Respect is worse than obedience

"How is it? Do I sing well?" Musi asked me in the car.

"Um...just... so-so." I said stiffly, "You...why help me speak." Before I asked him clearly, why did he always help me when I treated him like that.

"I'm happy, what's the reason?" Mu Xi smiled at me, and I sighed. I really don't understand what I was expecting. He must not really want to help me.

"Okay, my home is here, my feet are almost healed, and you won't pick me up tomorrow."

This time, he didn't speak or tease me, I went straight upstairs.

In the next few days, Musi practiced in the music room, and we didn't have a long conversation. His house and my house are in two opposite directions, and we will definitely not meet each other when we go to and from school. In this way, at the party day.

"Qingzi, hurry up, the party is about to start, Wei Yang asked Mu Xi for a seat at the front." The sixth son pulled me to the studio hall.

At the Teacher's Day party, the teacher was excluded from the front, and we were the most front. The six sons looked at the stage excitedly, baring their teeth and claws.

"Hey! Can't you just sit here and listen, the people behind have opinions on you." I covered my face, it's really embarrassing.

"Hey, you stand up too, the next one is Musi." The sixth child grabbed my arm.

I watched, no wonder, the girl behind was so excited, "What's there to see, I don't know if he sings well, I'm not afraid to scare them to death in a while!"

"Didn't you listen to Mu Xi's singing? Didn't you say that he sang better than the original one?" Liu Zi asked me back.

"What? Did you hear that I heard him sing!" I was surprised, how did he know this.

"The whole school knows it. The girl in the special student class passed it on, and said that you were obsessed with it at the time. You didn't know it. You had a good relationship with Musi before, and this rumor made the two of you a good backup. The fan club is about to be formed!" The six sons smiled treacherously at me, "Musi, is it really that powerful?"

"I... I don't know, listen to yourself!" I got up and left the seat.

"Hey! Qingzi, don't go!" Liu Zi yelled at me a few times, but didn't chase me out again.

I don't know why, I am a little angry, and I have a sense of being deceived.

"Hey, isn't this Gong Qing? Muxi's show is about to start. Is Muxi really good?"

"Um... sorry, I don't know." After finishing speaking, I fled the scene.

"Hey~ What happened to Gong Qing, ah, yes, you don't know, that day, when he went to the music classroom, my classmate was there, and said that at that time, Mu Xi had been staring at Gong Qing, and the song was like singing for him. Singing the same, that feeling..."

"Come on, you rotten girl..."

Until the end of the party, I didn't go back, just went home.

What sang for him, what fascinated me, my brain was in a mess, I was always thinking wildly, what were I thinking?In fact, I know that this is just passed on for fun, but what am I thinking, why are you so serious.

When I was scratching my head and feeling depressed, my mother opened the door and came in.

"Haruko, Musi has been calling you downstairs for a long time, haven't you heard?" Mom looked like you were deaf.

"Ah?" I got up and looked downstairs. Musi was downstairs, looking up here.

"What is he doing here, Mom, go down and tell him that I'm asleep." Frowning, I don't want to see him.

"Why are you asleep? You obviously haven't slept. What's the matter? The two brothers are having conflicts? Just say no." After finishing speaking, my mother stood by the window and greeted her.

"Come on, Musi, come up, Haruko told you to come up!"

It was too late to stop, and by the time I looked at the window, he had already gone upstairs.

I was lazily wearing pajamas, looking at the person in front of me, my mother, a traitor, left her son to outsiders and ran away.

"You...why didn't you go to the show today?" Mu Xi consciously found a seat and sat down.

"Who said I didn't go, I went, but I left before you performed." I didn't look at him.

"Why? I sang so badly that you don't want to listen to it a second time?" Hearing Musi's words, he seemed a little angry.

"No, why didn't you tell me, everyone knew about my going to the music room that day, and they still made up such rumors."

"What rumour?"

I looked at him and said angrily, "That's right, I said you sang better than the original song, I was fascinated by you, you sang it for me, I'll tell you..." I didn't say any more .

"What am I to you?" Musi approached me and asked.

"Nothing, stay away from me." I stepped back, trying to stay away from Musi.

"Gong Qing~ Can I say, are they right?" Mu Xi looked up at me.

"What did you say! What on earth do you mean!" I couldn't understand it, and I was afraid it was the same as what I was struggling with in my heart.

"I said, I like you. The song is just for you. Although it's not a sweet love song, it's just for you. Do you believe me?" Mu Xi held my shoulder.

There was a ringing in my ears.

"You're really gross."

I said this sentence, disgusting, really disgusting, how can boys like boys.

"What did you say?" Musi looked at me in panic.

"I say……"

"Well……"

Before I finished speaking, Musi kissed him suddenly. Under the fierce attack, I bit his lip and punched him in the face.

"I said you're disgusting! Musi! You're crazy!" I looked at him like that, verbally attacking him.

Musi stood up from the ground, wiped the blood from his mouth, opened the door and left, without saying anything, opened the door and left.

I'm sitting on my ass on the floor, what's wrong, what's wrong with me, why am I sick, boys like boys, joke, gay, disgusting.

Hearing the sound of my mother entering the door, I quickly sorted out my emotions. This kind of thing will be over tomorrow.

Today's sky is a bit gloomy. I opened my eyes in the morning and touched my sore lips. What happened yesterday did happen.

"Haruko, wake up, the report seems to be raining today, don't forget to take an umbrella when you leave."

Walking on the way to school, my hands are empty, my mother told me, and I forgot.

"Hi~ Boss, good morning~"

"Haruko!"

"Mmm! Good morning!" Liu Zi took Wei Yang past me, got out of the car and pushed me to walk side by side.

"Hey! Boss, what's the matter with you, you ran away halfway through the party yesterday, and today you're out of your mind, what's the matter?" Six sons saw that something was wrong with me and asked.

"Ah! No, I felt sick to my stomach yesterday, so I left early, and I didn't sleep well today."

"It's time for Qingzi to take good care of herself." Wei Yang patted my shoulder, and I smiled.

In the morning, with the sternness of the math teacher and the nagging of the Chinese teacher, we hurried past. At lunch time, we gathered in the dining room again.

"Hey, don't tell me, this Muxi doesn't practice singing anymore, and he really doesn't eat at school at noon. His housekeeper picks him up and down, so it's really boring." Liu Zi said while eating.

"No, Musi seems to have asked for leave today. He didn't come to class all day. The special class said that he seems to have taken leave today." Wei Yang put the meat from the six-child bowl into his own bowl, and continued.

As soon as I heard his name, I gathered my spirits, "I asked for leave..."

I didn't do anything ruthless yesterday, so I wouldn't be able to get out of bed.

"What? Didn't Musi tell you, Haruko?" Wei Yang asked me.

I shook my head, "We haven't been in touch since my foot got better."

"What! I thought you and Mu Xi had a very good relationship, boss. It turned out that it was that time that hurt your foot that was good to you." Liu Zi smiled.

That's right, Gong Qing, maybe he was kind to you because he hurt your foot, maybe he himself misunderstood and thought of taking care of you as love, that's why he said that, so, you also misunderstood...

In the evening, the rain started to fall. It was sparse at first, and I ran home quickly. Later, when the rain became heavier, I started to walk slowly in the rain. I was already wet, and I didn’t care about the speed anymore.