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"Are you really not going to tell Ziyan?" Xu Zixuan asked.

Yang Yege blanked his eyes for a while, looked out the window and shook his head: "It's not a big deal, don't disturb his relaxation."

Xu Zixuan was a little embarrassed: "If he finds out later, he might blame me..."

"Then let's hide it to the end." Yang Yege was a little tired, and lay down in a slightly changed position: "Ziyan...whether he can forgive me is not sure, and besides, if you tell him, it will definitely affect him and Uncle Xu. relationship, Uncle Xu should think I'm ignorant again."

"My dad is always stubborn. Don't be as knowledgeable as he is. Oh, but this incident is really a misunderstanding. He was shocked when he heard that you were injured. Ask me to explain. His intention was not to hurt you." Xu Zixuan pushed Take a look at the fruit plate on the bedside table: "Hey, he asked me to bring you this loquat."

Yang Yege smiled: "I know."

Xu Zixuan smiled slightly, picked up a loquat and put it on Yang Yege's forehead.

Yang Yege picked it up, put it in front of his nose, sniffed it, and began to peel off the skin.

Xu Ziqi stared fixedly at the drainage tube inserted into his body. After a while, he suddenly smiled wryly: "Ye Ge, why aren't you afraid of pain?"

Yang Yege smiled calmly, bit the loquat and sucked the juice under the skin: "I'm used to it."

Xu Ziqi patted his head distressedly.When he heard that Ye Ge was hospitalized with a ruptured spleen, he was completely dazed. Cheng Hua and Lin Feng kept it a secret, and they didn't call to inform him until the doctor confirmed that there was no need for an operation.He hurriedly bought the next flight ticket and flew over, worrying all the way, if something bad happened to this child, how should he explain to Ziyan?

The lover was beaten and injured, and the culprit was actually his own father. If Ziyan knew about it, how would he deal with it?How should I face Ye Ge?

Moreover, the father-son relationship, which had been hard to warm up, was about to break down again.It's hard for him as a big brother.

Similarly, he also felt sorry for Yege.

Xu Zixuan's concept is completely different from that of the old man. He believes that everyone is an independent individual and should respect each other, let alone trying to control other people's lives?Yege is Ziyan's identified partner, that is, his younger siblings, and they are regarded as a family emotionally.

He couldn't imagine how painful it would be if his spleen ruptured, and Ye Ge's calm appearance must be faking.

How can it not hurt?Even if you get used to it, you still can't escape the pain.

"When I was young, I didn't need to worry about some minor injuries and illnesses. I just got a good night's sleep and everything was fine."

Xu Zixuan thought it was funny, and straightened his messy hair on the pillow: "Are you a cat?"

Yang Yege took another sip of the loquat, and suddenly asked him, "When will Xu Ziyan come back?"

"I don't know..." Xu Ziyan couldn't see it, and took the loquat to help him peel the skin: "He is on my private island. The island has just been bought for two years, and the signal tower has not yet been erected. The mobile phone signal is intermittent. , Sometimes the text message cannot be received, and sometimes it is delayed for several days to more than ten days to receive it. If you want to contact you, you have to write a letter. The postman goes to the island by boat every other day..." He suddenly remembered something: "Oh yes, you Said that you put the letter in my mailbox the night you were beaten? I went to see it the next day, and there was nothing."

Yang Yege froze for a moment: "Maybe... it was taken away by the bodyguards."

Xu Zixuan took out a pen and paper again: "Otherwise, if you tell me the story now, I'll write it down and send it to him, and call him back by the way?"

Yang Yege shook his head: "No need. Whenever he wants to come back, he will come back."

He was injured and hospitalized these days, and he wanted to understand one thing.

No one in this world needs a significant other to live. After all, the road of life has to be walked by oneself. Even if you want to go to the other side, you have to cross yourself.

This is the meaning of the reason why people have to endure loneliness.

"Yege," Yang Yege suddenly heard Xu Zixuan say softly when he was half asleep and half awake, "Don't resent Ziyan, the reason why he ran away was because...he had a physical problem."

Yang Ye opened his eyes abruptly.

Xu Zixuan crossed his hands on his knees, looked at the back of Yang Yege's head, and said in a low tone: "This was originally a secret between us brothers, but if I don't tell it, you will definitely have a rift this time. Yege, Ziyan spent the night when you broke the news and the next few days in the hospital."

