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Yang Yege dragged the suitcase in one hand, the Golden Lion Award in the other, and returned to Qianchuan's lair with a lollipop in his mouth.

In the end, he won the award. In this film, he performed exceptionally, crushing other nominees and capturing the hearts of most of the judges.

He was very happy to win the award, but it was not a surprise. He felt that he deserved it. He had this confidence, so he had nothing to panic about.There have been younger actors who have won this award in the past. Time is fate, and it is inseparable from personal talent and hard work. If you can do it, you have nothing to envy others. He does not need the affirmation of others. As far as I am concerned, the satisfaction of playing a role perfectly (I think) is much greater than winning an award.

Yang Yege has been called an acting genius since he was a teenager. As a genius, he has to do something that is difficult for ordinary people to prove himself, isn't it?

What he does is to win awards, and win awards that others can't match at an incredible age.

Lan Guiyuan's house was unoccupied for a few days, and there was a thin layer of dust.Taking advantage of the daylight, he found a rag, took a basin of water, and did a thorough cleaning inside and out.

After sweeping, I also took a shower, walked into the living room wearing a bathrobe, and suddenly shivered from the cold. Looking at the calendar, it turned out that it was almost the Mid-Autumn Festival.

He turned on the wall-hung stove to heat up the floor heating, then made himself a cup of black tea with sliced ​​ginger, and drank it warmly.

The problem of being afraid of cold has become more and more serious in recent years, especially after returning from Greenland this spring.

Putting down the cup, I saw two trophies, one tall, one short, one fat and one thin, side by side on the coffee table. I felt that it looked incongruous, so I put them away in the drawer.

Four years ago, in the same autumn as now, he won the most important film art award in mainland China - the Best Actor in the Bamboo Academy Award for a suspense film "The God of Thousand Faces".The judging of the Bamboo Academy Awards is very strict. There is only one best actor, regardless of gender, and it is judged every two years.Before he won the award, the best actor had been vacant for two terms.

At that time, Yang Yege should have been famous for a while. His appearance was like a new star illuminating the dark Milky Way, but unfortunately, the film was banned by radio and television because it involved sensitive subjects. In the end, only tens of thousands of Blu-rays were sold. The cost has not yet been recovered.

"The Executioner" filmed this spring was invested by Italians and produced by a British team. Before the filming started, the male protagonist was scheduled to go to jail for drunk driving. The director had no choice but to find him and begged him to help, otherwise the investors would jump off the building Yes, he felt pity for a moment, dropped his busy school work, asked for leave and rushed to Greenland to finish the filming as quickly as possible. There is only one word for his impression: cold.

In the early spring, the Nordic land is bleakly cold. The male protagonist Xing Ge, who plays Xing Ge, is carrying a scythe and running wildly on the ice field. The Holy See was chasing soldiers, the cold wind scratched his cheeks, the alveoli were filled with ice, and his breathing was so painful that he was numb.

He had a low-grade fever for eight consecutive days. When he ran to the edge of the sea cliff and turned around, his brain burst into pain like a burst. He was in such pain that the veins on his forehead popped out, and his face was still calm and unwavering.The director didn't stop, so he had to continue acting.

He looked at the dark army of executioners who came to exterminate him behind him, and finally frowned.

To survive, or to perish?

Flocks of seabirds came rustling in the salty wind and slammed into the rocks behind him.

With firm eyes, Xing Ge greeted his former teammates with a scythe in his hand...

Fate never gave him a retreat.

The autumn night in Langui Garden is as cool as water, but the moonlight is beautiful tonight.

Yang Yege put on a cashmere coat bought in Milan, went downstairs for a walk, and watched the moon.

Sitting on a bench under a lilac tree, looking up at the bright moon in the sky, he called his father.

"Ye Ge?" Dad's voice was full of joy: "Are you willing to call me?"

"I call you often," Yang Yege responded with pleasantries: "Dad, it's almost Mid-Autumn Festival, where are you celebrating this year?"

The old man hesitated for a while, thought for a while, and said, "Well...maybe go to my father-in-law's house, it's not decided yet."

"Oh..." Yang Yege dragged his voice a bit coquettishly: "Then——before you go back, let's have a family reunion dinner first? I treat you, and you bring Teacher Yin over."

