cloud fall wind smoke

The flowers in the south of the city have bloomed

Never dream

who comes with the wind

feelings are dizzy

I am still here

waiting for you to rejuvenate

The flowers in the south of the city have bloomed

if you come

Enthusiastically Yang Nine Heavens Away

Tsing Yi returned last night

unfinished song

waiting for you to add

in or not

it's my own expectation

Love or not

Yes, I can't let it go

no wonder

It's hard for me to say goodbye to you

Shouldn't

appointment arrangement

dazzling starlight overflow

i want you to be with me

Breathing the same sky, a dream to be done

dreams are far away

striding with you in

on that wide continent

our front

change

i believe love

as long as you are

everything can be done again

wait until the flowers bloom

colorful sky

will you come back

you also understand

Between us

flew over a sea

you will also expect

across the field

make yesterday happen again

in or not

it's your cry day after day

Love or not

It's you who can't let go

no wonder

It's hard for you to say goodbye to me

Shouldn't

appointment arrangement

Yougu told me everything he knew. That night, I received too many unexpected messages, so that after Yougu left, I couldn't calm down for a long time.It seems that Yougu's words are always lingering in my ears and circling in my mind.

"Fengli, after losing you, he was decadent for a while, but during that time he didn't want to stay at home, and almost ran out all day looking for something to do, and he wouldn't go home until he could."

"You said that the house in City B had been moved to Qiqi's name a long time ago. You said it was a wedding gift for Fengli to marry her."

"Fengli is also quite talented. At first he said he was going to fly a plane. I thought he was just in a bad mood and he was joking. Later, I didn't expect that he really passed the screening and many tests. A dream come true. So happy for him!"

"He performed very well. After completing this flight, he can be promoted to captain. He wants to wait until then, and with this news, he will propose to you."

……

"The most important thing right now is Fengli's child."

"Pengli's mother was in poor health. After Fengli's accident, she was overly sad and passed away not long after. His father also suffered a stroke due to the successive deaths of his son and wife. He was rescued, but he was paralyzed in the hospital. I've been in bed for a long time, and it's probably not much longer. As for Qiqi has a new family, after the divorce, she doesn't want to have anything to do with Fengli's family, and of course she doesn't want Xiaofengli either."

……

It turns out that Fengli has gone through so many things alone, I can't guess how he can support himself through these ups and downs in the days without me.

I just stayed on the rooftop all night alone like this, looking at the night of W City, the lights in the distance flickered and were fragmented, like stars lurking in the city, flickering, going back and forth, a little willful A bit wanton.

All of a sudden, I really want to go to have a shower with him, even though it is in a different time and space.

"Have you decided?" Yougu opened the door for me, "Come in."

"What would you like to drink?" Yougu asked me, "tea or coffee?"

"Just a glass of water." I changed my shoes, went in and sat down.

Just as Yougu handed me a glass of warm water, a little boy ran out from the bedroom of Yougu's family, "I know you, you are Sailing Dad."

I was stunned for a moment, how could a child know my name.

"Little friend, how do you know what uncle's name is?" I asked with some excitement in my heart.

"Because I have seen your photos at home, my father treasures them the most. My father also said that if I meet you one day, you will love me as much as my father, right?" The child used the most The childish tone said the most touching words I have ever heard in this world.

"Yes." I nodded quickly.

Tears rolled in my eyes, and my heart was surging like mountains and seas.I tried my best to restrain myself and not to be so sad in front of my children.Suppressing the extreme pain in his heart, he squeezed out a firm smile.

"These are some things about you that Fengli kept with me. He is often not at home, and he is afraid that his parents and Qiqi will destroy or throw them away when they see them, so they are stored here." Yougu opened the storage room of his home.

I saw that the things were well preserved, and they were all objects from that year, such as baby seals, paper roses, Totoro pillows and so on.When I took them back to City B and checked them carefully one by one, I found that the envelope that I put money in for Pineapple had been well preserved, and the money inside was still there.Of course, this is something for later.

"I will help you throughout the whole process of child custody, Fengli has you in this life," Yougu paused, his voice choked up, "It's worth it!"

"Thank you, Glen." I'm grateful for what Glen has done for us.

Yougu pursed his lips, nodded deeply to me, and then said to the little guy beside me: "In the future, when you go to City B, you must listen to Dad Hang's words. Uncle Yougu will also visit you when you are free, and Uncle Yougu will also visit you at any time." Welcome to W City to play!"

"Yeah!" The little guy nodded happily, "Goodbye, Uncle Yougu!"

"Goodbye Xiao Chengguang!" You Gu smiled and waved to us.

"goodbye!"

"Dad, the meal is ready, let's eat!" A young middle-aged man put the prepared meal on the dining table.

"Dad, how many portraits have you drawn of Dad? Why can't you draw enough portraits?" Seeing that Dad hadn't come over for a long time, the man came to Dad's studio.

"Chengguang, come here, come here!" Said Hanging happily, "I just finished drawing this picture, let's see if it looks like your father."

"Like, let's eat!" Chengguang took his father's hand and wanted to take him out of the studio.