"When his mother passed away, he suffered a great blow and attempted suicide. Since then, he has had some psychological problems... How should I put it, the human brain is a very complicated mechanism, and I can't figure it out...In short, from Since seven years ago, as long as Ziyan was under too much mental stress or emotional agitation, he would experience a series of physical problems, sometimes migraine, sometimes angina, and sometimes asthma... But no matter what For no reason, the doctor said it was psychogenic, and there was no cure for it. Every time he got sick, he could only ask a psychiatrist to counsel him, and then let him stay in isolation for a while, and he would recover after the emotional period passed. I arranged He went to the island to let him stay away from these troubles and recover quickly. I really didn't expect...so many things would happen. "

Yang Yege shrank his shoulders under the blanket: "I see..."

Xu Ziyan sighed, and continued: "A few years ago, he suffered from this disease three or four times, but he hasn't had any in the past three years. Especially after he met you, he was very happy every day. I thought he was cured. I didn't expect it to be so serious this time...Yege, Ziyan cares about you very much, I can see that he wants to be with you for the rest of his life."

Yang Yege's shoulders began to tremble, tears filled his eyes, and he couldn't say a word.

Xu Zixuan raised his hand and put it on his head: "Both of you have to be well, I don't have any ambitions as a big brother, I just want my family to be safe and happy. Yege, I beg you on Ziyan's behalf, wait for him, okay?"

After a while, Yang Yege responded with a crying voice: "Okay."

Xu Ziyan took a taxi from the airport and returned to Lan Guiyuan. He glanced at his phone, but there was still no message.

He felt like he was forgotten by the world.This feeling is also good, as if I can escape from all annoying thoughts.

However, he is still a kite pulled by a string, no matter how far he flies, someone will hold the other end in his hand.There was someone he couldn't let go of in his heart, and when he got better, he hurried back.

These days of recuperating on the island, he wanted to understand one thing, no matter what, he couldn't live without Yege.

Dragging the suitcase to the elevator, he walked slowly to the door and took out the key to open the door.

It was already night, and the room with closed curtains was pitch black. He turned on the light switch on the wall of the entrance, and was suddenly taken aback.

All the furniture was covered with white cloth, and Ye Ge was gone.

For a moment, he felt as if he was suffocating again. Unable to hold himself back against the wall, he took out his cell phone and dialed Yege's number.

The other end rang and was picked up: "Ziyan? Are you back?"

Xu Ziyan's voice fluctuated a bit: "Ye Ge... have you moved away?"

Yang Yege stood up at once, clutching his aching abdomen: "Are you home? Wait a minute, I'll pick you up right away!"

It wasn't until he actually hugged the person that Xu Ziyan felt at ease. He suddenly couldn't understand the days when he ran away.What is it that is missing in my heart?You obviously can't do without this person, why do you want to leave?

Probably bewitched.

He hugged the person in his arms tightly, his chest throbbing with pain: "Ye Ge, why are you so thin?"

Yang Yege hugged him back, with a peaceful smile in his tone: "I miss you."

"I miss you too, I miss you very much."

Yang Yege smiled, tilted his head and leaned on his shoulder: "I'm still very guilty, I caused a disaster on my own initiative, and made you so sad, I'm sorry."

Xu Ziyan shook his head, he didn't care anymore.

"It's true that you ran away without even listening to the explanation, which made me very worried."

"Feel sorry……"

"I already know that someone took a photo of me going out of the underground garage of Chen Gong's house. You will be so angry when you see that, right?"

Xu Ziyan nodded: "Yege, I..." He wanted to say that I really don't care anymore, so stop talking.

Yang Yege covered his mouth: "I did have a conflict with Chen Gong that day, and we had a fight."

Xu Ziyan looked at him blankly.

"He might have some intentions. He tore my clothes, and he bit me on the back of my neck, but I didn't suffer. Go and see his head now. It probably still has the scar from the bottom of my wine bottle." .”

Xu Ziyan: "..."

All the guesses were overturned at once, and I was a little overwhelmed for a while.

"I thought I should let those reporters see me when I came out, otherwise I would write about my overnight stay at Chen Gong's house, so I tidied up my appearance in the car and sewed up the buttons of my shirt... because I didn't get hurt. , I was afraid that you would be worried if I told you, so I didn't tell you. I'm sorry, I didn't expect to cause a misunderstanding."

Xu Ziyan's heart was soft and sore: "Ye Ge..."

"Next time you encounter this situation, you must listen to my explanation first, okay?"

Xu Ziyan hugged him, his eyes were a little red: "There will be no next time."

***

The car drove into Ruixiang Garden, parked, and went upstairs. The two couldn't wait to hug each other and roll onto the sofa.

Xu Ziyan felt that his body was completely healed, the shadows in his heart that oppressed him completely disappeared, and his longing and hunger and thirst swallowed him like a tide.

