After Perception Trilogy Hindsight

"...boss...", he whispered to the person standing at the door, looking straight into his eyes, "Are you trying to put me under house arrest?"

Although they were asking this question, the two already had an answer. Giotto said that he would stay in the room without instructions, and would arrange two people to stay at the door. If there is anything needed, he can tell them...

The answer is so obvious that I really don't need to say anything more...

But he is not reconciled. They have known each other for nearly two months, and although the time spent together is far less than that of the first-generation guardians... But it is not enough to suspect him as an inner ghost, right?Is he so untrustworthy?

He wants an answer.A direct answer, so that he can give up on the answer...

They kept staring at each other, and after an unknown period of time, the person on the opposite side turned around and walked away without looking back. From the beginning to the end, except for the order at the beginning, there was no extra words out of his mouth...

He watched, watched the admiring and familiar, familiar but unfamiliar figure gradually walk out of his field of vision, and watched one of the people who was ordered to close the door...

Keeping watching, he felt that everything was so slow, as if the progress was slowed down by the remote control... He didn't know if it was an illusion, but something made his heart contract violently, like a drowning person being forced to The unrelenting suffocation of squeezing the last oxygen out of the lungs is even more...desperate...

I don't know how long it took, when he came back to his senses, he realized that he was sitting on the ground. He took a few breaths desperately to feel the air around him, but it was so difficult to breathe...

At last he paid no attention, and went to the window.Sitting there, looking out at the sky, the garden, and the town beyond...

He watched, from the morning light in the daytime to the sunset in the evening, he kept watching, thinking about the few short months of getting along...

Let's talk about recent events...

Those mountain trails we walked together...

The warm moment of reading the newspaper together...

Let's practice what we can't learn together...

He recalled those memories that he once regarded as precious, but his heart kept throbbing...

Then he remembered what he had learned in order to make his relationship with them more intimate...

The photo I developed for the first time was blurry and unclear...

The pocket watch I made for the first time was useless and ugly...

The handwriting engraved for the first time is hazy and not deep...

The ancient book I read for the first time was difficult to understand and understand...

He has too many "firsts", all for one person...

He tried too many times, but failed in the end...

At this moment, he really didn't know what his efforts were for...

At that point, he figured it out, but he didn't understand where he went wrong...

At this second, he couldn't figure out where to start...

His heart entered into a person...

All those speculations that have been made, those thoughts that have been ignored but are so clear at this moment that it is impossible to ignore...

He would rather he couldn't think clearly, couldn't see clearly, couldn't figure out all the inexplicable emotions in the past...

Because of this, his heart will feel better, and it will not hurt like it is now...

It was because he thought clearly that his heart was hurt so directly and simply by that person...

Because he could see clearly, the person who caused him to be so hurt by that person had nowhere to hide...

Because he guessed thoroughly, his soul was deeply hurt by that person and he couldn't refuse...

He wanted to escape these crazy thoughts, to stop these thoughts that were suffocating him...

But it didn't work after trying several times, because he is too free now, he has nothing to distract him, all his energy is thinking about why he will be regarded as a traitor, and all he gets is the answer that he has lost his heart...

Then he started to think about where he fell in love with that person...

Is it time to practice smiling together...

Or when looking at something he can't learn...

Or when we read the newspaper together...

Or when looking at him depressed over breakfast...

or…

So much to do together, so much to say...

His feelings for that person have seeped into his life, habits and...heart just like that time.

Bit by bit, it already existed before he had time to notice it, making him throw away his armor and have no strength left to resist...

So slow yet so heavy, it made him inescapable and inescapable...

He leaned on the back of the chair, feeling that the air around him made him breathless. This morning, he got the news that the person had a connection with a suspicious person...

As soon as the news came out, he discussed with G and immediately decided to put that person under house arrest. Whether it was true or not, he couldn't risk his life because he was willing to give his life to the members who followed him...

The meaning of house arrest is very clear, but the man didn't ask the reason, let alone make any excuses, as if he knew that this day would come...

He didn't understand why he felt uncomfortable, it just changed from a question with an uncertain answer to a definite evidence... That's all, what's wrong?

I didn’t deal with official documents today. I sat at the desk as usual, but my mind was not in the open documents. This has never happened before...

As for the reason for his absent-mindedness, he didn't think deeply about it, nor did he want to explore...

People are like this, they always subconsciously avoid what they don't want to know, avoiding the possibility of bringing about great changes in life...