"Okay," the old man readily agreed, with a cheerful tone: "My son will become sensible when he gets a Venice best actor. He should get a few more."

Yang Yege echoed Hahaha, saying, "I used to be very sensible."

After practicing Tai Chi for a while, my father suddenly asked, "Did you call your mother?"

Yang Yege's tone turned cold instantly: "No, let's talk."

The old man comforted him softly: "Don't be so stubborn, no matter what, she is your mother after all."

"Don't want me to make peace with her for you," Yang Yege suddenly became sharp: "You owe her, but I don't owe it."

"Don't talk about it," the old man couldn't help him, so he simply gave up: "You can come to the villa to have fun when you have time, don't always be bored at home by yourself."

"I know~"

Yang Yege hung up the phone, and saw the orange dot not far away.He couldn't see anyone in the mottled darkness, but his intuition told him that this person was the one who spoke to him that day.

Yang Yege squinted his eyes and looked at the layers of darkness, unable to see through anything.He had a sudden whim and asked, "Is that you? Crazy?"

The cigarette butt lit up again, and the other party seemed to be taking a puff of cigarette, exhaled slowly, and said in a low and hoarse voice, "It's me."

"Do you always come out to smoke at night?"

"Recently, I will come out to smoke," the other party said, "There are patients at home."

Yang Yege smiled slightly: "It's very comfortable here at night, I like to go out for a walk."

The other party also smiled: "Yes, the greening of this community is very good."

After a moment of silence, the other party suddenly asked, "Were you talking on the phone with your father just now?"

Yang Yege gave a simple "hmm".The other party asked again: "May I ask, do you have a bad relationship with your mother?"

Yang Yege was taken aback for a moment: "This...can you hear it?"

The other party did not speak, expressing acquiescence.

Yang Yege stood up from the bench and paced forward, trying to catch a glimpse of the person he was talking to, but the person was hiding behind a dense tree, not showing his true body, only hearing his voice.

"Some...bad things happened, so..." Yang Yege said this, and suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly: "Hey, why are you telling me this..."

"After all, she gave you life," the other party's tone was calm: "Can you...try to forgive her?"

"Let's talk..." Speaking of mother, Yang Yege had a headache, rubbed his temples, and asked, "How do you get along with your mother?"

"Ordinary getting along," the other party obviously fell into nostalgia, and his tone was unbelievably soft: "My mother is a very gentle person, and she treats me and my brother very well."

"Then you must be very happy."

"Yes," said the voice, "unfortunately, she died of illness a few years ago."

"..." Yang Yege said in a daze, "Sorry."

"It's okay, I have slowly accepted this fact, but I regret that I didn't spend more time with her..."

Yang Yege smiled. He knew that the other party must be able to see his figure exposed under the street lights, but if the other party didn't want to show his face, then forget it.He quite enjoyed the fun of talking to the dark.

"Thank you for telling me this," Yang Yege said, "I should go back, it's getting colder."

"You must be afraid of the cold, right?"

"how do you know?"

"I've already put on cashmere at this temperature, and I still feel cold." The other party pondered for a while: "Go up quickly, and be careful of catching a cold."

"Okay," Yang Yege waved in his direction, "Goodbye."

"Goodbye." The other party said hidden in the darkness.

Xu Ziyan extinguished the cigarette butt on the cigarette extinguisher tray of the trash can, and followed Yang Yege's leaving back closely with his eyes, his eyes were like a black pool of water under the moon.

Early the next morning, Yang Yege went to the villa in the south of the city to visit his father and stepmother.He first went to the mall to buy some gifts, and then went to a time-honored snack shop to get a box of freshly made snowskin mooncakes. After swiping the card and receiving the receipt, seeing the balance in the card, Yang Yege went "hum—" There was a sound, like a bolt of lightning slashing down in the air.

There are only four digits left in the bank card.

A whole day spent on pins and needles at Dad's fishing cottage.Running out of money is a real and hurtful problem.Yang Yege's self-discipline is very good in other aspects, but there is only one problem, he has no plan to spend money.After receiving the award in Venice, I got carried away and ran to Milan to buy, buy, buy and eat, and accidentally spent too much.

