A Midnight Escape Story for Farmers

Gay...?

Fang Shiqing was stunned.It turns out that the boss...does he like men?That's why he has always acted very ordinary to women, even if a beautiful NPC flirts with him, he doesn't respond?

Probably because the image of the other party is far from the stereotype of gay men in society, a possibility that he had never thought about before.

"Scared?" Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Xiao Fengdi sighed softly, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you. Do you dislike this?"

He took a step back, "If you feel uncomfortable, I can stay away. If there is anything that makes you feel uncomfortable, you can immediately bring it up—"

"No, no, no," Fang Shiqing was awakened by his retreating movement, and quickly shook his hand desperately, "It's nothing like that, I don't dislike you, not at all."

How could he be disgusted with each other?Thank goodness people don't hate him.

"It's okay, you don't have to force it." Xiao Fengdi smiled faintly.

Fang Shiqing was so abused by his smile, this was the first time he saw the other party showing such a fragile expression.

"It's not forced," he shook his head vigorously, "really, really not. Boss, you...don't think so much. In this day and age, everyone recognizes that people regardless of their sexual orientation deserve respect. Socially, homosexuality is tough, but things are getting better all the time, and teammates certainly won't... have any prejudices..."

His voice became smaller and smaller, and finally he had to keep his mouth shut.When he was speaking, Xiao Fengdi's complexion didn't improve, but became colder and colder; he felt that he must have said something wrong again.

"What does what you said have anything to do with me?" Xiao Fengdi said after a while, "What they think, what the society thinks, will not have any influence on me. I just want to know what you think, in your heart I What the hell is that?"

Fang Shiqing raised his head in bewilderment.He vaguely sensed that the other party wanted him to give some kind of answer, but he didn't know what it was, so he didn't dare to speak at all.

The two stalemate for a long time, finally Xiao Fengdi sighed and took the lead to take a step back.

"Okay, let me ask you another way. I'm gay, and I only like men. What about your situation, can you accept men?"

"Me?" Fang Shiqing didn't know why this had something to do with him, "You, are you asking about my orientation...?"

"Yes, yours."

Why is he asking this?Fang Shiqing suddenly felt a strong guilty conscience.He turned his face away, stared at the wall next to him and muttered: "I don't know, I... I never thought about this question."

"Haven't thought about it?" Xiao Fengdi frowned, "How could this kind of thing have never been thought about."

"I really haven't thought about it! Because, uh, I have no experience in love," he added in a panic, "If you want to know if you are straight or gay, you should look at whether the person you like is the same sex or the opposite sex? My man I have never liked any woman, so..."

When he was talking, he didn't dare to look into the other person's eyes, but he could feel that Xiao Fengdi's eyes stayed on his face for a long time.

"Never liked men and women?"

"Well,...probably."

He was immediately shaken by such a nonchalant question, but he could only bite the bullet and nod.

Xiao Fengdi stared at his face, not letting go of any subtle expressions on his face, as if he was judging whether he was lying or not.

"Not exactly what you think. It seems you have some misunderstandings about sexuality."

After a while, the other party said.

"It is true that people who like the same sex are homosexuals, but this 'like' does not necessarily require a specific object. Many people are aware of their orientation during adolescence: at that time, people's ideas about sex begin to be clear, and they can realize what kind of Things that are truly sexually attractive to oneself. That is to say, people who have the urge to get close to the body of the same sex are gay, and vice versa are heterosexual.”

He spoke frankly and frankly, but Fang Shiqing blushed up to the ears.

The content itself is nothing. He is an adult after all, so he can face it with a normal attitude.The problem is, these words reminded him of some experiences from the night before—that brief experience of being held in the arms of the other party, warmed by his body temperature, whether it was a wonderful or painful experience.

"Did you think of anything?" Xiao Fengdi still wanted to ask, "Your face is very red."

"No..." he stammered, and at the same time slapped his face with the back of his hand in a panic, trying to lower the temperature quickly, "That's right, that, it's too hot."

Xiao Fengdi looked at the door: "But it's pretty cool in the library."

