just met in the boy

In late March, Bian Xiaojun had just been discharged from the hospital the day before yesterday, and today he boarded a flight to Beijing again, but this time he didn't escape, but fought hard for nearly a month and finally won his father's compromise.

It was said to be a compromise, but it was only part of it—his father didn't accept Ou Xuyang, but reluctantly agreed to let him return to Beijing to continue his studies, and no longer planned to send him abroad.In fact, this is easy to understand. Ever since his father and his mother realized the fact that "Li Yue knew that he liked men a long time ago and supported them", the couple's plan to marry the Li family collapsed in an instant. Rotten into scum, according to his father's original words, "I have no face to see the Li family from now on!"

Bian Xiaojun likes the current situation very much, at least his father is determined to let him go back to Beijing now, which shows that everything has great hope - and his only purpose this time is to get Ou Xuyang back!He made up his mind that as long as Ou Xuyang doesn't forgive or agree to him, he will squat at the gate of Peking University for a day!

The initial stage of the journey was smooth sailing. It didn't take much effort for him to step into the Peking University campus and find the downstairs of Ou Xuyang's dormitory. Then he took a little effort to find out if Ou Xuyang, who was a freshman in the Chinese Department, was there now. Someone told him that Ou Xuyang's class was now There was class, so he sat on the bench downstairs in the dormitory with his hands in his pockets and his buttocks, and began to wait for them to come back from class.After waiting for more than two hours, he caught a glimpse of groups of boys approaching from afar, and he recognized at a glance the big-waisted classmate who had met Ou Xuyang in the same room.

He stepped forward in three steps and made two steps, and he greeted enthusiastically: "Big waist!"

This greeting almost caused the big waist to fall through his gold-rimmed glasses, and made such a gentle person blush and thick-necked: "Killer! It's rude!"

Bian Xiaojun didn't have time to chat with him, so he looked for Ou Xuyang, but he couldn't see him after searching for a long time. He was strange and anxious: "Where's Xuyang? Huh? Where's Xuyang?!"

The big waist rolled his eyes, "He doesn't live here now."

"What?!" Bian Xiaojun almost jumped up when he heard that, "Then where did he go?!"

"He took on a few copywriting jobs for others, and in order not to affect his work, he moved out."

"Then where does he live?" Bian Xiaojun was so anxious that his heart was about to jump out.

The big waist glanced at his brows, and suddenly put on airs, "How can I tell you this casually? Who knows if you are going to seek love and murder? He told me back then that no matter who asked me, I couldn't tell."

"I'm not like him!" Bian Xiaojun emphasized, and suddenly his tone softened, "Brother, please, I beg you, it's getting late now, haven't you eaten yet? May I invite you?"

"Let's go, go fishing in the sea." The big waist is really not an ordinary cheerful person.

After five o'clock in the afternoon, Ou Xuyang returned to his rented house to see that there was still a while before the landlord came to collect the rent. He had to hurry up and tidy up the house.

The house is old and has a stale smell after being closed for a day. A semi-open kitchen is added to the bathroom and bedroom within 15 square meters. Fortunately, he can clean it up and divide the original straight tube into two partitions where you can see the bed when you open the door .

Ou Xuyang opened the window to ventilate the air, touched the clothes hanging in the room, they were all dry, so he put on his coat and folded the clothes, listening to the cold wind coming in through the window and whistling in his ears .

While he was folding his clothes, he was preparing the draft for the copy that he was going to write tonight, and then he couldn't help chanting words out loud, fearing that he would forget, so he hurriedly turned on the tape recorder, at this moment the sound suddenly rang at home knocking.

how?Am I getting the time wrong?He felt strange, took out the wallet from his carry-on bag, and called, "Wait a minute." He walked over to open the door.

"Sorry, I just got home, and the room is still a bit messy." He said habitually as soon as he opened the door before seeing the person coming.

"Anyone want to come?" Bian Xiaojun squeezed his nervous face in front of his eyes.

Tick, tock...tick, tock, two seconds——Ou Xuyang finally came to his senses after a lot of thoughts flew through his mind. ?!"

Bian Xiaojun didn't answer, just said: "Xu Yang, let me in..."

"Go back, we have nothing to do with each other anymore, don't come to me again." Ou Xuyang didn't give him a chance, and closed the door as he spoke, but Bian Xiaojun stretched out his hand quickly, Ou Xuyang was caught off guard by his sudden attempt to block the door, thinking again It was too late to brake, and he didn't stagger open this time, only to see his hand was firmly clamped by the door.

"Ah!" Bian Xiaojun cried out in pain from the pinched bones.

Ou Xuyang panicked, and hurried to look at his hand, the hand was pinched so that it trembled, and blood bruises appeared in the fingernails immediately, Ou Xuyang felt distressed when he saw it, and cursed angrily: "Are you nervous! What if you have a broken bone!"

"Yang...you let me in, I've figured it out, I have something to tell you." But Bian Xiaojun didn't care about the pain, he was worried because he was afraid that Ou Xuyang would not be saved.

"Why did you come here?" Ou Xuyang's face turned gray, and he let go of Bian Xiaojun's hand, "It was like that before, I tried to stay as far away from you as possible, why did you come here again, it's painful to see each other."