Don't look at him as a double actor, he actually doesn't earn much. He was able to get performance fees and creative dividends at Cirque du Soleil before, and his income was fairly stable. But after all, he was studying abroad alone. There are also many sales.As for the movies...he has hardly received any remuneration. The few six or seven movies he has participated in have either helped or rescued the scene. This spring's "The Executioner" only paid him a little hard work fee.There was no way, the investment was pitifully small, the conditions of the crew were poor, and everyone worked hard to finish the filming with their passion and feelings.What's the use of being good at acting?He is not an artist, and lacks popularity.When he first arrived in Sweden, in order to earn rent, he also worked as a piano tutor for neighbor children, but no one would believe him when he said it.

After lunch, my father went to the lake to cast a pole to fish. Director Yang’s hobby is not only filming documentaries, but also fishing. So a few years ago, Shaobao bought this villa in the south of the city. 100 meters next to the house is a natural The lake is very convenient for fishing.

Teacher Yin cut a few of the mooncakes he sent, put out a fruit plate, and brought it to him to eat.Yang Yege was finally happy. He always felt that Mr. Yin was the most understanding, because he sent this box of snowskin mooncakes because he wanted to eat them.

Yin Min was originally the vocal music teacher of the Central Opera. She resigned the year before and returned to Qianchuan with Director Yang to become a full-time wife. She taught vocal music when Yang Yege was an undergraduate. She is not very beautiful, but she is young, gentle and demure, and considerate. Satisfactory.The marriage between her and Director Yang was thanks to Yang Yege's help, so she treated him like her own all these years.Coupled with the former teacher-student fate, the relationship between the two has always been very good.

It's just that this relationship was bought by Yang Yege's betrayal of his mother.

In his freshman year, Yang Yege finished class and heard from his classmates that Director Yang was giving a lecture at their school. He hadn’t seen his father for a long time, and he went to him when he didn’t have time to eat, but the lecture was over.A senior sister said that she saw Director Yang went to the vocal music classroom just now. Yang Yege went to look for it, opened the door and entered, but ran into her father and Teacher Yin Min who were hugging each other.

At that time, Yin Min's face was pale, his heart was full of shame, and he didn't dare to look directly at the students; Yang Ling put on his coat with trembling hands, and said in a trembling voice, "Yege...you...why are you here?"

Yang Yege couldn't tell what he felt at that moment, he felt that he should be angry, but no, he wasn't angry at all, only the excitement of a child discovering the secret base.

His hands were trembling like Yang Ling's. He opened his eyes wide, trying to suppress his rapid breathing and heartbeat, and smiled at the two of them.The index finger was erected in the center of the lips, the eyes were bent, and said: "Shh—" and then pointed to the door.

A group of students walked past the door of the classroom laughing, one of them was still knocking on the lunch box, and sang his own Dafan rhyme in the bel canto that he had just learned, which caused several others to laugh at her.Soon, the corridor was quiet again.

It took Yang Yege more than ten seconds to calm down, stood facing the two of them, and said seriously: "I won't tell my mother, don't worry, I'm on your side."

Yang Ling and Yin Min breathed a sigh of relief at the same time, straightened their clothes, and walked out of the music classroom with Yang Yege.

He didn't eat at the cafeteria at noon that day, so Yang Ling invited him to a restaurant, the Shuhe family who often passed by but was never willing to eat.He still remembers the taste of tender beef rolls that day.

Afterwards, things developed naturally, and he didn't care, but one day two months later, his mother Zhuang Fan suddenly appeared in front of him, with newly dyed hair, the same feather fan eyelashes and flaming red lips, and heels Sharp as a murder weapon.

"You come with me," my mother pulled his arm without any reason: "Follow me back to the United States!"

Yang Yege was dragged by her for a while in a daze, only to remember to resist, flung his hands and broke free, stood firm, and said the word firmly: "No."

His mother's eyes were wide open, and she asked him in disbelief: "What did you say? You are disobedient? Tell me, did that bastard Yang Ling bribe you? You are my son, and you betrayed me!!"

Yang Yege stood still. He saw the red sports car not far away, and the students around him stopped to watch curiously. Someone whispered: "Zhuang Fan, it's Zhuang Fan." "What are they doing?" What? Are you rehearsing a play?"