Fang Shiqing was speechless, but luckily the other party didn't pester him any more.

"So, during your adolescence—until now, didn't you have a similar experience?"

Fang Shiqing froze, and almost jumped up in fright: "No, no! Well, boss," he tried to find an excuse for himself, "You know my situation, whether it is puberty or now, I have been treating illnesses all the time, there is nothing wrong with it. Think about those things..."

"--yes?"

He nodded wildly.I don't know why the other party insists on this issue. It can't be that someone has noticed his dirty thoughts at that time and wants to settle with him now, right?

"If it's because of your health, what about now? Now your physical condition is almost the same as that of ordinary people."

Is this a metaphor for something? !

Xiao Fengdi said meaningfully: "If you want to determine your orientation, I can help you."

help?

Fang Shiqing asked in a daze: "This... How can I help?" Is it like psychological counseling or dating?Ashamed as it sounds.

"It's very simple," Xiao Fengdi said, "Try it and you'll know."

"Try what——"

Xiao Fengdi suddenly grabbed his shoulder and pressed it to the side with his backhand.

Caught off guard, Fang Shiqing staggered a step, leaning his back against the wall of the corridor.

The opponent immediately came over.Because the object was Xiao Fengdi, Fang Shiqing had no sense of struggle at all. It wasn't until his whole body was shrouded in the shadow of the other party that he suddenly realized:

This seems to be...the so-called wall-dong posture that was once very popular on the Internet.

It's too late to realize now.He was already unable to move; Xiao Fengdi stuck one leg between his legs, tightly grasped his wrist and pressed it against the wall.

"—"

How is this going?what is this?

Fang Shiqing opened his mouth, but couldn't speak at all; under this excessively strong impact, his brain went blank.

The other looked down at him, their chests almost touching each other.

It was too close, too close.

He could feel the temperature from another body, as well as the scorching breath falling on his face.He felt as if his whole body was on fire, starting from the place where he was touched by the other party, from top to bottom, from inside to outside, and crazily burning to the innermost part.

"How is it, do you feel it?" Xiao Fengdi asked softly in his ear.

"..."

"Have it?"

The sound fell in the ears together with the breathing.Fang Shiqing's scalp was numb, he felt frightened, and instinctively wanted to run away; if he didn't run away, things would definitely become irreparable.

Yet he couldn't muster the energy to struggle, couldn't move, and even... wished for more.

He felt like he was going crazy, or maybe already.The other party is still getting closer little by little, looking like he wants to kiss him, but is this possible?

What is this, a prank?revenge?experiment?still……

Just when he felt that he had reached his limit and was about to faint in the next second, Xiao Fengdi suddenly let go of his hand.

He straightened up as if nothing had happened, turned his head and walked back to his workstation, and poured a glass of water to drink.

Fang Shiqing gasped for breath.After the front was empty, the cool air finally rushed in again, taking away the excess heat.He realized that his legs were a little weak, and he wanted to slide down against the wall immediately.

It took him a long time to find his voice, and he felt that his throat was so dry, "Boss, you, that, what's going on..."

"It's nothing, didn't you just say it, you'll know if you try it." Xiao Fengdi put down his cup with his back turned to him, "When you're so close to someone, if your orientation is right, you should feel something. Do you feel it? ?”

"..." Yes, too much, to the point of frightening.But where did he dare to admit it, he could only vaguely say, "I don't know. It's just that it was so sudden... I was shocked."

"It's because you're too slow," Xiao Fengdi said, "then there's nothing I can do. I can only do this. You should understand that further contact can only be carried out with people who really have an intimate relationship. Now, we are not suitable to do it now."

"……Um."

Although the other party spoke very cryptically, Fang Shiqing actually understood what he meant.

He's saying he's only going to kiss the person he's in love with.

"Sorry," Xiao Fengdi tilted his head slightly, "Do you feel uncomfortable? If you feel uncomfortable or even sick, then you may be purely heterosexual."

"I'm fine, I'm really fine, I'm just a little scared." Fang Shiqing looked away and whispered, "Then I'll go back today."