Yang Yege was very cooperative at first, taking the initiative to undress and lick him, but when he was about to get to the point, he got stuck.

He pressed his flank quickly, and a look of pain flashed across his face. Seeing Xu Ziyan looking at him with some doubts, Yang Yege sat up straight and leaned on the back of the sofa, forced a smile: "You must be very tired just after getting off the plane." Yes, let me help you with my hands? Go to bed early after finishing."

Xu Ziyan was a little disappointed, he wasn't really tired, he slept for several hours on the plane.

He didn't know that Yege's spleen was ruptured and was discharged early. Yang Yege decided to keep it from him and not let him know.

On the day Zhuang Fan returned to the United States, Yang Yege applied for early discharge from the hospital.The hospital tried to persuade him to stay again, but he only said that he had something to do when he returned to Qianchuan, and he promised to stay in bed, and the doctor let him go.

Yang Ye's kung fu as a singer is not bad, he finally got comfortable serving this great god, coaxed him into the bedroom to lie down, and he was able to rest.

Xu Ziyan couldn't sleep, so he looked around the bedroom with the warm yellow light of the night light, and asked softly, "Why did you move to such an old house? Are you used to living in it?"

Yang Yege was about to fall asleep, closed his eyes and murmured, "This is my house, of course I'm used to it."

Xu Ziyan became interested: "Your home? This is... where you lived when you were young?"

"Yeah." Yang Ye was in a daze, "I'll show you the yard tomorrow, peonies... they're so beautiful..."

Xu Ziyan leaned over to look at him, Yang Yege's eyelids were heavy, his eyelashes fluttered a few times and he fell asleep.The corners of Xu Ziyan's mouth curled up, and he put on a thin coat and got out of bed.

Because of its proximity to the lake, Ruixiang Garden is very cool in summer, and you have to cover it with a quilt when you sleep.Xu Ziyan pushed open the wooden door and went out. In the night, the courtyard was full of insects, and under the moonlight, the peonies in the courtyard were filled with a faint fragrance.

After taking a few deep breaths, Xu Ziyan stretched his body and bathed in the moonlight.

It's not bad here, but he vaguely understood the real reason why Ye Ge moved.He must be escaping from some memories, and he left without saying goodbye, which still hurt him after all.

For several days, Yang Yege either lay down and read a book, or spread a pen, ink, paper and inkstone on the table to practice calligraphy.People who used to be so active in cooking, now don’t even enter the kitchen, and order three meals a day to take away.

Xu Ziyan drank the coffee from the old-fashioned coffee machine and leaned over to watch him write.

Yang Yege practiced Wang Xizhi's calligraphy, and his level is not considered an expert, but it is not bad among ordinary people who practice calligraphy.Xu Ziyan was a layman, and he felt dazzled for a while when he watched him move his brush like flying.

Not enough strength, Yang Yege looked at the words he had written and made a judgment.He still doesn't dare to use his strength to do anything.

Xu Ziyan picked up a piece of written calligraphy to look at, and Yang Yege saw him leaning over, smiled slightly, and kept writing.Xu Ziyan's attention was drawn to him, and he found that with his left hand behind his back, he was holding a pen with his right hand, dipped in ink, and wrote six flamboyant characters with a serious expression: Xu Ziyan is a big bastard.

"Pfft!" The coffee almost squirted, Xu Ziyan hugged him from behind and scratched his itch: "Little villain, I write bad things about my brother here early in the morning, and I don't want to live anymore? Huh?" The little thing clucked in his arms laugh.

In the end, he pressed Yang Yege to coerce him to write a pair of "Ziyan and Yege are united forever", and he was content to blow dry and put it away.

In the afternoon, Yang Yege was lying on the sofa reading a book again, and Xu Ziyan sat beside him: "Why haven't you danced recently?"

Yang Yege pointed to his awl-faced face: "You're so thin, how can you still dance?"

"I don't practice the piano anymore."

"The violin here is a bit damp, the tone is not accurate, and it hasn't been maintained yet."

"Indeed, the humidity is high near the lake, people are comfortable, but musical instruments can't stand it."

Yang Yege continued to read, Xu Ziyan thought of something again, and asked him, "Why hasn't Jin Yu come here recently?"

Yang Yege frowned slightly: "I found that he was not innocent about his superiors (pointing to himself), so he opened it."

Xu Ziyan: "Oh, so conscious? I don't want any ready-made food delivery people."

"I'm just afraid that some vinegar spirit will not be happy."

Xu Ziyan put his arms around him: "It's okay, I'll make you whatever you want to eat in the future."

