don't make me recognize you

In autumn in City D, the eyes are blue and yellow, the subway goes west all the way, the dark underground, bright carriages, noisy and crowded crowds.Su Ming squeezed between the carriage wall and Xiao Yue's chest, Xiao Yue used his arms to spread a distance, so that Su Ming had enough room to breathe.

"MD!" Su Ming turned his head and cursed, he hates crowded places, to put it bluntly, he hates any lively environment.The nose rubbed against Xiao Yue's chest, which was not at all uncomfortable.And why is Xiao Yue so tall, why does he protect him like an adult.He could have faced the future alone, but this big boy deliberately interfered with his freedom.

The more he thought about it, the more he became unconvinced, the admission ticket was still in Xiao Yue's trouser pocket, and he had been thinking about how to get the ticket just now and got rid of Xiao Yue.Su Ming looked around, the door was on the opposite side, the car hadn't entered the city center yet, and the compartment wasn't crowded like sardines.Su Ming's little mind was spinning quickly. He clearly remembered that Xiao Yue put the ticket in his left trouser pocket. If he wanted to get the ticket, he had to get close to Xiao Yue and make him lose his guard.

While thinking wildly, the sudden turn of the train caused the speed to deviate from the center of gravity. Su Ming didn't pull the handrail and was forced to fall to Xiao Yue's chest.

"Damn it!"

"Does it hurt?" Xiao Yue asked concerned.

"Well, it's okay." Su Ming rarely smiled with Xiao Yue.Xiao Yue was obviously very happy, Su Ming's smile was so clean that it seemed to blank out his mind.

"Can I hold you?" Su Ming asked.

Su Ming who changed his attitude made Xiao Yue a little at a loss. The doubt in his eyes made Su Ming feel guilty and wanted to give it a try.

"It's fine if you don't want to. I'm afraid that there will be too many people and it will be hard to handle if I get separated, and I don't know the way." Su Ming's tone was sincere, and Xiao Yue could easily believe it.

"Of course, you can hug as long as you want."

No one in the carriage would notice the two of them. As soon as Su Ming wrapped his arms around Xiao Yue's waist, he hugged him firmly.This time, instead of the nose, the entire face was pressed against the man's chest.From there came the pounding heartbeat, shaking Su Ming's eardrums like a thunderous drum.Xiao Yue's chest is firm and powerful, giving people an inexplicable sense of security and a feeling of wanting to rely on.Su Ming's hair has grown long, and when it rubs against Xiao Yue's chin, it feels soft and comfortable.

It was only 3 minutes before the train arrived at the next station, Su Ming secretly squeezed his palms, trying not to fall into Xiao Yue's arms.The car stopped slightly, the flow of people began to go out, and more people squeezed in.Su Ming quickly took out two tickets from Xiao Yue's trousers pocket, and squeezed out the car door through the crowd.Xiao Yue turned around, was pushed into by a large number of people and couldn't move, then the car door was shut tightly with a bang.

Outside the window was Su Ming shaking the admission ticket, tearing up another ticket while laughing.

Su Ming stood on the platform, fortunately he was not deceived by Xiao Yue's embrace just now.And Xiao Yue's astonished expression was his happiest moment.He was finally able to dump that person and get out of the platform.Stretching myself vigorously, I was surrounded by unfamiliar cities, dazzling sunshine, and a vacation that was so free.

"Ha! I can finally be alone!"

The signing place is only ten minutes away from the exit by taxi. It's a bit early, and a huge billboard has already been placed at the door of the bookstore.It is not difficult for Su Ming to find a place, but now he has to change his clothes as soon as possible. If Xiao Yue catches him, he will definitely be scolded by that guy.

The bookstore is located in a commercial street, and the setting of the pedestrian street makes all intersections unimpeded.After changing his clothes, Su Ming began to visit the audio shop without any worries. There are many old-looking shops in the commercial street.Inside are some strange and small items, and Su Ming's childlike innocence always lingers among these gadgets.By the time he found his favorite items from one store after another, it was completely dark.

The phone rang every 5 minutes in his trouser pocket, and Su Ming didn't dare to answer any of them.

The commercial street is brightly lit and full of people.The city at night is more lively and confusing than during the day.

