the same

The night passed, and the blood-spitting scenes that he had imagined did not happen. When Song Mingze woke up, he found that the two of them were still in the same position before going to bed. The difference was that there was a hard object pressing against his buttocks.

Of course he knew what was holding him up, and he himself had...

Song Mingze took a deep breath, and his whole body began to stiffen. He thought that the reason why he would appear on this bed now is because of Lin Yan. After being in love for so long, does it really mean that he doesn't have any exciting thoughts?

The two were very close, and Lin Yan didn't hear the heavy inhalation sound. He stretched out his hands and rolled Song Mingze over into his arms, rubbed his chin on the top of Song Mingze's soft hair, and said, "I know you I won't be staying for long next time, when do you plan to leave?"

"Leave in eight days."

Lin Yan chuckled, and he said, "This way." Song Mingze knew that Lin Yan was referring to BL, "it's not that easy to walk. I'm afraid that once I start, I won't want to let you go. Next time you When you come again, you will know..."

Just after waking up, his voice was deep and hoarse. Song Mingze had a good impression of Lin Yan at first because of his nice voice.Song Mingze is a voice control.

After finishing speaking, Lin Yan let go of Song Mingze and sat up on the bed. He glanced at the dark sky, it was cloudy, and he couldn't see the sun and couldn't predict the current time.

Lin Yan couldn't tell how long he had been asleep, but he just lay there all night half-embracing Song Mingze, his arms were sore and he still didn't want to let go.

The current Song Mingze didn't know that Lin Yan had the habit of insomnia.

After getting dressed, Song Mingze suddenly remembered that the clothes in the washing machine hadn't been taken out to dry, and the wet clothes would stink if they were stuffy for a long time.

Song Mingze finished drying his clothes and was about to brush his teeth and wash his face. He pushed open the half-closed door of the toilet and saw Lin Yan washing his face with a gray towel in his hand.

grey……

It suddenly occurred to him that he was still wiping his body with this gray towel last night, and Lin Yan asked him which towel he used afterwards, Lin Yan...isn't he a clean freak?

"What are you doing in a daze, hurry up and finish washing and I'll take you out for something to eat."

"Huh? Oh."

There are two sets of toiletries on the shelf embedded in the wall, one on the left and one on the right. The one on the left has already been seen, and it belongs to Lin Yan.Song Mingze picked up the toothbrush and squeezed some toothpaste, turned on the faucet to fill it with water, brought the cup to his mouth, swallowed a mouthful of water, and started brushing his teeth.

Lin Yan was standing against the wall after washing, with his left hand resting on the washing machine, watching Song Mingze's every move.

People have feelings for other people's gaze, not to mention that he can look through the mirror as soon as he looks up, and see Lin Yanzheng staring at him for a moment.

Song Mingze slowed down his breathing, trying to calm his beating heart a little, and covered his face with a wet towel. He didn't know if his face had turned red, and he didn't want Lin Yan to see it.I also had the experience of sharing the toilet with my roommate before, and I never thought that there would be a day when I would be flustered under the gaze of the same sex.

"Let's go, it's past eight o'clock, and the breakfast shop downstairs will be closed in a while."

Lin Yan directly put on the pair of house shoes that he wore out yesterday. He felt that he had worn them out anyway, so let's just wear them like this.

This pair of home shoes is black without exception. There are two white lines on the toe cap, which is simple and clear.A pair of cotton shoes with special meaning, the first time he saw Song Mingze wearing these shoes.

Seeing Song Mingze put on his shoes, he subconsciously went to hold his hand, but was avoided.The outstretched right hand paused in the air, Lin Yan glanced at Song Mingze flatly, and then put the empty hand into his pocket.

"Sorry, I……"

"I know, let's go eat."

Lin Yan turned the doorknob as if nothing had happened, his eyes signaled Song Mingze to go out first and he would close the door.

He walked through it once yesterday, and Song Mingze, who knew the route, took the lead to walk in the direction of the elevator. He turned his head slightly as he walked forward, and checked whether Lin Yan behind him was following. tone.

The corridor was very quiet, and the sound of footsteps stepping on the ground would echo clearly in the empty corridor. The two stood side by side, and Song Mingze heard Lin Yan say: "I know you are not ready, if next time... If you are still willing to come here, I will let you remember me and keep it in your heart for the rest of your life."

There are schools, elementary schools and junior high schools near the apartment. There are many shops selling breakfast and fast food on both sides of the street. There are not many vehicles on this street. It has passed the rush hour for work and school, and there are not many pedestrians on the street.

"What to eat?" Lin Yan asked.

"As long as it's not flour products, it's fine."

"Then eat soy milk fritters?"

"can."

Lin Yan walked to the door of an early-morning shop and ordered four deep-fried dough sticks and two cups of mung bean milk. The shop owner quickly wrapped them in oil paper, put the soy milk in a bag and handed it to Lin Yan, and said with a smile: "It's ten yuan in total. money."

While buying fried dough sticks, Song Mingze began to observe the shops on both sides of the street. Among the breakfast shops that were open for business, he walked forward. , It is very different from the eating habits in the south.

At this time, a golden retriever suddenly appeared in Song Mingze's sight. The golden retriever walked in front of its owner with its tongue out. It didn't have a leash, and it just walked slowly. Its owner was an old man with half-white hair, and the golden retriever always kept pace with the old man. Walking back and forth with a distance of one meter.

Very nice.

This is Song Mingze's evaluation of the golden retriever.

"Do you like dogs?" Lin Yan held the plastic bag and followed Song Mingze's line of sight to see the old man and the golden retriever.

"I like it, my parents won't let me keep it." Song Mingze watched the person and the dog drift away, until they finally disappeared from sight, and then he looked away.

The shop of the breakfast shop is very small, and there is no room for people to sit in it. Neither of them has the habit of standing on the street to eat, and walked back tacitly.

"If you like it, next time we will raise one together. The golden retriever is very nice and has a gentle temper."

"it is good."

The next time...may be summer vacation, right?

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When chatting online, it's not that the topic of family has never been mentioned. Every time this topic comes up, Lin Yan always keeps silent. This time when the two met, he rarely took the initiative to explain his family environment.

"My parents divorced when I was seven years old. They each formed their own families. I was handed over to my father. At first, the family life was not good. My father was always looked down upon by my grandpa. Later, The days seem to be getting better and better, and they actually got divorced..."

"Do you know who the stepmother my father married? Heh - a woman who worked in the store at the time was young and beautiful. Should it be said that they fell in love with each other for a long time? It's ironic that the two fell in love so quickly..."

"My mother married someone else when I was ten years old, and got divorced less than a year later. Later, I had some mental problems. Now I have been living in a nursing home. My father helped pay for it."

"It was also in that year that I was sent back to the countryside by my father. After that, I have always...lived with my grandparents."

……

Song Mingze listened to everything in silence, he was in a complicated mood and didn't know what to say, Lin Yan's expression was always calm, and his eyes were empty to the sky, the gloomy sky seemed to represent most of his emotions.

After saying this, Lin Yan poured the water in the cup into his stomach in one gulp, and left it for a long time, it was completely cold.

Cold water can calm people's emotions. He looked at Song Mingze and said word by word: "Next time, even if it is hell to go forward, I will take you to jump down."