"Oh, why are you in a hurry to eat, you should take a good look!" Hanging acted like a child to Chengguang.

"I was still a child at that time, how can I remember clearly." Chengguang was a little helpless, "Well, but according to the photos, in fact, every picture you drew is quite similar."

"It's not like, it's not like..." Sailing shook his head, looking at the portrait on the drawing board with a serious expression, "His eyes are the biggest watch in my life."

Sailing suddenly smiled happily: "That's good, or I'll draw another one." After speaking, he turned around to fetch the drawing paper.

"Dad, let's eat first!" Chengguang's helpless shout to his father echoed throughout the house.

Happiness and unhappiness are their own days

love all my life and hate all my life

Loved for a lifetime and regretted for a lifetime

Loved for a lifetime and kept for a lifetime

just never forget

just never put

never regret

I always hope that the two will not owe each other

always end up at odds

When I was 17, I thought it was enough as long as you loved me; when I was 27, I thought it was enough as long as I loved you; 37 years later, no matter what I thought, the past is gone.Loved ones, no matter whether you still love them or not, in the end, they are all gone.The rest, no matter happy or sad, start to be willing.

When permission becomes a state, silently to your existence and emptiness, is the deepest love of my life for you.

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☆、Character History

Sailing & Pineapple:

"comfort"

Maemi knows how old it is,

Bingdi lotus is worth Fangfei.

Heavy rain and scorching sun repeated several times,

Follow closely day and night.

The wind blows petals and makes people cry,

No regrets at first sight.

Love is deep but this life is short,

Reunion in the next life with a slight smile.

Sailing:

"who"

With a slight smile and eyebrows bent like water,

The pear blossoms rubbed the heart with the rain.

Smile for the Bowies,

Everything makes everything beautiful.

We are born to be right for each other,

Love promises life without regret.

A thousand words are not worth it,

Whom to call it with all your heart.

pineapple:

"in vain"

The unrestrained young man,

Fengyue no frost melts the intestines.

Once the bleak autumn wind is strong,

How many lingering hidden buried.

In the past, mandarin ducks and ducks in the same pool,

When will we meet again.

A lifetime of love will end,

Yin and Yang are always separated by vast distances.

☆, lyrics

"I just want to love you"

--theme song

Word: Yuan Han

i just want to love you

no matter what others say

Close your eyes, it's all about you

i just want to love you

After you left, I lived as you

Your smile is like a spell

engraved in the mind engraved in the body

Loving you can't become a memory

I want you to be the only memory

where is the afterlife you said

Make a promise and I'll wait for you there

Regrets in this life

Don't continue in the afterlife

i just want to love you

No matter how others sigh

all my love

desperate for you

as long as you don't hesitate

just let us be together

episode

"Afraid of the Dark"

Word: Yuan Han

the day is gray and the night is dark

I'm afraid of the dark, I want someone to accompany me

There is only loneliness beside me

I am afraid of the dark and close my eyes

The tip of the tongue tastes the tears from the corner of the eye

I'm afraid of the dark and hold my arms tightly

fingertips touch the cold back

warm bath water

All that comes out of the tap

a person's taste

I cry alone and live alone

A person is so helpless in the dark night

I sleep alone

It's so hard to be silent alone

afraid of the dark night

A person full of desolation

It's cold and the night is spooky

I'm afraid of ghosts, I want to have you by my side

There is only loneliness by my side

I am afraid of the dark and close my eyes

The tip of the tongue tastes the tears from the corner of the eye

I'm afraid of the dark and hold my arms tightly

fingertips touch the cold back

warm bath water

All that comes out of the tap

a person's taste

I cry alone and live alone

A person is so helpless in the dark night

I sleep alone

It's so hard to be silent alone

afraid of the dark night

walk into the desert alone

"If Lonely"

Word: Yuan Han

Lonely since you're not by my side

Loneliness is the memory you leave behind

lonely night sleepless

Drunk life, dreaming and dying, I just want to see you in my dream

Not seeing each other haggard face

In memory, the hug is a little tighter

Not considerate enough to love each other in those years

Long day lovesickness damages young years

if i'm lonely and lonely embrace

time goes by more and more lonely

comfort me if i'm lonely

Accompanied by walking more and more silent

"Stubborn"

Word: Yuan Han

Is everything starting to stand still

I still love you stubbornly

If the story goes back to the beginning

who looks fearless

A paper

full of thoughts and stories

can't write down can't finish

is your name

at odds

let time be crazy to presumptuous

I can't catch it or I won't go back

the passing of love

if there is an afterlife

if there is an afterlife

please remember the agreement

"Never leave"

Word: Yuan Han

close your eyes

I can still see your smiling face

lightly cover ears

I can still hear your love call

hot summer

cold winter invisible

Kind regards

I can't hear you every day

dreamy night

I will have small expectations

until the day I dreamed again

I just found

My love to you

never changed

From the past to the present

Getting deeper and deeper

more and more like the sea

I look forward to you

looking forward to your future

don't become blank

lonely love

still wandering on the island

Await your return