, has a good character, and has saved his life. All in all, he can't pick out any faults and is the most perfect partner.

And he is an ordinary person who can't find any advantages, let alone a sick child.He can't find a reason to like himself, so why should others like him.

"Oh, I understand," Xiao Fengdi said, "That is to say, if one day I become disfigured, my hands and feet are broken, and I become a worthless cripple, then you will no longer have feelings for me?"

"No, no, how is that possible!" Fang Shiqing hurriedly covered his mouth in fright, "Don't plant a flag for yourself, that kind of thing won't happen!"

The other party grabbed his hand: "Answer my question."

"..."

"You think too highly of me." Xiao Fengdi sighed and said, "I'm an ordinary person just like you, but I have a special job. I'm not the kind of excellent person you think. When we continue dating, you You will definitely find that I have more shortcomings than you."

In the darkness, no one could see anyone's face clearly. Fang Shiqing felt that the other party gently stroked his neck, lowered his head, and pressed his forehead against his.The hot breath from the other party fell on his face.

"—When the time comes, maybe you will get tired of me first."

"No!" Fang Shiqing hurriedly said.

The other party seemed to smile slightly vaguely, the meaning of which was unclear.

The faces of the two were very close. At this moment, he suddenly had an idea.

Without hesitation, or in other words, when that thought appeared, his body moved uncontrollably - he took the initiative to lean over and groped to find the other's lips.

It was just a short kiss.However, when he realized what he had done and wanted to leave quickly, his tongue was caught in reverse.

Speaking of it, Xiao Fengdi probably doesn't have much experience in kissing, so he lacks skills, but he is probably born with a proactive personality, once he lets go, even the kiss has a vicious and powerful momentum.

It seems that people were very restrained in the previous few times.This time Fang Shiqing really experienced what it means to kiss without oxygen, and after finally kissing, he wished he could collapse on the bed and gasp for breath.

The other party hugged his shoulders and stroked his back. It felt like comforting a pet who had just been masturbated until he had nothing to love.

"I ask you, why do you want to kiss me?" the other party asked in his ear.

"Because," he replied subconsciously, "like you...?"

"—Well. That's right."

As if he had received a satisfactory answer, Xiao Fengdi smiled slightly, and quietly moved his palm down.

When he got up early the next day, Fang Shiqing was the only one left on the bed again.He stared at the neatly tidied empty seat beside him, feeling a little lost for a moment.

It feels... like a dream.

Yesterday he was not so clear-headed, but after a good night's sleep, today Fang Shiqing recalled the content of the various conversations he had with Xiao Fengdi yesterday, and he always felt... as if he had been tricked.

Forget it, if people are really willing to trick him, it might not be a good thing.

He was in a daze for a while, and then slowly packed up and got up.

It was late in winter, and now it was just dawn, Xiao Fengdi was turning off the lights in the corridor, when he heard the sound, he turned his head and saw him.

"woke up?"

"Yeah." He didn't dare to look at the other person's face.

Some things that are originally very high will become unclear after a night of sleep.

The other party turned off the last light, and then walked towards him.

"Did you sleep well?"

"Well, well...it's okay."

Not really good.He had been thinking about the conversation between the two of them last night, and he didn't know how he fell asleep in the end, and his dreams were all fragments of scenes from the past day and night.

During this day, he experienced earth-shaking changes, so big that he couldn't adapt to it.

"Then, come on."

"……Hey?"

The other party stretched out his hand to him, Fang Shiqing was stunned: "What?"

"Morning greeting." Xiao Fengdi said, "I want to give you a hug, is that okay?"

...Don't ask if it's okay now, okay? !Anyway, yesterday was—

……initiative.Be proactive.Take the initiative to express your feelings; this is what the other party wants and what you need.

Fang Shiqing took a deep breath, opened his arms and hugged him tightly.

But when he let go of his hand, he was grabbed by the backhand, and then he got a shallow kiss.

"Boss..." He hesitated to speak.

"—What's the matter, don't you want to?"

"No, it's not that I don't want to, but I'm a little, uh, not, not used to it." He said hurriedly, "I'll get used to it as soon as possible!"

"Then in order to get used to it as soon as possible," Xiao Fengdi said naturally, "Come and hug me every morning from now on, okay?"

"……Row."

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I'm going crazy... I must go back to the plot tomorrow, otherwise I won't be able to write this article (fall)