A Midnight Escape Story for Farmers

"You have to make it clear to me today. What do you think?"

Xiao Fengdi held Fang Shiqing's shoulder.His attitude and words are very firm, even if the tone is calm, there is an unquestionable flavor.

They stood facing each other in the hallway.The foyer behind is covered with fragments of materials, the lights in the corridor are all turned off, only near the entrance is on, and the dim yellow light spreads from a distance, creating an ambiguous atmosphere.

"...What, what do you think?"

Fang Shiqing panicked like never before, he faintly felt that what the other party would say next would definitely shake him completely.

Could it be that... no, no, definitely not.How is that possible.

He tried desperately to figure out what to do.Is there a way to wrap this topic around naturally?He didn't want to be discovered by the other party.

"What the hell do you think?"

Xiao Fengdi asked again without hesitation.

In the dark corridor, his eyes were shining brightly; they were completely determined and indomitable eyes.

"Stop running. You should have known what I meant, but you've been hiding," he said. "Stop hiding, I'm tired. I'm going to be tired."

He pressed Fang Shiqing tightly, not allowing him to escape, nor allowing him to look away.

"I don't understand what you think at all. If there is something I don't do well enough, you can say it, and I will try my best to do it. I don't understand what you like, and I will try to understand it. What else? You can tell me your concerns, and you can refuse if you want, but really, don’t run away anymore. At least give me a clear reason.”

Fang Shiqing was too panicked to think.He could hardly understand what the other party was saying, but at this moment he really had the idea of ​​running away.

It has always been his bad habit to want to escape whenever something happens.The so-called evasion is shameful but useful, whether it is in behavior or mentality; as long as you run fast enough, unpleasant things will not be able to catch up. This is the truth he has verified in his past life.

But this time, he realized desperately that he couldn't escape.

"—you like me, don't you. I mean 'like' in the sense of love."

The other party looked at him and asked.

……really.

He felt that he lost his breath momentarily.

It is definitely useless to deny it now, but how, how in the end can we maintain the existing relationship?He felt that in this way, the two of them would no longer have to be friends or even teammates, which was not what he wanted.

"I..." He felt his whole throat was dry and astringent, "I will try my best to avoid... try not to cause trouble to you. I will pay more attention and avoid suspicion in the future, so don't..."

Say no more.

"..."

Xiao Fengdi sighed heavily.

"Are you pretending to be stupid or are you really stupid?" The other party looked utterly helpless, "Do you really not know, I have liked you a long time ago, much earlier than you had a crush on me."

"—"

Fang Shiqing almost suspected that there was something wrong with his ears, and after a while, he asked in a low voice, "What did you say?"

When it came time to really speak out, Xiao Fengdi felt somewhat embarrassed.He let go of his hand, turned his head and said, "I have liked you for a long time. Don't you feel it at all? I thought it was obvious that I treated you differently. "

--What is he saying?

Fang Shiqing stared blankly at each other.

The word "discriminatory treatment" reminded him of many things at once.From the lounge key hanging around the cat's neck, to the life-saving rescue in the dungeon, to "I want to treat you better", to "what am I in your heart", to exploring sexuality through physical contact, to Safe and holding hands...

After piercing the thin window paper, everything seemed so logical, coherent to the point of terror.

"But, didn't you say that you already have a sweetheart you can't ask for?" He was still dying.

"Who else could there be besides you?" Xiao Fengdi said, "I've said it to my face, and I've hinted at it on the sidelines, but you didn't react at all. I'm afraid you're the only one in the world who can be so stupid. There might be a second."

……what.

Is this an illusion set by some monster?Or is it just a simple dream?Fang Shiqing felt that what happened in front of him was completely beyond the scope of his thinking.Xiao Fengdi actually said that he likes him...?How is this possible?

"Why do you like...a person like me?" He was trembling all over, and it took him a long time to open his mouth, and whispered, "I, I have no advantages, and I have nothing to offer. And..."

Isn't the other party very clear about his situation?How could someone like Xiao Fengdi develop special feelings for a patient who was uncertain how long he would live?

This can't be true.

He really wanted to slap himself to see if it hurt.

"Maybe it is," Xiao Fengdi said after a pause, "Sometimes you are too dull, which makes people anxious. But it doesn't matter, these are just minor problems, and they don't prevent me from liking you. I have many similar problems."

...No, that's not the case at all.It's not on the same scale at all

"If you think it's acceptable," Xiao Fengdi breathed out slowly, and continued.He spoke slowly and earnestly, "If you can accept it, let's try dating later. I don't have experience in this field, but I will definitely try my best..."

