Respect is worse than obedience

This is the fifth day after Musi left, and I returned to the company where I was working. I was originally on leave, so this can be considered an early return.

Since Mu Xi left, Fang Yan has been taking care of me back and forth. In the past two days, she saw that I was getting better before leaving.

In fact, I have already experienced leaving once. Although the essence of these two times is different, for me, they are all the same.

In fact, I have been looking forward to it. Musi will be back in two days. Maybe, maybe because he cares about me too much, so, for this property, he has a special desire. He just wants me to live a good life, just wants me It's just better, but time has let me down over and over again.

The first week, Musi didn't come back, and I started working.

In the second week, Musi did not come back. I saw the passport he had prepared for me and locked him in a drawer.

In the third week, Musi still didn't come back. I was already disappointed. It doesn't matter if I come back or not.

The fourth week is already the fourth week. After this week, it will be one month. After this month, I will leave this house. The son of the landlord here is going to get married, so the lease expires early ,I'm leaving.I rented a house far away from here, and the rent is too expensive. Besides, being alone is different.

One month, today, I packed up my things and left this house. I sealed all the things left by Musi in a box and put them under the closet of my new home. Maybe one day when he comes back, I will let him He takes it away.

"Gong Qing, these things belong to Musi?" Fang Yan lay on my bed and looked under the closet.

"Well, if he comes back, you can return these to him." In the kitchen, I was sitting for dinner. After a busy day today, I left Fang Yan at home for dinner.

"You really don't plan to see Mu Xi?" Fang Yan turned over, got out of bed and walked to the kitchen.

"He is the one who wants to leave. I have kept him. He is the one who wants to leave." He is the one who wants to leave, and I have given him a chance.

"Okay, you guys, really." Fang Yan sighed and walked back to the bedroom.

This house is pitifully smaller than the last time. I didn't tell my mother, but just told her that if Musi came to ask, just say I don't know.

Although the house has a bathroom and a kitchen, the water and electricity supply is not very good.The houses here are all old. In the past few months, I have been spending the same salary with Mu Xi, and there is always not enough food and drink. Although the previous landlord subsidized me because of modesty, it is still not enough to rent a house. Very comfortable.

Fang Yan turned the faucet in the bathroom, turned her head and shouted helplessly to the kitchen, "Gong Qing, the water seems to be cut off today, why are you taking a shower at night?"

"Oh, it's okay. It seems that the water here is easy to stop. It will be fine tomorrow. If you don't wash for a day, you can't die." I raised my hand to chop the vegetables, and didn't care about Fang Yan's sigh afterwards.

After dinner, Fang Yan left, and there is no place to leave it here.

Sitting on the edge of the bed and staring at the box under the clothes, I took off my clothes and covered my head with a quilt and went to sleep, but did I really fall asleep?

The next day, I still went to work with dark circles under my eyes.

"Haruko, why do you have such heavy dark circles under your eyes? Why, didn't you sleep well yesterday?"

Sister Wang at the next table in the office looked at me with a worried look on her face.

I smiled, "I moved yesterday, I was really tired, maybe I didn't have a good rest."

"Oh, by the way, today, a tall young man came to see you." Sister Wang sorted out the information and put it on my desk.

My whole body trembled, tall?

"Sister Wang, what does that person look like, have you seen it?" I asked eagerly, confirming the identity of the person who came.

"Huh? No, I wear a mask, but my hair is exposed. The color of the hair is golden yellow. It doesn't seem to be dyed, it's natural." Sister Wang thought carefully.

"He is back……"

"Ah, what did you say?" Sister Wang asked indistinctly.

"Ah! No, then did he ask anything, did he say he wanted something for me?" I continued to inquire, trying to determine the purpose of his visit.

"It seems to ask, do you know why you moved and where you live now?"

"Did you answer him?" I drank my saliva and asked nervously.

"No way, I don't know who he is, and besides, I don't know where you moved to." Sister Wang laughed.

"That's right..." I seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and sat down on the chair.

A night of insomnia, coupled with the nervousness of hearing Musi's news, I didn't follow the state all morning. After being reprimanded twice by the leader, the morning shift was finally over.

When I walked out of the office building, I was afraid, but longing, afraid of facing Musi, but longing to see him, it was really a tangled existence.

However, entanglements are entanglements, and the reality is cruel. When I went out, Musi was standing in front of me.

I turned around and left without taking another look.

"Qing'er!" Mu Xi stepped forward and grabbed my hand.

"Let go! Sir, we don't seem to know each other very well!" I shook off his hand vigorously, trying to hold back the tears that were pent up in my heart.

"Qing'er, don't do this." Mu Xi grabbed me again and looked at me beggingly.

I laughed, I laughed loudly, "Musi, do you remember what I looked like when you left? Do you remember what I said? If you want your money, don't come back." I shook Opening Musi's hand, laughing at myself falling into this feeling again and again, time and time again.

Turning around, I got into a taxi, in the rearview mirror, Mu stood there alone, I cried, I knew I couldn’t let it go, and hated myself for being so stupid, this month, to put it bluntly, I was still waiting for him , Wait for him to come back and tell himself, even if I have no money, I will love you, as long as there is such a sentence.

When I got home, I took a cold shower and got into bed. The message on my phone showed that it was a text message from my six sons. I haven’t seen my six sons and Wei Yang for a long time. When I suddenly saw their text messages, they were still so kind.

The six sons texted and said that they missed me and wanted to see me. I replied that I have been very busy these two days and asked them to come back in a few weeks.

In such a state, they would have to suffer to death after seeing them, and it would not be too late for them to come after all these matters were dealt with.

After sending the message, I turned off the phone, and lay on the bed with my eyes closed. Maybe I was too tired today, my eyes hurt so badly, and I fell asleep unconsciously.

I really hope that when I wake up the next day, nothing has changed.