Ou Xuyang's words made Bian Xiaojun panic, he felt that the distance between them had really become farther in just one month, but he was not reconciled, so he said directly: "Xuyang, I don't want to break up with you! I'm sorry I didn't have the courage to say it back then! But I think about it now, I love you! Because I love you, no matter what is in the way, I can't leave you!"

"Hmph..." Ou Xuyang sneered, shook his head and sighed softly: "Funny..."

This sneer instantly made Bian Xiaojun dumbfounded, and his heart turned cold, "What, what?"

"I said you were funny." Ou Xuyang crossed his arms and asked back: "What reaction do you expect me to give you? After you tell me at length that you finally found out that you love me, can you accept the fact and cry bitterly while hugging you? Too much Are you childish... Do you know that some things have gone bad long ago?"

"What's changed..." Bian Xiaojun felt scared, because Ou Xuyang's expression was too calm, looking at him like that made his palms sweat from panic.

Then a look of disappointment flashed across Ou Xuyang's eyes, "You didn't understand...you didn't understand why I was sad at that time, and you don't understand why I am sad now..." As he spoke, Ou Xuyang realized that he was about to lose control of his uncomfortable feeling. He started to slam people, waved his hands impatiently and said: "Let's go, don't come again when it's over."

"No! Xu Yang! Tell me what's wrong?!" Bian Xiaojun pressed against the door frame, he couldn't give up no matter what!

Ou Xuyang bit his lip tightly, furrowed his brows tightly, his eyes were red again, he wanted to let go but he couldn't let go, this is not a problem that can be solved by just saying "I love you!"He can't forget what Bian Xiaojun said, so if he loves him, he doesn't need to find out!No need to figure it out!But from the very beginning, he would not rush into the highway on a rainy night to seek death, and he would never want to die just because he was fucked...

"Ou Xuyang! Can't you speak clearly! What's wrong with me! Isn't this the answer you want?! I love you, I tell you I love you, isn't it enough! It's not enough to restore everything to the original Is it?!" Bian Xiaojun asked loudly.

Facing Bian Xiaojun's desperate confrontation, Ou Xuyang felt collapsed, and he shouted out of control: "Fuck you, you love me! You never consider where your actions will put me! Who wouldn't say ! Fuck you!"

"Then what the hell do you want me to do!" Bian Xiaojun was about to go crazy, he was so angry that he forgot that Ou Xuyang was still behind the door, so he raised his foot and kicked the door open, the door was hit by the impact It bounced on Ou Xuyang's body, and with a bang, Ou Xuyang fell to the ground and knocked over the low shoe cabinet next to it, and the poor quality shoe cabinet fell apart immediately.

Ou Xuyang was so stunned, his eyes went black for a while, and he lay on the ground unable to get up.

Only then did Bian Xiaojun realize what he had done, flustered. He hurriedly knelt down and touched his head to check. Looking at the bloody gash at the corner of Ou Xuyang's left eyebrow, he gasped in pain and said incoherently: "Xuyang! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Go Hospital, shall we go to the hospital? Now, together, quickly..."

But Ou Xuyang was silent, closed his eyes, and then slowly pulled his hand out of Bian Xiaojun's. He clearly felt that a part of his heart was dying.

"Xuyang...Xuyang..." Bian Xiaojun begged...

"Are you still Bian Xiaojun..." Ou Xuyang smiled and opened his mouth, but unfortunately he couldn't make out his voice, and his words were blurred: "Back then in my house, it was Beibei who accidentally bumped me with an elbow, so you can fight him The world is turned upside down...and now..." The corners of his eyebrows were burning hot, he touched it, and then saw blood was rubbed on his fingertips.

Suddenly, the phone rang, and Ou Xuyang raised his breath and stood up to look for the phone. He took a piece of paper from the bedside and covered the corner of his left eyebrow, then took out the phone from his bag and answered the call, "Hello—"

"Hey, Xu Yang, what's the matter? Why doesn't the voice sound right?" The landlady's voice sounded.

Ou Xuyang suddenly realized that it was almost time, so he cheered up: "Well, it's okay."

"Are you at home? I'm going up now. Why do you see the door open from downstairs? Is someone coming?" The landlord asked with a hint of displeasure.

"Oh, no one's here. I just came home." Ou Xuyang couldn't care about the dispute with Bian Xiaojun at this time. Since the landlord is already downstairs, it seems that everything needs to be re-planned, so he gently agreed Said, "Come on, I'll be waiting for you."

He hung up the phone in a hurry, thinking that if he asked Bian Xiaojun to go out at this time, he might bump into the landlord, and then he would have to babble and explain, so why not... He looked around the house, and a plan came to his mind, so he hurriedly pulled him away. Bian Xiaojun opened the closet, pushed aside the hanging clothes, and quickly explained: "My landlord doesn't allow me to bring people home, she's coming up to collect the rent soon, you go in and hide, don't make a sound! You are not allowed to come out unless I ask you to come out, you know!" He pushed Bian Xiaojun and stuffed Bian Xiaojun into the closet.