He guessed they were going to separate

Lu Ransheng howled for two hours, and the concert, which was similar to a fan meeting, was finally over.

Because there were so many people, Ke Tingyun deliberately pulled Qin Yu out of the stage 10 minutes before the end. Qin Yu obediently let him pull. Halfway through, Ke Tingyun looked back at him and felt that this scene was like a dream come true all these years. I liked it for a while Happiness and disbelief overflow from every pore on the face.Even though it was dark, he was afraid that Qin Yu would see his out-of-control expression, so he didn't dare to look back after just one glance.

But when they went out, the loud music in the hall subsided, only to realize that it was raining heavily outside, their place was low-lying, and a lot of water had accumulated at the door.

The rain came suddenly, and the weather was cold, so many pedestrians hid here to avoid the rain.Anxiously, I began to look around and hail a taxi, but this place is still far from the city, except for the designated bus for half a day, I can't even see the shadow of the car.

Qin Yu looked up at the sky, and there were fine raindrops floating on his face with the wind, which was cold.He didn't know what he thought of, and smiled slightly.Ke Tingyun's thoughts were all on him, and he immediately asked, "What's the matter?"

Qin Yu shook his head and took off his coat naturally: "You put it on first." Ke Tingyun immediately refused: "No, I'm not cold, and your clothes are very thin."

Qin Yu: "I am in good health, and I don't catch cold easily like you."

As soon as these words came out, there was an indescribable intimacy immediately.Both of them paused for a second.Qin Yu thought, this is probably the reason why he was too familiar with him before.Even if we haven't seen each other for a long time, even if we have quarreled and parted, the body is already used to the other party. The mouth can lie, but the heart can't.

The two waited for a while, but the rain did not stop, but there were more and more people around. The concert was over, and a large number of fans gathered at the entrance of the stadium.On the other side, there were staff distributing disposable raincoats, but it was dark and rainy and there were many girls, so even if they got the raincoats, few left immediately in the heavy rain.The more and more people became chaotic, some timid ones started to complain to their companions. Ke Tingyun even heard someone crying softly—there was heavy rain and lightning above the head, deep puddles under the feet, the cold wind wrapped the rain, and a blow that hit the head and covered the face When I got down, half of my body was wet.

After waiting like this for about half an hour, a few men got impatient and pushed the people in front and shouted loudly: "Go, go, what's the use of not walking here and waiting." The people behind were pushing, and the people in front The man couldn't stop backing away: "I didn't see that there are steps below, so just go down like this, what if you get sprained, you want you to go first."

The bad weather and impatience were twins, and the whole crowded team immediately boiled like oiled water, making a noisy mess.

Ke Tingyun came out early, and was caught in the crowd with Qin Yu.At this moment, I felt pinched back and forth, and my whole body was shoved and shoved in a wet and greasy smell.It was dark again, and I was stepped on several times in the chaos.

Another girl screamed: "Don't squeeze!" But it was immediately drowned in the yelling and cursing and the angry shouts of the staff.Ke Tingyun struggled in the crowd, beware of high heels in all directions like a ballet dancer, and also careful not to be separated from Qin Yu, it was simply too much to do at two ends.

Qin Yu's tall figure finally showed the advantages of being a top-notch man. He immediately grabbed Ke Tingyun's shoulders and held him in his arms - thanks to this, Ke Tingyun was not thrown to the ground by the people behind him.

But Ke Tingyun felt uncomfortable, he seemed to be divided into two parts.The upper body is a warm embrace, and the lower body is still trapped in the lively crowd.Especially when someone fell in front of him, and five or six people fell one after another, Ke Tingyun felt that someone was pressing on his ribs and wanted to use his strength. The strength was so great that he felt like he was about to be broken. The illusion, the pain made him unable to breathe for an instant, and his eyes turned red.

Qin Yu also felt that Ke Tingyun's body kept sliding down. He grabbed Ke Tingyun's arm and felt that the other party let go of his waist-probably because he didn't want to drag Qin Yu down too-so he was furious .

"Go away! Try pushing again!"

Immediately afterwards, Ke Tingyun felt a strong force pulling him up, and then his whole body was trapped in Qin Yu's arms.He was so close to Qin Yu, so close that he could hear Qin Yu's heartbeat, which was rapid, thick, and vivid.

Just like Qin Yu now, standing in front of him alive, not in a dream.

This is the sound of love.Ke Tingyun thought shamelessly: He loves me.You see, this love is so obvious that time will not hide it, and one day it will break through the ground.

In the end, the police came to clear the crowd.