"Ah."

Fang Shiqing left the library, but did not return to the farm immediately, but sat down on a bench not far from the boulevard.

He buried his face deeply in his palms, the wrists and cheeks that had just been touched were still hot.

Now, no matter how good he is at being an ostrich, he can no longer avoid the established facts.He definitely fell in love with Xiao Fengdi, not because of respect for his benefactor, admiration for the strong, or trust in his teammates, but for the kind of person who wants to hug, kiss, and make physical contact with each other, just like a couple.

It's over, he thought desperately, it's over this time.What should I do about this, how should I get along with each other afterwards, can I really only avoid suspicion as the boss said?

Under normal circumstances, of course, it should be avoided. If you know that you and the other party are impossible, you should stay away as soon as possible, and stop thinking about it as soon as possible.

But... this is not the normal world, but in the game.Even if you deliberately avoid it, where can you avoid it?Will you accidentally delay the business?Will it cause trouble for others?

It's really too much trouble, no matter how you think about it, it's troublesome.The environment of the game is not suitable for a relationship at all, and no matter how he thinks about it, he shouldn't fall in love with her at all.

So what to do now, how to fix this error?

Fang Shiqing's mind was in a mess, while complaining that he was stupid and useless, on the other hand he couldn't help but think about Xiao Fengdi's matter.

He repeatedly thought about the moment of contact, and then recalled every meeting and conversation with the other party since the first day he entered the game. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that it was not surprising that he would like him.The boss is handsome and capable, and he is also a very nice person. Anyone in his position will definitely like him.

...It is precisely because he is so outstanding that Xiao Xiang at this moment seems particularly ridiculous.

Just as he was thinking wildly, a burst of light footsteps came from far and near, and stopped in front of him.Immediately, the girl's surprised voice sounded: "Brother Shiqing? Is it Brother Shiqing? Why are you here alone? Are you tired?"

Fang Shiqing let go of his hands covering his face, and looked up.

Zhang Yu was standing there, bent over and looked at him suspiciously: "Your complexion is not very good, is there any discomfort? I have medicine here, come and take some?"

"No, no need," Fang Shiqing felt ashamed, and quickly stood up, "I'm fine, I just didn't sleep well last night. Then I'll go first."

"Let's go now?" Zhang Yu seemed a little regretful, "Aren't you going to go to the library by the way? Just go, and you can bring me in too."

"...I just came out of it." Fang Shiqing said.

Zhang Yu was very sorry, but he didn't say much. He just sat down on the bench, took out a book and spread it on his lap, as if planning to kill time here.

Fang Shiqing looked around.This place is now facing the sun, not a good place to relax and cool off, but Zhang Yu doesn't seem to care at all.

He felt a little subtle: "You didn't come here specially to read the book, did you?"

"That's right," Zhang Yu readily admitted, "This is the bench closest to the library. I came to see him, but I can't get in. I have no choice but to wait at the place closest to him. .”

Fang Shiqing felt a strange emotion, a bit like sympathy: Zhang Yu probably really liked Xiao Fengdi, but she certainly didn't know that the man she was obsessed with had no interest in the opposite sex.

"You...do you like him that much?"

"Yes!" Zhang Yu said without hesitation, "I knew him the first time I saw him. My Mr.Right is him!"

Fang Shiqing hesitated for a moment, but said tactfully, "A thing like falling in love requires the willingness of both parties..."

"I don't care," Zhang Yu puffed up his cheeks and said, "The so-called strong women are afraid of pestering men, and the reverse must be the same. As long as I keep chasing and chasing, he will be impressed by me sooner or later!"

"But, twisted melons are not sweet..."

"It doesn't matter if it's not sweet," Zhang Yu said with a smile, "You just need to twist your hands. In order to get love, I'm willing to do anything."

At that moment, Fang Shiqing didn't know why, but suddenly felt a chill on his back.

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[The object of my crush obviously likes me, but he allows me to show his affection in every possible way and refuses to give me any response. What is he thinking?What should we do now?Urgent, wait online]

Brother Xiao is really going to die of anger