Zhuang Fan didn't mind the eyes of the people around him, like a proud peacock, he walked over a few steps and wanted to pull him again.Yang Yege took a step back unhurriedly, and said as if reciting a line: "I am an adult and have the right to decide my own affairs. My hometown is here, my studies are here, and my friends are here. You can't take me away." of!"

Zhuang Fan was so angry that his eyebrows stood on end: "Yang Yege! You little white-eyed wolf! I gave birth to you and raised you for so many years, and you don't know how to be grateful, and you still deal with me with that pair of dogs! You let me down so much!"

Yang Yege put a smile on his face, but the smile didn't reach his eyes. He looked at Zhuang Fan without fear, and thought, it's time to break up with her.

"You gave birth to me and raised me, but you have also tortured me for so many years," he said with a smile, "If possible, I really would rather not have been born by you."

Zhuang Fan stared blankly at him, her face full of determined sadness, but she didn't cry until the end. She stepped on ten centimeter stiletto heels and walked away, and got into the car with no expression on her face. up.

Through the car window, Yang Yege vaguely saw the silhouette of a tall white man in the cab.

He suddenly lost his strength, his calf trembled, he walked a few steps, and fell to the ground.

A few girls came to help him and asked with concern: "Student, are you okay?"

Yang Yege shook his head: "Thank you, I'm fine, I'm rehearsing for a play."

A girl gave gossiping eyes: "That was Zhuang Fan just now, right? What's your relationship with her?"

Yang Yege smiled naturally: "Mother and child are played in the play."

Yes, for him, these 18 years of life are a long drama. He and Zhuang Fan have acted as mother and son for 18 years, but now they can't continue.

I spent an afternoon fishing with my father in the villa, and then had dinner. When it was dark, Yang Yege drove back to his home.

This gray Jaguar XE was lent to him by Chen Gong. That guy loves the new and dislikes the old. He has made money in the past few years and has been changing cars constantly. However, he has very few opportunities to drive by himself. He usually takes the nanny allocated to him by the company when he goes out. car, as well as a full-time driver, a full-time broker and three assistants, looking like a big brother.Yang Yege had taken the driver's license test a long time ago. He wanted to buy a car a few years ago, but he suddenly went to Stockholm, so he gave up. Now that he returned home suddenly, Chen Gong was afraid that it would be inconvenient for him to travel, so he gave him his spare car to drive.

Chen Gong can be regarded as a successful career, Yang Yege thought, if I buy this car myself, I really can't afford it for a while.

Gotta start looking for a job ASAP.

On the way home, we passed a large lake and wetland, and water birds were circling. Yang Yege saw a few floating black spots on the water surface from a distance, so he pulled over on a whim, lowered the car window and stretched out his head to watch the birds.

The sun had already set below the horizon, and the light was a little dim. He suddenly remembered that Chen Gong had said that there was a high-beam flashlight in the car, so he rummaged through the storage compartment.Suddenly, a golden cylindrical object rolled out of it, and fell to his feet with a clatter.

Yang Yege picked it up and saw that it was a YSL lipstick, very bright orange-pink.

This is obviously not Chen Gong's stuff.

At that moment, he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart. Since his debut, Chen Gong has been a romantic and dandy character. He dares to say anything and do anything, but there is no scandal, and there hasn't been one in six years. Lied around and screamed, Yang Yege felt that he was too stupid, and he actually believed it.

No gossip doesn't mean there are no women, it's just that they haven't been discovered.

How could he not know that Chen Gong is straight, and only likes women with big breasts, long legs and a pretty face.

After so many years, knowing that the other party can't like him, he still has a little bit of hidden fantasies, so that when he finds lipstick in his car, his mood rushes to the bottom of DWON.

Yang Yege felt that he was hopeless, but he still couldn't help himself. He grabbed the lipstick and threw it viciously.

Thinking of Chen Gong and that woman flirting and kissing in the car, even taking advantage of the fact that no one was around, Yang Yege felt like a fire was stuck in his chest. It burns your heart.

Early the next morning, Yang Yege was awakened by the doorbell in his sleep.

