He guessed they were going to separate

Ke Tingyun secretly closed the door and took out his pencil case.There was the money he saved from his previous part-time job and the meeting gift from Ke Ping, and there was still 400 yuan left in total.He calculated in his heart that it should be enough.Ke Tingyun had taken a fancy to a car before, and originally planned to buy a bicycle first, so he couldn't rub Qin Yu every day.But now he has changed his mind. He knows that Xie Xinyi likes to play basketball, so he wants to use the money to give him a basketball.

The box has been hidden under the bed, and no one except Ke Shulang knows about it, so Ke Tingyun is very relieved and rarely checks it.When it was opened, Ke Tingyun was stunned, the inside was empty, not even a steel coin was left.

His mind went blank for a moment.

Ke Shulang won't touch the money here, and Ke's mother doesn't care about him, and basically won't enter his house.Ke Tingyun walked out of the room while wondering.He felt that the pace at this moment weighed heavily, and his head began to ache like bloodshot.

At this time, Father Ke was about to go out.Ke Ping didn't come to persuade him to go south, but Ke's father really moved his mind. While thinking that such a good business would not flow to outsiders, he couldn't let it go for nothing. At the same time, he felt that his son was growing up, and he was becoming more and more dissatisfied. If you discipline yourself, if you leave like this, the family will be turned against the heavens?A rebellious bone is not cleaned up.

The more Ke's father thought about it, the more he felt that Ke Tingyun was simply the first stumbling block on his way to making a fortune, and he didn't like him more recently.It's good that I can't see it normally, but when I saw Ke Tingyun holding on to the door frame in a daze, I was immediately annoyed, and my brain cursed faster than my body: "You son of a bitch!"

"Where's the money I put under the bed?"

Father Ke was looking for the key. Hearing this, he turned around and looked at Ke Tingyun in disbelief: "Are you rich? Isn't your money all fucking earned by me?" After speaking, he suddenly remembered: " Oh, you have learned how to save money, no wonder you are not at home recently, where have you gone? Hmm? What are you doing out there, and you still want to hide it from me?" He took a deep breath: "Why, you What kind of expression is this, you are not convinced?"

Ke Tingyun looked at him silently.Although he is thin and thin and looks like a long noodle, his eyes are dark, with large pupils and low eyelashes. When he looks down at people slightly, his eyes become slender, which makes people feel unspeakable. oppression.Seeing him like this, Ke's father first became angry: he always felt that this son was too handsome, like a girl doll, not manly at all, not like himself.Then he felt a little guilty, because he remembered that he hadn't taken care of his board and lodging this year, no wonder he was so thin.But this bit of guilt is just like water evaporating under the scorching sun, it disappears in the blink of an eye, and then the sky is filled with anger—how dare he hide money by himself?Where did he get the guts?How dare he?This act of challenging authority made Father Ke's eyes turn red and he was furious, so he grabbed the umbrella beside him and hit him head-on and face-to-face.

Ke Tingyun raised his hand to block it, but he only blocked it once. The umbrella tilted, and the edge slipped across the corner of the coffee table, making a harsh noise.

Father Ke grinned grimly. He liked watching Ke Tingyun resist. Anyway, he was too thin to struggle. To Father Ke, those struggles were nothing more than condiments. Add a touch of fun.He's mine anyway.Father Ke thought excitedly, he is my son, he is my thing, he was born by me, and I can do whatever I want, isn't that just right and proper!

Ke Tingyun was grabbed by Ke's father by the wrist and neck. When he saw Ke's father's bloodshot eyes, he suddenly felt sick and tired, as if his whole body was flooded in the boundless sewage. out of reach.It was tedious and hopeless.He stopped, and Ren Ke's father pulled him against the wall like a chicken, and stopped struggling like a prisoner who had been sentenced to death.

Xie Xinyi's birthday will be in the hotel.Like boys of this age, he felt that holding a birthday party at home was a bit restrictive, so it was better to be free with just the group of them in a hotel, and he could show off to the girl he liked a little.He is also very popular. Even when his studies were so heavy, dozens of friends came to join him one after another. Those who did not attend the cram school or were not allowed by their families sent birthday wishes with their mobile phones.