Unable to do anything, he left that seat irritably, and flung himself into the usual resting place...

It was still the world that he could see when he opened his eyes. A familiar yet unfamiliar voice came into his ears in a trance. When he came back to his senses, he suddenly realized that there was no one around him... only the empty office, and the There is the desk and armchair that have accompanied me for a long time...

Other than that, nothing...

That voice is just my own illusion...

He looked out of the window in a daze, at least now he didn't want to deal with documents, didn't want to think about other bits and pieces...

If G knew, he would be so happy that he couldn't hold his face all day long. He forced himself to think about something interesting, trying not to focus on that person, but it was still in vain...

In a daze, he remembered that it was the person who asked him to look at the sky outside, but the vast sky has the ability to heal people's hearts...

And he also unknowingly got used to observing and looking at that piece of blue sky that doesn't know how high it is from him...

Closing his eyes suddenly, he never thought that that person would quietly infiltrate into his life before he realized it...

When eating, training, discussing, thinking, approving documents...

Just like that, that person entered his life unknowingly, without letting him notice it, which caught him off guard...

He didn't get up until the morning light changed to evening darkness, and he thought with bitter joy that if G knew that he hadn't had a good rest, he would be so irritable that he couldn't sleep well.Thinking of this, he was in a bad mood again. Regarding the fact that he didn't have a good rest, that person had helped G take care of him many times...

The footsteps that wanted to go directly to the dining room stopped, turned a corner, and decided to go to that person first. For some reason, it was just a sudden rise...

That's all, nothing more...

He told himself so in his heart...

When the door was opened, the man was sitting by the window, maybe he was watching the sky all day just like himself...

As soon as this idea appeared, it was quickly dismissed.That person is not like him, the plan was interrupted, he was probably thinking about how to contact the people on his side, so as to pass on the message, and explain the current situation...

This kind of words also just explains why his sense of super value keeps clamoring, how can the two people outside the door possibly beat him, let alone the other party's use of illusions to the point where even D admits it's powerful...

If the other party wants to come and leave, the two people outside the door can't resist...

In fact, that’s what we agreed with G. This is the last test. If the people inside really leave like this, then we can only treat him as a traitor...

I don't know if that person thought of this, but actually stayed here and didn't leave...

I can’t tell what I’m feeling right now, but when I want to trust a person, that person tells him with actions at a critical moment that I can’t trust him… It’s like laughing at him for struggling to trust him for a while, it’s ridiculous Extremely sad at the same time...

It was a while after the man heard the sound of the door opening that he turned his head as if he felt his gaze... The two looked at each other, one was inside the room and the other was outside the room. The sense of déjà vu...

X originally thought it was a servant who came to deliver the food, so he didn't think too much about it, but after a while, he still didn't hear the sound of the bowls and chopsticks being put on the table. On the contrary, it seemed that someone was staring at him, so he turned his head to check But I didn't expect it to be the person who made me feel uneasy all day long. They stared at each other for a long time, but neither of them intended to break the silence...

After a while, Giotto looked into the other's eyes, "You don't have anything to say?"

Also looking directly into the other person's eyes, X replied without blinking or avoiding, "What do you want me to say?"

"..." What did he want the other party to say?What does he want to hear?He didn't have a score in his mind, he just asked it out before he realized it...

The air in the room stagnated again...

"..." Seeing that the atmosphere started to get heavy again, X finally asked the only question out of his mouth, "Why?" He believed that the other party could understand what he was asking...

"You ask why? Don't you think it's me who should ask this before you ask this?" Looking at the other person, Giotto responded with a slightly mocking tone, "You should explain your behavior first? Why stop me Eliminate the threat? Why did you join Vengley? Why did you connect with people you didn't know after you asked to withdraw those who followed you? Why did the family members retreat without injury when you were there? Now , you answer me!" Looking at the other party, he couldn't control his temper, and without warning, those questions that had been suppressed for a long time were thrown to the other party without thinking...

He couldn't control his own heart, even at this moment, he wanted to trust the person in front of him... If the other party gave a high-sounding reason... Maybe he would trust the other party without hesitation...

Everything was going out of control a long time ago...

X looked at the person in front of him, surprised that the other person suddenly asked so many questions, because this was something he had never thought of before...

In other words, the other party has been waiting for him to give an answer, but he has been ignored by his subconscious luck...unanswered questions until now...

But at the same time, those questions were so sharp, cruelly shattering his hopes, because none of those questions he could answer, none of them...

not a single one…