Respect is worse than obedience

"Teacher, the exam is approaching. Gong Qing can't change schools, please forgive him this time." Mother begged the principal.

"Gong Qing's mother, there is nothing we can do. Let's not talk about the fight. Look at this, it has already caused a great impact on the school. After a while, the father of classmate Muxi will also come over. Let's have a good talk." Class teacher He looked at me, shook his head, and left.

In the office, there are only me and my mother.

The photo of me kissing Musi fell from my mother's hand to my feet.

"Your Majesty!"

"mom……"

"Don't call me mom, do you do this to your dead father!" My mother cried, and it was the first time I saw my mother cry.

"Mom, don't cry. I beg you. At worst, I will change schools. It's okay. I will definitely get into a good school." I knelt on the ground and grabbed my mother's hand.

"Qingzi, I thought you had a good relationship with Musi, and my mother entertained him enthusiastically. Mom never thought that you would...he would..." I tried my best to avoid this, but my mother still asked .

"Mom... I don't want to leave him, I like him, I love him, I will not be separated from him." Even so, I still defended him and fought for the only possibility of survival.

With a slap, my mother slapped me on the face. Even if I was skinny and disobedient when I was a child, my mother never slapped me in the face like this.

"Gong Qing! Do you know what you're talking about! You are all boys! It's not your mother's old feudalism, are you right for your father!"

"Mom..." I cried. Since I was a child, I know the hard work of my mother alone. Therefore, I have never asked my mother for anything if I can do it by myself. Today, I only want Mu Xi.

"It's impossible to want my son to be gay with you!" Outside the door, a muscular man appeared.

This is Musi's father?Musi's father is really here, so, what about Musi?

I looked up at this tall man.

"Student, if you want money, I can give it as much as you want. Leave my son, you are not the same kind of people." The tall man said to me.

"Mu Lie, it's you." Mother wiped her tears and looked at the person in front of her.

"Oh, it turned out to be Mrs. Gong. She has been doing well in recent years." Mu Xi's father changed his tone when he saw his mother.

"Hmph, it seems that like a father like a son, don't worry, my son will definitely not get along well with your son, but you, you better take care of your son!" My mother pulled me up on the ground and was about to leave.

I didn't speak, and looked back at the tall man, really wanted to ask, how is Musi, when will he come back to see me...

"Son, let's change schools, why don't we leave this place and live in a new place, forget about that person, he is not what you should like, mom please." My mother cried and hugged me ,beg me.

I agreed to change schools. Anyway, Musi won't go back to school, and I can't go back to that school either.

In the middle of the night, I received an unknown call from a foreign country, and I quickly answered it.

It was Musi's hoarse voice, I was strong all day, at this moment, I couldn't help it anymore, tears fell down uncontrollably.

He said that he knew the news. His father hadn't come home yet, but his mother secretly told him. Because of her distress, she even took the phone to call him.

He told me to be strong, he will definitely come back from France, come back to me, let me take the exam, study hard, wait for him, wait for him to come back to pick me up.

And I trusted him so much.

My mother asked me to transfer to No. [-] Middle School in this city, and I, since then, have talked less. Every day, besides studying, I study.

Mom picks me up every day, for fear that I will sneak away one day.

Liu Zi and Wei Yang came to see me, and three people who hadn't seen each other for a long time gathered at the wine table.

"Qingzi, you don't even laugh anymore." Liu Zi held up the bottle and poured it vigorously.

"Okay, don't drink so much, Wei Yang has to fight you back." I grabbed Liu Zi's bottle and drank it myself.

"Qingzi, do you know who posted your photos on the bulletin board? It was the kid who got second in the old exam. That time, he got third in the exam. He was envious and jealous. He was not reconciled. Fuck I'm still not reconciled, I'm going to beat him up, but Wei Yang won't let me, he won't let me... hiccup...he won't let me..."

I turned to look at Wei Yang, "He's drunk, take him back."

"Qingzi..." Wei Yang seemed to want to comfort me, but he didn't say anything.

"I know, Wei Yang, I know it all, but you, don't be like us, you must be well." I patted Wei Yang on the shoulder, and Wei Yang looked at me in surprise.

"I knew it a long time ago. Muxi saw it." I laughed, and picked up the bottle to drink again.

"Stop drinking, you have a bad stomach." Wei Yang took the wine from my hand.

"Wei Yang... I don't feel well in this state, I want to see Mu Xi, I want to see him like crazy."

Wei Yang patted my back and listened to me cry. I have never been so vulnerable before.

The sixth son was drunk, and Wei Yang had no choice but to carry him back. I was walking on the avenue alone, with the cold wind blowing, and my stomach hurt. However, I enjoyed this pain. In this way, my heart would not will feel tired.

Now I feel that my whole body is abnormal. In the rain, I no longer know whether it is water or tears.

"Musi~ I miss you so much."

It was another morning, and my stomach pain woke me up from my dream.

My mother went to work very early, and since that incident, the conversation between me and my mother has decreased a lot, and I have not seen me off in person these days.

I looked up at the food on the table, lost my appetite, packed my schoolbag, and went to school.

Alcohol is a very good thing, but it is also a very cruel thing. In the school toilet, I vomited and vomited again and again, and my stomach was so uncomfortable. It has been a long time since I felt like this.

Raising his hand to touch the necklace around his neck, he smiled knowingly, you are still by my side.

"Student Gong Qing, the teacher told you to go to the office." In the classroom, I was called out lying on the table.

"Student Gong Qing~ Your grades have improved recently and everyone has seen your hard work. How about you, what school do you want to apply for?" The teacher held the student's report card and asked solemnly.

"I want to go to Beijing." I want to go to Beijing, because he will go too.

"It's not bad to go to Beijing for the exam. You have ideals and work hard."...

Listening to the teacher's instructions, I couldn't stand anymore because of the stomachache, and I passed out on the ground.

The ambulance roared by, and I was lying in the sick car, so uncomfortable, my eyelids were so heavy that I couldn't lift it, I...so tired...

The cold instrument passed across the body. It seemed that she heard her mother's cry just now. Now, she should be outside the operating room.

It's okay, it's just a minor operation, Gong Qing, you have been so timid since you were a child, afraid of pain, and afraid of being bullied by others, so you pretend to be very powerful every day, domineering, in order not to let others look down on you, to prevent others from seeing you Your cowardice, Gong Qing, what are you doing now?

Christine...

"Qing'er..."

I seem to hear his voice, I really want to hear him call me that, what is he doing now, did his father hit him,

"Musie..."

"Musie..."