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Ou Xuyang felt that he was really becoming less and less squeamish. Now that the temperature in winter nights is so low, he can still walk along the river, and he still doesn't feel cold when the cold wind blows from the river.In the past, he would never have thought of going for a walk by the river after dinner on a winter night, but because the person who proposed it was Cheng Youcheng—Cheng Youcheng said that he hadn’t been home for a long time, and that he wanted to see the river in his hometown in winter. He said that he still likes the bustling roads in China and watching the colorful neon lights falling on the river.

Therefore, Ou Xuyang felt that he shouldn't refuse. Although he couldn't understand Cheng Youcheng's feelings, he could understand.

"In Manchester, I have to walk on the nearby streets for a while after dinner every day, but the weather in the UK is always raining, and I often have to run back in the rain halfway through. Whenever this time, Wu Miao I always say that I have to travel so far because of illness, but I don’t like to just hang out in the dormitory like him.” At this point, Cheng Youcheng smiled, “Of course, I don’t have the confidence that he does, although it’s been more than a year I still can’t fit in with them very well.”

"Why? Is the language not enough?" Ou Xuyang was curious.

"There's also the language, and there's also the culture, and you're not too familiar with them. The British are actually very cold in their bones. Although they are polite and polite, they will take the initiative to alienate you when you don't get to know them well." Cheng Youcheng replied suddenly. There was a little envy in the emotion, "So sometimes no matter how hard I try to socialize, I can't compare to a humorous joke that Wu Miao casually said. They like Wu Miao very much, and they almost regard him as one of their own."

"Who is Wu Miao already a banana man?" Ou Xuyang shrugged, although the clothes were thick and such subtle movements could not be seen, he covered half of his face in the scarf and frowned and complained: "Wu Miao doesn't know how to take you with me either." ?! Heartless!"

Cheng Youcheng heard Ou Xuyang's complaint, and his heart warmed up, but he still explained: "He brought it, but sometimes I'm not used to those social occasions, the British guys are still very troublesome when they play, I can't bear it." .”

"That's your problem. You can't bear to blend into the circle again, and you're still blaming yourself for contradicting yourself." Ou Xuyang rolled his eyes at the cold air and the night sky.

Cheng Youcheng laughed loudly after hearing this, "You're right, I did too much. Well, it's time to take you back, it's getting late." He looked at his watch, it was almost nine o'clock, and he raised his hand to take a taxi.

But Ou Xuyang stopped when he heard the words, and pointed to the left hand side of Cheng Youcheng who followed him, "No need to send it off, there happens to be Metro Line [-] there, it's very convenient for me to go back."

"Then let's go together." Cheng Youcheng walked back again.

"You're only four or five stops away from the station in front of you. You have to change lines and detour on Metro Line [-]." Ou Xuyang looked back as he said, and a bus was coming at the intersection. He hurriedly said, "Quick, run for two minutes." Come on, the car is coming."

Cheng Youcheng looked at the car approaching from a distance, and then at Ou Xuyang who was standing one meter away from him. He felt a little lost and helpless, but he knew it was all for granted, so he said, "What time do you leave the day after tomorrow? Is it the South Railway Station or the new station?" Passenger station?"

Ou Xuyang smiled and shook his head after listening, "I don't need to give it away, but there is nothing to give away when I go to serve as a soldier. Your winter vacation is precious, so enjoy it." After speaking, he waved his hand bluntly, "Let's go, if See you next year next year."

He turned around gracefully.Cheng Youcheng watched him striding across the road with his hands in his pockets so chicly. In the cold winter night and under the dazzling lights of the shops across the street, his coat was rolled up by the wind, and he took out his mobile phone and left. After a certain distance, he stopped again, and then the bus sped past Cheng Youcheng's eyes.

Hey... After all, I still missed this bus.Cheng Youcheng sighed secretly, turned his eyes away and walked towards where he should go.

It was only then that Ou Xuyang realized that there were dozens of missed calls from Bian Xiaojun on his mobile phone, and then he realized that he had switched to silent mode at some point!At that moment, he wanted to slap himself a few times: If he can't get through to my phone, that idiot must be going crazy!But an idiot is an idiot, why didn't he know to leave a message? !Then he called back, and after a few beeps, he was told that the phone was turned off, presumably because Bian Xiaojun's phone was out of battery.

In fact, Bian Xiaojun didn't go back until after nine o'clock because he couldn't beat his father's urging. Of course, it was also because it seemed very inappropriate to sit at Ou Xuyang's house. Although Ou Xuyang's parents didn't reveal anything, he also realized that Papa Ou really wanted to go to bed early and seemed very tired, so he had to leave first.

He returned home dejectedly, and as soon as he entered the door, he found that the atmosphere in the house was not right.His father sat on the sofa with a dark face and folded arms, and his young mother looked uneasy. Seeing that he came back, she didn't speak but gave him a strange look, but the two of them saw that they were waiting for him.

Sure enough, his father spoke first: "Why didn't you tell us when you came back from leave?"