As a member of the company, Ke Tingyun was forced to sit in the background with a group of people in the middle of the night and listened to the police's lectures.The night was exhausting.Fortunately, Qin Yu didn't seem to mind. When Ke Tingyun sent him out, he heard him say: "As long as nothing happened, don't mind too much, go back and have a good rest."

Ke Tingyun felt that his relationship with Qin Yu had eased, but it remained at an awkward level, neither close nor far away.He asked Qin Yu to come out, and most likely Qin Yu would agree.But if he didn't take the initiative, Qin Yu wouldn't contact him either.Looks like a normal social friend.

Ke Tingyun knew very well that this was not what he wanted.But he wasn't sure about Qin Yu's current relationship status, such as his relationship with Bu Miaomiao—so he hesitated, for fear that his body would sink into the sea before he could explain and confess, and even his friend's fig leaf He was stripped naked and laid flat to hang in front of the wrong things he had done.

After the concert, Qin Yu became visibly busy, and even Oita complained several times that he couldn't get an appointment with him: "Let me just say, what kind of company do you work in, five days a week, four and a half days of overtime, and you have to talk to people about it?" Tired of intrigue, how nice it is to work with me."

When he said this, he was huddling on the sofa at Ke Tingyun’s house. Ke Shulang didn’t come back from school very often. Ke Tingyun had just moved here for a few days, so the heating in the house hadn’t been installed yet, so he could only make do with the newly bought stove. keep warm.

Oita's throat, which was roasted by the dry warm wind, was sweet and astringent, and he drank several glasses of water: "I set up a store on Xihua Street. It's not big, and I plan to give it to Shu Lang. She graduated and is looking for a job." Well, it’s good to open a shop and be responsible for your own profits and losses.”

He didn't seem to see Ke Tingyun's eyes: "Coffee shop. I remember that she likes to drink coffee very much. This thing is easy to study. She will definitely be able to get started after thinking about it."

Ke Tingyun stared at him for a few seconds, making sure he wasn't joking: "What do you mean? Give me a shop?" He wanted to blurt out for a moment: Are you helping or supporting?Fortunately, he hesitated for a while, knowing that Oita has loved and respected Ke Shulang for so many years, so he swallowed the words.

Oita frowns: "It's so difficult for girls to find a job now. Shu Lang is studying in the Department of Literature. The competition is too great. I see that she is busy at school and at home, and she has lost a lot of weight. I feel distressed." He said: "I know what you're thinking, but I dare say, I don't ask for anything when I give this store to her. I just hope that she will be well and not be wronged or look at other people's faces."

Ke Tingyun: "Does Shu Lang know?"

Oita: "I haven't told her yet." He himself was also a little nervous, feeling uncertain about Ke Shulan's lukewarm temper: "It will open next week, all of you come, I'll tell her in person."

Ke Tingyun didn't know what to say.

When Ke Shulang came back in the evening, she saw Ke Tingyun leaning on the sofa. She saw her brother wearing a white shirt and a dark sweater over it, his hair hanging softly on his forehead, and his facial features soaked in the warm light. It was as if he had seen the thin and stubborn boy who protected himself a few years ago.

Nothing has changed.

Ke Tingyun just wanted to wait for her.

He heated up the cooked and cold meal, and opened a box of blood-enriching nutritional supplements for Ke Shulan, and the two ate the meal relatively silently.

Maybe it was because the lights and the atmosphere were warm, Ke Shulang had a rare feeling of family, she took a sip of the soup, and felt that her limbs had recovered from the exhausted and stiff state: "Are they... all right?"

They were naturally referring to Ke's father and Ke's mother.

Ke Shulang couldn't remember the last time he thought of them. It seemed that Ke Ping contacted the hospital and sent a car to pick up Ke's father.That was after she was admitted to graduate school.She remembered standing at the door of her house, watching Ke's mother get into the car with big bags and small bags.After Ke's father lost his labor force due to a serious illness, Ke's mother became haggard and her back became a little bent.She obviously felt very relieved about this trip. She probably felt that with Ke Tingyun and Ke Ping around, she could relieve herself of the burden, so she was very worried and relaxed, so she didn't care much about Ke Shu who was outside the car. Lang, when the car was about to start, the driver turned around and asked her, "Shouldn't you say goodbye to your daughter?"

Ke Mu understood, and impatiently beckoned Ke Shulang to come over.