"Oops!" Su Ming, who was in a different place, had no sense of direction at night, and now it was only six o'clock.There is still an hour before the signing, so there should be time to get there.But Su Ming was a road idiot. He asked a few people where the bookstore was, but he still couldn't figure out where it was. As a result, he walked farther and farther, and ran two streets away.In the end, he gave up walking and took a taxi instead. However, there is a one-way street outside the pedestrian street, and the driver will not make a reverse turn and drive, only detours.Detours would waste time again, and he didn't know what to do for a while.

The city is noisy, the crowd is joyful, but Su Ming is lonely, without Xiao Yue's existence, he originally thought he would be free and happy.Why do you think of that person when you are helpless.As the night became darker and darker, a depressed Su Ming sat on the side of the road with his mobile phone in a daze.He didn't have the courage to call back Xiao Yue's call, it was his willfulness that brought him to this point.Let's go back and find our way again.

Su Ming stood up, and the cell phone that had been silent for almost 10 minutes suddenly rang.The humming and vibration made Su Ming almost drop his phone in fright.

The moment the phone was connected, it was not Xiao Yue's scolding, but more worry and anxiety.

"Where?"

"I don't know!" Su Ming really didn't know where he was, the jungle of steel and concrete, the shop assistants with similar styles, and even the people who looked similar.

"Send me the location now, and you are not allowed to go anywhere!"

It's not that Xiao Yue didn't want to get angry, Su Ming's waywardness made him suffer a lot.In the crowded city, all afternoon on the phone, around the bookstore from the front door to the back door.The mood has never been so anxious for a person, worried that he will not find his way, worried that he will be bullied by bad boys, and even worried that he will never come back.After Su Ming answered the phone, all the scolding turned into a sigh of relief for finding someone.

Su Ming was only two stops away from the bookstore, and Xiao Yue couldn't bear to get angry because of his natural insanity.

"Yes, I'm sorry!" Su Ming, who was following behind Xiao Yue, had the consciousness to bow his head and admit his mistake for the first time.

Walking ahead, Xiao Yue stopped slightly, almost dragging the boy who caused the accident just now into the dark alley.Rapid breathing and eyes that seem to spew fire.The next moment is a suffocating kiss.The tongue sticks into Su Ming's mouth without hesitation, whether he wants to or not, rolls over his tongue and sucks vigorously.Su Ming couldn't help it, his tongue hurt so much, but he couldn't break free.The body is pressed against the cement wall, and the urgent pain from the back can clearly feel the anger of the person in front of him.

Kissing is violent, possessive, and irresistible.

"Look at me!" Xiao Yue held Su Ming's face in his hands, and wiped off the water stains on the corners of his lips with his fingers.The kiss just now made Su Ming very exhausted. He sucked in the air forcefully, and big and big tears fell down.

"What are you doing! Rotten. Uh. Rotten winter melon...you know how angry I am. Uh...I don't apologize...well. Uh..."

Su Ming cried and spoke incoherent words, and he didn't cry so hard when he confessed his love to Xiao Yue many years ago when he was rejected.But why is his heart hurting like a split right now? He obviously doesn't like Xiao Yue so much, why does he feel aggrieved by his blaming and angry expressions.

"Ah! I'm sorry!" Xiao Yue, who had never seen Su Ming cry, also felt distressed. He hugged Su Ming and kissed his ears, his face, the tip of his nose, and his quivering little mouth. "I was going crazy just now. I couldn't find you, and I didn't answer the phone. You didn't know the way, and I always felt that I would never see you again. I kept thinking whether I should call the police."

"I dare not leave the bookstore too far, for fear of missing meeting you."

"Are you hungry, thirsty, are you tired after walking for a long time?"

Xiao Yue kept talking and kissing Su Ming's forehead. He was so worried that he could finally let go, but he would not let down his vigilance for the perpetrators, and now he was just lost.Thinking about how he would face it if the person in his arms really disappeared in the future.Terrible question, I can't think about it a second time, now only when I hold him tightly in the palm of my hand can I feel at peace.

"Uh..." Su Ming wiped away his tears, and looked at Xiao Yue anxiously, "I tore your admission ticket."

"It's okay, I'll wait outside!"

"Yeah!" Su Ming learned his lesson, Uncle Xu still needs to see him, it's so dark, if Xiao Yue throws him on the road, the unfamiliar environment is no joke.