Bian Xiaojun felt that there was nothing to explain, so he said perfunctorily, "It's just a day or two, there's nothing to say."

"There's nothing to talk about for a day or two? What are you doing when you come back? You didn't tell us where you planned to live for a day or two?" Father's face was like the dull and depressing sky before a summer thunderstorm.

"Ou Xuyang will be enlisting in the army the day after tomorrow. I'll come back to see him off. What's the matter? There's nothing to make a fuss about." Bian Xiaojun didn't want to talk nonsense, he wanted to charge his phone quickly to contact Ou Xuyang.

"You come back and do well!" His father sternly said, "Do you know how much face you have disgraced me!"

"What's wrong with me?!" Bian Xiaojun was also very angry, not knowing why, why did he embarrass himself again? !

"You ran to Commander Li without my permission and asked him to open a way for you to join the army. Isn't that embarrassing me?" His father pointed at his nose and jumped up, "Take his daughter and run away!" When you go to someone's house and they ask you if you have thought about your daughter's future and what plans you have for being a soldier, it's better for you to act like a swinger and show off to the commander! You bastard! Do you know that? I know how much trouble you have caused!"

"What do you mean I got into such a disaster! It's because Commander Li acted like he helped me into the army and wanted me to marry Li Yue. He was weird, okay? Let me tell you again, I have nothing to do with Li Yue! I don't like it." She, she doesn't like me, we're just pretending, if you don't believe me, just ask her!" Bian Xiaojun explained irritably, then after a moment of thought, he asked again: "How do you know that I went to see Li Yue's father today?!"

"Hmph, how do we know?! His sons are coming to the door to sue! How embarrassing you have caused me! I am so old, but I was scolded by a bastard, pointing the nose and pointing at the face!"

"Li Yao is here?! Fuck!" Bian Xiaojun couldn't help but cursed, "Why the hell is he always there for everything!"

"I order you, this time you go back to Beijing to personally apologize to Commander Li, show your heart, and say that you are sincere to Li Yue and have plans for the future—"

"Dad! Do you understand me or not? I have nothing to do with Li Yue! I will never like her in my whole life! Can you stop bringing me together with her? Now I am clearly saying that I will not marry her Yes, I have someone I like!" Bian Xiaojun blushed with anger.

"Who?! Which family's girl? No girl from any family can compare to the commander's family. How many people wish to curry favor with such a family. Don't waste this great opportunity..." But his father still said according to his own thoughts.

Bian Xiaojun was trembling with anger, it's time, he thought, otherwise it would be no good for anyone to let them entangle with such thoughts.

"He's not a girl, he's Ou Xuyang, and the person I like is Ou Xuyang!" So, he loudly interrupted his father's chatter.

One sentence pierced the sky above the house, and immediately, his father choked the second half of the sentence in his throat, and at the same time he heard his little mother gasp.

"I like Ou Xuyang, he is a man, we are lovers now, I am serious about him. So I will not marry Li Yue, I will not marry anyone, Li Yue also knows about this, so In the future, you should stop tying me and Li Yue together, and I will clarify this misunderstanding to Commander Li when I return to Beijing." Bian Xiaojun looked at his father and straightened his body.

"Xiaojun, this is not a joke." His little mother said sharply, "Do you know what you are talking about?"

"I know! Didn't you hear clearly? I like Ou Xuyang! He is a man, we are lovers now, I am serious about him!" Bian Xiaojun wrote clearly, looking directly at the two.

"Bastard!" His father yelled out of the silence, stretched out a hand, and pointed to the room, "Go back to your room!"

Bian Xiaojun looked at his father, whose face was flushed and his eyes were bloodshot, knowing that what he just said still needed to be digested, so he walked back to his room in silence, closed the door, and leaned against the back of the door. Only then did I realize that my heart rate was also very fast.

I was right, I was brave.He said to himself, even though it is difficult to accept now, in order not to become more and more entangled and tormented by both sides in the future, it is right for me to tell the truth at this time!

Just as he was calming down, he suddenly heard the door behind him click and lock.He was a little confused for a while, but after a few seconds, he suddenly realized and hurried to pull the door, but the door was already locked.

"Dad! What are you doing!" Bian Xiaojun kept pulling the door lock, but it was in vain.

"You reflect on it for me! If you don't reflect on your mistakes every day, don't think about it!" His father sternly said outside the door.

"Dad! Are you crazy?! Why should I reflect on myself! Is it wrong for me to like someone?! Open the door quickly!" Bian Xiaojun slammed on the door from inside.

"You bastard! It's a big mistake for you to like a man! If you are obsessed with obsession, you will never figure it out for the rest of your life! You can try it! You quietly think about it for one night, and tell me tomorrow where you are wrong!"

"I'm right!" Bian Xiaojun roared inside the door: "I know my feelings myself! This is not obsession! I'm serious!" But no one paid any attention to him.

Mr. Bian sat in the study with a stiff face. Mrs. Bian outside carefully brought a cup of hot water and a few pills. Mr. Bian took the medicine and swallowed it.

