the same

"Aze, come back, Dad has already been hospitalized because of you."

Hearing Song Mingrui say that Song's father was hospitalized, Song Mingze was surprised and blamed himself. He glanced out the window and saw that it was just dawn, and it looked like it was only five o'clock.He stuffed all the clothes in the closet on the balcony into the suitcase, and when he went to the living room to get the charger and went back to the bedroom, Lin Yan stood at the window with a blank expression, just stood there without saying a word, watching him walking around to pack up.

The atmosphere in the bedroom was oppressive, Duoduo seemed to sense something, usually at this point he would run to the door of the bedroom to wake the two of them up, but now he just squatted quietly at the door of the study, looking here from time to time.

"Are you going?"

"Well, my dad...is hospitalized because of me, I have to go back and take a look." Song Mingze paused, stopped his hands and said, "Would you like...to go back and take a look with me?"

Lin Yan asked indifferently: "Do you think it is appropriate? If your father sees that I am sicker, I will be wicked and my crime will be serious."

"...It's because I didn't think too much about it." He pulled up the suitcase and turned his back to Lin Yan. He glanced at the golden retriever with nostalgia, "I know you don't sleep well, but when Duoduo knocks on the door in the morning, you must Remember to take it out to the bathroom; remember to eat well while you are rushing to draft, don't just eat one or two meals a day like before..."

"Are you coming back?" The more Song Mingze urged, the more flustered Lin Yan became.It seems that once the person in front of you leaves, there will be no day to return.

"Yes."

Today, there is no direct flight from City Z to City W. Song Ming Zekali didn't even have enough money to take a green leather car. He didn't want to ask Song Mingrui for money, so he borrowed a few hundred dollars from Jiang Wenlei to buy a train ticket.

This time Lin Yan didn't see him off, Lin Yan was standing in front of the window all the time, Duoduo saw him leaving and wanted to follow him out, seeing the golden retriever running towards the door, he made up his mind and quickly closed the door, the golden retriever almost followed him out.The golden retriever hit the door with its front paws and made a noise. It has always been so sensitive and delicate, and the golden retriever, which has never barked, is now howling continuously.

It was only 05:30 when Song Mingze went downstairs, and there was no one in sight on the street. He waited for a while before he stopped a taxi. Before getting in the car, he glanced at the window, and there was no one in front of the window.

The taxi drove towards the station, passing an elementary school in City Z along the way, Song Mingze looked out the window, and remembered that Lin Yan had brought him here last month.

That day, Lin Yan looked at the gate of the primary school, and talked about the past in a flat way: "You know, my dad has never been to my school, whether it's registration for the start of school, or the parents' meeting, either no one came, or my grandpa took me. here.

When I was in the third grade of elementary school, my dad was standing there waiting for me as soon as I walked out of the school gate. I ran towards him happily, naively thinking that he was here to pick me up from school.

Actually no, he gave me ten yuan and asked me to come home later at night.Because that day was the first birthday of his and that woman's son, and the woman's parents came to celebrate my so-called younger brother's birthday. He thought I would spoil the atmosphere at home.hehe……"

Song Mingze, who was immersed in memories, didn't see it. Lin Yan and Jinmao chased the taxi for a long distance, and finally squatted on the ground exhausted. Jinmao paced back and forth, looking at Lin Yan beside him and looking at the The farther the car.

Lin Yan, who was covered in sweat, was panting heavily, and his vision was blurred by the salty sweat. Regardless of whether Song Mingze would come back or not, he should have sent him away.Feeling regretful, Lin Yan took the car keys and chased him down. As soon as he got out of the apartment gate, he saw Song Mingze close the car door, and then the taxi drove away.

The car was still parked in the garage, and it would take 10 minutes to drive out. He thought he could catch up with Song Mingze, but he forgot to bring his mobile phone out.

"Are you coming back?"

"Yes."

Song Mingze's uncertain answer seemed to have explained something.

☆, final chapter

Song Mingrui lied to him.

Father Song wasn't in the hospital, but he didn't seem to be in good spirits. When he saw Song Mingze, he became agitated and yelled several times to commit crimes.

Song Mingze felt ashamed of his parents, and quietly accepted Song's father's reprimand without saying a word.

"It's fine when you come back. This is over. I won't say anything more. Your goal is to finish college well. After graduation, you can find a good job, marry a wife and have children. I think Ari's company is pretty good." , with Ari in it, you..."

The middle-aged man was chattering, he just looked at the opening and closing of his mouth, and couldn't hear what the other party was saying clearly.

Song's father's intention couldn't be more obvious, let them stop.

One month before the start of school, Song Mingrui took away his mobile phone and disconnected the network cable. He also took away his bank card and cash, and did not leave him a single coin.Song's father, Song's mother, who has retired, stares at him all day long and refuses to go out. He can't do anything except watch TV.

When I arrived at the station, I found that my phone was out of battery, and there was no place to charge it. I didn't explain anything to Lin Yan, and my phone was confiscated as soon as I came back.

They just lost contact for a while.

Lin Yan couldn't get through the phone, and the messages he sent didn't get a reply.He felt that Song Mingze was going to give up this relationship.

It wasn't until the first day of school that Song Mingrui returned the things he took away to Song Mingze.Holding the lost and recovered mobile phone, it couldn't be turned on at first, so after charging it for a while, I pressed the power button.

The phone automatically connected to the Internet. Song Mingze clicked on QQ excitedly and wanted to send a message to Lin Yan. He thought he would see many messages from Lin Yan as soon as he turned on the phone, but there was nothing.Looking through the friend list, he was surprised to find that Lin Yan's QQ was nowhere to be found.

His heart suddenly fell to the bottom, he dialed Lin Yan's cell phone number with trembling hands, and only the mechanical electronic female voice responded to him: "Sorry, the number you dialed is out of service, Sorry, the number you dial out is out of service!"

Lin Yan gave up on him.

Didn't it mean that even hell would pull him along?Why do you say you don't do it?

Then Song Mingze thought again, if the monk can run away, he can't run away from the temple. When the time is right, he can go to Z City to find him, right?

----

Song Mingze, who had returned to college life, opened the game in the dormitory. Lin Yan's game ID lay dimly in the list and never lit up again.

There are quite a few people on the YY game channel. Except for a few new faces, they are basically old acquaintances. Seeing Song Mingze enter the channel, someone immediately greeted him. That night he hung on YY and chatted for a long time, but Lin Yan was gone. .

Later, I didn't know what we talked about, a girl asked him: "Do you think oranges are better or bananas?"

He subconsciously replied: "Same."

In a daze, he remembered that Lin Yan had asked a similar question before: "Ozawa, do you like oranges or bananas? I've run out of fruit at home..."

At that time, he said, "Same."

In fact, it is different, how could it be the same.

There is only one Song Mingze and only one Lin Yan in this world.

(Finish)