The seven-year itch stems from being scum

Fang Jian sat against the back wall of the shoe cabinet, resting his forehead with one hand, while the other arm was hanging limply.

The entire apartment was shrouded in darkness, except for a downed and flickering floor lamp in the entryway.

Fang Jian got up and wanted to leave here to pull himself out of the almost suffocating feeling. When he lifted his leg, he staggered because of leg numbness.His thin body looked precarious at the moment, so thin that it seemed that he was going to float away the next moment.

He lifted his bangs, which had become too long due to not taking care of them for a while, revealing those beautiful but lifeless eyes.

Fang Jian remembered that Du Yan said that he liked his eyes the most.

"You can see into a person's heart from the eyes. Fang Jian, I can see that you have me in your heart." He said.At that time, Fang Jian felt that his face was burning, but he couldn't help looking at Du Yan's bright eyes, unwilling to look away, and said softly with a smile, "Yes."

Now that I think about it, Du Yan has himself in his eyes, but what about in his heart?Fang Jian thought he understood Du Yan, but now he wasn't even sure if Du Yan was in his heart.

He is afraid of being self-righteous, he is afraid of wishful thinking.

Fang Jian and Du Yan met online when Fang Jian was a freshman.

Perhaps to make up for the dark three years of high school, freshman life is always relaxed and a little crazy.Fang Jian has no relatives and no reason, and has long been accustomed to living alone. There are too many people, and too much enthusiasm will make him feel uncomfortable.But it was just discomfort, Fang Jian liked the feeling of having someone by his side.It's just that he is not good at eloquence, and after the enthusiastic students exhausted their enthusiasm, they gradually lost contact with him.After all, who would want to be with a taciturn, uninterested person who is neither happy nor angry?

Of course, those Fang Jian's little fans were not included.There are not a few girls who like Fang Jian's high-cold and ascetic style, not to mention Fang Jian's handsome face is a lot of points.

But Fang Jian didn't like to talk to them. Those people never liked him, but just the shadow of the protagonist in youth novels.

So Fang Jian spent most of his time on studies and design.

Fang Jian studied fashion design, "You are very talented in this area", this is what every teacher who has taught him would say.He did not waste this talent, and would always produce good works.

He found the works of many designers on the Internet to study, and also joined a circle of new designers.It was here that he met Du Yan.

After learning that the other party was a senior who had graduated from the same school, and that the other party was indeed very talented from the perspective of his speech, Fang Jian often went to him to answer questions and chat.It wasn't until later that the other party said that the school celebration was coming soon and wanted to meet Fang Jian while he was here, and he even said his name.

He said, my name is Du Yan, fashion designer Du Yan.

At that time, Fang Jian was obsessed with the words on the screen and agreed.Since then, the name has never been forgotten.

Fang Jian had heard of Du Yan's name for a long time.He is an acclaimed up-and-coming designer in the industry with a wealth of talent and a vast background.Du Yan is an influential figure who has been talked about for two years after graduating from the school. He is a merciless playboy who is sought after by many school girls.The whole standard is tall, rich and handsome.

But "with a big tree on your back, you can enjoy the shade", looking for a backer is not the reason why Fang Jian agreed to the invitation.Fang Jian thought it might be because of his self-introduction.Du Yan, designer Du Yan.It's just Du Yan, just a designer.

They met under the sycamore tree at the entrance of the school cafeteria.The scene of Du Yan approaching him against the sun that day is something Fang Jian will never forget.

He had seen Du Yan's photo on the campus post bar, and it was indeed him.After a simple exchange of greetings, the two entered the small cafeteria together.

Fang Jian couldn't remember exactly what they talked about, but he only remembered that Du Yan came to him from time to time after that.

Two years passed in a blink of an eye, but Du Yan, who often came to see Fang Jian, didn't come these few weeks.Fang Jian's heart was empty and he couldn't tell what it was like.

A few days later, when Fang Jian was alone in the dormitory and was about to fall asleep, Du Yan came in with a drunken Du Yan.

Fang Jian was taken aback, and when he saw the person coming, he relaxed and was even a little happy.

"Du Yan." Fang Jian called softly.

Du Yan acted as if he had never heard of it, and strode forward to hug Fang Jian.

"Fang Jian..."

Du Yan's hot breath hit Fang Jian's ears, making Fang Jian startled, and the roots of his ears turned slightly red.

"What's wrong?" Fang Jian's heart rate was a little irregular.

"Fang Jian..."

"Ah."

"Fang Jian..." Du Yan held Fang Jian's face in both hands, looked at the pale pink lips and kissed, "I like you." Then he said against Fang Jian's warm lips, "Maybe In love with you."

Fang Jian was stunned when Du Yan kissed him for the first time, and those two light and tender words made him even more at a loss and panicked.It wasn't until Du Yan sucked his lips that he tasted the faint aroma of the wine before he suddenly came back to his senses and subconsciously pushed Du Yan away.

Fang gradually became unclear about what happened next. At that time, his mind was in a daze and he didn't know what he said indiscriminately, so he forgot everything.All I know is that when I woke up in Du Yan's arms early the next morning, my mind that was only a little clearer became a mess again.In a rage, he kicked Du Yan off the bed, and felt better after looking at his neat pajamas.After Du Yan explained with a smile, Fang Jian realized that this guy crawled into the bed in the middle of the night, and the suppressed anger rushed up again.

When he drove Du Yan out, Du Yan looked back at Fang Jian and smiled brightly.Fang Jian was stunned for a moment, his heart skipped a beat, and when he came back to his senses, Du Yan had already left.Fang gradually became confused about the feeling of his heartbeat just now.Pursing his lips, he seemed to feel a bit of the aroma of wine, and thinking of Du Yan saying that he wanted to make him like him, Fang Jian's feelings became more complicated.Fang gradually thought to himself that he must be drunk too.

Every day after that, Fang Jian could see Du Yan who looked like a peacock.

This man seemed to have endless patience, always looking at Fang Jian with a smile on his face like a spring breeze, and teasing Fang Jian in all kinds of ways.Fang Jian was also often stared at by him, causing his hair to stand on end, making him embarrassed.

Anyone who faced Du Yan like this would be moved, let alone Fang Jian, who had already lost his heartstrings.

Since then, it's gone forever.

They went from friends to lovers.Du Yan brought Fang Jian into his circle, allowing Fang Jian to learn how to socialize, how to pretend to be hypocritical.Although Fang Jian didn't like socializing, he knew that he would have to face it sooner or later, so he was grateful to Du Yan.

Fang Jian had no relatives, no friends, no friends, so he naturally regarded Du Yan as everything.After graduation, he was not afraid of the eyes of outsiders and worked in Du Yan's studio.

Du Yan likes Fang Jian, Fang Jian only has Du Yan, and everything is so logical that it's a little sad.