Ke Shulang faced her face to face, and listened to her routinely muttering that she had to take care of herself when her family was not around.Ke Shulang could only nod blankly. At that moment, Ke's mother softened for a moment, and the kind of family affection that had been worn down by time and quarrels surged up, and she touched Ke Shulang's face with some reluctance: " From now on, find a good man." Ke Mu said, "Don't find someone like your father."

Ke Tingyun didn't see Ke Shulang's expression. After so many years, when he heard someone ask about Ke's father, he still felt as if his heart was stabbed, and he felt unspeakable shock and discomfort: "It's okay, the doctor said to take a good rest and keep on schedule. As long as it's done, it's not a big problem."

After speaking, both of them fell silent.Obviously he has grown up, obviously that person is old, but the shadow he casts is still lingering, how terrible.

Ke Shulang: "For so many years, you... have worked hard."

Ke Tingyun was stunned for a moment, probably because he never thought that Ke Shulang would say such affectionate words.He thought, if it was another brother and sister, they would probably vomit their bitterness and tell their family members about their grievances and troubles, and then the two of them would sigh or sigh together, in short, they would be very kind and warm. look warm.

But Ke Tingyun couldn't do it.

He is used to it.He would rather hide all these shady things in his heart, than show them to others bloody, and then get a harmless "You have worked hard".That would be ridiculous.

Before going to sleep, Ke Tingyun opened the phone's address book, looked at Qin Yu's name and phone number, and gently stroked the cold interface with his thumb.He didn't want to call Qin Yu, he just felt a little cold—maybe it was because the heater hadn't been installed yet—so his whole heart felt a little cold, as if he could only look at Qin Yu and think about Qin Yu It is slightly warmer in Yu.

Then Ke Tingyun heard small voices coming from the living room.He put on his coat and went out to see that it was Ke Shulang watching TV.It's still a suspense thriller, so even though the voice is turned down, there are occasional sharp atmosphere-making voices, harsh and disturbing.Ke Shulang saw his reflection on the screen: "Are you bothering me?" She lowered her voice a bit: "I'm a little tired from looking for a job recently, and I have insomnia at night. I have to watch some movies to fall asleep."

Ke Tingyun licked his lips, and finally asked the question that had been lingering in his mind all afternoon: "Oita...has bought a store, on the side of Xihua Street, he thinks..." He was still thinking about words, Ke Shu Lang interrupted him coldly: "I don't like him."

Ke Shulang said: "You want to ask this, I don't like him."

Ke Tingyun looked at her jet-black hair and wondered, wondering when that little yellow-haired girl had grown into a beautiful big girl: "Do you have someone you like?"

Ke Shulan shook his head.

A villain-looking actor on TV turned his head and grinned at the camera.

Ke Shulan said, "I can't possibly like people."

"Marriage is a tomb, and family is a burden," she said. "How terrible. Can you imagine living with a person, every day is quarreling and name-calling, and when you open your eyes, there are countless housework and dirty laundry, forever You can smell the smell of tobacco, alcohol, and be beaten accidentally, is that feeling you can’t get rid of even if you want to?”

Ke Shulang said "Oh", and said sarcastically: "Of course you know. We both grew up like this." She hugged the fluffy blanket, and shrank her feet in it as if afraid of the cold: " I've had enough."

Ke Tingyun subconsciously bit the tip of his tongue, a blister formed there at some point, and it hurt when he touched it.

Ke Shulang said: "I used to think that it was a long time ago, but I have not forgotten it. I have not forgotten it every time." She touched her shoulder blade with her backhand: "There is a burnt scar here, you Remember it. It was because I accidentally touched his wine bottle, and then he burned me with cigarettes, hehe, if you hadn’t stopped him, the scar would have been even bigger.”

Ke Shulan was a little dazed: "I even thought, it would be great if he died. It would be great if he never gave birth to me. You don't know, I have a good friend at school. Every time I hear her talk about her family's When I heard her say what her parents bought her and where they took her to play, I was thinking, how can there be such a harmonious family in this world, how can there be parents who don't quarrel or beat others? I I really can't believe it."

Ke Tingyun coughed and felt his throat was a bit dry.

Ke Shulan: "But I don't think I have such good luck. I don't want to bet the rest of my life that I will meet such a good person, and don't bet that I won't become a person like him. I thought he I’m relieved when I leave, but I’m not.” She turned her head and looked at Ke Tingyun: “It’s ridiculous, he never fulfilled his responsibilities as a father, the only thing left to us is the same rubbish nature as him, selfish, indifferent, and afraid to go Believe in people—now it seems that he has succeeded, at least I dare not."

She turned off the TV, wrapped herself in a small blanket and passed Ke Tingyun: "I'm so scared."