Mother Xie greeted the group of young guests back and forth in the box, she was so busy that her feet didn't touch the ground.Qin Yu stood up and said to her, "Auntie, go in and have a rest, I'll go down and pick you up."

Xie Mu smiled and nodded.If Qin Yu is willing, he is very attractive.Humble, handsome and decent, he is simply a model neighbor's child, so perfect that no one can find any faults.

When Qin Yu walked to the lobby on the first floor, he met Ke Tingyun who had just entered.Qin Yu saw that his soft black hair was a bit disheveled, his face was very pale, and he was starving and malnourished as always, and there was a Band-Aid on his right cheek.But the other party obviously dressed up very carefully, wearing a new pair of long-sleeved trousers, and the shoes were very clean.

Although traces of washing can be seen, it is also very decent.

Qin Yu was slightly shocked in his heart by the fact that he looked over too carefully, and at the same time he turned sideways and motioned for him to come over.

In fact, Ke Tingyun came a little late, the cake was almost divided, and the gifts from the visitors were all scattered.But because they are all students, no one cares about these.At this moment, the box was noisy and chaotic. Xie Xinyi had just talked to Bu Miaomiao, when he turned around and saw Qin Yu and Ke Tingyun who was following him, and greeted him with a smile.

Qin Yu immediately noticed the stiffness of the people around him.This is a bit abnormal, Qin Yu thought.He felt that Ke Tingyun had always been more "pretentious", the more unfamiliar people were, the more he forced himself to act natural, although Ke Tingyun himself did not admit it.

Ke Tingyun's fingers trembled a little. He took out an envelope from his trouser pocket: "Happy birthday. A birthday present for you."

This gift is really a bit thin, it's like a gift game between junior high school girls.Ke Tingyun could even feel a few mocking gazes.Fortunately, Xie Xinyi has a good self-cultivation, he took it over solemnly and thanked him politely: "Thank you."

Ke Tingyun felt dizzy under his concentrated gaze. It was not because of excitement, but probably because of excessive blood loss.Ke Tingyun sighed silently, this is good, enough.

Oita also came over, his head was smeared with cream, and he was about to get a wet towel.Now that I saw it, I urged Xie Xin to open the envelope: "Damn it, it can't be a check!" As soon as the words fell, he shouted in disappointment: "Birthday card? Boring."

A birthday card costs two yuan on the street.Xie Xinyi had probably never received such a girl-like gift before, and was taken aback for a moment. In the greeting card, a poem by Greta was copied neatly, with beautiful handwriting as if it was rubbed directly from a book.As soon as Xie Xin hadn't read this poem, he glanced at it roughly.Here is the inscription: Happy birthday to you.Ke Tingyun.

There was a burst of good-natured or teasing laughter from those who came over to watch.

A boy yelled: "Bu Miaomiao, did he accidentally bring over your birthday present?"

Bu Miaomiao gave the boy a blank look, as if she thought the joke was very boring.

"I'm sorry." Ke Tingyun said.The apology was too soft, and was soon drowned out in the din, probably no one could hear it except Qin Yu who was beside him.

Qin Yu raised his arms subconsciously, trying to hug him, and told him that everyone was just joking, and Xie Xinyi didn't care about the weight of the gift, there was no need to talk about it among friends.But he turned his head and saw Ke Tingyun's expression. Ke Tingyun didn't look at anyone, just lowered his head, and the expression on his face was a little erratic. expression.

Ke Tingyun felt relieved and sad.Who knows, this cheap gift contains the deepest, untold, and dead feelings in his 17 years.Ke Tingyun felt that it was so heavy, it weighed heavily on his heart, hanging himself and tempting him to move forward step by step in the muddy life; but it was so light, it seemed that the laughing and making noise around him lightly carried the It blows away.He has no whereabouts, no restraints, and the whole person is like a kite without strings, wandering back and forth between freedom and confusion.

Bu Miaomiao also came over, and said lightly, "It's very special."

Qin Yu didn't know why, but subconsciously turned his head to look at Ke Tingyun again. The two stood side by side. From this angle, he could even see the fluff on Ke Tingyun's face.The side profile of the other party is more delicate for boys, the jaw line is not very cold, and the outline is tight and beautiful.But the nose is high and the lips are tight. When Qin Yu was a child, he heard the old man say that this is a very stubborn face.