Yang Yege gave him a disgusted look: "Just don't blow up the kitchen."

As soon as these words came out, Xu Ziyan refused to admit defeat, and brought a plate of freshly baked butter cookies to Yang Yege on the eve of dinner.

Yang Yege dubiously picked up a piece and took a bite, it was unexpectedly delicious.

"Where did you learn it?"

Xu Ziyan was complacent: "I stole my teacher from my classmate's mother when I was in college. I won't do it for ordinary people."

The two casually chatted about interesting things from their college days. Yang Yege remembered that Xu Ziyan was studying architecture, so he asked him if he really wanted to start a real estate business after resigning this time. talk later.

"Finally became a vagrant," Yang Yege patted him, "Don't be afraid, I will support you."

"I just rested for a while, and I can find a serious job anytime I want to work," Xu Ziyan smiled: "Unlike you actors, you might have nothing to eat one day, so pitiful."

"Don't look down on people, actor is not considered a serious job? You can teach even if you don't have food. My education is higher than yours."

Xu Ziyan squeezed his chin: "Just kidding, my baby is the best in the world."

Laughing while eating biscuits, Xu Ziyan's hands began to be dishonest again, both of them were wearing loose home clothes on a hot day, and he was sure to touch them.After a while Yang Yege was out of breath, curled up on the sofa and pushed him away.

"Yege," Xu Ziyan pressed him lightly, with a pleading tone: "I've been back for five days, don't you miss me? I really want you..."

Yang Yege dodged: "I... feel a little uncomfortable."

"I said I was uncomfortable yesterday, and I was also uncomfortable the day before yesterday. What happened? Weren't you very active before?" Xu Ziyan hugged him: "Why did I alienate me after I went out for a while?"

"I didn't alienate you, I..." Yang Yege sighed, not knowing how to explain it.

It seemed that after he was discharged from the hospital, his little ailment that could be considered a sex addiction had completely healed.Now I don’t think about sex/love all the time like I used to. When my partner is not around, I won’t be lonely all day long. When I’m really hungry, I’ll be satisfied just by masturbating myself.

This should be regarded as developing in a good direction, right?After all, the desire of the body will not affect the normal life.

It's hard to have the thought of "my partner is not satisfied, so pitiful" if I judge others by myself.Xu Ziyan hasn't seen him for a long time, so it's understandable that he is like a wolf, but he shouldn't demand too much, right?He hasn't stewed Shiquan Dabu soup recently.

In fact, Xu Ziyan is not demanding too much, but just wants psychological satisfaction.

In other words, I want to enter his body, want to blend the spirit and the flesh.

But he can't exercise vigorously recently.

After fawning for a long time and still not coming, Yang Yege leaned down and spoke out for him.Xu Ziyan turned around, put on his clothes behind his back, and said a little unhappy, "Ye Ge, you have changed."

Yang Yege hugged him from behind: "Okay, okay, I'm really not feeling well recently, I'll give it to you in a few days, don't make trouble."

***

"Bang!!"

Xu Ziyan, an unemployed vagrant, kicked open the door of Chen Gong's house.

The two people who were fighting fiercely on the carpet stopped, Xiao Ning got off Chen Gong with a low eyebrow, thoughtfully pulled out a piece of paper to help him clean his lower body and put on his pants, then wrapped himself in a blanket and went into the bedroom.

"Hey, are you having a good time?"

Chen Gong wasn't flustered, he was still chewing gum, and stood up leisurely: "What are you doing here?"

Xu Ziyan lost his job, and began to wear clothes indiscriminately. He wore a T-shirt with letters, ripped jeans, and a thin shawl from GA—taken from Yege's closet. His hair was blown like a bird's nest, and he wore big brown sunglasses on his face. It's also Yege's.This tidying up makes me feel several years younger.

"I still have a fight with you." Xu Ziyan is a few centimeters taller than Chen Gong, squinting at him from top to bottom: "Chen Gong, are you a bitch, so many men and women rush to sleep , and want to hit my wife?"

The weather is too hot, Chen Gong has his upper body bare, his physique is stronger than Xu Ziyan's, his biceps are stiff, and there is a tent under his home pants, his whole body exudes hormones from the inside out: "When did Ye Ge become your wife?" How come I don't know?"

"I'm also surprised. Didn't you have a pet with him? Why didn't he tell you?" Xu Ziyan raised his eyebrows: "It can be seen that he doesn't trust you that much." Then he added: "Oh yes, you It's good to hide the fact that men and women eat all, even Yege doesn't know about it. Tsk tsk... Tell me, how can there be such a little boy? Returning the righteous brother? It's made of plastic, right?"

