After Perception Trilogy Hindsight

When I opened my eyes again, everything was over...

X, who still had a low fever, got up. He was in Xiaotiandi's room, looked around, and was a little surprised to find that his clothes had been changed, he didn't feel sweat all over his body, and the wound had been re-treated, probably Talbo handled it for him...

He was a little worried about Talbo's situation. What happened to Xie Pila must have been a big blow to him, and he was worried that Talbo's X footsteps were a little frivolous and he left the room.He found Talbo in the yard where they used to laugh together, decadent but rational Talbo...

he stops...

He has always known the importance of Xie Pila to him... It can be said that Talbo will open his heart to other people, and will talk and laugh with them, mostly because of the feeling Xie Pila brought to him, telling him that he Erpo is not alone...

Not a maniac.

He also always knew that even if he found Talbo first, it didn't mean anything.Shepira is more important to Talbo than anyone else...

For Talbo, Xie Pila is probably like a relative and a friend, like a teacher and a family member, which made him feel the warmth of his family, the care of his friends, and the guidance of his teacher...

Thinking of this, X stepped towards the other party, "Tal—" and looked at the other party's palm in astonishment, "You..."

"X...you're awake...", he turned his head to look at the other party, what was active in his hand was the black flame that didn't exist in his hand, "It appeared when I realized it, it's really beautiful...", The godless eyes seemed to laugh at herself, "It's a pity that it's the opposite of her flame..."

"Talbo...", looking at the other party in astonishment, X couldn't understand what was going on with the flame in the other party's hand.

"Do you know...I..." Looking at the open space in front of him, Talbo felt that disgusting scene reappeared in front of him, "I can still see...that white robe stained red with blood..." And The scene where the warm body was gradually dyed red by the bleeding...

The red that represents the passing of life... is constantly spreading...

Regardless of whether the only listener was listening carefully, the flame in his hand suddenly grew bigger in the next second, centered on him and rapidly expanded outwards, and the surrounding plants near him were sucked of life and withered, but Talbo didn't seem to notice it He whispered, "If there were no such annoying people from the beginning...then..." Xie Pila also...

"Stop! Talbot!" Damn it!The air pressure around him was so loud that even he could hardly hear his own shouts..., against the high-purity air pressure rushing towards his face, enduring the scratches on his body, small but dense wounds and a dizzy head, X barely opened his eyes. Focusing on it, he approached Talbo step by step, shouted with even greater strength and barely audible words, and tried his best to convey his heart, "Xie Pila would not want you—"

"There is no Xie Pila! There is no more!! She has already-" Already... already dead..., Talbo's voice was hoarse and dark and terrifying, like someone who was completely desperate At the last moment, I shouted with all my strength, sad and hopeless...

"...Talbo...", finally walked in front of the other party, trying to balance himself so as not to be blown down, X struggled to put his hand on Talbo's shoulder, the soft voice was not blown away by the pressure of the flames but It suddenly came to the ears of the sad person, "She's still there..." He moved his hand down and caressed Talbo's heart, "It's right here, in your heart." Pressed the other hand His head, "And here, the memories you have had together, the only people who have it are you and her, not even me... It only exists with you, Shepila."

In his widened eyes was the look of suddenly seeing the light, he put his hand on his heart, and then he heard X's gentle voice...

"There is Shepira, only you know, only you."

He saw the other party smiling, just like the smile he showed when he stretched out his hand to him without hesitation, the warm smile with his back to the light...

X held his hand to convey his body temperature.

The body temperature of a person with a low fever is a bit high, and Talbo is a little scared by the body temperature of the other party. The high body temperature gives him the illusion that he will be burned, but it is also this kind of human temperature that wakes him up and gives him the ability to continue. The strength to go on...

At that moment, he thought he was right...

This man took himself to a completely different world...

Holding his hand is still warm...

"Put it down, Talbo." X made up his mind to help Xie Pila take care of Talbo, he knew that if Xie Pila had any worries, it must be Talbo and those rainbow children them.

Bermuda has found its way to survive, no problem.

But Talbo relied on the warmth given by Xie Pila. He was like an orphan who was excluded and finally got a place and was recognized for his existence... So when all these hard-won things were destroyed... it is conceivable , what awaits him must be despair...

X put away the excess guilt in his heart, "If Xie Pila was still alive, what do you think she would say?"