"You are not allowed to tell your sister!" Mr. Bian warned the woman with a stern look.

"I know. How could I tell them...just, why did Xiaojun say that Yueyue also knew? Also, Li Yao came to say those things today, would Li Yao also know? After all, he is also..."

"It doesn't matter if they know it or not, as long as that bastard can figure it out. But he must never see that Ou Xuyang again!"

"Yes, fortunately that boy is going to join the army soon."

"No, it's not the safest! Even if Ou Xuyang enters the army, there's no guarantee that this bastard will go to him in the future! I'm going to send him abroad!" Mr. Bian decided.

"Hey, wait, are you stupid?" Mrs. Bian hastily interrupted, "Doesn't sending Xiaojun abroad mean that you are also separating him from Yueyue? How can you be separated from the Commander's family if you are separated by two countries?" Going to the in-laws? Isn’t my hard work in making connections all in vain?!”

"Then what should we do?" Mr. Bian asked his wife.

"It's okay to send him abroad, but we should send them together." His wife said, "Let's shut Xiaojun up for a while, and I'll go check on Yueyue and ask her if she knows what she thinks and what she thinks. It's winter vacation, just in time!"

Early the next morning, Bian Xiaojun was awakened by the piercing sound of an electric drill, he sat up hastily, and then he realized that the sound was coming from the door of his room.

"Dad! What are you doing!" he slammed on the door.

No one answered, only the harsh sound in the ears, and the pungent smell of welding metal came in through the crack of the door.What if this is for? !I heard someone at the door asking: "Boss, the big iron gate is installed, do you think it will work?"

"That's right, you've worked hard, come on, you don't need to look for something to buy some wine." His father said outside the door.

"Dad! You locked me?!" Bian Xiaojun realized it, and his scalp exploded instantly.

"I asked for sick leave from the school for you. Recently, you just squat at home obediently and don't even think about going there." His father answered him at the door.

Inside the door, Bian Xiaojun suddenly became angry, Ou Xuyang!Ou Xuyang!what do I do? !Originally, he didn't want to tell Ou Xuyang that he was locked by his father. He always felt that after one night, his father's anger would be over, but it turned out that he was too naive. Now the big iron gate outside the door is a good proof that his father wants to It's about his determination.

He picked up his mobile phone to make a call to Ou Xuyang, but to his surprise, his mobile phone couldn't make a call, so angry that he kicked the door of the room: "Dad! What did you do to my phone card? ! Why can't I get through the phone?!"

"You still want to call? I didn't tell you to stay at home obediently to call and text that Ou Xuyang! The phone card is deactivated for you, and don't even try to contact anyone online!" His father's voice was full of Angry, there was a gasp in his speech: "I really regret it now, I have never disciplined you since I was a child! Now I have been punished! My son actually likes a man! So I have to take good care of you now! I him Mom doesn't believe it, I can't control your stinking problem!"

"It's not a problem, it's a feeling!" Bian Xiaojun roared, his emotions were surging and stirring: "You don't understand how precious this feeling is to me, why should you use your father's authority to suppress mine now?" Feelings? You should regret that you never cared about me. You betrayed your mother, you can leave me alone at home for months, but you don’t think about why you are so indifferent to me. I didn’t turn into a gangster, fight and take drugs Gambling? It’s because I met him! It’s because I wanted to turn myself into a good person like him, so I was admitted to the No. 15 High School Attached to Beijing Normal University, which I definitely couldn’t get into. You Do you think that my life from the age of [-] to the present should be taken for granted? Who is by my side when I am in a bad mood, when I am sick, or when my eyes are dark about my future plans? It is him! He is mine Friends, teachers, family members, lovers! He is the person who has accompanied me to this day! He is my everything! He is my belief!"

After Bian Xiaojun finished speaking, he felt as if he had exhausted all the strength in his body. His arm supporting the door was shaking violently, and his heartbeat was like thunder. After several minutes of slowing down, he realized that he seemed to be crying.But why is he crying?Probably because those words are drawn from the bottom of my heart, the deeper the words are buried, the more painful they are when drawn out.

There was silence inside and outside the door, but Bian Xiaojun knew that his father hadn't left, and he could imagine how his father stood outside the door in silence at this moment through two doors.

"Dad, open the door, I'm going to see him off when he leaves tomorrow." Bian Xiaojun begged.

There was a violent cough from outside the door, and then he heard his mother shouting to him through the door: "Xiaojun, look, you are making your father angry! Stop talking!" Then the voice softened: "Okay! , I'll help you go back to bed and lie down for a while, what do you want for lunch? I'll let my aunt buy an old hen to make soup? I'll nourish your body."

Bian Xiaojun sat on the ground by the door, leaning his head back, looking at the bleak winter scenery outside the window, unable to tell what mood he was in.He had forgotten that the father-son relationship between him and his father had been in an awkwardly familiar state for so many years, and the father and son had never said what was in their hearts, so how could he understand him?But Ou Xuyang... Bian Xiaojun was very anxious when he thought that he was trapped at home and could not tell Ou Xuyang.