Chen Gong was furious, he took a step forward and punched, but Xu Ziyan dodged it.

"I have been with Yege for 20 years, it's not your turn to interrupt!"

"I want to interrupt! You dare to bully Ye Ge, my boyfriend will naturally come to seek an explanation for him, let's not talk if we can do it, come on.

Xu Ziyan had practiced Sanda for two years in junior high school, but when he grew up, he neglected to practice, and almost forgot about it. It was comparable to Chen Gong's wild way of playing, punching and kicking, and a whole gangster fighting. Can't take advantage.At the end of the fight, he could only use his strength, but it was a pity that Chen Gong had just indulged in sexual desire and was too weak to sleep. Xu Ziyan, who had drunk two cans of Red Bull before coming here all afternoon, was accidentally pushed down by the opponent, grabbed his arm and stepped on the ground.

Xiao Ning ran out of the bedroom at this time, and hypocritically pleaded: "Mr. Xu! Please don't hurt Brother Chen!"

Chen Gong was stepped on the ground, still holding his head high: "Xu Ziyan, accept your fate, even if you beat me, you can't change the fact that Ye Ge likes me."

Xu Ziyan was actually too tired, but he pretended to be calm, and said with a victorious smile: "Really? Since he likes you, why didn't he stay with you?"

Chen Gong's face froze, and he said harshly: "I will snatch him here, just wait."

Xu Ziyan's smile deepened: "Snatch? What are you going to grab? You are already in the past tense, understand? You should accept your fate if you add ED!" At this point, Xu Ziyan became excited: "Oh yes, Ye Ge has never Have you confessed to you? Are you sure he still likes you now? Rob? Have you ever snatched me? I have slept with him hundreds of times, and he can't leave me now. "

Chen Gong broke free, half-kneeling on the ground, and stared at the other party unwillingly: "Bastard! Why do you think I can't rob you?"

Xu Ziyan clapped his hands like ashes, turned and went out: "Your bird is too small to satisfy him."

Chen Gong was taken aback for a moment, then showed a fierce look on his face, and wanted to catch up with him and beat him, but he staggered and was held up by Xiao Ning.

Xu Ziyan returned home with a "medal" of victory. Yang Yege didn't notice it at first, until he took off his shirt while sleeping, which was shocking.

"Oh my God!" Yang Yege's eyes widened: "What did you talk to him about? Got into a fight?" Then he dragged his hands and picked them up from the bed: "Go, go to the hospital!"

"It's okay," Xu Ziyan waved his hand: "I didn't suffer, I'm sorry for you."

Yang Yege laughed angrily: "Are you a junior high school student? Is there something that requires a fight to solve it? My God, go to the hospital for a checkup, what if the internal organs are damaged?"

Xu Ziyan smiled indifferently: "I have a sense of proportion, how could I hurt my internal organs?"

Yang Yege pressed his stomach, and even felt for swelling near the spleen.He is a person who has suffered a lot, and he is really distressed.

In the end, he still didn't go to the hospital, but Xu Ziyan was lazy, so Yang Yege had to find a visiting doctor to help him.

The day he first moved to Ruixiangyuan, the person Yang Yege met outside the gate was a surgeon named Ye, who ran a hospital by himself and lived in Villa No. 6 at the back.

Dr. Ye took a stethoscope and listened around, then pressed a few places with his hands to ask if it hurts, and made a judgment with experience: "It's okay, it's just a skin trauma, just apply some medicine and it will be fine in a few days."

"Thank you, thank you," Yang Yege clasped his hands together and took out his mobile phone: "I'll transfer the consultation fee to you."

Dr. Ye glanced at him and smiled: "You're being polite to me? Don't we love each other and love our neighbors?"

Xu Ziyan put on a T-shirt and walked over: "Of course I have to pay the consultation fee, and my brothers have to settle accounts clearly. Come on, I'll transfer it to you. How much is the total?"

Dr. Ye: "Uh... really don't need it."

"Oh, no, no, no, I have to give it. How can I take advantage of the doctor? If you don't tell me, I'll give it to you." After speaking, he grabbed Dr. Ye's mobile phone, opened the QR code for payment, and turned around with a ding-dong.

Yang Yege sent the doctor out. As soon as Dr. Ye was out of the hospital, he wiped the sweat from his brow and asked, "Is that your boyfriend?"

Yang Yege: "...Yes."

"It's quite jealous." Dr. Ye glanced at the mobile phone text message: Your account with the end number 2762 received RMB 20 yuan at XX on June X, 6XX.