"...everything will be fine... light will definitely come after darkness..." Talbo looked up at the earth and sky in front of him, "the vastness of the sky and the boundlessness of the earth must... there must be a place to accommodate you..."

Because he is very repulsed to contact with other people and to be connected with the world, when Xie Pila is worried about the world, he always looks uncomfortable and repelled, and she will say these words every time... every time…

No matter how many times I repeat it, I speak softly, without even the slightest bit of impatience...

"Talbo..." After a pause, X turned and left. He knew that many things can only be figured out when he is alone, and that's all he can say and help. He can figure it out on his own...

And he needs a quiet place to be...

In fact, he has thought about it, or when he came to Talbo again, he kept thinking about what happened these days in a very chaotic way, and the details of the past were infinitely replayed and recalled...

It suddenly occurred to him that it was impossible for Xie Pila to suddenly appear in that place for no reason...

It suddenly occurred to him that on the day when Ke Lisi appeared, they made an appointment to see each other the next day, and it was he who missed their agreed time...

It occurred to him...

if…

If he hadn't missed the appointment, then... what would happen now...

Shepira...maybe alive...

He went back to the room just now, fell down on the bed tiredly, and irritatedly pushed back the hair that blocked his sight...

His eyes were dry, and before he knew it, he couldn't even vent his emotions in the most basic way of crying quietly...

In fact, everything that was said to Talbo was empty words, empty and powerless.

Maybe he is a very mean person...

In order for Talbo to continue walking, I said such blank words to him...

In fact, Talbo understands these words, but whether he accepts them or not is not the same thing...

He can understand, but can't let go...

Did he really do it right...

Is it because of his appearance, his existence...

And let Shepila...

He can no longer tell the difference...

Is what I did right?Or wrong?

What is the right way to do it?How is it wrong again...

very messy.

There is too little information about Xie Pila and the others, and he can't judge whether he has done too little or meddled too much...

He clearly knew from the beginning that his small actions, no matter how small, would have a tornado-like impact in the future, so why was he so careless! ?

Now he can't even tell whether what he did for the first generation of the family is right or wrong...

He raised his hand to his forehead and then slid it to his eyes, he was so at a loss that he didn't know what to do...

But he knew there was only one thing he should do now...

"X...", there was a light knock on the door, followed by Talbo's voice, "Can we talk?"

Surprised that the other party came to him so quickly, X quickly sorted out his emotions before getting up and opening the door, "Talbo, you..."

"Don't look at me like that...I..." With a sneering tone, Talbo turned his head away from him, and his eyes fell on a random place, "Actually, I know... I just hate the feeling of being alone, so I'm a little out of control..." , Feeling amused at being unable to adapt to being alone, Talbo smiled helplessly, "But, I know you are here...I...feel much better..."

"...", pursing his lips, X's body tensed instantly, he didn't know what to do if he also left here, then Talbo...

"...Maybe you don't know it yet, but you have actually been in a coma for three days..." Seeing the surprise on the other party's face as expected, Talbo shrugged and said indifferently, "Otherwise, you think I can I will cheer up and take care of you in time..."

Speaking of which, Talbo himself didn't have much confidence. It took almost a day for him to think of X. Looking back, he didn't know how long he had been unconscious on the ground, and the wound worsened further, let alone the original X. Just a body with a high fever, the scorching body temperature made him almost think that the other party would directly burn out his brain...

Coughing lightly, Talbo changed the topic with a guilty conscience, "Actually, I've been thinking about it for the past few days...It's just that things happened too suddenly, and I didn't prepare for it..." He had thought that such a day would not last long...for a long time Being in contact with this world made him realize the cruelty of this world early on...

However, he never thought that this day would be so short...

Never thought it would be this way...

This is the way to end this happy time...

"Talbo...", X didn't know what to say, "I..." decided just now... I want to go back as soon as possible, the longer I stay here, the more uncertain everything will be...

"What?" Talbo was a little surprised that the other party was hesitating, unable to say a word.

"I--"

"Are you all there?"

The two turned their heads and saw the person who appeared suddenly, surprised by the other party's identity.

"Bermuda...how are you?", looking at Bermuda, X was a little surprised.

"...I heard about it, so come and have a look..." Still on Yeka's shoulder, Bermuda's expression was calm, and his voice was faint, "After all..."

After all, the eyes of individuals reflect their presence...

Although, it's all in the past...