Respect is worse than obedience

In the bar, I was shaking my body, trying to look happy and cheerful.

I didn't drink today, I just pretended to be drunk among this group of people. It would be best if there was a good man to lead me home.

I kept shaking my hair. Back then, he even washed it for me. He often stroked it habitually. I will cut it off tomorrow, cut it all off, and put away any memories about him that I haven’t forgotten in the past four years. Throw it away!

The music vibrated the periosteum, and I had a terrible headache. In this situation, I made a decision, tomorrow, tomorrow I will resign from there, leave there, wherever is fine.

I fell asleep hard, last night it seemed that Xiao Yu called me and brought me back, just as I was about to get up, the phone in front of the desk rang.

He picked up his phone and saw an unfamiliar number.

"Hello."

"Hello, is this Mr. Gong Qing?" The other party was a gentle female voice.

"Yes."

"I'm Anna, Musi's fiancée."

I was surprised to hear the name, Anna...

"Mr. Gong? Are you listening?"

"Ah... ah... well, yes, what can I do?"

I'm a little distracted.

"Well, the day after tomorrow is my birthday. I am very happy that Mr. Gong gave me such a favorite work, so I would like to invite Mr. Gong to my birthday party." A very tactful invitation.

"But... I..." I didn't want to participate.

"Mr. Gong, please don't refuse, I really want to invite you to participate." No more room was left.

"OK then."

I accepted the invitation, and it will be the last banquet.

After two days of absenteeism, I finally waited for the birthday party to arrive. I prepared a resignation letter, and after the party was over, I would deliver it to the mailbox of the personnel department.

The birthday party was held at Musi's house, and I found it easily after being there once.

Musi's house is very big, but I didn't take a closer look at it last time I came here.

As soon as I entered the door, I was either a businessman in a suit or leather shoes, or a model star who had a good relationship with Mu Xi. I really didn't exist in this circle.

Language barriers, different occupations, and different social classes. From the moment I entered the venue, I would just stand in the corner and eat desserts that no one touched.

He raised his hand to pick up a glass of champagne, thought for a while, then put it down again, it's better not to drink it.

Just as he was about to raise his hand to get the third piece of cake, today's protagonist came down the stairs on the second floor.

She is really beautiful, and she is very suitable for him today. Everyone in the audience gave their blessings to the protagonist, and I was no exception.

The gift I brought, compared with them, seems very shabby. It is just two pieces of draft paper. This is the part that was reconstructed according to the request of the creator. Although it is very ordinary, to me, it is no one Can't compare.

"Mr. Gong, thank you. I like this gift very much." Anna looked at Mu Xi happily. Mu Xi was very gentle, just like the one I had before.

I smiled and offered my sweet blessings to the two of them without hiding it.

After that, I got bored and went to the balcony by myself, there seemed to be no one there.

Take a deep breath, Musi’s villa is really good. It’s far away from the urban area, and you can see the sea from the balcony. The scenery is so beautiful. Back then, I also dreamed of a house where you could see the sea with the windows open. The house, however, for me, is just a thought.

Blowing the sea breeze, I stretched myself, and was startled by a voice.

"what are you doing here?"

Turning back sharply, it was Musi.

"I... too many people, I'm here to breathe fresh air."

"Why didn't you go to work these two days?"

"Ah... I... I'm not feeling well." This is a very good reason, and he couldn't let him know before handing in his resignation letter.

"Physical discomfort?"

"Ah, it's okay, I have a small cold, uh... And, that, Anna, is very beautiful, I wish you happiness."

"Hmph, thank you, this way, it's as you wish." He seemed very angry.

"You can blow the wind here by yourself. The sea breeze is strong, so you'd better pay attention." Without further words, he turned around and walked into the crowd to look for Anna. It seemed, it seemed, that he didn't want to see me anymore, but, like this , as I wish.

He took out his mobile phone, sent the resignation letter from the mailbox, sighed, everything is easy, starting from tomorrow, you really don't have to see me every day.

The last item of the banquet was a song presented by Musi to Anna. It was a love song expressing love.

With the end of the music tune, I left Musi's villa. From the beginning to the end, what circulated in my mind was the song that the heavy rain is coming. There is only this song in my mobile phone these years.

"The heavy rain is coming and the ground is wet. The lightning and flint in the past, after many years, every story has always ended similarly..."

"After many years, every story has always ended similarly..."

I kept repeating this lyric, and then sang it slowly, bearing the bitterness of the past four years. From this moment, everything turned into nothingness. In fact, it should have disappeared long ago. On the day I left my hometown, On the day his father asked someone to beat me, on the day I knew that my father's death was related to him, I should have given up all my thoughts, but I didn't. Although I left, I never gave up in my heart However, I know that all of this, I am deceiving myself.

I laughed, Gong Qing, you've lived a really useless life these years.

Cold tears ran across my face, so cold that it seemed to be frozen, I quickly raised my head to let the tears flow back.

Snowflakes seem to be floating in the sky. This winter in the south, the unpredictable weather, just like my mood, seems to be terrible.

Today, in order to look decent, I only wore a shirt and a suit jacket. This cold weather, this villa far away from the community, how do I go back.

Taking out his mobile phone, he still dialed Xiao Yu's number after hesitation.

"Xiaoyu, I'm in the Nanhai villa area in the east, can you drive me to pick me up?"

Xiao Yu seemed to be woken up by me, confused, Ji Ying picked up the phone.

"Ji Ying?"

"Wait where you are, I'll ask Lao Zhang to pick you up in a while, Xiao Yu has a cold, let him rest at home."

"Ah... then... thank you."

Every time I have to bother Xiao Yu and Ji Ying, I have no face to speak, Gong Qing, Gong Qing, what a day you are living.

"Aren't you leaving yet?"

While waiting, Musi walked up to me, and when I looked back, it seemed that everyone had left.

"I'll wait."

"Waiting for someone to pick you up?"

I nodded.

Just as I was talking, Ji Ying's car drove up, and Lao Zhang pulled down the window and waved to me.

Mu Xi took a look and said, "I didn't expect that you can really hang people. If I read correctly, this should be the driver who picked you up at the bar that time."

I didn't speak, I knew he had misunderstood, but there was no need to explain to him, just let him disgust me.