Sensing his gaze, Ke Tingyun turned around and looked at him for a second.Qin Yu could see his wandering and somewhat hostile state, and was a little inexplicable for a while, his eyes drifted away, and he saw the words "Happy Birthday to you" on the greeting card.

Looks familiar, where have you seen it before?Qin Yu frowned and thought.

The boy who was joking also came over: "Your handwriting is not bad."

Qin Yu said "hmm": "If you practice for another 10 years, you might be able to compare yourself."

The boy was choked by Qin Yu, but he knew that Qin Yu was used to his poisonous tongue, so he didn't mind, so he walked away laughingly, and hooked Xie Xinyi's neck by the way, pulling him away as well.

Bu Miaomiao followed gracefully.

Oita put on a gossip face: "Ah Xin is fine, he has chased all the school girls. It's really a trick." Qin Yu raised his eyebrows: "Why, are you envious?" fist.This punch was so strong that it almost pushed Qin Yu back a big step.

Someone over there was playing like crazy and pushed Bu Miaomiao towards Xie Xinyi.Anyway, Qin's mother would not come up on the first floor, and the rest of the people lost their scruples, and whistled and shouted together.

Xie Xinyi smiled shyly, but the expression on his face was very joyful.This emotion immediately infected other people present, someone shouted for a kiss, Bu Miaomiao stared over, her fair and pretty cheeks were flushed.Xie Xin bowed his head and said something, then gently turned his face to touch Bu Miaomiao's cheek.Even though they are about to leave at the touch of a button, it is enough to make the hormones of this group of semi-adolescent boys soar.How could Oita let go of this opportunity? With a howl, he rushed into the crowd, pulling Qin Yu, who was standing aside and watching the excitement.

The people in front huddled together lively, it was like another world, where there was love, friendship, carefree, everything Ke Tingyun wanted, and everything he couldn't ask for.Ke Tingyun looked at the backs of this group of noisy young people, and suddenly, unrealistically, remembered a poem he had read.It was a magazine called Translator recommended by his Chinese teacher. He saved three days’ food money and bought a copy. Unfortunately, he only read two pages before being thrown into the trash by Ke’s father.Ke Tingyun was reluctant, and secretly picked it up in the middle of the night. Unfortunately, it was already tainted badly, and there was only one page that could barely be read.He remembered that he was afraid to go home at that time, squatting next to the garbage dump, reading a translated German poem published on it in a low voice by the street lamp on one side.

The world is full of excitement,

It is lonely to be left alone.

People ask why.

The answer is that you want too much and get too little.

People say, I don't want anything, all I want is the day, love and freedom.

The answer is, you are really greedy.

man heard that voice,

That is the judge,

He is high above,

Looking down on me, I was born in misery, grew up in mud, and died in love.

He strangled his neck, tied his hands and feet, offered his heart, and he finally saw me.

He said: You are so pitiful.

Ke Tingyun felt as if there was a narrator sneering in his mind, repeatedly mocking himself with a mechanically unhuman voice.The unspeakable sadness and jealousy seemed to have finally found an outlet, and filled a ball in his heart, roaring and opening his bloody mouth to that mocking face, swallowing it together with his own exhausted soul.He finally couldn't bear the sound, and pushed open the door of the box and rushed out.All those noisy and beautiful youths were closed by him, and finally, he was alone again.

Ke Tingyun rushed out of the hotel in one breath, and stopped under the huge flashing light sign across the street. The colorful lights shone on the top of his head, reflecting his already pale face like a monster.He stared blankly at the figure under his feet, and then felt a faint coldness, and the wound on his back was also hurting, probably because he ran too fast just now, and now it hurts so much when he moves.

There was a rush of footsteps behind him, and then stopped a few steps away: "What's wrong with you?"

It's Qin Yu.

He saw Ke Tingyun running out in the crowd, but the people around him didn't notice it.Qin Yu has to admit at this moment that he has always been really sensitive in terms of feeling, and has an intuition that is different from ordinary people; he must also admit that from the moment he saw Ke Tingyun tonight, the faint uneasiness was felt when he saw Ke Tingyun running out. When the illusion came true, it was as if there was a "ding" sound in his mind that seemed to be tense, and his body ran out before he could fully react.