just met in the boy

Time is a rogue, it should not always go too fast when it goes fast.Cheng Youcheng has been plunged into the plan to go to the UK since the end of April, from going through the formalities of transferring to naturalization, from exchanging pounds and preparing bags, while Ou Xuyang always deliberately avoids him.Finally, when the summer vacation approached, everything was settled, just waiting for the day when the plane took off.Now it seems that there are only five days left in all the time. He looked at the calendar with mixed feelings in his heart, and when he dialed Ou Xuyang's phone, it kept beeping.

"Hello." Finally, at the end when hope was about to fail, Xu Yang connected.

"Yangyang, may I come to see you?" Cheng Youcheng's tone was full of pleading.

"Why did you come to see me, my house is not a three-story villa now." Ou Xuyang's voice on the phone was very soft.

"Then come here, and I'll pick you up. Or let's come out, let's talk, go to barbecue, go to the movies, come out, okay? I'm leaving soon, please don't hide from me anymore?" Cheng Youcheng asked, Nose sour.

There was a trembling gasp on the other end of the phone, and Ou Xuyang said, "Okay, where?"

Cheng Youcheng arrived at the barbecue restaurant half an hour earlier, he immediately ordered Ou Xuyang's favorite veal steak, he kept looking at the door of the store, he was afraid that Ou Xuyang would not come in the end.In fact, he understands Ou Xuyang's current mood very well. Ou Xuyang has been a very strong person since he was a child, and he will never allow himself to lose a share. He is a person with both fragile and strong self-esteem.He just wanted to appease this self-esteem today, he was afraid that if he didn't say something, their relationship would become stagnant when he left the country.

"I'll practice it for you today." Ou Xuyang came and said this in the first sentence.

Cheng Youcheng was instantly defeated and said loudly, "I don't want you to practice it for me!"

"What nonsense, you'll be going to England in five days." Ou Xuyang said.

"It's not that I won't come back! You are here, I will always come back! As soon as I get my degree, I will definitely come back!" Cheng Youcheng said.

"How many years?" Ou Xuyang asked.

Cheng Youcheng couldn't answer for a while, and then counted quickly, "I came back to work after finishing my graduate studies. For seven years, I will come back every winter and summer vacation. It's just the distance, and nothing will change!"

"Actually, as long as you want, you don't have to change the distance." Ou Xuyang whispered, then smiled again, and said loudly: "It's a good thing for you to study abroad, don't think about me anymore."

"What do you mean?!" Cheng Youcheng asked in surprise.

Ou Xuyang looked away, because once he looked at Bei Bei's face, he couldn't say what he wanted to say, "I've made up my mind, since we each have our own way to go, let's go separately."

There was a suffocating silence, and then Cheng Youcheng's voice seemed to be squeezed out of his chest, "Do you want to break up?"

Ou Xuyang didn't answer, it was a tacit consent.

"I don't agree, I can't do it." Cheng Youcheng bit his lower lip tightly.

"Cheng Youcheng, I have no way to see the growing gap between you and me, and I have been waiting for you for seven years without any way to communicate." Ou Xuyang remained expressionless.

"Why do you think this will happen!" Cheng Youcheng was angry.

"Then why do you think it won't be like this?!" Ou Xuyang asked back, with endless bitterness in his heart: one day you will look down on me, and one day you will feel that no matter what you tell me, I won't understand!I don't want to lose my dignity at that time!

"Yangyang, let me ask you, what do you think? Don't you like me? Unless that's the case, I can't agree." Cheng Youcheng said.

Ou Xuyang knew that he had failed, he didn't have such a superb means to deceive himself.The steak on the grill was sizzling, and then Cheng Youcheng cut it into small pieces and put them on his dinner plate, as always.In an instant, tears fell down uncontrollably—he was still the Beibei who never forgot to take care of himself since he was a child, and he was still the Beibei who he relied on to the core, and suddenly he felt so wronged.

"You still said you wanted to be with me, but now you don't even want to stay with me! Even Bian Xiaojun said he wanted to stay with me! And what about you? You were the one who said those words at the beginning!" The emotional Ou Xuyang left his seat and strode towards the store door.

This caught Cheng Youcheng by surprise, but he couldn't just leave like that!No matter how much, there was enough food left, and he hurried to catch up.On the street, people came and went, Ou Xuyang walked fast, and Cheng Youcheng, who was full of anxiety, followed behind him and said loudly: "Then I won't go! I won't go, okay?"

"Not good!" Ou Xuyang stopped in his tracks: "Who do you think I am? If you're not allowed to go like this, who am I?!"

"Then what can I do..." Cheng Youcheng looked at Ou Xuyang weakly.

Ou Xuyang sighed, "I don't know."

They started to walk aimlessly on the street, and they didn't know how many overpasses they had passed, and how many streets they walked. They stood in the middle of the road, and Cheng Youcheng took Ou Xuyang's hand, "Let's go to my house." Then Ou Xuyang found out He followed the people in front of him, got in the car and got out of the car, and came to Beibei's home.

It's been a long time since I came, and I haven't been alone for a long time.As soon as he arrived at home, Cheng Youcheng hugged Ou Xuyang tightly, his arms were tightened, and he only hated why he couldn't integrate into the bone marrow.The mouth was aggressively occupied, the body was restrained confinement, the posture was not comfortable, Ou Xuyang was pushed down on the bed.Then, all kinds of weird thoughts floated out of his mind, and all kinds of messy emotions also came out. While feeling Cheng Youcheng's burning desire for him, he couldn't restrain the sadness in his heart.

"Beibei," he slowly turned his head away, preventing Cheng Youcheng's next move, "I don't want to do anything."

Cheng Youcheng calmed down, his heart was so heavy, he lay on the bed sideways, put his arms around Ou Xuyang from his waist, his chin resting on his forehead, and wanted to say something to ease the unfamiliarity that had never happened before: "Do you still remember that we were like this when we were in kindergarten?" Are you taking a nap?"

"It's so far away, who remembers..."

"I remember it very clearly, because you were too thin at that time, and you were always afraid of the cold."

"Really, I forgot, how could it be cold..."

"It will be cold. The quilts in the kindergarten are very thin, and they all slept on the floor at that time."

"You remember this..."

"How did you forget it?"

Ou Xuyang was silent for a while, "What are you reminding me of? Are you trying to tell me that our relationship will never change? Seven years is too long, especially for two people who are drifting apart."

"Don't say that, okay?"

As Ou Xuyang said, he broke free from his embrace, got up, and walked out on his own, "I should go back."

"It's so fast, let's stay a little longer." Cheng Youcheng hurriedly followed, and he asked again unwillingly: "If you are free these few days, how about meeting again?"

"No, I have to stay at home to prevent loan sharks from coming." Ou Xuyang lowered his head.

Cheng Youcheng knew how difficult it was for him now, "Then shall I come to your house to accompany you?"

But Ou Xuyang still shook his head, "What are you here for? That place can't entertain you."

"I don't want your entertainment! I just want to be with you." Cheng Youcheng said loudly.

Ou Xuyang smiled miserably when he heard this, "With me? There's no point in talking about it now."

Cheng Youcheng felt extremely uncomfortable, "Then at least come to see you off?"

"I'll check the time."

"Yangyang! You looked at me and said, promise me that you will come to see you off! Promise me now!" Cheng Youcheng pulled Ou Xuyang's shoulder.

Don't you know it's a cruel thing for me? !Don't you know how cruel it is to watch you walk into customs and leave me!Ou Xuyang yelled in his heart, but if he didn't agree, Beibei would be sad, so he forced himself to nod with certainty, "Okay, I will come."