"—!"

When he heard him say "association", Fang Shiqing felt that a string in his heart was completely broken.He struggled with all his strength, shook off the opponent's hand, and took several steps back in a panic, "I, I, I'm sorry, I have something to do..."

"Wait, you—" Xiao Fengdi wanted to grab him, but when he saw his expression, he suddenly stopped.

Not far behind was the reading room, he slipped in and closed the door firmly.

The room was pitch black, and even the outline of the bookshelf not far away could not be seen clearly.With his back firmly pressed against the door, he slid down little by little, and finally sat on the ground.

In the end, I still couldn't hold on, and finally chose to escape.However, facing the darkness, his messy head finally gradually became clearer.

All in all, just now, Xiao Fengdi confessed to him.It is "he" who is speaking, not anyone else.It was Xiao Fengdi who said those words, not anyone else.It's a real confession, not a joke.

But... why?how could be?

Finding out that the person he likes also likes him should be the best thing in the world, but now he feels nothing but endless panic.

Why does it have to be him?This is simply the worst, worst, most unsolvable option.How could the other party fall in love with him?Can't... just can't, fall in love with someone who is better, caring, and most importantly, healthier?

Has the boss never seen a patient in the same situation as him?Or did you forget about it?

Now how to do?What else can I do after that?It was impossible to get around this matter, and he could no longer escape.Running away suddenly when the other party is confessing, this is already excessive enough, it cannot be more excessive.The boss will definitely hate him because of this; but so far, this may not be a bad thing.

He pulled his hair vigorously, thinking to himself, let's just say it.Anyway, friends definitely have nothing to do, it is better to remind the other party to stop the loss in time, and we can no longer maintain a relationship of no progress or retreat for our own selfishness.

Maybe it would be better for him to die long ago, he thought desperately after a long absence.If I had died early, died in the hands of monsters during the first and second dungeons, or simply died suddenly when I was not an adult, I would not be where I am today.

There were footsteps in the corridor outside.Someone pushed the door lightly. Since Fang Shiqing's whole weight was leaning on it, the other party didn't push it.

He realized that Xiao Fengdi was standing at the door.

"Are you crying?" After a while, the other party asked.

……no?

Hearing his question, Fang Shiqing raised his hand and touched his face, only to realize that his face was already wet.

He stared blankly at the darkness in front of him.He didn't expect to shed tears over such a thing, it was too embarrassing.Now, even if it's an underage girl, she wouldn't cry like this when she was confessed, and she wasn't forced to do anything.I don't know when it started, did it just now?Was it because the boss was also frightened that he didn't stop him?

"I'm sorry," Xiao Fengdi said again after a while, "I didn't expect you to be so resistant to this matter. Just pretend that what happened tonight never happened. You..."

The other party didn't seem to know how to say it, "Don't be afraid."

—he saw it.Fang Shiqing wiped his face vigorously, until just now, he must have been so terrified that he was about to faint.

"Don't hide in it, it's too dark inside. I'll go back to the lounge now, and then you should go to rest earlier."

He seemed to take a few steps back and forth in the corridor, and then gradually walked into the distance.

Fang Shiqing felt a throbbing pain in his heart.He slapped himself hard and stood up holding the door.

Until this time, the other party was thinking about him. If he didn't explain it clearly, it might make the other party blame himself.However, this is incorrect and unnecessary. There is nothing wrong with them, the only fault is that they have taken a fancy to someone who is not worth it.

Relying on that puff of breath, he pulled open the door of the reading room.

Xiao Fengdi had just walked halfway, when he heard the sound of the door opening, he immediately turned around, and he hurriedly shouted: "Don't! You, don't turn around for now, just listen to me, is that okay?"

If he saw the other person's face, he would definitely be shaken.

Xiao Fengdi hesitated for a moment, but he followed his advice.

Fang Shiqing took a deep breath.In fact, what he wanted to say was already very clear, and he already knew that this would be the result.Maybe that's why I couldn't stop crying.

"...I like you too. You are very, very nice. Anyone in my position would definitely like you. But," he tried hard to keep his voice from trembling, "It is impossible for me to be with you... Talk. In my situation, I am not suitable for dating anyone. This is my problem, not, not your problem. I'm sorry."

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I'm sorry that the number of words today is a bit short, and Kawen is a bit stuck, and I will try to write more tomorrow

Will use about 2-3 chapters later?Transition, and then enter the fourth book, the fourth book can solve their problems