Huo Dadi sat up from the bed, put on a home coat, walked to the entrance and opened the door, and asked angrily, "What's the matter?"

There were two people standing side by side outside the door: a woman with a familiar face and a man with a familiar face.

Yang Yege recalled it for a long time before he remembered that the woman was the woman who slapped him at the airport last time, and the man was... Lian Sheng.

Yang Yege's face turned cold: "Why are you?"

Both siblings have offended him, and now they are disturbing his sleep again, the crime is aggravated.

The woman was wearing a caramel-colored dress, her long curly hair was still pulled to the side of her cheeks, and she was holding a thick folder in her arms. When she saw him, she bowed deeply: "Mr. ,please forgive."

Yang Yege's eyes widened in surprise, and he looked at Lian Sheng who was standing there. When Lian Sheng met his gaze, he lowered his head in shame and bowed to him: "I'm really sorry about what happened last time. My sister and I came here specially to apologize to you."

what's the situation?Yang Yege was at a loss.

Lian Sheng quickly picked up the packing bag in his hand: "Did it disturb your sleep? I'm very sorry, this is Gangyi's breakfast. I queued up to buy it at eight o'clock, please use it."

Yang Yege glanced at him with half-closed eyes, full of momentum, Lian Sheng was so frightened that his hands trembled, and he almost threw the delicious food on the ground.

"How do you know where I live?" Yang Yege ate rice rolls with chopsticks in his right hand and pinched a custard bun with his left, asking the two of them without looking up.

Lian Sheng and his elder sister Lian Lian sat far away across the large black walnut dining table, not daring to show their atmosphere. Hearing the other party's question, Lian Lian weakly raised her hand: "Yes...Chen Gong told me."

"..." Yang Yege paused, looked at the folder in front of Lianlian, and said, "Okay, come to me on a serious matter, shouldn't it be just an apology?"

Lian Lian was choked, opened the folder and put it in front of him: "Let me introduce myself again, I am Lian Lian, assistant to Xu Ziyan, general manager of Senhu Media," and then pointed to his younger brother: "He is Streak, Senhu Head of the media artist department."

Yang Yege nodded: "Are you looking for me to sign the contract?"

The siblings glanced at each other. They probably didn't expect to get to the topic so quickly. Lian Lian hurriedly arranged several documents and brochures in the folder separately, and began to introduce them to Senhu Media. Yang Yege listened briefly, The company is mainly engaged in film and television investment and artist management, and there are not many people under it who can carry the top, and Chen Gong can be regarded as a big brother.Lian Lian promised that if he is willing to join, the salary will be from the first brother, [-]% of the income, and he will be assigned an exclusive manager and assistant.

For a young actor who has almost no popularity in China, this is considered very generous, but Yang Yege's professional quality is excellent, and his status is outstanding, which is not comparable to those ordinary young actors. It is fair to have contacts. trade.

When it came to business, the siblings couldn't help feeling a little nervous. Before leaving work last night, Xu Ziyan called the two of them to the office for a short meeting. He first made serious criticisms about the conflict between the two and Yang Yege, and then truthfully popularized it. Yang Yege and his glorious deeds in recent years finally expressed his willingness to sign this person.

The most frightening thing was the last sentence he said with a dark face: "If you can't sign, you, the assistant to the general manager, and you, the head of the personnel department, can all be dismissed. I will do what I say."

Lian Lian and Lian Sheng broke out in a cold sweat. They didn't dare not go home after get off work. They called several managers from the artist department and got together to discuss countermeasures urgently. Finally, the result of the discussion was: the two brothers and sisters, tomorrow morning Go and apologize in person.

Lian Lian thought of Yang Yege's smile at the airport and said to her, "You wait for me too, this matter is not over", and got goosebumps all over her back. Thinking about it now, why is that smile so creepy?

After Yang Yege had breakfast, he took the contract, flipped through it hastily, picked up a brush and scratched out some clauses, changed the contract period from three years to one year, and then signed his name, all in triplicate. Dry.

The Lian brothers and sisters looked at each other subconsciously again, and the two eyes contained the following two points of information: [-], I have seen crazy ones, but I have never seen such crazy ones; [-], I did not expect to sign so easily.