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Due to poor management, the capital chain was broken, and the company became insolvent and faced bankruptcy.

"I tried my best, I really tried my best." Fengli said everything, but her tone became much more relaxed.

And my heart was full of mixed feelings for a while, with mixed feelings, and it was hard to describe it.Subconsciously, he took Pineapple's head into his arms and stroked it gently.

For the first time, I found a few more hairs in the pineapple's black hair, which made me feel more heartbroken than it appeared on my own body.

For the first time, I found that the almighty pineapple could be so helpless, which made me feel more heartbroken than when it appeared on my own body.

And I can do nothing but listen to the story, and I can neither call the wind nor the rain.

……

In this way, I don't know how long it has passed, the outside world once again lowered the curtain of night, the lights are still the same, and the style is still the same.

"Sailing, let's break up." Pineapple let go of the darkness and hugged my hands tightly.

"Why?" I asked calmly, "Because your company is gone?"

"Isn't that enough?!" Pineapple's voice suddenly became harsh, "Without bread and economic foundation, how can I give you, the future we want?!"

"We can start over. In the future, I will also work and earn money. Maybe, even if I can't be very rich, as long as two people are together, a simple and ordinary life is fine." I said this to try to comfort Fengli and appease his impulse emotions, but it was also the true thought in my heart at the time.

"What a fart!" I couldn't see the expression, but I heard Fengli shouting loudly, "Are you a three-year-old child?! You! Me! People like us, if we want to have our own life, if we want to live in this place The country lives as decently as normal people, do you think that without economic backing and security support, everything can be so easy and simple and plain?!"

At the moment, I was first surprised that my good man was so terrible when he got angry, and then I was glad that he had never lost his temper with me since we got along for so long.After thinking about what he said, although it was angry, it was true. Even if people like us want a simple and ordinary life, it is not so easy in this country.

In the darkness, the two were silent for a long time.After some contemplation, I opened my mouth first.

"If you insist on breaking up, there is really no way for me to keep you now." I paused for a while, "Although I won't pester you, I will always wait for you. As long as you need me, I will always be there for you." exist."

"If you don't want to see me now, I'll leave now." Seeing that Fengli didn't respond for a long time, I gritted my teeth and said this sentence.

"It's too late today, let's go tomorrow." Fengli turned on the light in the room, "Let's have dinner together."

In City B at the end of the new year, although the night is still dark, there are far fewer pedestrians on the road. Most of them have returned to their hometowns for the New Year, and many shops have closed their doors.After walking through several streets in a row, they finally chose a decent restaurant. Apart from ordering and paying the bill, the two of them didn't say a word.

The same goes for coming home at night.

"Are you still asleep?" I asked Fengli softly.

"Well, I'm not sleepy yet, let's wait a while." Fengli replied softly.

I took a cup of hot water and put it on Fengli's table, "I'm going to sleep, good night."

"Good night." Fengli's gaze was always fixed on the distance outside the window.

Back in the bedroom alone, I took out an envelope from my backpack.Inside is the 1000 yuan that Fengli gave me to take the express train for the first time we met, as well as the lucky money and red envelopes that Pinea gave me during Chinese New Year and birthdays, and some pocket money I saved myself on weekdays.The change was removed, no more, no less, exactly 3000 yuan.

"Take it, if I have more money, I will definitely put more, don't think it's too little, don't think it's too small! Be careful, it's not respect. Don't give it to me! It's still usury, I don't want small money!" I scribbled these words quickly on the envelope, ending with a little smiley face and marking "Voyage".

After finishing writing, he pressed the envelope under his pillow, turned off the light, and fell asleep alone.Although I don't know when Fengli returned to the bed, I only know that when I woke up the next morning, he hugged me as always and fell asleep deeply.

"I know you don't shed tears easily, and you don't make me sad easily,

I know what I should do for you to make your dreams more beautiful.

Love is deep and love is true. I am afraid that the marriage will be like water. If you lose your love and lose your heart, you will easily haggard.

It doesn't matter if people go west or the wind goes north, they chase after in dreams and follow in fate, there is no regret in this relationship. "

……

The music was echoing in the earphones, and I got on the train back to City H, and snowflakes floated outside the window—white and beautiful.I don't know if Fengli is awake or not, but I hope he only mentioned breaking up yesterday because of his recent low mood.I believe he will contact me soon, just like the snow outside the window, no matter how deep it is, it will eventually melt and disappear.

However, it turns out that I was wrong.Except for the New Year's greeting text messages during the Lunar New Year, there is really no contact between me and him anymore.He didn't take the initiative to contact me, I contacted him, and he didn't reply.

I went to look for him in City B. Although the locks of the house had not been changed, he was not at home. I waited for a night without anyone, so I never went there again.

"What?! You broke up?!" Xiaosi stared in surprise, "Didn't you always have a good relationship before?"

"Yes, are there any signs?" Xiao Ming asked casually, "If you ran away with other men for money, then you don't have to be sad. There are many such people in this society now."

"Fuck you, don't talk nonsense, Ah Hang won't be looking for such a person." The boss of the dormitory pushed Xiao Ming aside, "Don't listen to his nonsense, I know a new restaurant has opened nearby, and I heard it's not bad. Don't want to try it together?"

"Okay, it just so happens that I don't have much oil in my stomach recently, and it's good to improve the food once in a while." I agreed to the boss's suggestion, and then turned to Xiao Si and Xiao Ming, "Also, don't mention the breakup, everyone. , I don’t want too many people to know and pay attention to this kind of thing.”

"Got it!" The two smiled and nodded to me, "Understood!"

"It just so happens that there is no class in the afternoon, why don't we go there for lunch?" Xiao Si licked his saliva greedily and swallowed.

"Okay! Let's go!"

The new restaurant is actually a hot pot restaurant. I thought that the last time I came to such a restaurant, I was with Pineapple to celebrate my success in getting my driver's license, but this time it has been a long time since I contacted you.

"New semester, new atmosphere, I wish you all the best in the new year!" I raised my glass high, stood up and blessed everyone present, "Cheers!"

"Cheers!" The wine glasses collided with each other, and the beer foam flew everywhere.

"Hey, by the way, we are both in our junior year this year. I heard that if we want to study abroad or continue our graduate studies, we have to start preparing." Xiaosi put down his glass and said to everyone, "I plan to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Are you together?"

——Unfinished, to be continued——